CHAPTER TEN : Kiss Me Like You’re Not Hiding Something15Please respect copyright.PENANAAk8NuYd14N
(Her POV)
He touched her the same way.15Please respect copyright.PENANAJFJlF4kQz6
His hands were still gentle.15Please respect copyright.PENANA7fdhYz8RHh
Still slow.15Please respect copyright.PENANAcUV1zEC94C
Still reverent.
But his kiss?
His kiss… had changed.
She couldn’t explain it—not with words.15Please respect copyright.PENANAyFp7ydyg0W
But she felt it.15Please respect copyright.PENANAxfWzDTG4iv
Somewhere between the breath he took before his lips met hers…15Please respect copyright.PENANAzpCE4krO5a
and the silence afterward.
There was a kind of goodbye in it.15Please respect copyright.PENANAKg7sVRu4E3
A kind of “I might not get to do this again.”
He pulled away too soon that morning.15Please respect copyright.PENANAzS6nfqnprd
Said something about needing to “review files.”15Please respect copyright.PENANADZGzvuZFjJ
Didn’t kiss her forehead like he always did.15Please respect copyright.PENANAAMUvruplRG
Didn’t ask her what she wanted for dinner.
And yet, he looked at her like she was his air.
It was confusing as hell.
She spent the rest of the day pacing in her apartment.
Staring at her phone.15Please respect copyright.PENANAltieGAk0j7
Checking if he’d text.15Please respect copyright.PENANA2ORvvwKETM
Telling herself not to overthink.
But every woman who’s ever been loved and then unloved knows this feeling.
That gut-level ache.
By nightfall, she was in front of his clinic.
No appointment.15Please respect copyright.PENANAygYOPITgOk
No plan.15Please respect copyright.PENANAJKq5xH90vL
Just need.
She knocked.
He opened.15Please respect copyright.PENANAh5iEE5D8YR
Surprised.15Please respect copyright.PENANARr7SnN356m
Shirt slightly damp.15Please respect copyright.PENANAxY4UMmWLLf
Hair tousled.15Please respect copyright.PENANA3fF6SYySzH
Eyes tired.
But his lips curved. “You’re here.”
“I couldn’t stay away,” she said softly.
“Neither could I,” he whispered.
He let her in.
She stepped close.15Please respect copyright.PENANAQExG3Imanb
Tugged gently at his shirt.
“I want you to kiss me,” she said. “But this time…”
He looked down at her, brows furrowing.
“…kiss me like you’re not hiding something.”
Silence.
His jaw tensed.15Please respect copyright.PENANArR3D4OIL95
Hands flexed at his sides.
Then, slowly… painfully… he leaned in.
And kissed her.
It was warm.15Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZvXD2B0tJ
It was slow.15Please respect copyright.PENANADG8AKcuJER
But it wasn’t honest.
Because she felt the tremble in his hand.15Please respect copyright.PENANAQXj8FRjnc3
Felt how tightly he was holding back.15Please respect copyright.PENANAMURS9JcqdG
Felt how scared he was to give in.
When he pulled away, her eyes were wet.
“You’re scared,” she whispered.
He didn’t deny it.
“What are you afraid of, Matteo?”
His answer came barely above a whisper:
ns216.73.216.239da2“That if you knew everything…15Please respect copyright.PENANA4Goz2aHLnO
you’d never kiss me again.”