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「我沒事。」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPTzS7D3QF
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約莫三坪的黑暗中，兩根細長的手指伴隨一段低沉而無力的女聲，在僅有的光源上緩慢移動著。
—說出來你可能不信
幾筆墨黑躍然而出。
—我最近做什麼都超順的欸！97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevY2vpZY18
—每天起床都很莫名很有精神97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrCHojFQQN
—買東西都剛好會遇到不太需要排隊的時段97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6GTqSneEE
—喔對也不會有沒貨的問題
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—所以不要跟我說什麼是因為賣完了才沒人97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg89QBMOiN
—還有很多97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SoBzuQTzS
—像是要趕時間的時候大部分不會遇到紅燈97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbqNcMs4wQ
—通勤的時候不太塞車97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWW9eVCcDnv
—打字的時候不太需要選字審字97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezevDtd6tT
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—反正就是
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—不只事情都確實按著計畫走97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZZWkkeClc
—還有很多意外的小確幸97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIRI19wM0x
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—你知道97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaavgrZYtwK
—這種便利的小幸運真的是97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7ng6W7abd
—可遇不可求97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8PQdVSIwl
—所以我最近心情真的97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LgWDymJaa
—超好！
咑
「哈哈⋯噗哈哈哈哈⋯⋯⋯咳咳咳⋯」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgjKaL4TMb
幾滴嫣紅的狂笑自嘴角流出，敲擊聲再次響起。
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—然後公司裡啊97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVJ7QPjm36
—大家人都97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOYluIm53Q
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—看起來有點難親近的同事實際上是那種外冷內熱的類型97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitnB4lN38u
—開始變熟了之後97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGcOzgpIkc
—發現不只很好說話
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—樂於助人97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEMibhqOlS
—對大家都很貼心
「⋯很貼心，熱心助人⋯⋯」一坨沾染著幾許赭紅的衛生紙被丟出床外。
—而且主管人也很好97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYzFlnZ6X0
—架子不高，很有責任感97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpYH3TT5qR
—不會一直讓人覺得很壓迫97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuaJEikr58
—也不會亂塞一堆無理的工作然後當甩手掌櫃97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdelXm0VJB6
—而且⋯⋯
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⋯⋯陸陸續續又打了兩分鐘後，敲擊聲再次唐突地停了下來。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQlmEs9qS9
她看著螢幕，陷入沉默。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GyZtSq5f0
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褪下包裹著的厚重棉被，揮開旁邊成堆的衛生紙，她托起身子，走近梳妝台。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ683aU94lia
稍顯陳舊的白花藤椅在她的拉扯下發出一聲尖銳叫喊，但她不予理會，徑直坐下。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRASFJSqi3b
「哼哼哼～」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuDC9N00j4
一段不知名的旋律輕巧地推開發紫的薄唇，墜落在無光的空虛之中。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30ZBXnWWSU
她拍上化妝水，開始上妝。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtAgm7Ps11
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「哼哼哼～咳咳⋯⋯」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ituGf3sxV
一邊扯開喉嚨，盡可能模仿著她那淒美的樂聲，我看著她一步一步完成商業用妝容，開始梳理自己深褐色的長髮。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIexHnCXZ3F
琥珀色的扁梳不發一語，輕柔而無聲地帶走了一絲又一絲，渲上幾點鏽斑的棕髮。剩餘的髮絲被撥到右肩上，襯出頸部那圈靛色的瘀青。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoAQCTg3zC
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這不是我第一次看她上妝了。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxuNV8jzeK
但不管幾次，總覺得有哪裡不太滿意。
是配色不太好嗎？97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnkMdKPGRe
眼影太深了嗎？97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8fEfNQuhB
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還是真的只是感覺問題？不過我們最近都還是跟以前一樣心情都不錯欸？97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkckOqqcSd3
⋯⋯總之，我不太清楚。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl87clcbz3
或者說，我一直都沒搞清楚。
我們對視了許久，她看起來似乎也覺得哪裡不太滿意。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jjgx1Ry9K
⋯⋯看來是「我們」都沒搞清楚。
「咳咳⋯換身衣服好了⋯⋯」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD76vJ2ZDC2
幾聲嘶啞傳出，她轉過身去，扶著略微搖晃的白花藤椅，撐起身子緩步邁進。賣力地推開沿途的障礙物，小心避開路上的垃圾、藥丸、藥片，玻璃，塑膠碎片⋯⋯然後抵達衣櫃前，再使勁拉開櫃門。
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砰97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFqCzZ5ItW
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⋯⋯吱咿——
仔細淘選出幾件發皺的連身裙裝，她轉回來，比對著問我。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbm4oHFR1R
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「這件怎麼樣？」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFSIqAJU62
我搖搖頭。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqE23jZFAN
那是她前幾年穿去聯誼的藍白相間的高腰洋裝，現在已經不適合她了。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcNTQZyyHJ
我看見她也搖了搖頭，轉過去提起另一件。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlgwYbMYrZ
「咳咳⋯這件⋯咳⋯呢？」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhvhVkFD1A
我搖搖頭。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLTMijx3vH
拜託，現在是夏天欸，沒什麼特殊需求的話穿著深色長裙難免不妥吧？妳不熱，我光看著也很熱。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RCbIstsH2
嘛，不過我們不怎麼出門就是了。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYonyl2AyGx
她似乎愣了一下，但隨即也搖了搖頭，又轉過去提起另一件來。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdc99qjZbV
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就這樣一來一往，我們最終相中了一件白底黑點，V領的綁帶洋裝。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1LC4ZQp00
雖說依舊是有點差強人意，但能從那堆東西裡翻出這麼一件來已經是不可多求的奇蹟了。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLVFNU1cA6
正所謂「可遇不可求」嘛。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xkURxktnM
「噗呵⋯」我們相視而笑。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q8gubLLwy
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換完衣服，她再次拉開藤椅，坐了下來，邊整理梳妝台，邊哼起那段不知名的旋律。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ANDKFoY7u
我也有樣學樣，幫著整理那些瓶瓶罐罐，同時慢慢唱了起來。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwYdsJvyVr
經過剛剛的琢磨，這次已經沒那麼痛了。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJmo1DZEmq
雖然偶爾還是會咳個幾下，但沒差，擦擦就好。
「哼哼哼～」
Alprazolam、Estazolam、Triazolam、Chlordiazepoxide、Lorazepam⋯⋯97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX5KiAE9S1
在無數不認識的單字中，我看見她特別挑了幾瓶出來，打開後如品茶般輕嗅了幾下，又蓋了回去。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhHniUEhbt
也不知道是為什麼，她從去年開始⋯也許是前年？便開始四處購買這樣的藥品。
我知道那些是什麼，而她也知道。
⋯⋯看著她一罐接著一罐，讓蓋回去的藥瓶自然落下。我突然一股怒氣湧上，憤然將梳妝台上所有瓶瓶罐罐一把推開，瞬息之間，整個空間迴響起清澈的共鳴。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIKg9Wpjiy
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喔對，這是我近幾年聽過最悅耳的聲音。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94phgR2ybE
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哐啷！97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4glxi0qS1
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我在鐵紅色的梳妝台上揀選著，97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILVxqaFV1j
不，不是你。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbjS9FjyP3
不是你⋯97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6OoBVPtPV
不是你⋯⋯97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26qmDw8JtP
我說了不是你！！！！！！！！！！！97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizCG3V3C9D
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砰！！！
我奮力將藤椅往窗邊一甩。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqc4rhcWFk
可惜不知是手勁太小還是方向不對，它只是撞上了衣櫃，落在垃圾堆間。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGWYSf7wKS
我回過頭。
喔⋯對⋯⋯97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3TtCXUrvI
你很不錯。
拿起地上的一把美工刀，我輕輕推出刀片，架在她的腕部。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYEUJ4vLdG
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呼吸97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOANKQdMrR6
越來越急促97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz8YRPRZgp
就是97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEiWCljda5
現在！97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aaHkSO4dU
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「叮鈴—叮鈴—叮鈴—」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWuKf49ylh
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⋯鬧鐘響了。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0XTD4Lsd2
她走向床頭，按下了鬧鐘。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOfzOC71sN
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我們四目相交。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf5aAiKmrC
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「該吃藥了。」我說。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl6iAl7bJ9
「該吃藥了。」她回答道。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdZh4TFd0g
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我撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一顆橢圓的藥丸。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI9M8hRRpZ
她撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一片雪白的藥片。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mciZMcjMr
我們交互著彼此的工作，服下藥物。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2KbMghLf5
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按時用藥是很重要的，我想。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lSTBKHAut
她應該也這麼覺得。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGryMlKgoF
⋯⋯不，她必須這麼覺得。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjoemIeG2Z
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我走到窗邊搬回藤椅，在梳妝台前輕輕放下，坐在那裡，輕哼著不知名的旋律。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKODSiAwjJ
她兩手提起嘴角，看向我。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTRBuBP8ig
再次，我們對視，然後輕笑了一聲。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qkVbKqYAj
「不用難過。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyn91X7GBA
不用生氣。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RrezgNeAp
不用委屈。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQzNFN1Iza
不用憤慨。97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAE2iQ9eDz
今天又是美好的一天。」97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyF0wFtRBm5
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