CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE: Forgive Me, Love15Please respect copyright.PENANAaBdW7NhKUE
(Matteo’s POV)
He didn’t tell her where he was going.
He just left a note beside her pillow:
“I’ll be back before the sun sets. If I don’t come home—don’t wait. Raise her without me. But know I loved you both with everything I had left.”
The drive was long.15Please respect copyright.PENANA4E2yJP1LZT
Dusty roads.15Please respect copyright.PENANAH9iAGEuqB3
Nothing but guilt in the air.
And the weight of one last name—
Luciana.
His first patient.15Please respect copyright.PENANAvWcxagfZHd
His first mistake.15Please respect copyright.PENANA574VDkJZcE
His first... sin.
She was still alive.15Please respect copyright.PENANAxWgx47oZc4
In a quiet care home.15Please respect copyright.PENANANLronZFxQq
Diagnosed with long-term trauma.15Please respect copyright.PENANAqwkdAD3QEN
No family.15Please respect copyright.PENANAjvxNKrxk0y
No voice.
But her eyes still remembered him.
Even after everything he did.
He entered the room.
Luciana was sitting by the window, staring at nothing.
Her hands were pale.15Please respect copyright.PENANAqkwN0Cuw62
Wrinkled.15Please respect copyright.PENANARe18LpHgdM
One of them flinched when she heard his footsteps.
But he knelt beside her.
Slow.15Please respect copyright.PENANA9eQxkin1mJ
Gentle.
“I came to say sorry.”
No answer.
“You trusted me. I used you. For comfort. For control. For ego.”
“And I broke you.”
Tears rolled down his cheeks.
“I didn’t know love back then. I only knew how to take.”
“But I’m about to be a father now. To a little girl.”
“And if someone ever treated her the way I treated you—”
He sobbed.
“—I would burn the whole world down.”
He took her hand.15Please respect copyright.PENANAkjtRdWQf6n
It shook in his palm.15Please respect copyright.PENANAN0eEB44JKO
But she didn’t pull away.
“If there’s any mercy left in the universe… let it be this.”
“That you find peace.”
“And that I learn how to be better… through her.”
She didn’t speak.15Please respect copyright.PENANABrc1vXgjd4
But her fingers tightened.
Just once.
And Matteo broke.
He sat with her in silence for an hour.15Please respect copyright.PENANAdwwapRy8rg
Left flowers on her table.15Please respect copyright.PENANA58Ho4k09Nd
And walked away lighter.
For the first time in years—15Please respect copyright.PENANAScI7ZIdkYs
He didn’t hate himself.
He could breathe.
When he came home, she was waiting outside the motel room.
Holding a small pink sock.
“She kicked hard today.”
He knelt and kissed her belly.
“I faced my past today.”
“And?”
“It didn’t kill me.”
That night, Matteo wrote in a notebook.15Please respect copyright.PENANAbDlxCWrsAy
A letter for Arielle.
ns216.73.216.239da2“One day, you’ll ask me who I was before you. And I’ll tell you the truth. But I’ll end it with this—15Please respect copyright.PENANAwMW6bfdjUq
‘You made me a man worthy of being remembered.’”