No Plagiarism!KaQ0R5eRYWot6Ld6WEFxposted on PENANA Jameson漸漸習慣了Walker的存在。8964 copyright protection3PENANAueO9Szy88g 維尼
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不是那種轟烈的、明目張膽的習慣,8964 copyright protection3PENANA7zkJ3VpwsK 維尼
而是像貓睡著時會下意識拱向熱源的那種——不知不覺的、溫馴的依賴。8964 copyright protection3PENANACpiMM8KJ0F 維尼
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他開始會在Walker走前,低聲說一句晚安。8964 copyright protection3PENANAF26AIwlu2y 維尼
語氣平淡,幾乎不帶感情,但Walker聽見那聲音的時候,8964 copyright protection3PENANAjTrQ3L9hbb 維尼
總覺得渾身暖暖的。8964 copyright protection3PENANA9qeSOxhUwA 維尼
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Walker到二樓過夜越來越頻繁。8964 copyright protection3PENANAME5CFKFoZV 維尼
他每次來,總帶一點小東西留下,像是標記領地:8964 copyright protection3PENANAh0IQgSCdZd 維尼
兩條新毛巾,一對情侶款設計的牙刷,8964 copyright protection3PENANAs56QbZJT4g 維尼
一瓶擦起來有淡淡香味的護手霜。8964 copyright protection3PENANALsfBlKxDpR 維尼
明明他們還沒談論過「在一起」這回事,8964 copyright protection3PENANAyVAchSaGvD 維尼
但Walker賴皮想放著的時候,Jameson就會拗不過,只好隨他擺去。8964 copyright protection3PENANAUDe3QrtDNx 維尼
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那支護手霜是Walker特地挑的。8964 copyright protection3PENANAySByYov34J 維尼
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Walker很早就發現了——8964 copyright protection3PENANAjL96EEzsqd 維尼
Jameson的手總乾裂得厲害,指節的皮時常剝開,8964 copyright protection3PENANAyXHuByYkAk 維尼
有時連開瓶器都握不穩。8964 copyright protection3PENANAjYwWA6eDKU 維尼
他從沒喊痛,但Walker看在眼裡。8964 copyright protection3PENANAqCE0wF0oo1 維尼
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某晚洗完澡,他照例把Jameson拉到懷裡要替他擦藥。8964 copyright protection3PENANARtGO2wMnpO 維尼
Jameson一開始沒抗拒,8964 copyright protection3PENANANXUw2sIGfj 維尼
直到Walker擠出護手霜、輕輕覆上他的右手心時,8964 copyright protection3PENANAcA6gYRul3F 維尼
他忽然顫了一下,像是觸電。8964 copyright protection3PENANASTQ3IzruUL 維尼
眼底閃過一瞬驚恐——極短,卻無比真實。8964 copyright protection3PENANAG1q310I075 維尼
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那是一種被嚇怕過的人才有的反應,8964 copyright protection3PENANAdaTbaJdYv1 維尼
像早已習慣:別人叫他張開手心,是為了懲罰他。8964 copyright protection3PENANAxjKAlIIU4P 維尼
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Walker沒說話,只握住手不動,讓對方適應。8964 copyright protection3PENANAM1AmPSRwDq 維尼
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過了很久,Jameson低聲解釋,8964 copyright protection3PENANA9DQVssgxvh 維尼
語氣淡淡的:「以前爸爸覺得我太吵,不乖……就會從手心開始教我怎麼安靜。」8964 copyright protection3PENANAMgmxF09n3A 維尼
他低頭看著自己的手掌,像在看一段歷史。8964 copyright protection3PENANAbc1wO4RIdf 維尼
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Walker忍住心裡洶湧,8964 copyright protection3PENANAwnckqgN0xP 維尼
只低聲回:「那你現在可以調皮了。也可以吵鬧。反正我很歡迎。」8964 copyright protection3PENANA2IGFkmiZ56 維尼
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Jameson把手收了回去,自己將護手霜揉一揉塗完。8964 copyright protection3PENANA4BGzfPlney 維尼
那晚他沒說晚安,但Walker離開前,8964 copyright protection3PENANA4A9I0B2uQE 維尼
發現浴室裡多了一雙拖鞋,Jameson幫他額外準備的。8964 copyright protection3PENANAUzSXkytAsL 維尼
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像是一種默許。8964 copyright protection3PENANABhjvIvW887 維尼
也或許,只是一種無聲的依戀。8964 copyright protection3PENANAbcBSXgIa4z 維尼
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「你現在立刻打過去重談相親。讓人家丟臉,你以為你是誰?」8964 copyright protection3PENANAUDRxFVgtHK 維尼
Walker聽著母親在電話那端的指責,酒吧玻璃杯反射出他緊皺的眉頭。8964 copyright protection3PENANAz1bfPBKzzf 維尼
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「媽,我說過,沒有要跟她結婚。我不喜歡女人,也不愛她。」8964 copyright protection3PENANA3zRlxsD7aV 維尼
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母親像沒聽見似的,繼續建議:「不喜歡女人?你交過那麼多女朋友!現在的年紀還不晚,趁早成家。別以為你那看起來還不錯的薪水可以過一輩子,我是為你好——」8964 copyright protection3PENANAecPkhm44P5 維尼
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Walker將杯子砰地一聲放在桌上,酒液微濺,他的聲音是平生最吼的一次:8964 copyright protection3PENANAzPleze6RXY 維尼
「那些都是妳喜歡的人,不是我喜歡的,這根本不是為我好,妳只是想把我困在跟妳一樣不快樂的監獄裡!」8964 copyright protection3PENANAbASvYXtIJA 維尼
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母親終於不說話了,嘟一聲切斷了電話。8964 copyright protection3PENANADEsAciLNSf 維尼
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Walker將結帳的錢壓在酒杯下,提起大衣離開,8964 copyright protection3PENANAFSu3iH83Ki 維尼
氣呼呼地走,漫無目的,只是想把那股怒意給走掉。8964 copyright protection3PENANA37bnYPdIbL 維尼
他走上天橋,高架的風捲著城市噪音,8964 copyright protection3PENANAyvQkAwzRtn 維尼
人靠在欄杆邊看車流,氣卻卡在喉嚨裡,8964 copyright protection3PENANAKhVIMtqv1T 維尼
化不成眼淚,也咽不下去。8964 copyright protection3PENANAb3UV3YgtzZ 維尼
他像一頭被逼到角落的動物,爪牙全都藏著,8964 copyright protection3PENANAoS4mulQ8QD 維尼
只有心跳暴露了崩潰。8964 copyright protection3PENANAFTo93566ff 維尼
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手機突然震動。8964 copyright protection3PENANAspUzXarYIG 維尼
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來電顯示是Jameson。8964 copyright protection3PENANAKDbZJk2AJv 維尼
Walker整個人直起身,像酒意被驚出體外。8964 copyright protection3PENANArM3uQQEzC9 維尼
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他接起。8964 copyright protection3PENANAdcYq9JTwL4 維尼
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「你今天……」Jameson的嗓音在耳機裡很輕,很慢:「好像不太像你。」8964 copyright protection3PENANA4P2UAeKgup 維尼
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Walker喉嚨乾得像砂紙。8964 copyright protection3PENANA1M2qt8FK8I 維尼
他想了很久,才問:「如果我變得不乖,你會不會也不喜歡我了?」8964 copyright protection3PENANAvaQGOQqDnV 維尼
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對面沉默很久,久到他幾乎以為電話斷了。8964 copyright protection3PENANA9jB7A3BOls 維尼
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「我不是那種需要你乖的人。」8964 copyright protection3PENANA9fQXTFjfYr 維尼
Jameson說這句時,聲音輕得像一陣微雨,落在Walker的後頸上。8964 copyright protection3PENANA3T5avIapIO 維尼
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「我只想你活著就好。」8964 copyright protection3PENANA3OTd8hMdgb 維尼
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Walker背靠欄杆,用手背壓著眼睛。8964 copyright protection3PENANAehf6pNl0zn 維尼
他想哭,但真的哭不出來。8964 copyright protection3PENANAsbWlnflA9C 維尼
Jameson那句話太輕了,8964 copyright protection3PENANAyFshCp6Qf3 維尼
輕得像酒吧打烊後最後一滴順著杯壁滑落的酒液——8964 copyright protection3PENANAdcO59MWq18 維尼
可落進耳裡卻重得讓他胸腔發疼。8964 copyright protection3PENANAQuXrjH3VAt 維尼
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「活著的定義......」8964 copyright protection3PENANAsOy0l8N8PE 維尼
他的笑聲啞在喉嚨裡,帶著醇苦:「包括每週來喝你調的酒嗎?」8964 copyright protection3PENANAmglAgTfSIs 維尼
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Jameson的呼吸頓了頓。8964 copyright protection3PENANAIJSk4AKEYI 維尼
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「那你最好別喝膩。」8964 copyright protection3PENANAXvVjkJ8PkG 維尼
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Jameson結束通話時,正擦著櫃檯上那枚裂口的威士忌杯。8964 copyright protection3PENANATF0DOK94DT 維尼
他擦得很用力,像想把一道記憶磨掉。8964 copyright protection3PENANA9cAga6iuqx 維尼
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——您父親這次的狀況比較不好,需要進一步的插管與療養計畫,費用……我們稍後傳明細過去。8964 copyright protection3PENANAf1gttv55CA 維尼
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他站在吧台後沒有動,放棄了擦拭,8964 copyright protection3PENANAsdWMMzyYjn 維尼
只輕輕嘆息,把那杯子放進垃圾桶。8964 copyright protection3PENANArBgmWFcTJI 維尼
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深夜的酒吧快打烊了,最後一名客人卻還黏在角落,8964 copyright protection3PENANA0nPuRUmBv0 維尼
手裡晃著一杯空酒杯,那男人是一家企業的高階主管,8964 copyright protection3PENANA1nE6qqF9bB 維尼
Jameson早記得他——總是點最貴的酒,眼睛卻不在酒上。8964 copyright protection3PENANAIOSstLiGuy 維尼
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「你知道嗎?如果你願意坐過來陪我喝,我願意把我今天的獎金全給你。這樣也不算太失禮了吧?」客人開著玩笑,眼神卻是早把人當成了商品在端詳。8964 copyright protection3PENANA4hX1xD6m4B 維尼
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Jameson沒有理人,只轉過身,把抹布晾在水池邊。8964 copyright protection3PENANASNvCO5EEKR 維尼
手指骨節發白,一個字也沒反駁。8964 copyright protection3PENANAv1GllzBRAd 維尼
他回到吧檯時,手機在震動。8964 copyright protection3PENANAYVQNSPfHMB 維尼
他看了一眼,原本沒想接,但最終還是滑了開來。8964 copyright protection3PENANAOXh82e1agl 維尼
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Walker似乎振作了,聲音比較有精神:「我繞回店裡找你吧。」8964 copyright protection3PENANAziWMZxLWez 維尼
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Jameson低頭看著檯面,8964 copyright protection3PENANAKK49PXpbYe 維尼
想著醫療費,越想越疲累:「今天不行。有點事。」8964 copyright protection3PENANAyAniYGcGdZ 維尼
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