
本章節由衷感謝希言DL。
讓女性視角能做得更加的完善。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAhibV6ifLyK
402Please respect copyright.PENANAIfvqHFviUZ
在漆黑的夜裡,滂沱的大雨密密麻麻地落在了地上,我獨自一人蜷縮在樹下,身體也在微微的發抖,我像是被困在黑暗之中,連一點希望都沒有。402Please respect copyright.PENANAiJqceMEWXk
402Please respect copyright.PENANA94obL6BZ86
腳踝的扭傷已經讓我無法正常行走,只能任由雨水拍打在我的身上。402Please respect copyright.PENANAfY5cna50df
402Please respect copyright.PENANAZN2jr3QXVH
雨滴如絲綢般在我的臉上打轉著,夜空中的月亮被大雨的霧霾給壟罩了起來,只剩下一線微弱的月光在照耀著我。402Please respect copyright.PENANAbwub8D58nf
402Please respect copyright.PENANAkPpRPt640u
「會害怕的話,就打電話給我啊。」402Please respect copyright.PENANAzG5Fmu2A0M
402Please respect copyright.PENANAt6ifgo6I1E
不知道為什麼,這時我卻想起了晨皓說的話。402Please respect copyright.PENANA1fnrOGVZaw
402Please respect copyright.PENANAOfLOWVo73M
我伸手到口袋裡拿出手機,猶豫了一下,最終還是點了兩下手機的屏幕。402Please respect copyright.PENANAtKfHdRWtAT
402Please respect copyright.PENANA0AKEAXNrn6
但手機螢幕卻沒有任何反應。402Please respect copyright.PENANAfO851W8GSu
402Please respect copyright.PENANAMhqnXv9WVD
「哈......」402Please respect copyright.PENANAVoST44B8t6
不禁地小聲苦笑了出來。402Please respect copyright.PENANAkbv9X0JMzx
402Please respect copyright.PENANAIPyeE2jyc7
就連打電話,也沒辦法了呢......402Please respect copyright.PENANAf3tZBGfLsC
402Please respect copyright.PENANAj4m24tYwe3
我失落的放下了手機,無力地靠在了樹幹上,心裡不安的情緒正逐漸的升高。402Please respect copyright.PENANAlEAiy02Rjp
402Please respect copyright.PENANA8FC8h3xbFM
這種孤獨以及無力感壟罩著我的內心,讓我覺得心靈深處好像要被撕裂開來,痛的難以呼吸。402Please respect copyright.PENANAU1cKniU4zM
402Please respect copyright.PENANAqXwYsfZTnt
看著腳踝上的傷口,它就跟鎖鏈一樣綑住了我的腿,動彈不得。402Please respect copyright.PENANA4pNBbGwFPj
402Please respect copyright.PENANAgnlD2BlZuT
我忍著傷痛試著站起來,但腳踝的傷口讓我無法站穩,我倒在了地上,身上全都沾滿了雨水跟泥巴,感覺上十分的狼狽。402Please respect copyright.PENANAd9ipRdLeps
402Please respect copyright.PENANAUNK1FzR0pp
晨皓……不知道你看到這麼狼狽的我,會怎麼想呢?402Please respect copyright.PENANApnLTk1q6yL
402Please respect copyright.PENANACCkQFQLvhJ
再次試圖的站起來,但傷口處又傳來一陣撕裂的疼痛感。402Please respect copyright.PENANA45V7eSuOlv
402Please respect copyright.PENANA1UJXF5zDX0
現在,我終於忍不住了......402Please respect copyright.PENANA4LBW4WcpSA
402Please respect copyright.PENANAYDLFcRTJ6p
臉上的淚水跟雨水交融再了一起,讓我的臉像是覆蓋了一層薄膜,彷彿是化不開的情感在交會流淌。402Please respect copyright.PENANASoYs87va5y
402Please respect copyright.PENANAX2EEWNLI6I
「晨皓......你在哪裡呢......」402Please respect copyright.PENANAsCIE5afOX9
402Please respect copyright.PENANAkrMVXWENaM
自從跟他當鄰居後,我的生活才變得開朗了起來。402Please respect copyright.PENANAtOAjQOwOb8
402Please respect copyright.PENANAxZqb7vDtBN
我不禁地想起了我的家庭,那個令我感到可笑的家庭......402Please respect copyright.PENANAmnd8BMH4Gp
402Please respect copyright.PENANAoRzrn9jzoP
一陣寒風吹過,那個我曾經想逃離的家。402Please respect copyright.PENANAtkPOqCveMm
402Please respect copyright.PENANA7JMH1tCvhS
但現在仍舊還是沒有逃離那份孤獨感。402Please respect copyright.PENANAwcD6i8Vb96
402Please respect copyright.PENANA7SnovOaD74
晨皓學長......這陣子跟你的許多互動我真的很開心。402Please respect copyright.PENANA0GftJgH5y0
402Please respect copyright.PENANAHdADpGEFQK
你就像一座島嶼,但現在......我感覺自己像是被大海所吞噬了。402Please respect copyright.PENANAzNi2sNCQz0
402Please respect copyright.PENANATD8pTSnBR9
想到那個熟悉的房間,當時的風雨印象中就跟現在一樣吧。402Please respect copyright.PENANAUsueH45JQ1
402Please respect copyright.PENANA7Be4lXrrfu
父母在我很小的時候就離開了我,留下的只有那令人感到厭惡的親戚。402Please respect copyright.PENANABebpWop2CD
402Please respect copyright.PENANAyGg8tDwnwv
我是個麻煩的包袱。402Please respect copyright.PENANAiCtMLSjZgN
402Please respect copyright.PENANAbZFfAg0hoN
「姐姐如果沒有生下妳就好了,現在還要我來照顧,真煩!」402Please respect copyright.PENANAL7EsU7EIsB
402Please respect copyright.PENANAN4hJdS968G
一直以來,我都記得這句話,可能我就是包袱吧。402Please respect copyright.PENANANWDpWRUdS0
402Please respect copyright.PENANAZSjg4DId8U
對他人來說,我是個不被重視的存在。402Please respect copyright.PENANADZjNPPGAv7
402Please respect copyright.PENANAQyV02lPDqh
在某天,我逃離了那個家。402Please respect copyright.PENANALOKVMAsSjn
402Please respect copyright.PENANAC6LCA8j60w
其實我並不是十分信任別人,不是我不想,而是我真的好累、好累。402Please respect copyright.PENANAFZbODPOr8V
402Please respect copyright.PENANA7aARKa8bKE
我不想要再被說成包袱,我可以堅強,不需要別人。402Please respect copyright.PENANAHVvbbcUqgf
402Please respect copyright.PENANAjIKeuYTUHc
恩,現在想這個也沒什麼用吧......402Please respect copyright.PENANAiY4s6XVscg
402Please respect copyright.PENANAYnofNtKnTO
淚水跟雨水交織在一起,不停滴在我的大腿上。402Please respect copyright.PENANAHqwVWdPWPT
402Please respect copyright.PENANA1TQTqDjr9E
但或許.......我真的不應該活著。402Please respect copyright.PENANAOuBlDDPwaY
402Please respect copyright.PENANAyIBdffF4e0
媽媽、爸爸、晨皓......402Please respect copyright.PENANABIxWPwetl8
402Please respect copyright.PENANAqHQLXst9Il
明明......已經決定不再依靠任何人的。402Please respect copyright.PENANA278m98K3Bg
402Please respect copyright.PENANAUmdUfusEIZ
但現在想到的人卻是你,晨皓......402Please respect copyright.PENANA6fKm5HwsSJ
402Please respect copyright.PENANAvx0n2kODT4
意識漸漸的模糊了起來,眼皮好重宛如裝了鉛塊般。402Please respect copyright.PENANAj9aUxuBtRQ
402Please respect copyright.PENANAGqKg1j7GyP
晚安,世界。402Please respect copyright.PENANAtvfXj6Amph
402Please respect copyright.PENANAk8A5WNrcjX
「馨雨......」402Please respect copyright.PENANA15fTcpOsFS
我蹲在地上,忍不住的緊緊抱住她。402Please respect copyright.PENANAmp6EgdUiFK
402Please respect copyright.PENANAEZgZHeecBb
『晨皓......?』402Please respect copyright.PENANAiU1SDcCnDK
她一臉吃驚的看著我。402Please respect copyright.PENANAeSQD0kTEoX
402Please respect copyright.PENANALOwvYCjrYe
「是我......抱歉我來晚了。」402Please respect copyright.PENANA548lB10TfS
我眼中的淚水不斷的溢出,但這次的眼淚不再是悲傷。402Please respect copyright.PENANAOBzy9tLTIs
402Please respect copyright.PENANAsWV7ZYAoeq
當時我循著她遺落的鞋子不斷地向前方找,終於在樹下看到倒在地下的她。402Please respect copyright.PENANAy7itKCq4cK
402Please respect copyright.PENANANgylKcQWVm
但心裡恐慌和憂鬱的情感壓得我喘不過氣,我不斷的試著呼喚她,試圖讓她聽見我的聲音,現在看到她活生生的在我的面前,心中猶如放下了一塊巨石。402Please respect copyright.PENANAuKZamhafFR
402Please respect copyright.PENANAQRnCA234ie
我用手輕撫著她白皙的臉,好冷。402Please respect copyright.PENANAhl3yNGuMOR
402Please respect copyright.PENANAeHkxTqj2No
應該都失溫了......全身都如此的冰冷。402Please respect copyright.PENANACdm4j7Xo7y
402Please respect copyright.PENANAnokiMqNGdD
『你......怎麼會來?』402Please respect copyright.PENANAyEsOYjT2AA
她的聲音有些微弱,但我還是聽的很清楚。402Please respect copyright.PENANAWC0HUE5rJ4
402Please respect copyright.PENANA2ubRInWztl
「心電感應。」
我將手伸向她早已被雨水淋濕的頭髮,輕輕摸了摸她的頭。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAOXv6mCW5Cp
『都這時候還在開玩笑.......』402Please respect copyright.PENANAO8QDughYt4
402Please respect copyright.PENANADGkyNnbWi7
我看到她臉上的紅暈,不禁的感到一點意外,也許是因為太過興奮,讓我顯得有些輕率。402Please respect copyright.PENANAHoeCbgFCPF
402Please respect copyright.PENANAMbRnhbaohv
我很沉穩的,真的。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAB6xKozdEfH
「別怕,我在這裡。」
我輕聲地說道。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAG5z38Wq73Y
我放開擁抱,這時卻看到她的左腳有嚴重的挫傷,並且脫下了外套,蓋在她的身上。402Please respect copyright.PENANAtrZHeMBCM8
402Please respect copyright.PENANAqMHCIc3dIV
「馨雨,上來,我們回去。」402Please respect copyright.PENANA3Dv7TiroC6
我轉過身,示意著要背她的意思。402Please respect copyright.PENANAK6GAxjVwLx
402Please respect copyright.PENANAxJuGlMt9JS
『不用......我可以走。』402Please respect copyright.PENANAP4PSXPdqKs
實在是有點頑固啊......但以她現在的情況不可能用走的回去營區。402Please respect copyright.PENANAgTbQIYr6Ux
402Please respect copyright.PENANAJsENT5XoiB
「沒關係的,上來吧。」402Please respect copyright.PENANAoPEfvPnYMK
我伸出手,扶她起身,然後小心翼翼的背著馨雨。402Please respect copyright.PENANAA8rTSVpCfi
402Please respect copyright.PENANAzWAevs1LsR
她的身體是如此的輕盈且柔軟,並且身體緊貼著我,彷彿我們之間沒有一絲的空隙。402Please respect copyright.PENANAxqnGZq7d6g
402Please respect copyright.PENANAv00NpqXhXZ
我能感受到她的呼吸、她的心跳、她的顫抖,以及她細微的嬌喘聲。402Please respect copyright.PENANA4MqAr3uM2x
402Please respect copyright.PENANAkvSNVkQkR9
我背著馨雨走在充滿泥濘的路上,雨水不斷的拍打著我們,我們倆的衣服也早已溼透,不過,我並沒有感到不舒服,反而覺得內心十分的踏實且溫暖。402Please respect copyright.PENANAuXeuNPQI8B
402Please respect copyright.PENANAmtVRyEReLM
也不知道為什麼,當我聽到馨雨出事後的第一反應就是去找她。402Please respect copyright.PENANAnFLMC3VgRj
402Please respect copyright.PENANA0dLxq8e37C
根本不顧任何的風險......402Please respect copyright.PENANARZnPtDFhBN
402Please respect copyright.PENANAbKiZZLSiIH
她的安危對我來說已經變得比自己還要重要了嗎?402Please respect copyright.PENANAdJYQtUUXr2
402Please respect copyright.PENANAotr5dz4mZ8
這讓我重新思考這份情感。402Please respect copyright.PENANANR7l7lH5YA
402Please respect copyright.PENANA2LlEkNtfIZ
我現在只知道我做的決定是正確的,並且也如願以償的找到了她。402Please respect copyright.PENANALip7Tj9sPI
402Please respect copyright.PENANAk5y9SIoZL1
之前我一直在想我跟她的感情。402Please respect copyright.PENANA25bso3d4Su
402Please respect copyright.PENANAZczdI8hmyx
不對,是我對她的感情。402Please respect copyright.PENANAw68zsjisV9
402Please respect copyright.PENANAJrBafY37p3
也不知道馨雨是如何看待我的,我只知道我不想讓她受到傷害。402Please respect copyright.PENANAtzxebQz9XG
402Please respect copyright.PENANAMOxEldEn1B
我喜歡她嗎? 我不禁的在心裡問自己。402Please respect copyright.PENANA5QMSVEtSLH
402Please respect copyright.PENANAXR82EgVB0r
恩......我猜是的。402Please respect copyright.PENANALKJmWI3FhN
402Please respect copyright.PENANACutndZHLm7
正當我在腦內風暴的時候,馨雨的手臂緩緩的擁抱住了我的頸部。402Please respect copyright.PENANAGDnJKynB4V
402Please respect copyright.PENANA2h0Pixd6FU
「馨雨,還很冷嗎?」402Please respect copyright.PENANABap4xWAi44
402Please respect copyright.PENANALgR6N8l9BV
『不會了......』402Please respect copyright.PENANAPib1plyRpw
聽到她那細微的聲音,感覺現在我就是全世界最幸福的男人。402Please respect copyright.PENANAUe283jjzsG
402Please respect copyright.PENANAeu7Rd1Rbym
『還有......對不起。』402Please respect copyright.PENANAcxXScFzHaR
她在我的耳邊輕柔的說著,在聲音裡帶著淡淡的啜泣聲。402Please respect copyright.PENANAScgOjC9dyg
402Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3g9IUJrlt
「我們趕緊回去吃火鍋好嗎?」402Please respect copyright.PENANAr1JNdF5SBf
402Please respect copyright.PENANAiC1p3lQPga
『好......我好睏,但我也想吃火鍋。』402Please respect copyright.PENANAyYJYqwUpSG
402Please respect copyright.PENANAaVkySW39r2
「很快就到營區了,妳先睡吧。」402Please respect copyright.PENANAdYSxgicOBB
402Please respect copyright.PENANAar8lKO5GeH
轉頭看向靠在我背上的天使,她是如此的惹人憐愛。402Please respect copyright.PENANAo4BuLOGntN
402Please respect copyright.PENANAAhtQo1K3S1
我望了望前方,已經看得到營區的燈光了。
「馨雨,妳還好嗎?已經到了。」
她的臉色有些蒼白,但還能微微的點頭回答我。
在營區的門口,祐誠撐著傘急忙的跑了過來,看到我們後便說道:『阿晨,沒事吧!』
402Please respect copyright.PENANAjO3YqytJSr
「嗯,我沒事。」402Please respect copyright.PENANArZELBnbmda
402Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0OR2RWmyq
『都沒事真的太好了,抱歉!我真的不知道今晚會下雨,天氣預報說不會下雨的......』402Please respect copyright.PENANAW1v4Th0ufF
402Please respect copyright.PENANAnNdqHU7ASC
祐誠他十指併攏的低頭向我道了歉。402Please respect copyright.PENANAJagAPFdEx0
402Please respect copyright.PENANAQOveTGKL9F
「沒什麼,她沒事就好了,有沒有藥膏跟砂布?馨雨的腳挫傷跟扭傷了......」
402Please respect copyright.PENANAcolhutHHIz
這時營主的老婆大聲的向我們喊著:402Please respect copyright.PENANAbV80OMhOuO
402Please respect copyright.PENANALsg1tSBVRr
『快帶那個妹妹進來!這邊能做緊急的傷口處理。』402Please respect copyright.PENANAMNIdNr7Weg
402Please respect copyright.PENANA6fbISOzLTN
402Please respect copyright.PENANAVGxS1CZ9nu
隨後我便把馨雨交給她了。402Please respect copyright.PENANAucWJYFMjKW
402Please respect copyright.PENANAV9meoMX11W
我們一群人都在屋子裡,討論接下來該怎麼做,以及問我是如何找到馨雨的。402Please respect copyright.PENANATJmT6Dt1D7
402Please respect copyright.PENANAdNBKIzZiAx
『你知道外面有多危險嗎!竟然獨自去找人!』402Please respect copyright.PENANAXpXfZHxZ8u
營主向我怒斥著。402Please respect copyright.PENANAY1li5hPCWi
402Please respect copyright.PENANAQAgKFOnfLz
「抱歉......」402Please respect copyright.PENANAGNav8kLrfh
嗯,我不知道該怎麼回應他。402Please respect copyright.PENANA0mMCZF9xEG
402Please respect copyright.PENANAYvKp4cs5Rw
也知道自己的行為是非常魯莽且危險的,但我真的顧不上那麼多了。402Please respect copyright.PENANARPBljUdqyq
402Please respect copyright.PENANAuwMDjr3Vb1
402Please respect copyright.PENANAaKl1qj1N54
雨柔坐在我的旁邊,看著我狼狽的樣子便說道:『晨皓,你先洗個澡吧,洗完先去休息,好嗎?』
402Please respect copyright.PENANAK24Q3Fw2ZL
我點了點頭,便起身前往浴室淋浴了,但心中還是放不下妳,馨雨。
402Please respect copyright.PENANABiv7J2BuoR
在洗澡的時候我正在思考人生。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAIEJ8sxELsE
媽的,來個迎新而已遇到這麼多事情,好煩、好累,不知道馨雨好點了沒?
402Please respect copyright.PENANAdJjNr1DkOo
「別怕,我在這裡。」
402Please respect copyright.PENANA3NxyTsEKAq
呃啊……現在想起來當時抱著她的畫面,還有這句話。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAe52rCbCaH0
整個臉瞬間漲紅了起來,完了……
402Please respect copyright.PENANAUu69ZZYZAs
這不就跟告白沒兩樣了嗎?
402Please respect copyright.PENANARZeR7QfXYm
怎麼辦?
402Please respect copyright.PENANAtjH3naj0LZ
她淋了那麼久的雨會感冒嗎?
402Please respect copyright.PENANAOZSumPjG7m
我有好多話想跟她說,也不知道他喜歡吃什麼火鍋,吃不吃火鍋料?
402Please respect copyright.PENANA0mjqiJrntA
雖然沒人問我,但我是不吃火鍋料的。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAgD6dO2N9tD
火鍋就應該要吃青菜跟肉啊!
402Please respect copyright.PENANALT7qkIuzzB
尤其麻辣鍋我最喜歡,雖然我腸胃道不是很好,但在肚子哀嚎之前吃麻辣鍋,誰都不確定我會不會拉肚子對吧?
402Please respect copyright.PENANAyEtLy13K3o
像「薛丁格的貓」一樣,實驗中無法預測貓的狀態,同樣的,在我拉肚子前誰都無法預測我這次吃完麻辣鍋是否會拉肚子。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAW68wcDsCpi
雖然這個比喻個人認為是很恰當,但有一點算是比較牽強的。
402Please respect copyright.PENANA3zN9aEp8EC
就是基本上我每次吃都會拉肚子,哈哈。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAyKFfcvub0h
好,思緒又扯太遠了。
402Please respect copyright.PENANA3PHRtLbWm4
腦海中總是不自主地想起剛剛的畫面,那個抱著馨雨的畫面。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAguTDvCiCWz
『阿晨,等等洗完出來吃飯喔。』
402Please respect copyright.PENANA3Z9sNa13E4
「嗯……」
402Please respect copyright.PENANADujdWJNBpp
我迅速的洗完澡,吹乾了頭髮,把沾滿髒污的衣物放進透明袋子裡,並且在把袋子綁了起來放進行李箱。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAW56ShRCnal
好累……不知為什麼疲憊感瞬間湧了上來。
整個身體都筋疲力盡的感覺,現在我只想好好的睡上一覺。
馨雨應該沒事吧……?濃濃的睏意在我的腦海裡盤旋著。
思緒也逐漸變得模糊……
402Please respect copyright.PENANAAUY2mvri3y
馨雨……
402Please respect copyright.PENANApKl82br6P9
沒事就好了……
402Please respect copyright.PENANAJjJmZ4zQEw
402Please respect copyright.PENANAF9c1AkqBYv
402Please respect copyright.PENANAmp0irjqMjm
402Please respect copyright.PENANApzmdGKKFiE
我感到一陣輕柔的觸碰,並且伴隨著一個聲音在我的前方呼喚著我的名字——晨皓
402Please respect copyright.PENANAzzZh7LHNLi
「嗯?」
402Please respect copyright.PENANA3E8LUQzBY8
睜開眼睛,迷濛的視野中,由帳篷透出的一絲絲陽光照耀在我的臉上,讓我不禁皺了皺眉。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAppmzokMwxg
我慢慢的調整視線,眼睛也在試著對焦著,一個黑色頭髮的少女正在我的眼前。
402Please respect copyright.PENANA8XdQdNekwc
我不自主的揉了揉眼睛,感覺眼屎好多,而且有一點睡不飽的感覺……
402Please respect copyright.PENANAmixji4TxoT
『啊……抱歉吵醒你了。』
馨雨她有些擔憂地問道。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAqBJk0vvx1V
剎那間,我完全清醒了過來,並瞪大了眼睛。
402Please respect copyright.PENANA60DGIYO7Af
看一下周圍的東西,沒錯……這是我的帳篷。
402Please respect copyright.PENANASfhh1SQnKw
有一瞬間我還以為我睡錯帳…….
402Please respect copyright.PENANAuaKcHnyuX4
「拍謝,我不知道是妳。」
402Please respect copyright.PENANA93aZeSfZhl
『那個.…..昨天謝謝你。』
402Please respect copyright.PENANAqEbur9PKgZ
馨雨嬌紅著臉說著,在陽光的沐浴上,她真的好美。
402Please respect copyright.PENANA8JgIkmugBM
「不,不會啦!哈哈!」
402Please respect copyright.PENANAb3oX4zrciN
我們靜靜的對視了一下,也不知道該說什麼,只好彼此尷尬地撇開了眼神。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAkwH542AK4z
但就在這一瞬間,內心的小宇宙彷彿是被開啟了一般,我能清楚感受到悸動感,對妳的那份情感。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAwwieRRDnLe
此時此刻,我清楚的明白了。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAtxdCfMGMmv
我是喜歡妳的,馨雨。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAwXEeg0zXcx
現在我跟她在同一個帳篷裡,之間只隔不到一步距離,她拿著一杯熱咖啡交給我並向我說:
402Please respect copyright.PENANAKlX3IRENt2
『一起出去吃早餐吧!』
402Please respect copyright.PENANAlmY24sMvFQ
在同一時間,我們倆個的心也愈走愈近。
402Please respect copyright.PENANAM85o6OeTQ2
不瞞你們說,現在的我,非常幸福。
ns3.129.216.70da2