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#2

act one; division one: a'l!ve

Axel Sullivan

Feb 7, 2024

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suicidal ideation, general negativity

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i woke up with a sore head

alive

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i wanted to cry, but pops was there

his grand

fat

there-ness

sitting next to his bed

— that i was lying on

in his grey room —

with his eyes crinkled

and dark

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i didn’t want him to see me…

it was too late to hide my feelings now

but i didn’t want to see pops’ reaction

i just wanted it all to go away

and i wanted to go away

but without feeling guilty

or embarrassed

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but it was too late for that.

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-

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pops rubbed my forehead gently

like he’d done when i was little

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i groaned, painfully

and turned my head to face the pillow

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“jim, it’s okay.” he murmured

“you’re not in trouble.”

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but i was in trouble

he couldn’t deny that

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no one would ever think of me as a normal kid

not after what i did

or tried to do

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i couldn’t look at myself

without spewing up

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Table of Contents

#2 act one; division one: a'l!ve

#3 act one; division two: s0up

#4 act one; division three: the peopl.place

#5 act one; division four: needing- 'fresh air'

#6 act one; division five: hUnting & f;shing p1

#7 act one; division six: hUnting & f;shing p2

#8 act one; division seven: a bullet; and an 3Y3

#9 act one; division eight: )cell)recep’tion)

#10 act one; division nine: Killing Myself

#11 act one; division ten: gettting -outtt

#12 act one; division eleven: w:allp:ape:r

#13 act one; division twelve: whatshing tv. canbe nice

#14 act one; division thirteen: o}ne da{y

#15 act one; division fourteen: .mum.

#16 act one; division fifteen: <the <fun>eral>