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No Plagiarism!PR7axuIQCwxL3Pcl8TChposted on PENANA Everything I touch is bound to die from my own hand.8964 copyright protection419PENANABAFUiJ2vBA 維尼
No matter how much it fills me with joy8964 copyright protection419PENANAJ2SiYW1NS7 維尼
to see something come alive8964 copyright protection419PENANAkrGRA65Ktr 維尼
To watch something be fed and watered8964 copyright protection419PENANAHHydmcpkNN 維尼
Slowly filling with life as the sun rises with every day8964 copyright protection419PENANA9AtpferVSf 維尼
I grow tired of it all, eventually.8964 copyright protection419PENANAeROU09LwwR 維尼
I guess it’s kind of a lie, saying they die.8964 copyright protection419PENANAvOKRa8lNFc 維尼
Because they never got to be alive in the first place.423Please respect copyright.PENANABuTWZx98sx
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I used to not know why I would sabotage myself,8964 copyright protection419PENANAYGskfbLd5n 維尼
why I would waste away, every aching hour8964 copyright protection419PENANA2wKENmJZbl 維尼
pouring my soul into something8964 copyright protection419PENANALP849PeRpx 維尼
just to watch in complete apathy8964 copyright protection419PENANAbuDODq4tN8 維尼
as I turned on the faucet8964 copyright protection419PENANAcfDONeTxE1 維尼
and smothered the light out,8964 copyright protection419PENANAjSiosUFRIr 維尼
gurgling its non existent breaths8964 copyright protection419PENANA8YqoE8f5Ut 維尼
until all its possible life was no longer an inkling.8964 copyright protection419PENANA881BoNklLv 維尼
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Why did I do it?8964 copyright protection419PENANA4uQmDyOgIR 維尼
I laid awake in the night, eyes unfocused8964 copyright protection419PENANAo6EFFrXPNV 維尼
trying to split myself down the middle8964 copyright protection419PENANAzEFSo0xywr 維尼
trying to rip away from my own view8964 copyright protection419PENANAkgpuMYsHoA 維尼
to see myself outside myself8964 copyright protection419PENANAczEchq0Wak 維尼
like a silent observer, noting the symptoms of the insane.8964 copyright protection419PENANAU92bhRfjRu 維尼
But I think, now I understand.8964 copyright protection419PENANAoLljRwhjEP 維尼
I only have joy at the idea of an idea.8964 copyright protection419PENANAgaCIFnj5tr 維尼
The thrill of something new and alien8964 copyright protection419PENANAsv8s5WtxSF 維尼
The initial spark and it’s pretty flash8964 copyright protection419PENANAC23Yx9fI5k 維尼
But I detest the fire that follows.8964 copyright protection419PENANAayIsIsSWKL 維尼
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When I write a book, it’s like I’m visiting with a stranger.8964 copyright protection419PENANAGNNpjHfuCm 維尼
Everything is an enigma, the doors you open inside their home.8964 copyright protection419PENANAi4KEHsaTQS 維尼
The colour of their wallpaper, the aroma of their fireplace.8964 copyright protection419PENANAtSirdD3Fou 維尼
I rush to get to know it all.8964 copyright protection419PENANAw7FnOR6R3k 維尼
I embrace the wonder of their comfy couch.8964 copyright protection419PENANAfdcioedThu 維尼
But eventually I look around and things have changed.8964 copyright protection419PENANAfoIXa3C9T3 維尼
I’ve made quite a mess.8964 copyright protection419PENANAiZX3L0i4Dm 維尼
I’ve left fingerprints on the shelves.8964 copyright protection419PENANAxGzuwpFhB1 維尼
I’ve rearranged the furniture8964 copyright protection419PENANArdNPbtazwT 維尼
And suddenly I’ve made it my home, not theirs.8964 copyright protection419PENANAak4ON3AxQv 維尼
I don’t like what I am seeing.8964 copyright protection419PENANAIk9vR2jPOo 維尼
because I only see a mirror staring back at me.8964 copyright protection419PENANAgu8fpnpyuf 維尼
Every line of dialogue, I can hear my voice,8964 copyright protection419PENANA6DRXZAqzfe 維尼
no matter the tone, the accent or word.8964 copyright protection419PENANAz6ETKZvE6u 維尼
I find pieces of myself in every action, every character and every turn the story takes.8964 copyright protection419PENANARRkSHu8cKs 維尼
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And I wonder, why must it be me that brings them life?8964 copyright protection419PENANAL5W0OIZUvT 維尼
If it were anyone else, I know I would take care of it.8964 copyright protection419PENANAat7w8JiB3n 維尼
I would watch them grow, proud to witness such a wonder.8964 copyright protection419PENANAPoafbOjVRk 維尼
But I don’t want the burden.8964 copyright protection419PENANAO64R7ZdnFl 維尼
No matter what kind of world I build,8964 copyright protection419PENANAAx0EYkPWde 維尼
Grand cathedrals and kingdoms rich with gold8964 copyright protection419PENANAwslmwWQMy8 維尼
I know if I dig far down enough I will find me8964 copyright protection419PENANAox1U4zopfk 維尼
A clown pretending to be a creator.8964 copyright protection419PENANA4NSpaYC1Hv 維尼
An imposter, a fool, who thinks they can play God.8964 copyright protection419PENANAiOMSPf5hk3 維尼
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