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No Plagiarism!jLrm5oQpZk9fyrQg59RLposted on PENANA Everything I touch is bound to die from my own hand.8964 copyright protection429PENANAzsY3pOHmhH 維尼
No matter how much it fills me with joy8964 copyright protection429PENANAjep4vFfaLv 維尼
to see something come alive8964 copyright protection429PENANADaRYKV3cBO 維尼
To watch something be fed and watered8964 copyright protection429PENANAxH3j0yqCer 維尼
Slowly filling with life as the sun rises with every day8964 copyright protection429PENANA9EfwA8ZJkM 維尼
I grow tired of it all, eventually.8964 copyright protection429PENANAXtTdTwt4U5 維尼
I guess it’s kind of a lie, saying they die.8964 copyright protection429PENANAjCBjI89sm1 維尼
Because they never got to be alive in the first place.433Please respect copyright.PENANAvZnjLZEcTA
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I used to not know why I would sabotage myself,8964 copyright protection429PENANAht1x39TRwm 維尼
why I would waste away, every aching hour8964 copyright protection429PENANAoVYfHKRSN4 維尼
pouring my soul into something8964 copyright protection429PENANAAIUUjqtgwD 維尼
just to watch in complete apathy8964 copyright protection429PENANALOH1YTBMzR 維尼
as I turned on the faucet8964 copyright protection429PENANAhCrtshDhD1 維尼
and smothered the light out,8964 copyright protection429PENANAXaqNgL5MNX 維尼
gurgling its non existent breaths8964 copyright protection429PENANAWFT5TLKfjw 維尼
until all its possible life was no longer an inkling.8964 copyright protection429PENANA4cNYd63ZQY 維尼
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Why did I do it?8964 copyright protection429PENANAInJ0ke0ntf 維尼
I laid awake in the night, eyes unfocused8964 copyright protection429PENANAuHXG1ZPGzM 維尼
trying to split myself down the middle8964 copyright protection429PENANAkfcQQkhVgC 維尼
trying to rip away from my own view8964 copyright protection429PENANA54ttunIeeq 維尼
to see myself outside myself8964 copyright protection429PENANAIUzeZxGBaj 維尼
like a silent observer, noting the symptoms of the insane.8964 copyright protection429PENANAxGJTnnS3h3 維尼
But I think, now I understand.8964 copyright protection429PENANAeTJca4xRQu 維尼
I only have joy at the idea of an idea.8964 copyright protection429PENANAnzY2Ecj6l8 維尼
The thrill of something new and alien8964 copyright protection429PENANAr4ADTNmmro 維尼
The initial spark and it’s pretty flash8964 copyright protection429PENANA4XOsQjlZ6x 維尼
But I detest the fire that follows.8964 copyright protection429PENANAzTADufHMe3 維尼
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When I write a book, it’s like I’m visiting with a stranger.8964 copyright protection429PENANAIRV2xO8UfV 維尼
Everything is an enigma, the doors you open inside their home.8964 copyright protection429PENANAPBW6vsDkTg 維尼
The colour of their wallpaper, the aroma of their fireplace.8964 copyright protection429PENANARfSWH7kl7J 維尼
I rush to get to know it all.8964 copyright protection429PENANACyyrPFiWWG 維尼
I embrace the wonder of their comfy couch.8964 copyright protection429PENANAg3D0g8JAu8 維尼
But eventually I look around and things have changed.8964 copyright protection429PENANAzcAA0laHUZ 維尼
I’ve made quite a mess.8964 copyright protection429PENANAPk7KGUvRVJ 維尼
I’ve left fingerprints on the shelves.8964 copyright protection429PENANAm8pO21hdZE 維尼
I’ve rearranged the furniture8964 copyright protection429PENANAfdimsbTHal 維尼
And suddenly I’ve made it my home, not theirs.8964 copyright protection429PENANAF9Dpya4Krp 維尼
I don’t like what I am seeing.8964 copyright protection429PENANAfVHwfqw6Ar 維尼
because I only see a mirror staring back at me.8964 copyright protection429PENANAEGbXlQxjMI 維尼
Every line of dialogue, I can hear my voice,8964 copyright protection429PENANAiIwMIEd1D7 維尼
no matter the tone, the accent or word.8964 copyright protection429PENANAxlWQnseuDN 維尼
I find pieces of myself in every action, every character and every turn the story takes.8964 copyright protection429PENANA1bHHmpCaNA 維尼
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And I wonder, why must it be me that brings them life?8964 copyright protection429PENANAOdpynnQgZ5 維尼
If it were anyone else, I know I would take care of it.8964 copyright protection429PENANAiKGNOzrvKO 維尼
I would watch them grow, proud to witness such a wonder.8964 copyright protection429PENANA9Jgfz7O8Yn 維尼
But I don’t want the burden.8964 copyright protection429PENANAJOEPH3EiID 維尼
No matter what kind of world I build,8964 copyright protection429PENANAWMUsRWZiii 維尼
Grand cathedrals and kingdoms rich with gold8964 copyright protection429PENANAq60YiFm6N6 維尼
I know if I dig far down enough I will find me8964 copyright protection429PENANApmRrjJpBDe 維尼
A clown pretending to be a creator.8964 copyright protection429PENANAndVQvhjRIP 維尼
An imposter, a fool, who thinks they can play God.8964 copyright protection429PENANAPHVm4LMicD 維尼
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