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聖誕節是充滿喜悅的節日,商業大廈外牆佈置色彩繽紛的燈飾,商場播放著節奏輕快的聖誕歌曲,商店、餐廳和街邊櫥窗都換上節日裝飾,裝飾華麗多彩。父母帶著子女外出用膳、選購聖誕禮物,情侶在街上擁抱、親吻,一起觀看燈飾。街上到處都洋溢著歡樂的氛圍。8964 copyright protection198PENANAAVtFLk6NHt 維尼
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我提著裝著聖誕大餐的紙袋千里迢迢走到療養院探望母親。堅強的母親與癌症奮戰多年,最終不敵病魔,一年前癌細胞已經擴散到身體多處,返魂乏術。從電療、化療,再到標靶藥物治療,最後踏入舒緩治療,希望能舒服一點的形式離開。8964 copyright protection198PENANA9C0VbnoZDO 維尼
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堅強的母親從來都沒有在我面前流過一滴眼淚,她一直母兼父職,照顧我這個古怪的女兒。8964 copyright protection198PENANAXnhdUDUHrm 維尼
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「祝各位聽眾聖誕快樂!」電台主持在節目完結前為聽眾送來祝福。8964 copyright protection198PENANAHJJmHGMt6G 維尼
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「到了。」司機大哥把車停在大門說。8964 copyright protection198PENANAIuOyLhoTVH 維尼
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「謝謝。」我從口袋掏出車費給他。8964 copyright protection198PENANAfFxBOz8ihC 維尼
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「妹妹,不用這麼多,聖誕快樂!」司機大哥只是取了一張五十塊紙幣,把其他的車費還給我。8964 copyright protection198PENANA0vymM4VPnV 維尼
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「不可以的。」我推搪說著。8964 copyright protection198PENANASdDFcHnM6S 維尼
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「妹妹,快點進去吧。家人在等你過聖誕,快去。不要在我這浪費時間。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAel0OHpcwH2 維尼
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「謝謝。聖誕快樂!」我不好意思地把餘下的袋回。8964 copyright protection198PENANAeiRuj0kV9m 維尼
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司機大哥的話在這寒冷的冬天顯得特別窩心。8964 copyright protection198PENANAUsAA1EdzMF 維尼
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我提著紙袋走入療養院,護士和護理員頭戴聖誕帽,臉上都掛著親切的微笑,他們大多都已經認得我。8964 copyright protection198PENANAVD0yg16jOl 維尼
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「靜文,聖誕快樂!」8964 copyright protection198PENANAmsKWRhvA3z 維尼
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「林姑娘,聖誕快樂!」8964 copyright protection198PENANAi31hfAuoWo 維尼
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「等一下有神誕老人來,但記得不要告訴媽媽知。」林姑娘悄悄在我耳邊說,然後向我打了個眼色。8964 copyright protection198PENANAaZiFDi3kXd 維尼
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「知道。」我向她比了個OK手勢。8964 copyright protection198PENANAZlGViRRf3X 維尼
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我趟開病房大門,走入病房。房間也佈置上聖誕裝飾,媽媽半臥在病床,頭上戴著一頂聖誕帽,為臉色蒼白的她帶來一點精神。8964 copyright protection198PENANAhEMORrxsJq 維尼
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「媽!」我提起精神走到她床邊。8964 copyright protection198PENANAnFlEsnymMN 維尼
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「乖!聖誕快樂。」母親用溫柔的聲線說。8964 copyright protection198PENANA5LC3ACWwIO 維尼
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「聖誕快樂!」我展露燦爛的笑容,為她送上祝福。8964 copyright protection198PENANAgJjMOmgTdW 維尼
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「我做了東西給妳,嚐嚐。」我從紙袋取出幾盒個食物盒。8964 copyright protection198PENANAbmQCNKUjMR 維尼
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「我不吃了。不餓。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAoOoMf7kaJ6 維尼
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媽媽現在的病情穩定地惡化,身體狀況一天比一天差。舒緩治療能做的只是減輕病人的痛楚,及提供心靈支援,能做的都已經做盡。8964 copyright protection198PENANA9bSTLaBdMc 維尼
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媽媽這大半年吞嚥方面也開始出現問題,只能吃糊餐。食物全被攪拌機攪成糊狀,失去食物的外型,很難提起食慾。媽媽也漸漸減少用餐份量。8964 copyright protection198PENANAtNTLPLbnlO 維尼
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「嚐一口吧。我特別去學,專程做給你吃的。」我打開食物盒,送到她面前。8964 copyright protection198PENANAs4FVRfRyrv 維尼
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「這是⋯⋯」媽媽看看眼前形狀古怪的食物,再轉頭看看我。8964 copyright protection198PENANAoYbp4vR3JG 維尼
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「之前學校有講座介紹製作軟餐,提升病人的用膳品質。所以我特別跟他們的義工學,做給你吃。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAaIY2TEIXGY 維尼
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「平時你都不進廚房,行不行的?」8964 copyright protection198PENANAhGD9ScR79B 維尼
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「你嚐嚐看。」我拿起湯匙,餵她吃了一口。8964 copyright protection198PENANAInUUvtlNQS 維尼
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她細味品嚐我親手製作的食物,露出滿意的表情。8964 copyright protection198PENANAWaqLFIHvh4 維尼
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「都算不錯。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAcqobjWQ9Ss 維尼
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這種軟餐與一般糊餐不同。把煮熟的食物、水和軟餐酵素加入攪拌機中,攪拌至順滑、沒有顆粒的狀態。將攪拌好的食材倒入鍋中,加熱和攪拌,直至變成流質。之後把加熱後的食材倒入模具,等待凝固。8964 copyright protection198PENANAD1Ym52dOEn 維尼
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這樣食物就能有可觀的外型,不再是一份份糊狀的餐點。病人吞嚥及咀嚼困難,很多時候避免誤嚥及引起嗆咳,只能把食物變成糊餐或軟餐,但是這種餐點很難保持食物的形狀和提起食慾,而這類新式軟餐接近食物原型就吸引病人食用。8964 copyright protection198PENANAw7GyaYi2Ho 維尼
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「喜歡就再吃多一點。」我再餵她用餐。8964 copyright protection198PENANA53TYr1XAnA 維尼
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看到她願意吃飯都算是一份安慰,雖然病情已經不能逆轉,但都希望她能快樂而有尊嚴地離去。8964 copyright protection198PENANAk4VIPn6bQd 維尼
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「靜文。幫我拿櫃上的盒子來。有東西要交代你。」媽媽用餐後說。8964 copyright protection198PENANAV3isQyIRqJ 維尼
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我繞過病床,走到另一邊,在放置個人物品的櫃子上看到一個精美的盒子。8964 copyright protection198PENANAPfRKivmHTq 維尼
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「就是這個。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAP64OgBB9Tn 維尼
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正當我打算打開盒子,就傳來鈴鐺聲。我把盒子放回原處。8964 copyright protection198PENANAxKYbBxsE6x 維尼
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鈴!鈴!8964 copyright protection198PENANAa5tQX1ZRlq 維尼
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「蔣太,聖誕快樂!」頭戴聖誕帽,身穿紅色衣服,臉上著掛著白鬍子的聖誕老人走到病房,身後還有一班義工和林姑娘。8964 copyright protection198PENANAYQVxJ3ykHp 維尼
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「方醫生,聖誕快樂!」媽媽被聖誕老人逗樂了。8964 copyright protection198PENANAYqFmr7uQZp 維尼
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媽媽一眼就看得出他是主診醫生—方醫生假扮。他是全院唯一的胖子,不是他還有誰能擔當這角色。8964 copyright protection198PENANAfsmPIRaB18 維尼
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「我才不是甚麼方醫生,我是聖誕老人。HO! HO! HO!」他壓低聲線和裝出口音說。8964 copyright protection198PENANAdXv3QZ8CJR 維尼
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義工們和他們一起唱聖誕歌,病房充滿了歡樂愉快的笑聲。我瞄到媽媽的臉上也掛上開懷的笑容。8964 copyright protection198PENANABZQvhHx0vI 維尼
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「聖誕快樂!」林姑娘從身後拿出禮物送給媽媽。8964 copyright protection198PENANAMJmCOJWn08 維尼
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「多謝。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAVmZNMb3yiy 維尼
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「蔣太,我們下年見!聖誕快樂!HO! HO! HO!」話畢,聖誕老人就和義工離開,走到對面病房送禮物。8964 copyright protection198PENANARuA762FZIa 維尼
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「我們下年見!」媽媽開懷地說。8964 copyright protection198PENANAtrfiQY4D07 維尼
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下年見。8964 copyright protection198PENANAbV1vqzcPFI 維尼
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其實來得這裏的病人狀況已經很差,不一定能熬得過下年聖誕節。許多病人都是在這裏與家人渡過最後一個聖誕佳節。8964 copyright protection198PENANAk7SRJFelsn 維尼
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大家心底裏都很清楚,但都會這樣說。每次一這樣我就忍不住淚水,明明就知道沒有希望但卻假裝無事。8964 copyright protection198PENANA7tmr6efa52 維尼
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「靜文。來,媽媽有事情要交代你。」媽媽再說。8964 copyright protection198PENANANde052MXEI 維尼
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我悄悄用手抹去眼角的淚水。8964 copyright protection198PENANASTPYtJKh0E 維尼
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我再次將盒子打開,內裏有筆記本和一隻USB手指。內裏是甚麼我已經心裏有數。8964 copyright protection198PENANAhU3kYNDEVM 維尼
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「媽!」8964 copyright protection198PENANACZS3GJ6xaA 維尼
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「媽媽很清楚自己的情況。無論如何,人都有一死,醫生每一天都與死神博力,但沒有人可以戰勝祂。你也是,靜文。你既然選擇了醫科就要接受自己的生命每天都是充滿離別。現在就先預演一次,就當是實習。」8964 copyright protection198PENANAYIc1K2Cup1 維尼
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「我知道,但是⋯⋯」我的話還未說完就瞄到角落出現牛頭馬面。聖誕老人剛離開,他們就來了,這是我第一次看到他們來到媽媽的病房。8964 copyright protection198PENANAGTClDI6GCi 維尼
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擁有靈異體質的我自小就看得比其他人多,也知道他們到來是意味著甚麼。既然他們來到,就表示時間差不多。8964 copyright protection198PENANAQ79twlQ2QR 維尼
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「我知道了。」眼淚在眼眶打轉,我微微抬頭,強忍淚水說出。8964 copyright protection198PENANAyfobBZbRVU 維尼
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媽媽向我報以溫柔、溫暖的微笑。她一生最放不下的應該就是我,所以即使是裝,也要裝出堅強的樣子,讓她安心。8964 copyright protection198PENANAZ0iKqOyKSR 維尼
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初春之時,媽媽最終不敵癌魔,安詳地離開人世。我和居住外地的舅舅按照母親生前留下的筆記,按照她的想法,為她舉行喪禮。第一次經歷白事的我沒有感到傷感,反而是溫暖,完成媽媽交給我們的最後任務。8964 copyright protection198PENANAvMaOT7YwOX 維尼
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略有遺憾的是她無法出席我的畢業禮,看不到我身穿畢業袍的樣子。但我知道我要放下,要不然會令逝去的人有牽掛,反而走得不安心。幸好,媽媽離世後我一次都沒有看到她的靈體,這意味著媽媽在人世間沒有放不下的事,已經安心地跟著牛頭馬面離開,走到另一個世界。8964 copyright protection198PENANA8X5JRScLS8 維尼
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本來二人的生活,變成一人。沒有家人的我也不再慶祝任何節日,節日不節日都是這樣,一個人也無謂做多餘的事情了。8964 copyright protection198PENANA50qcvVVqd0 維尼
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這是我們一起過的最後一個聖誕節,我最後一個慶祝的聖誕節。8964 copyright protection198PENANAy0r00i9Tz4 維尼
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