I have this thing where I spin from the words people use, the tone, or even the simple deviation from the script I have written (in my head) for them, into a delicious and comfortable rejection.
Then I can transform into my sad-girl character. She puts in her headphones and listens to sad-girl music and goes on fucking walks.
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I feel rejected before you reject me so I don't have to feel bad when you reject me. and I did it to myself and you didn’t do it to me so I can feel better about that too.
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I want to tell you this.
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And I want to warn you.
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And now when you see me (because you think everything is fine, (because it is, I just created a problem) I will be cold or distant and have trouble being normal because I’m still stung. And I can’t tell you because it's crazy and overbearing and annoying and intense for literally no good reason.248Please respect copyright.PENANANONKm2pVRB