#0 Intro

#1 I don't miss you at all.

#2 intimacy

#3 to grow without water

#4 calling names

#5 minty

#6 january

#7 17:49 (5:49). Saturday, 25, may. 2024

#8 ->

#9 pinky

#10 a drafted email I won't ever send.

#11 can you imagine a million years?

#12 mum

#13 clouds

#14 ace

#15 frustrations of a fading poet.

#16 NEA's (a bit of a waffle mb)

#17 tiktok @ry.z_enigma

#18 feeling odd

#19 idtilih

#20 my favorite lyric in every billie song (DSAM) (out of order)

#21 my favorite lyric in every billie song (WWAFAWDWG) (in album order)

#22 my favorite lyric in every billie song (HTE)

#23 my favorite lyric in every billie song (HMHAS)

#24 the limerence

#25 river and you

#26 starlight

#27 sea sick

#28 smile at me

#29 du sang et des larmes

#30 sun

#31 sm

#32 changed (just because)

#33 white ferrari- frank ocean

#34 1 AM

#35 Juliet- Cavetown

#36 some shade of blue

#37 screaming

#38 bojack horseman quotes

#39 don't wanna remember 13

#40 can't breathe

#41 exams

#42 moving everything from another poem book to this story.

#43 hell froze over (valentines day 2024)

#44 containing multitudes ( feb 26th 2024)

#45 separation anxiety (feb 26 2024)

#46 BPD (feb 26th 2024)

#47 hostage (march 5th 2024)

#48 For K (bullet) (march 27th 2024)

#49 stonewalls and shadows

#50 goddess in my arms