Hello everyone so here is chapter 6 and let me know how it is and please don’t hold back. It’s been a while since I worked on this story and just writing in general so any feedback is good in my opinion. Thank you so much to everyone who is reading this and the support. I appreciate everyone!
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Chapter 6
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It’s been a few days since me and Naomi officially started going out and suffice to say I’ve been more let’s just say obsessed with her, if that was even possible.95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XLvOTAnys
With the weekend over me and Naomi are back in school, we’re currently in our spot during lunch. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK9ajj4XRB
I’m laying my head on her shoulder holding her close.95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0D1oxnDqU
“Hey Naomi, now that we’re dating there’s something we should talk about.” I lift my head to look at her, a bit nervous. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ik3q53r0v
She gives me a confused yet concerned look. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYMxnptWH1
Seeing this I can already tell what she’s thinking so I try my best to dispel any doubts she may have. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqY0CnCFo1
I gently place my hand on her cheek and rub my thumb on it causing her face to turn bright red. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CtBBkA2o8
Oh my god she’s so freaking cute I want to kiss her right now and- 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnareaB9FR
Wait, calm down. I need to finish saying what I need to say and than afterwards maybe… nope I’m definitely kissing this angel. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnGY7vwePx
“Don’t worry angel, I’m not going anywhere. It’s just…well you know I’m an idol and while I know you don’t mind that, I’m not just any idol. I’m the world's number one princess, and with that being said unfortunately we have to keep dating a secret.” I feel my heart break from the look she gives me.95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eMtAW0v43
“I-It’s only temporary okay. I just need to talk to my company and with Ivy’s help I can guarantee I can tell the world we’re dating. Look I know it seems like I’m scared to tell people I’m dating you but trust me when I say that’s not true. I want nothing more than to tell people…no the whole world that I’m dating the most wonderful and cutest girl I’ve ever met but unfortunately my contract states that while I can date it has to be a secret.” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9qe1BWiQL
I pull back to see her face before continuing. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5lrK3Zkp3
“Not just that I want to get my fans used to you so they don’t hate you, I have some pretty hardcore fans and I don’t want you to get hurt. I already know once I go back to my idol duties I won’t be able to see you as much so I won’t be able to protect you.” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XwXQtwGCs
A big sigh escapes my mouth. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWZvfRp1GU
“I-I just want to do this right, and by that I mean us. It’s not gonna be easy being in a relationship with me. I know before I came you were being bullied relentlessly and being with me is gonna make a lot of people jealous and you can get hurt and ridiculed even more than before. I love you so much and I don’t want to see you hurt anymore.” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBzi64OLrW
Her face turns red causing her to hide it by burying her face in my neck. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdMHyOkUzW
We sit like this for what feels like forever. Me holding her close with her holding me tightly, her face buried in my neck. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AEhjlrAEn
It wasn’t until I felt something wet on my neck and felt her shaking that I realized she was crying softly. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWUUxpCs02
I panicked a bit not knowing what to do until I thought maybe my voice might calm her down. I hold her closely as I take a deep breath. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u4fDEaWqi
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nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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dokomade mo toumei na ao
SUPIIDO wo ageta omoitachi
jibun no ishi de ima tobitatsu no
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kokoro wo haseyou
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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nigirishimeta te ni takanari to
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kikoete kuru hibikiau ima
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uketometara natsukashii hodo
watashi wo matteta
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hare wataru ao no tobira kibou e to tsunagatteiru no
utagai wa sukoshi mo nai me ni utsuru shinjitsu ga kirei
nanokukai mo mabataite sonzaikan wo mashiteku
sou yatte hikari wo oboeru
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kegare no nai negai de SHAIN ugokasareteiru mono
motto kakegae no nai mirai
shinjiru CHIKARA tsutsumareteiru sekai
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
Without her saying anything I can already tell that whatever was troubling her is long gone as I can feel a big smile on her face. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8giAaMv3o
I rub her back and just enjoy this moment between us. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1njhS5lDyK
Now that we’re dating it’s come to my attention that I barely know anything about my little Angel. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeA9Y6OiSV
I mean I know her birthday and other important things like that such as her bra size. Don’t ask how I know or how I got it but having P.E together helped. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRxc9CW64O
Anyways back to my original point. I don’t really know much about her past or her childhood. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cBDDBzSOD
See I could ask her but with me being the one mainly talking, well you get the idea.
Then there’s the possibility of her having a panic attack like before. I don’t want to put her through that by making her remember something unpleasant or anything like that. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRNSp2NdyS
Come one there has to be some way to…95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4Kd4t0Sh0
A certain caretaker of hers comes to mind. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakq3VGc0XM
Lucinda! 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd7leY9Wfq
The bell rings causing both of us to come back to reality. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVAkO5pYyg
She still holds me tightly, not wanting to let go and go back to class. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kQJ8EJ2MU
I slowly pull back just enough to lift her face by the chin to look at me. I move her bangs covering her one eye out of her face to see those crystal blue eyes I love so much.95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BagLVBm7I
It’s so easy to make her blush now that we’re dating and honestly I don’t think my heart can take it. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYPyUCn3ML
As I’m entranced by her eyes, my body slowly leaning in as my lips inch ever closer to hers.95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ysVoHCDlj
Once my lips capture hers I feel electricity jolt through my body as my heart beats so loud I'm pretty sure Naomi could hear it. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3WGOzVW5p
We’re probably late for class but who cares. Right now it’s just me and my cute little angel.95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjavpv0PdFB
The week continued on like normal with me and Naomi meeting up in front of the school, going up to the roof for lunch, and texting at night before bed. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxGnebTyHi
I made a few posts online responding to fans and promised to do a live stream soon since it’s been a while since I interacted with my fans. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwpfRNLwAD
But before that I had something important to do and that was to talk to Lucinda. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2bsFh6G2U
As I’m leaving my house I tell Ivy I’m off since I told her what I was up to. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYMMpXAa4u
After about 20 minutes I see Naomi’s home. I feel an ache in my heart seeing it again. How long has she been here for and why was she here? Questions like that popped up in my head. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2zRf5wzcJ
As I pull up and put the car in park I take a deep breath before getting out. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtcJh361Pw
It’s about twelve in the afternoon so I’m hoping Naomi isn’t the one to answer. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMYU4MMpC0
I walk up to the door and knock on it. I wait a few minutes before someone answers it. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRzIxhTfA3
“Hello, how can I help…” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKM8ObSX8i
I look to see Lucinda staring at me surprised. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxsPxAN2Cv
“H-Hello again. Um…”95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7VzvVOlHn
Shit say something! Anything! Why am I so nervous?! Me, the world's number one princess, is nervous about her girlfriends… mother? 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihfM1fF5pB
“Mei right? Nice to see you again.” She gives me a warm smile. “I’ll go get Naomi and let her kno-“ 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ6PHxqZXo
“N-No!” I raise my voice in a panic. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuf5MlGzXZ
“Um p-please don’t. She doesn’t actually know I’m here. I-I uh I actually wanted to talk to you about her.” I fidget with my fingers probably looking crazy. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOdv3x74Sv
There was a moment of silence before her voice broke it. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQjKuoGgkx
“Tea right? We can speak in my study. Naomi is tending to the other children in the lounge so we should stay quiet.” She gives me a knowing look but a bright smile. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoaeXLbJV1
I only nod as I enter the building.95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk15hFYlC2P
As we’re walking she turns to me and put a finger up to her face as she than points to a room with the doors open enough to where you can see inside. As we pass by it I look inside to see Naomi taking care of the other children along with some staff and other teens her age. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHJGrlAeQI
My heart skips a beat as I see her smiling and silently laughing while playing with the kids. I didn’t know she was amazing with kids but then again she lives with them so it makes sense. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYtmBk2WqR
I panic and rush out of sight as Naomi looks my way. Hopefully she didn’t see me. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTfbYIA0Va
After about 5 minutes we made it to Lucinda’s study. She closes the door as I look around and I must say it’s really beautiful and very cozy.95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4uwgqAvVT
It’s really spacious with bookshelves, a fireplace with two leather chairs in front of it. A coffee table in the middle of the room with a couch on each on opposite sides. Then a desk with paper works neatly stacked on it and a small lamp sitting on it. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhA6xMy8nt
She leads me to the couches where I sit down as she gets a tea set by the fireplace. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEmSsh8xSB
As she makes the tea her voice catches my attention. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q8qnyqHBl
“Huh? S-Sorry I was just surprised by how beautiful this room is.” My face is red from embarrassment. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuYdbhjRQf
“Why thank you sweetheart, I do my best to keep this entire place clean. After all, I take great pride in this place.” She hands me the brewed tea as she takes a seat across from me smiling. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7eHZz3lCJ
“Anyways enough about that, what did you want to talk about, sweetheart.” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQMkHxiKfg
“Oh yeah I was wondering more about Naomi. I realized that I don’t know much about her past. I-I know she doesn’t know much about mine but she’s a special case as you probably know. She hasn’t really talked, only a couple times and they were very quiet. Not to mention her panic attacks so…” I sit there with my nerves high. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFoiM3xpUd
“I see and let me ask you some things before I decide whether or not to tell you. Is that alright?” Her typical demeanor changes to a more serious one making me more nervous but I try not to show it. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpg7qvYi6J
“Of course I’ll answer anything honestly so please don’t hold back.” Determination fills my eyes and I think she notices this. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Xk8FkyCTQ
“As you know I am her parental guardian but I see her as my own daughter so I’m very protective over her.” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5WiYPzD0d
As she’s talking I listen very carefully. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kjuzUyako
“I understand that you're an Idol and a very popular one at that. So allow me to ask, are you using Naomi? Are you serious about her? Cause if you're just not serious about her then please leave her before she falls for you any more.” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fXkRY8TFN
I’m taken aback by what she said, but I understand why she said that. The room is silent as I'm trying to get my words out but nothing comes out. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡep7BS4xqW3
I take a sip of my tea to calm my nerves before my voice finally comes back. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCitDOhGeSh
“I promise I’m very serious about Naomi. I’ve never felt more serious about anyone else and I can’t explain why but I just feel whole with her. Almost like she’s my missing piece. The first time I met her I felt something pull me towards her.” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWurJFpoGI
Lucinda stays quiet with a neutral expression just listening. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6y46OeyJg
“I’m not gonna lie, her dating me isn’t gonna be easy for her and she’s gonna have everyone’s eyes on her, I’m not always gonna be able to be there for her especially once my Idol activities start back but I’ll do my best to always be there for her. I love her more than anything and if I had to choose my idol status or her, I’ll choose Naomi in a heartbeat. Ever since she’s entered my life I’ve never been happier and I can’t imagine my life without her in it.” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmcb8Nqmjv
The silence in the room is heavy as I stare at Lucinda looking for any reaction. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV49kuDTjX
After what feels like forever a small laugh escapes her lips. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk5WgSIyDx
“I’m sorry for putting you on the spot sweetie but I hope you can understand I needed to see what kind of person Naomi has taken an interest in and is currently dating. Suffice to say you passed my little test.” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvO9o0cC1T
A sigh of relief comes out without realizing it. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGBPKlfPEo
“Sorry again sweetheart but now that I know Naomi is in safe hands I feel comfortable telling you about her past.” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFNJgm3sP7
I laugh a little.95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRjYF4YOsm
“It’s okay, I understand why you did that.” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU4GV4kfON
Lucinda takes a sip of her tea before another serious look appears on her face. 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zKbbmDYbA
“Now onto Naomi’s past…” 95Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nYW9fZueP
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Okay so that’s chapter 6 and while only half of it involves Mei and Naomi, I really wanted to write a chapter that shows Mei finding about Naomi’s past and her reason for not speaking. So this is only part 1 of that if you want to think that. The next chapter will dive into Lucinda revealing all she knows about Naomi’s past and how she came to be living at the Orphanage. Please let me know what you think and don’t hesitate to give feedback! Also chapters won’t have a set schedule but you won’t have to wait long for the upcoming chapters either. Anyways as always thank you to everyone who reads this and supports this story I really appreciate you all! Till next time bye!
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