深夜,雷雨,凌晨兩點,他在雨中吶喊,跑過乾枯的麥田,雨水打濕頭髮。螢光般的藍色眼睛流露擔憂,慌張的他奔跑、搜索,找不到男孩,他的天才主人不知道用什麼方法,瞞過機器人的偵測。99Please respect copyright.PENANAmndavkSzwo
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「俊!」99Please respect copyright.PENANAXIYm1P1jOc
「俊!你在哪裡?回答我!」99Please respect copyright.PENANANKdGiSUiee
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他向來不信第六感。99Please respect copyright.PENANAotneWFHGoS
然而,不祥的陰霾壟罩思緒,系統再三顯示「查無此人」、「查無此人」,彷彿在宣告他的無能。99Please respect copyright.PENANAiwbBUvESu4
也像男孩的輓歌。99Please respect copyright.PENANAe5Y37xfr75
「俊!」99Please respect copyright.PENANANN29hXk71N
終於,在枯萎的麥田盡頭,他看見十二歲的男孩,獨自站在陡峭的懸崖。男孩回頭,雨水和淚水混在一起,悲傷一笑。99Please respect copyright.PENANAuOTDjNpCfH
「不…不要!」99Please respect copyright.PENANAOCzOqV32BX
他狂奔,想抓住男孩的手,男孩卻早他一步。失職的麥田捕手眼睜睜,目睹心愛的男孩落下懸崖,像一隻不會飛的鳥,折斷翅膀──99Please respect copyright.PENANAAQr1wBJBv5
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「羅俊!!!!」99Please respect copyright.PENANAymHLhlsw99
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只有摔死的份。99Please respect copyright.PENANAfwO22kWiXm
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2170年3月26日,凌晨一點,玩家休息區,607號房99Please respect copyright.PENANATWvnhCH446
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「……!」99Please respect copyright.PENANAAU0Lu6VYWI
猛然驚醒,傑森從床上彈起來,他的胸膛喘著大氣,藍色的眼睛環顧四週,發現這裡沒有雨、沒有雷,而是熄燈的607號房,室友檸檬正躺在另一張床,安靜熟睡。99Please respect copyright.PENANAkU79CNo1WJ
「……?」99Please respect copyright.PENANAdShDDJbY6T
傑森第一次作夢。99Please respect copyright.PENANAKeFhOp9zXg
他知道什麼是夢,但身為機器人,照理說,傑森不應該作夢,夢是生物專屬的大腦機制,再怎麼說,傑森不該擁有如此真實的夢,不是嗎?99Please respect copyright.PENANAeSQEJAxVnq
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「打從羅俊跳下懸崖,」99Please respect copyright.PENANABci4m25Yrs
「你敢說自己一次,都沒想過他?」99Please respect copyright.PENANASsZ2Kcd0kV
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檸檬白天說過的話,一字一句,仍然迴盪在傑森耳邊。他皺眉,掀開棉被,快步走向浴室。傑森打開水龍頭,「嘩啦!」冰涼的流水弄濕他的臉。兩手撐在洗手台,任憑水珠從自己的臉,和灰藍色的瀏海滴落。99Please respect copyright.PENANAr1NRK4DF1j
「……。」99Please respect copyright.PENANA6FNmhpvmoG
此時此刻,傑森陷入前所未有的困惑。之前說,傑森是一朵紫陽花,以落葉和枯萎的麥田為肥料。那片落葉厚的像棉被,將枯萎的麥田死死蓋住,傑森這兩年,都是靠遺忘麥田、凝視落葉,這樣一路走來的。99Please respect copyright.PENANAfGm9KoaPKX
如今,檸檬的話像風,竟然將厚厚的落葉吹出一個口子,使得麥田重見天日。傑森不明白,為什麼檸檬的話語有這般力量?因為她也失去過重要的人?還是,因為她也十二歲、也是個孩子?99Please respect copyright.PENANAfmbluOWzZL
「我為什麼會做夢?」99Please respect copyright.PENANA6wphuJv4mN
他開口。鏡子裡的自己,用一模一樣的表情回答:99Please respect copyright.PENANAVbMtt5aqpQ
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「我為什麼不會做夢?」99Please respect copyright.PENANAE0vN0OlpsY
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這不是恐怖片,鏡子裡的傑森沒有換一副表情,現實裡的傑森說什麼,鏡子裡的傑森就說什麼,他們動作一致,符合物理學。99Please respect copyright.PENANA3VVzoczAt0
「不,這不是重點。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAgi7emE3ls2
傑森露出痛苦的表情,閉著眼睛說:「我明明已經放下。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAbqUaMwGm7p
「開口閉口放下,才是真正放不下。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAYULmgEfMCQ
只要願意,他可以一直當完美無缺的紫陽花,然而完美的代價,是對自我的全盤否定。99Please respect copyright.PENANATtThvE0Sgl
對此,傑森陷入猶豫。99Please respect copyright.PENANAzY44Ps34BL
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「我來忌妒派對,是為了完成『我』的目的。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAUOIipvg0ES
「我還有時間思考,是否要成為完美的『我』。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAXHLHsS1KqO
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說完,傑森像洩氣的皮球,雙膝跪地,頭和手無力地趴在洗手台,腦袋像控制不住的放映機,不斷放映羅俊墜崖前的笑臉。99Please respect copyright.PENANAffKibjzvPN
想念……想念……99Please respect copyright.PENANAxDDe646Plx
想念,是什麼?99Please respect copyright.PENANAUPp6yYdXM3
愛呢?恨呢?人們所謂的情感,是什麼?99Please respect copyright.PENANAlf7QptMAJI
自己的感性,如今被放在哪?傑森恍惚,腦袋一片空白,竟然不記得了。99Please respect copyright.PENANAgnPdHO1bWv
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頹喪到一半,眼角餘光瞄到白色的影子。傑森回頭,看見穿著白色睡衣的檸檬無聲無息、兩眼呆滯地從浴室門前走過。那一瞬間,傑森心裡的震驚超過其它情緒,使他立刻採取行動,走出浴室呼喚:99Please respect copyright.PENANAtF9O2hFRyG
「莉莉?」99Please respect copyright.PENANAcFqhXSEeZU
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檸檬沒有回應,頭隨著步伐晃動,半開的琉璃色眼睛沒有聚焦,人一步步走向大門,離開607號房。傑森直覺不對,隨手抓了件外套跟出去,走在檸檬身後。99Please respect copyright.PENANAtpFGw664P2
「莉莉。」99Please respect copyright.PENANASuGID6nydQ
「……。」99Please respect copyright.PENANAhUtzXnHzGI
他以為是夢遊,很快,傑森發現自己的猜測並不正確,因為檸檬是醒的,她的蜘蛛糖系統正在運作,檸檬正試圖和遠端的某個東西共鳴。意識到這點,傑森放慢腳步,故意拉遠和檸檬的距離,暗中觀察。99Please respect copyright.PENANAne2UeTus7v
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「妳就是我的天使,保護著我的天使」99Please respect copyright.PENANAHkWgmhyRO9
「從此我再沒有憂傷」99Please respect copyright.PENANAADR2ZvD2sY
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只有她能聽見的歌聲,檸檬像被勾了魂,走在深夜的走廊。她的蜘蛛糖高速運作,卻始終無法和對方同步,使得檸檬心緒紊亂,亂七八糟的妄想纏住她的大腦,已經不受自我控制,意識越來越混亂。99Please respect copyright.PENANAg9I3aPgSDR
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「你就是我的天使,給我快樂的天使」99Please respect copyright.PENANAYeyF50z3pV
「甚至我學會了飛翔」99Please respect copyright.PENANA88zoHhKM7y
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陪審團,是羅笙殞命的地方。99Please respect copyright.PENANAy47DE6aqSb
是檸檬差一點,殺死羅琳娜的地方。99Please respect copyright.PENANAhMrElGivyN
如今,利維坦在這,安奇羅在這。她的信仰、她的使命、她的神話──99Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1pAKf0GQq
這裡,就是聖地。99Please respect copyright.PENANAxwlfuOdgjd
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「飛過人間的無常,才懂愛才是寶藏」99Please respect copyright.PENANA7pWDeQyMuN
「不管世界變得怎麼樣,只要有你就會是天堂」99Please respect copyright.PENANAU2uEfxLYja
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安奇羅的歌聲在呼喚她。檸檬進入逃生梯,一階一階往上走,儘管她不知道安奇羅在哪,但蜘蛛糖隱約掌握到安奇羅的方位,帶領檸檬向前,拉近兩人的物理距離。99Please respect copyright.PENANA4fceaFfOYP
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「像孩子依賴著肩膀,像眼淚依賴著臉龐」99Please respect copyright.PENANAuTLfI4oRko
「你就像天使一樣,給我依賴,給我力量」99Please respect copyright.PENANAd3G6irrqkD
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不知不覺,檸檬來到最上層,頂樓的門明明是鎖的,卻自動敞開,檸檬赤裸的雙腳踏上露臺。夜空的月光,讓琉璃色的眼睛瞇成一條線。99Please respect copyright.PENANAeqEDaQt5Qs
她抬頭,看著陪審團內建的天氣系統,萬里無雲的天空是假的,幽微的月光是假的,但檸檬信以為真,因為安奇羅的歌聲,在這裡無比清晰。99Please respect copyright.PENANAYlPYUnsfMi
羅笙說,她是沙利葉,沙利葉是月之天使。99Please respect copyright.PENANA8xYriXxQp7
眼前的月亮並非滿月,約莫只有四分之一,少掉的四分之三是什麼,檸檬知道,她心裡有答案。99Please respect copyright.PENANAnjkvpM4T4T
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「像詩人依賴著月亮」99Please respect copyright.PENANAb5HptxmaKR
「像海豚依賴海洋」99Please respect copyright.PENANAzeouwxT4w9
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人有四相,安奇羅是她的一相。四相合一才是「我」,才是沙利葉,才是完整的安潔莉絲.溫蒂.茉伊菈.懷特。99Please respect copyright.PENANA4maIDduoqX
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夜晚的風很涼,吹得檸檬白皙的小臉有些蒼白,赤裸的雙腳泛起紅暈。檸檬的視線離開月亮,看向露臺外,那片由黑色汙泥構成的漆黑海洋。99Please respect copyright.PENANAgRH1aHoT8u
記得沙利葉的神話,也有相似的場景嗎?檸檬正是想到那一處。作為沙利葉,在羅笙死去的聖地,聽見利維坦的歌聲,還有黑色的海洋。99Please respect copyright.PENANA584ebo5QjY
──如此完美的巧合,怎麼不是天意?99Please respect copyright.PENANAv3U0Rhna7G
在檸檬的意識,根本是一羽伏筆。99Please respect copyright.PENANAjyEA8SahlZ
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「你是天使,你是天使」99Please respect copyright.PENANACVQRi7AhcA
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順著歌聲,赤裸的雙腳站上陽台的圍牆。那一瞬間,檸檬笑了,因為她看見白色的羽毛,從自己的胳膊上長出來,好像真正的天使──沒錯。99Please respect copyright.PENANAAftbk3264T
她是天使。99Please respect copyright.PENANAd9bhVO63ZU
羅笙以前,都叫她小天使。99Please respect copyright.PENANAQM1dojMlWc
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「你是我最初,和最後的天堂」99Please respect copyright.PENANAakQDcE9FKv
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帶著微笑,琉璃色的眼睛緩緩閉上。月光照耀,自以為天使的她張開雙臂,像不會飛的鳥,也像當年的羅俊──99Please respect copyright.PENANA5lCbIzbkbt
只有摔死的份。
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