No Plagiarism!WHrfO3uKVLGbUHj5PHclposted on PENANA 場景一轉,原本熙攘的拍賣場消失,四周變成一個奇異的半透明空間。像夢,但更真實。天空裂著一道道縫隙,透出斷裂的回憶,像跑馬燈一樣不停的湧出,地面是一台大型投影,正在播放的是無人的學校走廊,牆上貼著我國小的成績單,甚至還有我被霸凌時被潑濕的書包。8964 copyright protection83PENANAZKfAgk39L6 維尼
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空氣中一股低迷的壓力壓得我喘不過氣來,回過神來,我的對手已經站在對面,那團「過去的自己」,仍然全身纏滿繃帶,眼神空洞,像在無言的質問。8964 copyright protection83PENANA8EILRWb7eI 維尼
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嶽白璟站在我左側,手中靈刃浮現銀霜:「記住,這不是為了擊敗她,而是讓她聽見你現在的聲音。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAgyVEuMJLIr 維尼
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我點頭,看著對方緩緩舉起手,一張張記憶碎片如飛刃飛來。8964 copyright protection83PENANAGXAxLCbdKD 維尼
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第一張,是我被全班排擠,畫在課桌上的「死字」。8964 copyright protection83PENANAu6NBwiyYUh 維尼
第二張,是我為了迎合別人說出違心的話,被假朋友利用完又拋棄的畫面。8964 copyright protection83PENANAtO8HcjXddI 維尼
第三張,是我半夜失眠,對鏡子說:「你為什麼這麼沒用。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAkhFJoKuCjL 維尼
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「妳以為,我是弱者?」那團影子開口,聲音尖銳刺耳:「我撐過了所有那時妳不敢面對的痛,是我撐過的,不是妳。」8964 copyright protection83PENANANpFldDB2fN 維尼
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我一時語塞。8964 copyright protection83PENANAivxM5oPZ3G 維尼
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青華突然探頭進場,大喊:「不要跟她講道理!道理是這種東西能解決的嗎?這是情緒戰啊!妳快喊點中二一點的台詞!」8964 copyright protection83PENANAoTSwIPtcFW 維尼
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我忍不住翻白眼:「這時候妳能不能專業一點?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAgyCUoXLsuG 維尼
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青華拿著氣泡茶,一邊喝一邊說:「我專業的是情緒共鳴與場面熱度管理,不是輔導老師。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAb6G0RX7pGU 維尼
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嶽白璟則輕輕一笑,銀白長髮微微一飄,目光像冬夜的月光:「如果要喊台詞,不如這句:『我要讓妳記住,我們活下來,不是為了被同情。』」8964 copyright protection83PENANAwRX1EL8PWo 維尼
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我看著那團影子的眼睛,突然明白了什麼。她不是想搶我的真心,她是……捧著那顆真心在哭。因為她當初丟掉它,只是希望不要再痛了。8964 copyright protection83PENANA7eMAWYjVWo 維尼
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我慢慢走近她,身上那些飛來的記憶碎片刺破了我的靈體,但我沒停。8964 copyright protection83PENANARZetLm5ETl 維尼
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斷片般的記憶從天而降,比起剛才的幻象,這次的記憶碎片鋒利到幾乎能劃傷靈魂。8964 copyright protection83PENANASQiuiS6I9H 維尼
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一張斑駁的課桌飛掠而過,桌面上用立可白寫著「黑竹竿」、「臭鬼」,一旁還畫著歪七扭八的骷髏頭。牆上貼著國小時的聯絡簿,老師的紅筆批語刺眼:「請家長注意清潔衛生,學生脖頸長期黑垢未清。」8964 copyright protection83PENANASA4lOzmDL5 維尼
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我聽見耳邊響起一道冷笑,是那位班導的聲音,他正指著我和全班說笑:「這不是胎記,是髒吧?現在孩子啊,洗澡都偷懶。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAr420RePWtn 維尼
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教室裡一陣爆笑。8964 copyright protection83PENANAQOizcYyjpO 維尼
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我站在教室角落,動也不動,只覺得耳朵像在冒煙。8964 copyright protection83PENANAv0dNzDfXwj 維尼
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另一段記憶閃現。8964 copyright protection83PENANA8IS14VoLRG 維尼87Please respect copyright.PENANAXIFCn0Tq6L
放學時,我從教室出來,背包裡被塞了濕抹布,書本全濕透了,還有臭酸的味道。幾個人站在走廊邊笑著說:「你怎麼那麼臭啊?是不是家裡沒熱水?」「好可憐喔,衣服破成這樣也穿來上學?你是不是有狐臭?」「抹布還不拿出來擦腋下!」8964 copyright protection83PENANApHY4do5gv4 維尼
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我什麼都沒說,只是默默把抹布拿出來、丟進垃圾桶,卻發現垃圾桶也滿了。於是我只能握著那塊抹布,一邊走回家,一邊告訴自己:再忍一點就好了。8964 copyright protection83PENANATdXVeMryVp 維尼
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嶽白璟的聲音響起,像是從記憶的深處傳來,卻穿透幻境。8964 copyright protection83PENANABEheyAmtv8 維尼
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「這些不是你的錯。」他眉頭微蹙,眼神如同夜雪中的長鋒,「錯的是那些選擇欺負你的人,還有那些選擇視而不見的大人。」8964 copyright protection83PENANANGSoGPOSQa 維尼87Please respect copyright.PENANAKyIjLvzOMr
我看著面前那團「過去的自己」,她蹲在地上抱著頭,身上的繃帶一圈又一圈,似乎是為了包住那些骯髒羞辱的傷口。8964 copyright protection83PENANAiQxxIuFtnr 維尼
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我輕輕蹲下,在她身旁坐下。8964 copyright protection83PENANASfWL6oYh83 維尼
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「妳知道嗎?我花了好幾年,才敢承認這些真的發生過。」8964 copyright protection83PENANARitll3jRr0 維尼
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她抬頭看我,聲音顫抖卻壓抑著怒氣:「他們那樣說我,還有人說我是不是沒爸媽教,說我天生骯髒……我根本不想當我自己!」8964 copyright protection83PENANAS6EHlKLpZL 維尼
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我深吸一口氣,那些壓抑多年的感覺終於爆發。8964 copyright protection83PENANAWkJCIsomHk 維尼
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「我也不想啊!但那時的妳,還是活下來了,不是嗎?就算被當成垃圾、被人用語言踩爛,妳還是撿起書包,一次次走進教室。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAGVavOADhUo 維尼
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嶽白璟此刻站在我們身後,銀白長髮在無風中輕飄,眼神中浮現一道難得的暖意。他緩緩低語:8964 copyright protection83PENANAfALNlGQDpR 維尼
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「如果連這樣的堅持都算懦弱,那這世界也太可笑了。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAfuf2nejUCG 維尼
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「我知道妳恨我!恨我現在裝作沒事,繼續活下去。」我低聲說:「但我真的,不想讓那些事白白發生。我想活得比妳更強。強到⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection83PENANA2RHPX2Bxdv 維尼
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我深吸一口氣:「可以保護當時的妳。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAUyxw6XBlq2 維尼
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那團影子的眼神開始動搖,繃帶裂了一條,露出裡面熟悉的臉。那就是十七歲的我,還在哭,還在害怕,但終於放下了防衛。8964 copyright protection83PENANAAVEWbYNxe6 維尼
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她顫聲說:「那……妳會記得我嗎?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAtGUS4XbdLf 維尼
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我伸出手:「我會。而且我再也不會把妳留在過去了。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAfRswqxe432 維尼
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青華這時插話,一臉嚴肅:「還有一點!我剛剛幫妳查過,那老師現在已經被家長聯合檢舉了五次,還因為說學生腋下有異味被告過!」8964 copyright protection83PENANA6BGtG84KPb 維尼
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「呃,這個資訊從哪來的……」8964 copyright protection83PENANAsYAQco7MFN 維尼
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「別管,我有管道。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAtqRYTGQ1eB 維尼
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她遞來那顆發著微光的真心,像交出一把鑰匙。8964 copyright protection83PENANAfqbrfNBAvK 維尼
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我接過那顆「真心」。8964 copyright protection83PENANA8HpcULMEBx 維尼
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它不是我以為的那種閃閃發亮的完美水晶,而是一顆像是被土埋過、裂痕斑斑、上頭還沾著淚水與污泥的心核。它像剛從廢墟中挖出來那樣,傷痕累累,但仍跳動著。8964 copyright protection83PENANA8MSHDKhjRW 維尼
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那一刻,我才明白,真心不是「完美」的證明,而是「活著」的證明。8964 copyright protection83PENANA5DdKP6vMXh 維尼
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它承載了所有的痛苦記憶,但它沒有死去。它從那些冷嘲熱諷、從走廊的嘻笑聲中掙扎出來,還能跳、還能燃,還願意回到我手上。8964 copyright protection83PENANAFzv13BClHD 維尼
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我抱住它,像抱住一個遲來多年的擁抱。8964 copyright protection83PENANADq1m6zx1JQ 維尼
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周圍的靈界氣息突然改變了,原本沉重的空氣像被某種透明的暖流取代。我能感覺到,從心臟深處,有什麼被鬆開了。8964 copyright protection83PENANA15Oh0tgBE9 維尼
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嶽白璟低頭凝視著我,銀髮在暖光中閃動,他的聲音溫和中帶著一絲難以察覺的讚許:「接住它的那一刻,你就不是受害者了,而是創造者。你創造了和解。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAhbepUiTuxQ 維尼
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我看著過去的自己,她終於放下緊抱的膝蓋,眼神依舊紅腫,卻第一次流下帶釋然的眼淚。8964 copyright protection83PENANANdawZuHVuU 維尼
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「妳不再覺得我骯髒了嗎?」她問。8964 copyright protection83PENANAwtI0Q9Vn8W 維尼
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我伸出手,輕輕摸了摸她的頭:「妳從來就沒有骯髒過。骯髒的,是他們的眼睛。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAvSikzGXbzl 維尼
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她輕聲一笑,在這個瞬間,我感覺整個靈魂像是重塑過一次。8964 copyright protection83PENANADhEuzlJNu1 維尼
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嶽白璟收起靈刃,語氣帶著一點……幾乎是驕傲的溫柔:「妳做得很好。」8964 copyright protection83PENANALI27wI2ouZ 維尼
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「這是妳真正的心,妳自己奪回來的。」他語氣平靜,但目光中藏著一絲溫柔。8964 copyright protection83PENANACNLm0grFAx 維尼
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青華眨了眨眼,鼻頭有些紅,她假裝整理袖口:「咳,總算……總算撿回來了。不然我都快想拿金槌敲開妳的心門了……」,然後立刻補一句:「不過,你們剛才太煽情了,觀眾流失率很高,我建議下次可以插播一段原地跳舞。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAtCJ8OHCiW3 維尼
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「我們沒有觀眾吧?!」87Please respect copyright.PENANAKtoGtV6AJH
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「妳怎麼知道沒有?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAiM2ISyXfCN 維尼
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見她深吸一口氣,「好啦好啦,快走吧!別再哭哭啼啼的,我眼妝快花了!」青華大喊,然後自顧自開始補唇彩。87Please respect copyright.PENANA30H1EJEwOy
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我笑了,第一次笑得這麼自然。8964 copyright protection83PENANA3usQdkJjjg 維尼
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啪的一聲,場景忽然整個坍塌。我們三人跌入一個黑洞般的旋渦中,伴隨著那顆真心重新融合進我靈魂的瞬間,我耳邊響起微弱卻堅定的一句話:8964 copyright protection83PENANAYsn6chHxP8 維尼
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「我原諒你了。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAitbYgaYt2C 維尼
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那是我對自己的聲音。8964 copyright protection83PENANARgW5xIcQDv 維尼
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