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過了幾天,夏允綸收到了老師傳來的訊息,感謝他在自己出國的時候幫忙帶課。73Please respect copyright.PENANAAKpNrEZCSS
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[不會,這是我該做的。]73Please respect copyright.PENANAic7Cdu77dc
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沒想到老師問夏允綸,是否畢業後要考慮當老師的事,讓他不免再次思考這件事。73Please respect copyright.PENANAaZ4TI2FuXr
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[老師,我真的適合這個職業嗎?]73Please respect copyright.PENANAUV1zbcTCYU
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[怎麼會這麼想呢?是有什麼擔心的地方嗎?]73Please respect copyright.PENANA9EAFdGs7Vy
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[我不曉得自己畢業後,能不能夠勝任老師這個職業,想問問老師您的看法。]73Please respect copyright.PENANAQGB9aTzmUl
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[我覺得你應該對自己更有自信才行,我觀察過你的教課狀態,認為你是有足夠的資格的,你或許可以把教師列入未來職業的考量。]73Please respect copyright.PENANAB0jJLVqoNE
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[當然,如果你有更想去做的工作,那麼就去做吧!要是考慮過後還是覺得自己志不在此,就不要勉強自己,畢竟工作得考慮到自己能不能保持著熱情繼續下去。]73Please respect copyright.PENANAdCAI2ftzW6
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夏允綸看了訊息深思許久後,才給予回覆。73Please respect copyright.PENANAjSgYC2j2zx
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[謝謝老師給的建議,我會再想看看的。]73Please respect copyright.PENANANx1i2RYsEH
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之後夏允綸也用同樣的問題詢問穆景宣的意見,他也對此給予肯定。73Please respect copyright.PENANAxyEqJci7ci
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「想不到你還會這麼擔心你自己。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAQpinyhMTG6
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「不然…哥你覺得我是怎樣的人?」73Please respect copyright.PENANALS0gSlhC8g
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「是會懂得見機行事的人吧,但某些方面還是會猶豫不決。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAMrvZEG2Rae
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夏允綸聽到回應後感到意外,愣愣地看著穆景宣,並沉默了一會。73Please respect copyright.PENANA1bjkObct3M
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「既然這些小朋友都很喜歡你的教學方式,那麼你還在意什麼呢?」73Please respect copyright.PENANArDyFC9NHho
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「我…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAVQUiCfOW3d
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「不要給自己太多壓力,你已經做得很好了。」73Please respect copyright.PENANARPTtD2FIkD
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「那…哥做論文的時候,不也給自己很多壓力嗎?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAMizJOECcm8
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穆景宣被這麼丟了個提問,也說不上什麼反駁的話。73Please respect copyright.PENANABFtFgvZzKm
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「看來我們都一樣,說完全沒壓力是不可能的。」73Please respect copyright.PENANANSUbMV9vEE
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「但我現在壓力已經減輕很多了啊,反倒是你所面臨的壓力還不少。」73Please respect copyright.PENANA1CwsDOT9Xt
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「…說得也是。」73Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZQFbHZAbj
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「話說哥你不是之後畢了業想當作家嗎?那麼會考慮哪家出版社?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAW9UQorDX8F
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「我啊,倒也沒什麼好擔心的,目前就有收到一些出版社詢問我簽約的意願,不管如何我還是會去考慮綜合條件之下選擇哪一間比較適合。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAK8j6P3pDoF
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夏允綸聽聞後感到驚訝,原來穆景宣早已不用擔心會遇到「畢業即失業」的危機,還沒畢業工作就陸續主動找上門來了。73Please respect copyright.PENANAoZpmf7Zv7A
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果然是文學獎獲得無數的人啊,怪不得業界會在這時候就開始攬人了,夏允綸這麼想著。73Please respect copyright.PENANAC3mh38KsPG
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「你想吧,被你帶的學生們、帶你的老師都肯定你做得好了,就證明你是夠格成為老師的,那麼還有什麼好擔心的呢?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAHmSggnwgBy
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夏允綸覺得有些道理,點了點頭表示認同,並決定以後先往這個方向去嘗試。73Please respect copyright.PENANAy2jV384G1Q
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後來實習結束後,夏允綸獲得了滿好的實習分數,瞥了一眼旁邊那個之前緊張地不停搓手的同學,問道。73Please respect copyright.PENANA6v6FtmILwR
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「怎麼樣?實習的成績還好嗎?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAiHLBd9xJUz
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「呃…算、算是還行吧,至少過了。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAvflHowwNfM
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看了一眼他手上拿的實習證明表,是成績滿不錯的,夏允綸不解他有什麼好擔心的,便安慰道。73Please respect copyright.PENANAq9NsPglmoH
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「很好啊,恭喜。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAImCji6PCDa
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同學尷尬地笑了笑,回應道。73Please respect copyright.PENANAQcslkGZl8Q
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「我…覺得我還是不適合當老師。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAqQ2LB49RKx
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「為什麼呢?」73Please respect copyright.PENANA6PY0zThhC0
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「我面對學生真的會緊張到話講不好。」73Please respect copyright.PENANADxG1iID3Gh
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夏允綸聽到同學這麼說,頓了頓才應和道。73Please respect copyright.PENANAX2TfPWfzoG
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「其實我也是一樣的,也會看到台下的人感到緊張,但發現到他們都很安靜聽課,並不會因為是不同人教就不配合,頓時就放心了。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAU24veKCtvY
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「實習結束後,他們還會對此感到不捨,說希望我能繼續帶他們,聽到他們這樣子的回饋,我更加認為這是件很有成就感的事。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAdkPhL7EQL3
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同學聽完後,想起了老師發證明表時說的話,便表達自己的看法。73Please respect copyright.PENANA927pCEKEU4
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「剛剛老師發證明表的時候,稱讚你實習時做得很好,收到了對方不少讚譽,這樣看來你確實是能夠當老師的呢。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAVlD4pIWDGf
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「是嗎?謝謝。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAfNzlGhGZgE
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回到房間的夏允綸,再次看著證明表並整理思緒,心想著自己未來的出路該要怎麼走,甚至還去找了資料、做了職能相關的測驗來檢驗自己。73Please respect copyright.PENANApGfNAcgCR8
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「唉…總之做了再說吧,沒試怎麼知道自己是不是真的適合呢?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAoVnwC2XvRi
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於是夏允綸最終做出了抉擇,以成為正式教師為目標前進,要是躊躇不前可能機會就會消失不見了。73Please respect copyright.PENANAkn0jEdIzXo
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時光轉瞬,夏季到來,夏允綸趁著假日空閒獨自一人去植物園,雖然天氣沒有預料中的好,但至少沒下雨,一切挺好的。73Please respect copyright.PENANAC2QepDq4pB
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這次沒有家人相伴,只是一時興起前往的,特別挑了不是人多的時段去,看著這些綠色植物確實能讓心情放鬆很多,短暫忘卻了煩惱。73Please respect copyright.PENANAajSXcfITCO
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走著走著,來到了熟悉的那條兩旁種植木槿的步道,花這次開得沒有很茂盛,可能是今年花期還沒到吧,夏允綸猜想著。73Please respect copyright.PENANAOf3ez5IKZg
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當夏允綸走到半路,見到遠方有一個人站在那裡拍攝,定睛一瞧,原來是穆景宣,便走過去和他打了招呼。73Please respect copyright.PENANAnGJlZOej3X
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「沒想到會在這裡碰巧遇到哥。」73Please respect copyright.PENANArzKAXzWTzQ
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「我也沒料到,看來我們不謀而合呢,我來是因為想起自己很久沒來這裡了,所以挑了個空檔的時間來了…對了,有些話想和你說。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAfC0a8CjmKb
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「之後你就升上大四了,而我有了工作,我們能見面的時間會變得更少,我畢了業搬離那個房間後沒辦法再隨時陪你了,你自己一個人得好好過,不要讓我擔心,知道嗎?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAH8gcbtS27a
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「嗯。」73Please respect copyright.PENANA3VICPXaQNX
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「等你畢業找上工作後,我們再來商量同住的地方吧,如果相隔很遠的話,我會配合你的工作位置去找合適的出版社。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAskbT7Sq5Gz
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「哥這樣沒問題嗎?要是我工作的地方附近沒出版社──」73Please respect copyright.PENANA4enYbKUGsX
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「──不用擔心,總會有辦法的,現階段我們要做的就是順利畢業,工作等我確定了會再告訴你。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAYS1KBHmxMx
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「好。」73Please respect copyright.PENANArhCyQJkMCv
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夏允綸停頓片刻,才接續說道。73Please respect copyright.PENANAmQWw15Qljf
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「其實我也有話想跟你說,我決定要當老師了。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAZSdUt7EY0u
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「這決定很好啊。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAKLtdrBOv37
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聽到預料之外的回答,夏允綸愣了一愣。73Please respect copyright.PENANA1mFA8wRqIR
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「你最後會做這個決定,是在我設想的情況裡的,我真的認為你很適合成為一個老師,也相信你將來能夠做到的。」73Please respect copyright.PENANA0GRSJZf7HY
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「為了未來,我們一起努力吧。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAuOqHJPEuiN
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「好!」73Please respect copyright.PENANAJukSmwT0zG
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此刻的夏允綸看著眼前的場景,想起了自己之前做過的夢,和穆景宣漫步在這條步道上的那個夢境。73Please respect copyright.PENANAdbZD7AbiTb
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這一切都過分美好,不管是風景還是眼前的這個人,但願這美好能夠停留久一點就好了。73Please respect copyright.PENANAVPXFDAczo9
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「花開得還滿漂亮的呢。」73Please respect copyright.PENANA0MEG9llJwp
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「嗯。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAy0YFQSuuYW
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夏允綸望著穆景宣的側臉,心想機會難得,自己可不想像夢一樣把話藏在心裡,便鼓起勇氣說了出口。73Please respect copyright.PENANAXkmSX6Mhce
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「你也是,很漂亮。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAQxcdidQQsO
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穆景宣聽到夏允綸這般直球攻勢,頓了一會,自己應該沒有聽錯吧?他是會講這種話的人嗎?73Please respect copyright.PENANAfICNBXggdp
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「…你說…什麼?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAdOvDjYATsb
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「我說,你也很漂亮。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAP8G6w8mULz
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此時穆景宣得到確切的回答後,有些無法理解,自己從以前到現在聽到「長得帥」的次數已經多到數不清了,被這樣稱讚外貌還是頭一遭,更何況從一個同性的口中聽到。73Please respect copyright.PENANA5ClrAS8i4l
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「『漂亮』?怎麼樣也該是說『帥』吧…」73Please respect copyright.PENANAQab8ERlgTz
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「不行嗎?我就覺得哥很漂亮啊。」73Please respect copyright.PENANA9SQi3pPwEM
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「也不是不行…只是挺意外你會這麼說的。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAZUuVOTsrRN
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夏允綸笑了出來,用真摯的眼神看著穆景宣說道。73Please respect copyright.PENANAFR2YGuCFEM
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「那我就當第一個稱讚哥很漂亮的人吧。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAlBtVxIo9ZG
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穆景宣頓時間感受到心臟怦怦跳的聲音,真是沒料到眼前這個人會講出如此令人心動的話。73Please respect copyright.PENANAMgYTFQvtG9
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印象中的他是個不懂浪漫的人,講話也不怎麼留情面,看來他修了課後學到不少東西,更懂得與人交際了。73Please respect copyright.PENANA6SjX6J7L1z
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「我會努力完成目標,不會辜負哥對我的期待的。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAHAXXDFJvCp
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「你只要做的事對得起自己就好,不要在意那麼多。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAJD6s0n5pSS
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「知道了,謝謝哥。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAJcf3PlgFQA
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「我也沒幫到你什麼,就不用說『謝謝』了。」73Please respect copyright.PENANA3UWM16vqlL
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「不是的,哥是真的幫到我,讓我想明白了。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAZtCSEIeDHk
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穆景宣聽了覺得有些不好意思,既然他都這麼說了,自己也沒有推辭的藉口,於是收下這份謝意。73Please respect copyright.PENANAT0fQqBd3lz
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兩人一邊賞花、一邊漫步,閒聊了一陣才離開植物園。73Please respect copyright.PENANAmtS56CTkcm
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「之前覺得遇上哥總沒好事,現在反而覺得能遇見你真的太好了。」73Please respect copyright.PENANApNsxw0YMPy
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「我也是,能和你在一起確實再好不過了。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAMuYXc9uTV7