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韓銘禮在他身下發出難以忍耐不適的呻吟時,池儒安正拿著韓銘禮的手機在找「鬼壓床」的資訊,當然裡面不會有教新手鬼第一次壓床就上手的訣竅,不過側面得知一般鬼壓床的狀態,未必也沒有幫助。71Please respect copyright.PENANAp81xRSISzm
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池儒安看來看去,感覺自己找到的,實在分不出是創作文或者電影情節,畢竟他自己沒遇過,而且,韓銘禮分明只是胸口借他撐一下而已,真不曉得他在哀號什麼。雖然是強迫他給自己借用的。71Please respect copyright.PENANAyPwiRCnaBS
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這張婚床大約也是按照他外婆年代的審美裝飾的,儘管不曉得兩個人躺在這樣一床紅色大被子裡,是可以做出什麼了不起的行房姿勢,只是韓銘禮的個性使然,他縮在其中嚶嚀的模樣,確實還是單薄得惹人憐愛。71Please respect copyright.PENANAFlmFngdkM1
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把全副心神專注在韓銘禮身上,不可能是好事。池儒安想,韓銘禮這個人違和感總是不經意流出來,就拿稍早的事情舉例,池儒安都這麼犧牲色相與面子,說要和他有親密關係了,韓銘禮怎麼也該給點能作為線索的反應,來回應他的威脅、或者說是性騷擾。71Please respect copyright.PENANAwQgavZlr2i
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結果聲稱應當是池儒安暗戀自己的韓銘禮,直接傾身過來,吻了他的唇一下。71Please respect copyright.PENANAjdF3UpqbFO
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側身躺下後,拉起被子、幾乎連耳朵也蓋住的韓銘禮,皮膚上有紅彩,池儒安卻無法從而判斷出,韓銘禮是害羞或者單純是被子顏色造成的色差。71Please respect copyright.PENANA0QRQB1ZixP
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──難道這種氛圍和語境還能被誤解成是想要他的初吻而已嗎?71Please respect copyright.PENANAA0JsyTAMFf
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感覺又被敷衍而對現況過於不滿,池儒安難免想撒氣在,分明知道自己狀況,還全然不肯配合,反而試圖誤導自己的韓銘禮身上;於是池儒安半分沒打算客氣,直接趴在韓銘禮胸口,看因為冥婚的關係,可以觸碰自己猶如實體的韓銘禮,任由他壓著,不得翻身,只能發出外人聽不出是痛苦還是享受的聲音。71Please respect copyright.PENANAfCgQbJO0Gt
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毫無意義的意氣之爭持續了很久,儘管池儒安不想輕易放棄報復的機會,也感到自討沒趣,原打算順勢假裝相信韓銘禮真的已經睡著了,從韓銘禮身上下來,韓銘禮卻小小聲問:「你不用睡嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANA2kjKrKEpkc
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──原來被美人紅著臉偷看是這種感覺嗎?71Please respect copyright.PENANAh481DS0FNR
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池儒安又朝對方的臉靠得更近,用氣音對著韓銘禮只隔兩指距離的嘴唇,勾人地問:「你是希望我採陽補陰,而在邀我上床嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAW0r1tSkE9U
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韓銘禮瞬間臉紅到令人以為他喝醉了酒,霎那爆發出來腎上腺素促使他總算成功推開了池儒安──本來應該是這樣的,然而韓銘禮焦急伸了手想保護池儒安、不讓他摔下床,於是變成他抱緊池儒安在地上滾了半圈的狀況。71Please respect copyright.PENANAykfNbCcCkj
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池儒安還沒回過神,聽力先接收到了鮮活的心跳以及喘息聲,耳廓先觸碰到了熾熱的體溫,在連眨眼都幾乎遺忘的當機狀態過後,池儒安才聽懂韓銘禮一直在問他有沒有受傷。71Please respect copyright.PENANAlCTkextgGM
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「我是鬼魂,你……受傷的應該是你吧?」池儒安嚥下本來想說的後半句:我是說腦子。71Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3Md4eg5my
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韓銘禮緩緩鬆手,從地面上起身,池儒安靜靜凝視他被陰影掩蓋的神情,他總感覺看見了罪惡感與心虛。71Please respect copyright.PENANATuah3YE5wO
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儘管池儒安猜測自己並不擅長與人這樣在檯面下角力,卻也別無選擇,他抬手扯了扯韓銘禮的褲子,接著翻手向他,用毫無所察的口吻說:「韓銘禮,拉我起來。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAeHBJHjGfE6
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韓銘禮的拒絕沒有完成,他彎下腰握住池儒安的手,池儒安借力摔進韓銘禮懷中。71Please respect copyright.PENANAifvzV26YUR
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「池儒安?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAvsDGS87jTE
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池儒安閉眼蓋掉自己充滿算計的眼睛,軟了語氣咕噥:「碰到你讓我很放鬆,可能就像你說的一樣,我在失憶之前,真的很喜歡你,所以身體保留了對你的記憶吧。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAzCHCk3ZDTk
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片刻的沉默過去,出乎意料的是,韓銘禮說:「要是最後你想起來,結果發現你並不是因為喜歡我才有這種反應,到時候,會怎麼樣呢?」71Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZfH3fNQGA
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「你是說,我確實沒有暗戀你嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAxYDVTWXN4B
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「我只是猜的,我不曉得。」韓銘禮輕柔地推開、並將雙手按在池儒安肩上,用複雜的眼神凝睇他,直到池儒安瞇起眼,韓銘禮營造恰巧的錯覺,避開了對視,坐回床沿說:「如果真的是這樣,到時候,你能主動提離婚嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAfM38ezSlHn
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「為什麼?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAzArywL8eQ6
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韓銘禮笑笑地回:「你不喜歡我的話,就沒必要綁在我身上了,早點去投胎啊。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAsPPrIqLFhi
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──如果你真的這樣想,就不會提出到時候再離婚的提案,不是嗎?71Please respect copyright.PENANAFi6aucurJm
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池儒安沒有把突兀的地方點出來,只是用戴著婚戒的左手輕撫韓銘禮的側臉,滑到下顎、勾起他的下巴回答:「雖然是可以,不過,要是這段期間,我轉而感覺繼續和你這樣下去也不錯,又怎麼辦?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAHyHScAA9de
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「我聽說執念是鬼魂無法投胎轉世的原因。」韓銘禮認真地望著池儒安說:「我不希望你被絆住、而得不到幸福,是因為我。71Please respect copyright.PENANADHqnOBEGPg
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「你似乎比你告訴我得還要更在意我。」池儒安佯裝不經意地問:「也許你可以再告訴我更多關於我們的事情,說不定我也會因為比你想得、對你情感更深,而想起些什麼。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAittpdMdY56
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韓銘禮不知是沒聽懂還是裝傻,順著他的話答應了,且沒有挑出池儒安的語病。71Please respect copyright.PENANAEwpr71KM4Z
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「不過還是明天吧,我好睏。」韓銘禮說著,自顧自地躺上床、拉好被子,關了燈。71Please respect copyright.PENANAfqusnsii7q
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池儒安站在原地好一陣子,才坐下來一下一下溫柔地拍著韓銘禮,彷彿在哄他入睡。71Please respect copyright.PENANAS7emqm6AZN
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按照韓銘禮給的故事,現階段來說,可以確定的是,自己一開始對韓銘禮很冷漠、甚至帶著輕微的敵意,恐怕不只是因為陌生,而是韓銘禮把自己從女兒牆上抱下來時,除了肢體接觸以外,還有其他不自然或者契合自己情緒的點。71Please respect copyright.PENANAfjf4TT5bY5
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那會是什麼?71Please respect copyright.PENANAJ040fiYXQQ
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池儒安將韓銘禮的名字在心中反覆唸了許多遍,再拆開嘗試各種可能的稱呼,卻沒有一種令他感到熟悉。71Please respect copyright.PENANAar4Ms30yBh
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可是,如果是升學考試,那就表示他遇見韓銘禮的時候,不是國三、就是高三,無論是十五或十八歲,離現在應該都有好幾年了,他與韓銘禮能相識這麼多年還有往來,除了表示之後必定有什麼重大轉折以外,韓銘禮和自己實際上的關係,也必定不是目前聽到的那麼薄弱。71Please respect copyright.PENANA1LdlNszGmF
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那麼,韓銘禮為什麼不直接說結論,反而費心去翻出初見的故事,並從頭開始回憶、敘述?71Please respect copyright.PENANA2NnvnxdzvI
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這並不合理。71Please respect copyright.PENANAwMePxj7MDN
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韓銘禮的用意究竟是什麼?71Please respect copyright.PENANAoo9oMT2SF0
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他製造這些矛盾,並且利用自己察覺到這件事的狀況,想達成什麼?71Please respect copyright.PENANAWe1SfGhATf
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或者他沒有自覺,而是真的在掩飾什麼?71Please respect copyright.PENANA5n08yq154F
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究竟自己會被誤導,達成韓銘禮的目的,又或者他能藉此推斷出事實?71Please respect copyright.PENANAgPaDHUOUdX
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有夠麻煩。71Please respect copyright.PENANAADjirMBsBi
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真的是什麼狗屁倒灶的事情都遇上了。71Please respect copyright.PENANA5sJpbHlj7c
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流年不利。71Please respect copyright.PENANACzJ633evko
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甚至都想開自己玩笑,說不定是生前把韓銘禮當成沖喜新郎,並且因為沖過頭了,才將自己沖得連命和記憶都沒了呢。71Please respect copyright.PENANAWqNfKUgWB3
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池儒安勉強提了提嘴角,替韓銘禮關上燈。71Please respect copyright.PENANAJprfXEWVBX
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