所以我放棄了音樂29Please respect copyright.PENANABFu9qrMFNk
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明明是一首歌曲,但卻取了這樣一個名字,讓人不禁好奇的點進去看看到底是怎麼樣的故事。29Please respect copyright.PENANAZ74sVrU6cH
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這首歌跟市面上常見的日文歌曲不一樣29Please respect copyright.PENANAIMsEn4S08U
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一般是:前奏/主歌--->副歌--->間奏/主歌--->副歌--->結尾29Please respect copyright.PENANAZcmadeL6oV
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但這首歌的編排卻不是遵照常態的歌曲,雖然曲子很悅耳,但不一樣的編排會讓人感到奇怪、混亂29Please respect copyright.PENANAKPxAphj3Nm
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再看看歌詞,就會明白這樣安排的原因29Please respect copyright.PENANAUSXUbjBsvL
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「想過了,但還是不明白」29Please respect copyright.PENANASQTQ74VFsR
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每段主歌,也就是副歌前面的段落,都以這句話作為開頭29Please respect copyright.PENANAgwxOWwS08z
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作詞人想讓聽眾感受到她的迷惘,她的疑惑29Please respect copyright.PENANAITyIk4BDpG
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想要放棄音樂,卻不自覺地回憶起作音樂的快樂,於是怒吼著讓自己不要再回想了,怒吼著轉移自己的注意力29Please respect copyright.PENANArdPVjbMPsr
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為什麼總是有人一直帶著笑容呢?29Please respect copyright.PENANAZPJCNlMAUz
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因為自己的不得志與迷惘,讓自己連看到帶著笑容的人們都會感到憤怒29Please respect copyright.PENANA34Q3z3sr1R
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但又不想承認自己是個失敗者,自己正在迷惘29Please respect copyright.PENANAWqAKwRgEZm
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在這樣的矛盾中,只能說出「反正都是你們的錯!你們根本都不了解!你們只是一群偽善的傢伙!」這樣逃避現實的話語29Please respect copyright.PENANALOaZRvG9J8
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看起來很可笑,不是嗎?29Please respect copyright.PENANArr6lq8hGSH
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但誰沒有過夢想?而夢想可以實現的機率有多麼小啊29Please respect copyright.PENANA0vUG7iS0fw
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誰沒有看著那些人生勝利組憤怒過呢29Please respect copyright.PENANAfdIN96D4KU
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有句話說得好29Please respect copyright.PENANAoMfjgxQbnq
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「人是矛盾的生物」29Please respect copyright.PENANAJpnYh4YgAn
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不管是什麼人,為自己的失敗、悲傷找理由時,一定會察覺到自己話語中的矛盾29Please respect copyright.PENANAO3lLNKFiZ8
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就舉個最簡單的例子,我曾經認為歌曲一定要有內涵,沒有的都是垃圾29Please respect copyright.PENANAcAaXMR0VOf
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但也難免還是會聽到旋律好聽的歌曲,卻沒有內涵29Please respect copyright.PENANAcrdSHlJst8
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這時候矛盾就形成了,認為沒有內涵都是垃圾的我,卻喜歡上這首歌29Please respect copyright.PENANANL9K5MPLCZ
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這時候就會催眠自己29Please respect copyright.PENANAXL3BHJGz6W
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「這不一樣」29Please respect copyright.PENANApsaK5KVz7i
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但哪裡不一樣也說不上來29Please respect copyright.PENANA2SkJ0GZpzD
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這首歌在後面,把這種感受唱了出來29Please respect copyright.PENANAI5NAf3EG9d
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我這樣憤世嫉俗,我這樣全部怪給他們,這真的是對的嗎?29Please respect copyright.PENANAQsyQteyukh
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這是對的嗎?29Please respect copyright.PENANA1vLs91a38R
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回過頭來又說,我也曾經有過信念,這都是世界的錯,是世界改變了我29Please respect copyright.PENANAuSpP13Ne9l
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這樣一首歌,把一般人心裡的矛盾憤恨都給唱了出來29Please respect copyright.PENANAfqXAe343Av
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這邊不得不提到歌手的聲音,主歌時溫柔但帶著迷惘的歌聲宛如天籟29Please respect copyright.PENANAIIfz7Ayjfb
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和副歌的憤恨的語調形成了很好的反襯,讓人不習慣,但又感受到歌手想傳達出的心情變化29Please respect copyright.PENANAuaBJErptAJ
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尾聲的哭腔,把對自己想法的質疑,和惱羞成怒反駁自己的“對手戲”描述的多麼的生動29Please respect copyright.PENANAM8YiY0A77K
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這首歌如果少了這個歌手,我覺得就少了靈魂,因為想要唱的有故事,真的不是隨便抓個人來都能做到29Please respect copyright.PENANApwQoWxdHyG
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雖然這首歌到結尾沒有反轉,沒有正向的思考,但也值得你反思一下自己有沒有違背本心?有沒有為了逃避而去怪罪世間的一切?29Please respect copyright.PENANAIYzK1iPrNc
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可能有人覺得聽歌還反省,自虐狂嗎?29Please respect copyright.PENANA9JyfuaeQvG
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不過我只是覺得這首歌真的把迷惘之人的心聲給唱出來了,以純粹好聽不好聽的角度來看,也是屬於好聽的範疇,所以也可以用單純聽歌不看詞的角度去聽啦29Please respect copyright.PENANAXwVnUTi2hi
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這邊附上連結,我覺得有小提琴的聲音比較震撼29Please respect copyright.PENANA02FSxChTFK
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