No Plagiarism!UzZdeGElxI9Z11YUsyEiposted on PENANA 思源最近變得很黏人。41Please respect copyright.PENANAObsiEk4j8C
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或者說,我以前沒發現——他其實這麼會照顧人,這麼會……對一個人好。8964 copyright protection37PENANAqDmBIJ7Sjs 維尼
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我總是以兄弟的角度看待他。一起熬夜打LOL,他輸了會甩滑鼠;一起吃火鍋,他總搶最後一塊肉;他睡覺會打呼,有一次還夢話裡罵主管。8964 copyright protection37PENANAmXulLn4MgV 維尼
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可現在,他成了我「男朋友」,那種熟悉感變了質。他不再是那個會揍我一拳叫我別哭的死黨,而是……每天早晨替我準備溫水洗臉巾的人。8964 copyright protection37PENANA128nyQxyaS 維尼
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我沒辦法不亂想。8964 copyright protection37PENANAtBb1lJGPr9 維尼
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雖然我不停地告訴自己:「我不是女生。」8964 copyright protection37PENANA6gvheukr5N 維尼
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但身體的觸感太真實了。像是——8964 copyright protection37PENANAT6RBRRJixR 維尼
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今天早上,我不小心扭到腳。他幾乎是飛奔進來,扶著我坐下,蹲下來幫我脫鞋子檢查。8964 copyright protection37PENANAkw1TF1IjKd 維尼
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「哪裡扭了?是不是腫起來了?」他那時眼裡的焦急不像演的。8964 copyright protection37PENANAYAtAveqvJ5 維尼
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我卻整個人僵住了。8964 copyright protection37PENANAtYC9EjSAmH 維尼
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他握著我腳踝的力道不輕不重,剛剛好。手心的溫度透過皮膚傳上來,讓我有種一瞬間喘不過氣的錯覺。8964 copyright protection37PENANAISsTqwCsNe 維尼
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這就是被人關心的感覺嗎?8964 copyright protection37PENANApHyrlznzCx 維尼
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我以為那是理所當然,但當他蹲在地上、眉頭皺著看著我的腳時,我居然……覺得羞恥。8964 copyright protection37PENANA7qwtr6rQdF 維尼
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羞什麼?8964 copyright protection37PENANABetv5wwGWF 維尼
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我怎麼會對自己的兄弟產生這種感覺?8964 copyright protection37PENANAEpFVkZbE6b 維尼
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「沒什麼啦……我只是踩空了。」我連忙想抽回腳。8964 copyright protection37PENANARiar3twmjj 維尼
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他卻抓得更緊一點:「妳的腳踝以前也有舊傷,這地方不能再扭到。我去拿冰敷袋。」8964 copyright protection37PENANA42HYqoOPZw 維尼
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他轉身那一刻,我瞥見他背影,好像和我記憶中的不太一樣。8964 copyright protection37PENANAAlLEJjADnR 維尼
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長大了。他早就不是那個會偷拿我襪子去擦機車的死小孩。8964 copyright protection37PENANAX7mNp1zSwM 維尼
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他變得穩重、有責任感。也變得……讓我有點難以面對。8964 copyright protection37PENANAACYTi7CBB4 維尼
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那天晚上我洗澡洗得特別久。8964 copyright protection37PENANAceHpEG7jdb 維尼
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不只是因為腳痛。8964 copyright protection37PENANA1pPQvWNmRD 維尼
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是因為我怕面對他。8964 copyright protection37PENANAcQUqQFPZ9T 維尼
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水聲裡,我對著自己說:「只是身體反應,不代表你變了。你是林修,不是林婉。這一切都是錯位,是意外,是笑話。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAj0eifiVBmP 維尼
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我站在霧氣裡,看著鏡子裡的自己——不,是林婉那張臉。8964 copyright protection37PENANAzx3ov2ES0o 維尼
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我抬手,手指輕觸唇瓣,忽然想起今天早上他幫我吹頭髮時,指尖不經意撫過我額前的髮絲,那一下,像靜電一樣讓我整個人發麻。8964 copyright protection37PENANAXXHlgV787N 維尼
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我不該記得這麼清楚的。8964 copyright protection37PENANALUlXkqov8q 維尼
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可我偏偏記得。8964 copyright protection37PENANAcn6hlXUeKa 維尼
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我狠狠撐開嘴角,對鏡子中的「她」勾起笑。8964 copyright protection37PENANAc9DuWGgT4q 維尼
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「你只是借住她的身體,不是她。你不能心動。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAdRlHsnHde0 維尼
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但那笑,在霧氣中漸漸顫抖了起來。8964 copyright protection37PENANA3qDkVG6Wiq 維尼
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半夜,我又夢到了他。8964 copyright protection37PENANA3FJfaoqD0f 維尼
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夢裡的思源抱著我,我想逃,卻退無可退。他對我說:「妳一直不肯相信我,其實……我早就知道了。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAA9QDFwRwYC 維尼
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我猛然驚醒,心臟狂跳。8964 copyright protection37PENANAQ5O3JQIwg2 維尼
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他知道?8964 copyright protection37PENANAHFZsxO9Sqn 維尼
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不,夢是假的。他怎麼會知道我不是林婉?8964 copyright protection37PENANAiUsDPr2K1O 維尼
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我坐起身,發現客廳有燈光。8964 copyright protection37PENANAwDYEzaOKvH 維尼
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我小心翼翼走出房門,看到思源窩在沙發上,電視開著,卻沒聲音,他只是盯著螢幕出神。8964 copyright protection37PENANAvtFZIOyd4n 維尼
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他沒穿上衣,只圍了條毛巾,頭髮濕濕的,看樣子剛洗完澡。8964 copyright protection37PENANAXSn1EuDiSY 維尼
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我嚇了一跳,正想悄悄退回房裡,他忽然開口:8964 copyright protection37PENANAxgU6ur3H4w 維尼
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「妳也睡不著?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAdmMTRq2thG 維尼
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我僵住:「……嗯。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAg6ljdnbXbv 維尼
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他側頭看我,眼神柔得不像平常。8964 copyright protection37PENANAwBoTuBT7a4 維尼
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「腳還痛嗎?」8964 copyright protection37PENANACGnaK00j0L 維尼
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「還好……」8964 copyright protection37PENANAvE74OmB1mI 維尼
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他拍拍身邊的位置:「來,坐一下。我幫妳揉揉。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAOSoYi223kN 維尼
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我搖頭:「不用啦,我……我不習慣。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAbbrfQFzKRl 維尼
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「妳以前不是最喜歡我幫妳揉腳的嗎?」8964 copyright protection37PENANASQphgO94fq 維尼
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這句話像重錘一樣砸下來。8964 copyright protection37PENANAosiOYs8Ggx 維尼
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我不知道林婉到底有沒有說過什麼,但我這個「冒牌貨」根本接不上話。於是我低頭笑了笑:「可能這次比較輕啦,不用麻煩你。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAzOf8mKcFLk 維尼
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他沒勉強我,只點點頭。8964 copyright protection37PENANAydDZUCBWK8 維尼
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我們安靜地坐著,窗外是輕柔的蟲鳴與風吹。8964 copyright protection37PENANAXA1YegTCL8 維尼
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過了一會兒,他忽然說:8964 copyright protection37PENANADXzzODRR3v 維尼
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「最近的妳……有點不太一樣。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAvhUhPJyHYw 維尼
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我心裡「咯噔」一下。8964 copyright protection37PENANATQAclCXRlJ 維尼
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「怎麼說?」8964 copyright protection37PENANATu1ZBHmNb2 維尼
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「也說不上來。只是直覺吧。妳比以前……更小心翼翼了,好像在防著什麼似的。」他看著我,眼神沒有絲毫玩笑的意味。8964 copyright protection37PENANAspAOCMLDQT 維尼
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「我只是……壓力大吧。」我勉強笑了笑。8964 copyright protection37PENANAU5aYLkQ1Ku 維尼
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他沒拆穿,只輕輕點頭,語氣溫柔:8964 copyright protection37PENANAS4Ogkq8vgg 維尼
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「那就讓我替妳分擔一點。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAXcvCmdTs1i 維尼
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我睜大眼看著他。8964 copyright protection37PENANAIG6KbSAqm7 維尼
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他靠近我,伸手扶住我受傷的腳,輕輕地替我按摩腳踝,那力道熟悉得像是早已記在肌肉記憶裡。8964 copyright protection37PENANAMUGO0Di98Y 維尼
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我想說:「你別對我這麼好。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAv4ZSDDAtQ4 維尼
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但我沒說出口。8964 copyright protection37PENANAqiRFxch9LT 維尼
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我只是坐著,任他溫柔地照顧著這副不是我的身體,卻逐漸被我認同的生活。8964 copyright protection37PENANAw4vpQI00Aq 維尼
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我不知道未來會怎樣,但現在的我,只能做一件事——8964 copyright protection37PENANAoZNmlYQmE4 維尼
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裝下去。8964 copyright protection37PENANAmm65ehep0W 維尼
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裝作我真的是「林婉」。8964 copyright protection37PENANAUakhl5bxFy 維尼
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哪怕內心有多抗拒。8964 copyright protection37PENANAkRuPpYWETZ 維尼
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哪怕……某個角落,已經開始有了不應該的動搖。8964 copyright protection37PENANA3YVvAZWKot 維尼
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