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Ahhhh again I am woken up by myself screaming and wishing that in ways I had never meet Dylan, in many ways he was the best and worst part of me and my life. Dylan and I met ten years ago at my graduation where from what I understand his brother Matthew was graduating as well,365Please respect copyright.PENANAfNTEZtfUoV
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When I first saw Dylan it felt like a million butterfly attack the inside of my stomach, I was so curious to know him but also afraid as I knew if I got close to him that it would not be long before he had my heart and I was terrified as of what he would do with it once he had.365Please respect copyright.PENANA7QKSCeHWUc
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Dylan was a year older than me and was absolutely breathtaking he had brown curly hair but not too long like some guys have, with baby blue eyes that you could just get lost in and he was tall but I remember how I suddenly wondered if we ever kissed how would I get up to his lips with me being so short.365Please respect copyright.PENANAoPt3tXnOL1
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Yet myself on the other hand still having long light brown hair and a mixture of blue and green eyes which some how everyone seemed to be fascinated in even Dylan at the time, I have dimples when I smile supposedly and I wear glasses from what I know it's because my eyes are really light and it attracts the sun more which makes them weaker but I've always believed it's because I read a lot....365Please respect copyright.PENANAmpe6ydazxv
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Time to get up I told myself as not only am I am starting my third year at Kings University in London where I am a double major studying to be a psychologist and a dancer, I took two years off working, writing music and looking for Dylan.365Please respect copyright.PENANApiAyQbfhJk
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I then did my first level which took three years and a half and then I focused on just dancing for the rest of the year and then did another three and a half years doing my second level which I also finished off by doing my seconded year of dance. Now it's the seventeenth of July twenty fourteen and I'm half way through my first year of level three although I decided to change dance to English writing this year most is all the same.365Please respect copyright.PENANAslame0fprB
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I get up and put on my blue lace underwear set with black skinny jeans, my yellow Mindy Peplum top, my black Britt Lee studded jacket, A grey bandana scarf and I decided i'll wear my hair down with a light beanie over and my purple beats by Drake headphones around my neck, I fix my charm bracelet on my right arm and last but not least put my black and pink glasses on so that I can see better.365Please respect copyright.PENANAyAJizWwj7Q
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Today I'm going into town to look for a new book since I've just finished "The Fault In Our Stars" and I must admit I cried my eyes out, I love mystery, romance, fantasy, well any type of book I guess. I grab my new iPhone 5s which is a silvery grey I can't remember what the man behind the counter said but I'm completely In love with it, when I pick my phone up I see that there is a message from my mom.365Please respect copyright.PENANADQKRJFjTdL
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Morning Jen just checking in hope everything is going great. oh when did you say you where coming to visit ?? 365Please respect copyright.PENANAgzlSMh4nHE
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After reading the message over twice I put it down and decide I'll answer her later but right now I need to go to the shops and get some things and then I have class, I own a black ninja bike which I got for getting around on but i'll walk for today and get some fresh London air, I put my head phones on and start listening to my play-list that consists of mostly Ed Sheeran, Colbie Caillat, Demi Lovato as well as Hunter Hayes and Lucy Hale although I have many songs these are my favorites right now.365Please respect copyright.PENANAbkikjeGWK8
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As I walk past all the different shops like clothing stores, jewelry stores and some antic shop I get to the market where I need to go and then i'm off to the little alley where the book shop is, I get the essentials from the market and slowly walk down to the ally and I get the books out that I want to return so when I get there I am able to just put them down and go look around at what next to get.365Please respect copyright.PENANAwP0N1D24yN
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As I open the door some man bumps into me and it knocks all the books out of my hand, which i'm just lucky that it wasn't a rainy day else the books would of gotten damaged,365Please respect copyright.PENANA2ytfg0WstP
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"I'm so sorry miss, I didn't see you there." the man says and try's to help pick up the books and while he does the only thing my mind focuses on is the scar on his hand,365Please respect copyright.PENANAMXvcls0oN3
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"Umm it's okay, uh thank you for helping me pick the books up." I reply and look up to see the mans face,365Please respect copyright.PENANAVsBsIiJK4B
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"Wait Jenna is...is that you ??" the man asks and I look more intensely at his face and his features until I see his eyes and a sharp pain shoots through my body,365Please respect copyright.PENANApdU4fC4Cpt
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"Dylan... oh my is that you, yes it is it's me Jenna." I reply happy yet still feeling the effects of the sharp pain that went through my body moments ago, 365Please respect copyright.PENANADiDkUKrOmx
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"Hey so how are you ?" he asks as though if nothing ever happened but it's fine I moved on maybe he did as well.365Please respect copyright.PENANAlHyS1DMVfB
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"I'm okay hey, well as okay as I can be I guess and what about you how are you ??" I ask back in return telling myself not to be rude, 365Please respect copyright.PENANAPc8EoCel9P
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"Uh yea same old same old." I hear the words come out of his mouth but can see by his facial expressions that it wasn't the same as old times but it's just what he told people.365Please respect copyright.PENANAEqxvqu3ZmB
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"Okay well that's good as long as everything is good, I'm sorry but I need to go but it was really nice seeing you again after all this time." I reply with a smile but get ready to walk away and into the book shop,365Please respect copyright.PENANAXcBk4TRK4S
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"Wait...wait Jenna can we maybe get coffee some time and talk ? I would really like to explain what happened that day." he asks and my heart drops just by the sound of those words and all the nightmares and emotions come flowing in and it feels like a ton of bricks just hit me,365Please respect copyright.PENANAKNSg1Mow7I
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"Uhmmm sure, maybe tomorrow I could meet you here ? if that's okay ?" I ask not knowing actually what to say, 365Please respect copyright.PENANA91xryIrja8
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"Actually I was thinking more on the lines of about now or maybe later today if that's okay ??" He answers and I don't know what to do or what is going to come out of my mouth but the main thing is I really do want to know what happened all those years ago and why did his dad drag him away, 365Please respect copyright.PENANAMOHtJdeS5L
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"uh okay sure I have class now but I can meet you after if that would be cool ?" I ask and wait to hear what is going to come out of his mouth next. "Yes that is perfect there is a cafe at the end of this street we can go there, what time do you finish class ?" he replies and asks at the same time once again, 365Please respect copyright.PENANA0AiKIKcHWy
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"I have to take this stuff home and then I have class for an hour and then about an hour break and then dance class, so I can meet you in my hour break and then I need to go." I reply bluntly and think well if this whole talking thing doesn't go as planed and it's a huge mess up then at least I have an excuse to leave.365Please respect copyright.PENANAsyafthiSyD
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"Sure okay that's okay with me, enjoy your class Jenna and I'll see you in an hour." He answers and slowly walks away before I could say or do anything else.365Please respect copyright.PENANAz5g8Olnteg
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I walk home and get my books and my change bag for dance class which I will have to take with when I go to whatever this thing is going to be with Dylan and then have to change on the way back maybe.365Please respect copyright.PENANAZnMjGSl60n
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After class I jump on my black ninja bike that I got in the beginning of the year so that I didn't have to take the bus so I swing my bags over both my shoulders and head to the cafè,365Please respect copyright.PENANAAiL7222rke
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Once I'm outside the cafè I can see Dylan already sitting in one of the booths and with what looks like a small box next to him, I wonder what is inside it, maybe photographs or letters or I don't know Jenna just concentrate I mean you can when your professor talks about micro-organisms but not now in front of a boy, although Dylan isn't just any boy and while that thought crosses my mind Dylan spots me and walks up to me where I still am on my bike in front of the cafè.365Please respect copyright.PENANAAqAXKiSpS4
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"Whoa nice bike Jen." he says and my mind fly's back to when he first called me that the day after graduation, yet my mind seems to do that a lot lately especially around him, 365Please respect copyright.PENANACUFRDZR6W4
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"Oh yea thanks I got it in the Beginning of the year." I say getting off and pulling my bags to the one side so that I can take them off, when we sit down a blonde skinny girl who I think is our waiter comes and stands in front of the table,365Please respect copyright.PENANAa4gt6D9s88
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"Hi my name is Kate and i will be your waiter today, can I get you anything to drink we have the normal tea and coffee or there are the more fancier drinks here." she says handing us each a menu,365Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8romsZHsX
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"Oh thank you, can I please have a chamomile rooibios." I finish and soon after Dylan responds with "Can I have your special coffee." but when he finishs all the waiter can do is smile and walk away which obviously means that this isn't his first time here and not only that but he didn't even touch the menu. 365Please respect copyright.PENANAi7S5BXkD17
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"So how and where have you been these past ten years since your father dragged you out of my bed and to where I never saw you again ??" I ask getting right to the point which I don't think in ways he liked, "okay right to the point I guess" he says and pauses "well ... that day my dad dragged me out was the day he shipped me off to his uncle in Ohio where he said that I had to go because unlike my brother I didn't do so well in school and I had to make a living and prove myself else I wouldn't be aloud back," he paused again and by this point in time I felt like shit for jumping right to the point but yet also I didn't.365Please respect copyright.PENANAwDZnEeeKYh
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Our drinks came and Dylan took a sip and continued " about a year ago I decided after all this time of proving myself that screw him unless I had a high paying job I would never be any good in his eyes so I left and I came back to this side of London and started training and now I'm a trainer at this big gym about ten kilometers from here, but I promise Jenna I never meant to hurt you I looked for you every single day and even when I finally got money of my own I hired a privet detective but he couldn't find you the closes he got to was your dad's sister but she said that they hadn't seen you in two years. Yet even after that I still looked every year on your birthday." as Dylan finishes well I don't know if he was but all I knew is that I couldn't take it anymore it was too much for me, 365Please respect copyright.PENANAybzFPr3LN4
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"I'm... I'm sorry about what your dad did and I'm glad that everything worked out for you and all but I just can't take it anymore I looked for you for two years every single day and then the next eight years I looked every year on the day that you left and your birthday and even Christmas and new year some times but I couldn't take it anymore I eventually had to deal with the fact that you where gone Dylan and now your here in front of me and I don't think I can handle it as well as you may be so I'm sorry but I have to go." I finish saying and put money on the table for the tea and grab my bags and slowly walk away with tears starting to form in my eyes.365Please respect copyright.PENANA1C52vimfCe
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"No Jenna wait please." he screams from behind me and then comes up behind me and grabs my waist which just makes the tears fall down my face even more, "I'm... I just... I just can't Dylan" the words that I get out yet barley make an impact on Dylan I can see because he all of a sudden lets go and hands me the box that he had with him when I first arrived but had totally forgotten in all the things he had said, 365Please respect copyright.PENANAQhu2EGxVts
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"Here just take this please, please Jenna just take the box it's for you it's letter and well just it is just for you" he finishes and I take the box and put it is my bag and then put my bag on my back once more and get on my bike,365Please respect copyright.PENANAm4B3uVvFS2
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"By the way my number is in there if you ever want to find me or talk to me or even to ask more questions, I just want you to know it's in there." Dylan finishes and all I can do is nod as I put my helmet on and start the bike and drive away.365Please respect copyright.PENANAZSUyKHOmtH
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On my way home i can feel my helmet heat up from the way i am breathing and crying under it but i just keep telling myself just to get home and then it will all be alright...365Please respect copyright.PENANAxSFIPoP2L0
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Once home I put the box that Dylan gave me on the bed and then put my psychology books on the chair next to the window and get dressed in my pink and black tights and a plain white tank top then I tie my hair up in a tight bun, and finish with my grey winter boots with my ballet shoes in my bag and a few other things I may need I then take my dark blue toggle jacket out of the closet and off I'm gone.365Please respect copyright.PENANAVXkFGnd0Zo
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After dance class I get home really tired and a bit sore, three years after Dylan had gone I found out the I have a new found cancer called Endometriosis and although quite a few girls had it there was no knowing of how it starts or how to cure it there are only a few ways you can treat it or slow it down. After two operations and many tablets the doctors found a way to put the cancer to sleep not kill it but put it to sleep and so far it seems to be working, yet every now and then it still gets bad.365Please respect copyright.PENANA1JRADbaf6t
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I change into my black sleep shorts with grey slippers and a pink crop LA top, as well as the black cardigan that has been my favorite maybe because it was the cardigan Dylan left behind that day or maybe it was just because it was so dam comfortable but either way after a long day I always seem to end up putting it on. Once I'm dressed and comfy I check my messages and see that there are eleven from my boyfriend Chris although he isn't a real boyfriend I guess since I've only met him once and never again but we talk on the phone a lot, well he talks I listen and maybe some times the other way around.365Please respect copyright.PENANAuGO05K3Y4G
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I answer all Chris's messages and my moms from this morning and push my phone one side once I'm done. Most of the time I would now end up reading or watching something but I think I'll look through the box Dylan gave earlier because it seems to be haunting me... 'wait can boxes do that' the thought suddenlypopped in my head,365Please respect copyright.PENANA6l2cxBmdWl
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I open the box and see that it's full of letters and photographs of ten years ago at graduation and the days we spent together but also there are little presents with cards that it seems he brought on my birthday and then there was a photo that caught my eye and it wasn't one of Dylan or me but of a tattoo of my name which looked as if it was on someone's chest, did Dylan get a tattoo of my name I question myself with many more questions that started going through my head...365Please respect copyright.PENANA826BIkYiiB
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I need to ask him or see for myself,365Please respect copyright.PENANA8HXtbF2327
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Ah a second later I remember Dylan saying he had put his phone number in the box if I ever wanted to talk or to ask more questions, and now I do.365Please respect copyright.PENANAqec78DaAxY
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I search the box for a few minutes wondering if maybe I had lost it or it had fallen out while driving or something but then I grab hold of a small piece of paper that have what looks like a phone number on it so I grab my phone and start typing a message :365Please respect copyright.PENANA4H760f0p8O
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Hey Dylan365Please respect copyright.PENANANVfAWZcwRU
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This is Jenna I need to ask you a few questions... can you come over ??365Please respect copyright.PENANAQO7oGdZ6pU
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I wait and wait for a reply hoping that it was his number and I didn't just text a complete stranger, but a few seconds later my phone starts ringing and the same number pops up on screen365Please respect copyright.PENANAAKeb9QeXPM
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"Hello sorry who am I speaking to ??" I ask as I answer the phone just to make sure that it is Dylan,365Please respect copyright.PENANAl4vtC479dW
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"Hey Jenna it's Dylan I got your text, and yes I can come over just message me the address." he answers and I reply 365Please respect copyright.PENANAYarVprvyRu
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"Okay thanks I will send it now, see you just now ?" I finish and wait for a reply back "Yea for sure see you just now." Dylan finishes and then puts down the phone which I guess was the signal to send him the message now which I obey and send.365Please respect copyright.PENANAC2wBo0Qo6f
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I watch as the sent notification pops up on my screen and now all I can do is wait and wait to see if he shows up.365Please respect copyright.PENANAkxwUui729p
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After waiting twenty minutes I hear a knock on the door and I get up to see who it is through the small glass hole in the door and I see Dylan standing outside in the same clothes that he had on earlier which where dark blue ripped jeans with a black long sleeve top and WEZC Emerson stash dark shadow shoes as well as the Rolex watch that is on his right arm but minus the sun glasses, I move back and open the door.365Please respect copyright.PENANAq6plgm5mr0
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"Hey thanks for coming." I say with a small smile, "Sure anything for Miss Jenna Langton." he comments back which makes me blush all of a sudden,365Please respect copyright.PENANAiARuKdxiY7
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"Uh here sorry come in." I reply not knowing how to reply to that comment but did the best I could,365Please respect copyright.PENANACPcIlZdAaH
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"Thanks I'm sorry I know that is going to really be embarrassing and properly out of bounds but dam I had forgotten how sexy you looked in almost nothing." he comments again and slowly touch's a part of my waist and then let's go. 365Please respect copyright.PENANAYLxoxf2SXj
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Yet the first thought that came to mind was 'Control yourself ' and then I questioned what did I get myself in to...365Please respect copyright.PENANAeMSL4YiK5b
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Hey everyone hope you like Chapter one :) this isn't everything that happened in the first dream but I will be splitting it up in two chapters.365Please respect copyright.PENANAwi6ze80aca
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Also after lots of research at talking to girls with Endometriosis in some places it isn't been called a cancer yet but this is one of the ways if they do they get more help finding a cure 365Please respect copyright.PENANA2iJgIhXugy
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Comment and Vote if you liked it which I really hope you do and thank you for reading 365Please respect copyright.PENANAsQnU1FXE24
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