我的阿公就像我的爸爸，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnysW0N9jj
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41FHfaHS3b
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EcLgf3ZWZ
都是阿公帶我的，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnGm9fz78j
我記得我小時候時，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgFO75Im2o
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7DQwyEJgu
在我被欺負時，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1McXgh1xXc
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIsHYHZj9O
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8pKliwjKj
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3NxjDYhaB
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawzHUwCA6P
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBauQhqlcU
我還記得我上國中的那年，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0KBn69Nac
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuiqjxNYXP
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwhhvKWxvI
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXh6UXwq2S
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO8VFwAcMd
那時我常常想著要自殺，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajaS8F4N5Q
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrm1LaIDeV
陪著我，幫助我，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QFqrfyz4n
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHeixiARi2
阿公也知道不是我願意的，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf1fOyWyG8
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1t6x02AaNs
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWZQu2C6g4
也常常在晚上睡覺時，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KdgdJRBrk
去阿公房間打阿公，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmR2XpUthE
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jk9cLRysR
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWwSs21exj
所以我經常受到排擠，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHl3kXJVqL
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUINdcgNRE
那時學校通報社會局，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9wwt3KXDe
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpmxr8Naiz
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF9dO2rY9a
之後我上了高中，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvnr8qxvyK
在我高一的那年，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Obj5Fs3BG
阿公突然中風了，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaztYHMNAJL
那時我很難過，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfHMqhN7md
阿公住院時，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ffWNycezh
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MRQ6swvYQ
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmQ2dPVxRg
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8Qh8Hiebf
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHYrPNNA9X
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiECV9iVM3w
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs81HkZJ6Ux
被戴去老養院，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgSNCFFXG0
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHO3wWgyHyW
我突然情緒崩潰，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9JRG19K1z
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhINceIByJ
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbj3v3s0VR
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfZ6N8IuG2
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiLR9wiNNs
我那時馬上不哭，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTEE9dVVpk
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2Rt9wy6Xs
突然在老養院呼吸困難，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiyrBStYgH
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUg8VbuSmU
那時我就像瘋了一樣，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4uo3k3AuT
全部的醫院都去問過，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qpojKvLOw
但我之後接到一通電話，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlKD0wCFpR
那通電話是我舅舅打的，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMjjoZUkHb
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxcgerYyIG
我那時答應了，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡme8Cufby89
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIskjQVpwh
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlHdXm0Ka1
隔天去到殯儀館時，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBqG7KlM6Z
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ3ZwzyEYP
那時我非常生氣，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WLnLpwIoQ
因為當時我去問時，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmRyARWw2B
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07pY6rchCI
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHvQhx74J8
所以我那時沒想這麼多，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8M4uAhdkk
我只想陪阿公最後一程，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPmIehKwc6
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqptLY6ShUp
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscqmiroBCC
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm1pkZYzLJ
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcIEZdgGYj
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