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我的阿公就像我的爸爸，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb5FrN4qRp
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGNJothS2C
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaVaN5kX6P
都是阿公帶我的，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXDySYuCi2
我記得我小時候時，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo0Ugjpk0n
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu85TjezpI5
在我被欺負時，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZAlOBVpqW
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kxWp3L5XP
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYxu5QpKdc
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaHcdODlvt
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8a2GUBrrc
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEGFxe3p2C
我還記得我上國中的那年，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7I9IltyIq
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcJv84QTCb
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViUBcNu43k
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgxKBhmDQS
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTepsRv1Gwi
那時我常常想著要自殺，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFYdBiGbhe
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbMbywlq2b
陪著我，幫助我，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfgGwo5Ql2
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dGsGXSPSj
阿公也知道不是我願意的，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8UWIHyBlx
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6mnl4v3KK
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8iKCIE8wY
也常常在晚上睡覺時，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iQsSHAI8D
去阿公房間打阿公，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUrhHpVNHS
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zskfDFYG3
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LNhtaA2VQ
所以我經常受到排擠，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpTnU14i0y
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQc94e0tof
那時學校通報社會局，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3Svl4Znbs
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQKucTT5aC
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBphrJBSyGQ
之後我上了高中，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXG5nd4nGI
在我高一的那年，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtNmxoQpdw
阿公突然中風了，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeXOKCkwHQ
那時我很難過，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Yhh3zPbvk
阿公住院時，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaU82jlr58
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY1xPozjIy
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PmaJ2Sb7P
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsZYFUJNti
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpGGp27Kar
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Uew3THtWK
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojtE5FC8la
被戴去老養院，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzHqZojdoI
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqeSg8jPUN
我突然情緒崩潰，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIB9JKoDPG
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Q3x88UNbb
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKI4BlovMXi
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcCB6k1ea3
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KSsa2XypS
我那時馬上不哭，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvCvajmuFu
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuIxB3AsvN
突然在老養院呼吸困難，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFSmpoPDxV
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EobTgxNvh
那時我就像瘋了一樣，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SgAYdSmCj
全部的醫院都去問過，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPH3iuUi5i
但我之後接到一通電話，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSW60DSX2VV
那通電話是我舅舅打的，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCA6WKeGnv
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3vhVvjoiQ
我那時答應了，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmh30gZsYy
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwMQ1TRKmm
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvADIEry0bb
隔天去到殯儀館時，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrKVj0oxWh
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHF79TWvED4
那時我非常生氣，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5tezpVtzp
因為當時我去問時，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWkjE1Z0Hg
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojp1NOVWvz
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnPaTRnyPt
所以我那時沒想這麼多，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F3TyVpMrR
我只想陪阿公最後一程，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOtOqsDsgb
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3UhMQbSCC
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FG7tLQRxR
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyPVaDPtA3
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOpBL1hAvW
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