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2019/5/21

潛水員 潛水員
May 21, 2019 343 2 Mins Read
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禮拜六的早上347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RGZ3MbxSu

在昨晚詢問了要不要一起逛逛

早上醒來還是無人回應

我很憂鬱的起床了以後在沙發上面想了想

是不是都不回應就是最好的回答了

早上我獨自吃完了早餐 換了衣服

背著背包

一路上直接搭乘捷運去某一站 

到達地點以後我租借了UBIKE

什麼都不想想的我

一路狂飆

一直騎一直騎

我心裡只有無限的苦悶

我什麼都不想說 

什麼都不想再去回想

早上騎去找同學想要聊聊 

結果他出門去了 

我一個人在公園發呆

待了一會

下大雨了 

我跑去可以坐著的店裡面

點了杯飲料繼續發呆347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxfHKZw8y6

發完呆

突然想到想去買圖串

希望能把那個圖案給做出來

就算明知道可能我做完的這個串珠

送不出去我還是想去買來把它完成

11點多

問了其他位朋友要不要找個地方吃飯 聊聊

當大家都答應了以後

我在軟體上面 跟她

回了聲 早安

我也不知道我發甚麼神經

明知道她要出去約會還發這東西

結果被回文的我還是感到了訝異

幾聲問候以後

她要出門了 

而我也去赴約了跟朋友下午的吃飯 聊聊

一個下午

我慢慢地放開心

跟朋友聊天 玩玩桌上遊戲

盡量不再去想到她

回家以後 我已經好了很多

回應了她一些事情

還是想要默默看著她

最後聊著聊著

晚上知道她要去某個展覽

也說 可能會在那邊運氣好遇到她

雖然突然放寬了心在聊天

但是又不知不覺得 心理的影子又出現了..

禮拜日

去了那邊逛逛

雖然心裡想可能會遇到她

但是運氣不好的我

總是沒有這種好運

逛了一整天 

我還是沒有找到她的蹤跡

心有點累了 也有點倦了

想說找不到就回家吧

回家的路上

我還是沒辦法騙過自己

說什麼不去想 

我還是忍不住地對自己說聲 

為甚麼要繼續想她呢

晚上雖然有聊聊天

但是我不能再繼續把她說得一切

全部都放在心上

我覺得喜歡了 卻愛不了

很難過  真的很難過

當她喜歡在公共頻道

跟某位幾句的打情罵俏

我覺得我的胃痛到發慌

我不知道到底現在該怎麼半

明明有好轉的關西

不想因為我的幾句話就崩潰了347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZGlkHMH0m

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