x
No Plagiarism!L7dh9ZkBc4ok4rB3kykmposted on PENANA // 隔時兩個月寫,銜接的不是很順,請見諒( ・᷄ὢ・᷅ ) //8964 copyright protection303PENANAmzEmgiVMhz 維尼
// 離下次更新又不知道要多久,我要準備考試,請大家不用等 //8964 copyright protection303PENANAE940H44KdX 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAYBst5py1Tl
8964 copyright protection303PENANAndvWoupRQZ 維尼
傍晚前的太陽耀眼灼目,周遭萬物都為之黯然,中央形成一顆極亮的紅點,逐漸朝向西方墜落。8964 copyright protection303PENANAYslskG5rsC 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANA8s2ezACjQA
8964 copyright protection303PENANAEr3kuH7atU 維尼
夕陽為天空上了一層濃妝,頰上是艷麗的緋紅,眼角是偏藍的紫色,細細幾條掛在上面,絲絲縷縷的雲彩在天邊瀰漫。8964 copyright protection303PENANAWCPHOIxmke 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANACkV6XFhkPC
8964 copyright protection303PENANAC3kLX8AoNH 維尼
雲舒雲卷,風輕風緩。8964 copyright protection303PENANA3hYzXBr8GT 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAEEfwg404z5
8964 copyright protection303PENANAUtyGCQyDoJ 維尼
如夢如幻的景色。8964 copyright protection303PENANAJBTBNTnbF4 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANA7IxMe0f2TZ
8964 copyright protection303PENANAbmzafX5qYI 維尼
然而程寧予沒有心情欣賞。8964 copyright protection303PENANATNTvAI4KFO 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANA4t6BsBSqdr
8964 copyright protection303PENANAVAoIvhDcEV 維尼
漂亮的指甲裡嵌滿骯髒泥土,鹹味濃烈的汗水滑過額角,逕自流入眼中,她沒來得及避上眼睛,痛覺使淚水無法控制的沁出。8964 copyright protection303PENANA5iceR4cfWx 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAQzb91rm6w1
8964 copyright protection303PENANARHkRdGhu9l 維尼
太陽光穿透淚珠,把橘紅色的世界暈成一塊塊光斑,投射到視網膜上,模糊不清,難以聚焦。8964 copyright protection303PENANAkdZZc7PJFm 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAfqdEukdcWM
8964 copyright protection303PENANAcztqnLbREC 維尼
辛苦找了一下午針筒依然毫無所獲,日薄西山,如果這幾分鐘內沒找到,日落後恐怕更加困難。8964 copyright protection303PENANAs9zR1MATlH 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANApVksqXqoas
8964 copyright protection303PENANAEZZIrhT8VA 維尼
程寧予艱難得站起身體,尋找針筒讓她耗光所有能量,血糖過低,所見之處皆是一片白光。8964 copyright protection303PENANAYaZMtnlUbh 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANALAuFyvwse4
8964 copyright protection303PENANAofbxtmkK1v 維尼
憑藉意志力勉強動作,膝蓋跪到發麻,小腳肚酸痛不已,裙擺沾著髒兮兮的泥,狼狽不堪。8964 copyright protection303PENANAMUXRzbdMbO 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAAVt1Rx96xJ
8964 copyright protection303PENANAXNqVoyyo1v 維尼
「該死,夏添。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAUFPebXB7Qr 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANABqf3Xl5Q7a
8964 copyright protection303PENANASuESDvEV8p 維尼
恐懼過後只剩下高漲的怒氣,手臂上青筋爆起,她不甘心的抓了一大把土,往前丟去。8964 copyright protection303PENANATMJk7QAoun 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAIuYlNQFw96
8964 copyright protection303PENANAgQurQADOJy 維尼
黃昏在她眼楮下方渡上一層亮金色的反光,夾雜著鵝黃的黑眼珠左右飄移,終於找到心心念念之物——針筒。8964 copyright protection303PENANAegie8oCAQc 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAypW5CtthZI
8964 copyright protection303PENANAOpzZIR8I3g 維尼
她深吸一口氣,不敢相信的向前摸去,確定那真得是針筒後,緊咬的嘴唇鬆開了一些。8964 copyright protection303PENANAgvDlUsmLHP 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAB5QtA9jnld
8964 copyright protection303PENANAZsfRUJfLNL 維尼
背起書包,拿起針筒就走。8964 copyright protection303PENANA59wdKMYFqg 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAyBRfU3XFoe
8964 copyright protection303PENANAQBV6T38QkB 維尼
夏添已經回家,她必須在毒癮發作前找到他,被人察覺到異樣就糟了。8964 copyright protection303PENANAfUmFSivPQi 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANA2Rc3jTzlsr
8964 copyright protection303PENANAdh0lVfiwIs 維尼
翻開Line,點入全校性的群組,在裡頭一一翻找有沒有夏添的聯絡資訊。8964 copyright protection303PENANAOAmLpxO4UK 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAQA6MMxJgyA
8964 copyright protection303PENANAdc3fuO0u14 維尼
『夏天』8964 copyright protection303PENANAWs4YUM3Lrk 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANALKrVihajRG
8964 copyright protection303PENANAbvzy750ius 維尼
1175人中,她找到一個和他名字很像的ID,頭像是一片黑色的星空,不知道是不是他?8964 copyright protection303PENANAcJegIL4eeH 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANA8sxzKSMaNy
8964 copyright protection303PENANA1ZysZsHNsv 維尼
『凝雨透過電話號碼和你加好友』8964 copyright protection303PENANA43bgvLkUVD 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAfDBev4OizC
8964 copyright protection303PENANAZ8cUEfxxOX 維尼
凝雨,是程寧予的ID,似乎暗示著她的個性:凝結的雨不是水,是冰雹,會榨人的!8964 copyright protection303PENANAlgt2i0bIkN 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANA5DA5PNc5oL
8964 copyright protection303PENANATmFyx6qN3D 維尼
凝雨:夏添?8964 copyright protection303PENANAMz7OYvnHIx 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAozkl2czJlv
8964 copyright protection303PENANAReoHNGjRJy 維尼
夏天:我是。8964 copyright protection303PENANAllCiPmZU8i 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAHkz61TZOWc
8964 copyright protection303PENANAnjkgM7d1EX 維尼
凝雨:我找到了8964 copyright protection303PENANAiytyMrNzXz 維尼
(圖)8964 copyright protection303PENANAg1kmGZmHxm 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAQObPsZwEN5
8964 copyright protection303PENANAxntijxBwdM 維尼
凝雨:你說的算數嗎?8964 copyright protection303PENANAe0ANUUtrC2 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANA0WBeMJtWum
8964 copyright protection303PENANAg7LEVjBmkc 維尼
夏天:(已讀)8964 copyright protection303PENANAJYQOs1mG9s 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANA5R2FY0t2Gb
8964 copyright protection303PENANAfRZ6AA8PBP 維尼
竟然已讀不回!!╰(‵□′)╯8964 copyright protection303PENANADYjZQBd8Lg 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ0RsnfTrW
8964 copyright protection303PENANAn2qK7RUXtx 維尼
寧予咬牙,硬著頭皮搭車回家。8964 copyright protection303PENANAbb131OK7g7 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAMbr3RUZhmH
8964 copyright protection303PENANAdoECthXLPg 維尼
自己的生存與否決定在別人手上,如同夏添拿了一把刀架在她的脖子旁,只要她的行為不合他的意,刀隨時都有可能插進去,割斷她的氣管,刺穿她的咽喉,斷絕她的呼吸。8964 copyright protection303PENANAimrx6N8g3n 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANASHthvxtSz4
8964 copyright protection303PENANAsbVt2y59Cx 維尼
心律是前所未有的快,血液衝破胸膛,流進五臟六腑中,剎那間的翻湧,攪的全身都在痛。8964 copyright protection303PENANAhnrqDUx0Sh 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAT0zCg4ksxB
8964 copyright protection303PENANAPv1229g4tC 維尼
一把槍抵在她的腦門上,冰冷的槍口不發出任何聲音,她只能等待,等待夏添扣下板機,結束現在虛假的安寧。8964 copyright protection303PENANAGTsXwf91xw 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAdYVZYoJP7u
8964 copyright protection303PENANAbR4jsOhqP8 維尼
多幾分鐘、多幾小時的平靜都是夏添賜予的恩惠,她不奢望夏添會完全原諒她,並且幫她隱藏這件事,她知道這是她的報應,自己從來不是什麼好人,老天在懲罰她。8964 copyright protection303PENANATZOJ4peOOj 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAPJsJZYxvmg
8964 copyright protection303PENANAYbNjm6ziVw 維尼
或許她真的錯了,但她不後悔,她根本沒有虧欠賴曉晴,那是她自找的!8964 copyright protection303PENANAqGp7aPgJxp 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAQkeCc0TzIt
8964 copyright protection303PENANAHS0CbI7cv0 維尼
要是賴曉晴沒有說出自己是「同性戀」這件事,他們倆也不會鬧得那麼絕,之後不會發生那種憾事。8964 copyright protection303PENANA3LLkksJxrh 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANADHWOKd6eX1
8964 copyright protection303PENANAbPniqq4efl 維尼
只有賴曉晴知道自己是同性戀,除了自己,賴曉晴是唯一可能說出來的人選。8964 copyright protection303PENANAEIoqPeT6vj 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANApRgiY91vVZ
8964 copyright protection303PENANAf2pjj3GEcp 維尼
「那是她自找的!那是她自找的⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection303PENANAvtHdIxDIu7 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAK2ViP52guS
8964 copyright protection303PENANARcHh4dZvFR 維尼
寧予在口中不停默念,逐次加快,念到最後,竟成了一段破碎的聲音。8964 copyright protection303PENANAGjCeeaFp0L 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAogFkQRf1sO
8964 copyright protection303PENANAJmQPc1e9ta 維尼
她分不清她在說什麼,覺得臉上濕濕的,伸手一摸,碰到冰冷的淚水。8964 copyright protection303PENANAOh3VYZgucg 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANA6g2bdn0Fyh
8964 copyright protection303PENANA40j5MPPLm1 維尼
「哎⋯⋯我為什麼哭了⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection303PENANAyPkrl589Sy 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANACXwJc2CJ10
8964 copyright protection303PENANAVAETBQEz0P 維尼
胸口很痛,身體很疲憊,她想趁沒有人看到的時候把眼淚擦乾,淚水卻不聽她的使喚,乖巧的遵循地心引力,滾落。8964 copyright protection303PENANAnx5PMp1a3O 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAkXs4KBqLQc
8964 copyright protection303PENANAg7excfWjBg 維尼
此時腦中浮現的竟然是賴曉晴最後那抹笑容,已經記不太得她的五官,唯獨唇角的弧度想忘也忘不掉,在她的記憶中,霸道的橫切過一個U字型。8964 copyright protection303PENANAnOFZFckfuw 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAedcaphToPk
8964 copyright protection303PENANALbJ7hcoybm 維尼
如此徬泊無依、無能為力的感覺,多久沒體驗過了?8964 copyright protection303PENANAB1GHEx5laR 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANACaxLpvC4oT
8964 copyright protection303PENANAM8wmAiyvTB 維尼
兩年吧。8964 copyright protection303PENANAv062w1ZFZo 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANANnYczyGzTU
8964 copyright protection303PENANAStIK7jSPzl 維尼
兩年的時間足夠她忘卻苦痛,沉浸極力塑造的夢幻樂園裡,無法自拔。8964 copyright protection303PENANAvJBHmh6cUK 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANApGPC1kNrvi
8964 copyright protection303PENANAGUwCg0xVGf 維尼
她不敢直面過去,因為自己他媽的是個惡心的同性戀。8964 copyright protection303PENANA5AUk1TrAoU 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAPcoPchpKz2
8964 copyright protection303PENANAWkWIwZdVOJ 維尼
當初就不該和大家坦白那該死的性向,應該將它深埋於黑暗,連同那見不得人的情意,永遠隱藏,放在內心深處腐爛發臭,讓時間把它切割成碎石,風化成灰泥,一點一點消逝在世界中。8964 copyright protection303PENANA1O4LtwfN97 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAWPAjX5K4L2
8964 copyright protection303PENANAeI0VYLmdYW 維尼
必須永遠埋藏這個秘密,哪怕再也不會結婚生子。8964 copyright protection303PENANA4ZbF1FuQNm 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAbUV98beQ87
8964 copyright protection303PENANAQ3NfVSGkKi 維尼
「出櫃」是她做過最愚蠢的決定。8964 copyright protection303PENANAWDL0Z6736u 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAGSZfihoZ4i
8964 copyright protection303PENANAvdPV1COrk1 維尼
她的人生因為這個決定而崩潰。8964 copyright protection303PENANAcLPNT0vmcJ 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7sQ0PXmHH
8964 copyright protection303PENANA8X63MNYuxn 維尼
剛畫好的未來草圖,小心翼翼搭建起來的鷹架,皆被巨大的落石砸毁,落下來的地方變成一個大坑洞,填不平,她永遠帶著那道猙獰的疤。8964 copyright protection303PENANAdZT7wujLgF 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAeLp407Ju6H
8964 copyright protection303PENANA0jI02PZz8w 維尼
名為「同性戀」的疤。8964 copyright protection303PENANAnKYvabBlbS 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAN86xyl5LU4
8964 copyright protection303PENANAi9u2MPelMO 維尼
■8964 copyright protection303PENANAKIX1m2WsFX 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAM2MxRihyGz
8964 copyright protection303PENANAideBxOYkLe 維尼
翌日。8964 copyright protection303PENANA7L6iqjnduS 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANADU5DMIbgDQ
8964 copyright protection303PENANAZ2EnvPVeXO 維尼
「程寧予,不要再看窗外了!看課本不好嗎!」8964 copyright protection303PENANA0cxKbiH8T5 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAgcraoixtTB
8964 copyright protection303PENANAtaHqtznco9 維尼
程寧予轉回頭,雙眼布滿青紫色的黑眼圈,她昨晚沒睡好,應該說她根本睡不著!8964 copyright protection303PENANA9UfBUqrgjE 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAMUhTxYnZOH
8964 copyright protection303PENANAUc1v3FEsFx 維尼
可惡的夏添,竟然不回她訊息!8964 copyright protection303PENANAILJtBPdmOx 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAmM1axzWSqx
8964 copyright protection303PENANAD5UrgaD6We 維尼
老師見她戾氣深重的臉也嚇了一跳,原本蓄積已久的責怪突然說不出口,呆愣了幾秒後,才講了一兩句場面話,敷衍過去。8964 copyright protection303PENANAh6WnhJnMhs 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAEnQcOfeglY
8964 copyright protection303PENANA61HK4yuVk6 維尼
「好了程寧予,妳昨天做了什麼這麼晚睡?今天好好休息。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAcuiFm9ltht 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAS64OuOmrVV
8964 copyright protection303PENANA6XJO4BjDi0 維尼
程寧予朝老師點了點頭。8964 copyright protection303PENANAgRoKo1oImU 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAbjySOGmfJd
8964 copyright protection303PENANAUamrU2ESoe 維尼
「好,我們繼續講下道題⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection303PENANA7Pbkng68xS 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAFTBNnKDQDe
8964 copyright protection303PENANAfb9ZzlvU7H 維尼
在各科老師的講題聲中,結束這個難熬的上午。8964 copyright protection303PENANAwqbVbzxDY8 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAmeyBFdeI3M
8964 copyright protection303PENANAIhMWq7mg9W 維尼
「寧予,妳最近老是心神不寧,是發生了什麼事嗎?」8964 copyright protection303PENANAiTtkbGsp45 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAwJ1Z390LdW
8964 copyright protection303PENANAeN1gPOcTCw 維尼
輔導老師是個年輕的女人,沒比程寧予大多少,他們這個時期的煩惱她都經歷過,對同學的煩憂總能略知一二。8964 copyright protection303PENANAJJjDWzuKRx 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAh202iA90Vl
8964 copyright protection303PENANAOfAHDJUHtv 維尼
少年人的煩惱不外乎都是一些同儕間的感情糾紛,或者和父母溝通上的問題。8964 copyright protection303PENANAr77e27ZG51 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAj4PFmt3KSu
8964 copyright protection303PENANA2SFQeWCei7 維尼
但對這個同學她卻毫無頭緒,只能期待著程寧予主動找她訴說。8964 copyright protection303PENANAFjhhRW39P9 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAwZaY0Iar0t
8964 copyright protection303PENANAXGKFlK3t0p 維尼
「我沒事,謝謝老師關心。」8964 copyright protection303PENANA5YqAenfame 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAX9swkdsywQ
8964 copyright protection303PENANAajvgVhhstY 維尼
平平淡淡的語氣,反而讓輔導老師更加憂心。8964 copyright protection303PENANAPDzbi8R90Y 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANALIzTWb4bdl
8964 copyright protection303PENANAtMuMqqlGIq 維尼
「真的嗎,妳有什麼事還是要跟我說哦!或許我沒辦法實際上幫到妳什麼,但我能幫妳排解心靈上的負擔。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAOvpf2RbdSz 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAGx7vPMyQOS
8964 copyright protection303PENANAzwMXSMNIJs 維尼
「好的。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAYEEliMaO0C 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAI1HWG0QvoF
8964 copyright protection303PENANA6kXQv8q9FT 維尼
這句話依然不輕不重,老師只是微微嘆息,看她的身影遠去,變得越來越小。8964 copyright protection303PENANAcQHvcqGeBP 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAxZSdp1qPog
8964 copyright protection303PENANAIM8S6TgNg6 維尼
午休的時刻,程寧予來到天台,原本想找個無人的地方沉澱自我,卻碰巧遇到在這裡守株待兔的夏添。8964 copyright protection303PENANARuVDjhJZtb 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAruh7dAByCF
8964 copyright protection303PENANAMtabUgkOHz 維尼
「夏添!?」8964 copyright protection303PENANACnHfOFFnEO 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAZK7XT0IQe0
8964 copyright protection303PENANA7qYWR4jqm4 維尼
「哈囉,程寧予。」8964 copyright protection303PENANA8Oq7lOLLYl 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANANpFiLfvofC
8964 copyright protection303PENANA0P26FrAS2Q 維尼
夏添露出笑容,朝她揮揮手8964 copyright protection303PENANAeVrP7IE24J 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANArPNxROCawa
8964 copyright protection303PENANA40ADYv8764 維尼
握有程寧予的生死,夏添不再被動,他現在占有整個場面的主導權。8964 copyright protection303PENANAXzzpKr50xH 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAbyfQ1zrZ8V
8964 copyright protection303PENANAMdPbYHGzzo 維尼
「夏添!你答應我的事呢?」8964 copyright protection303PENANAMlrthwQUoI 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAIkWkfj2Uev
8964 copyright protection303PENANAHegq6L37X5 維尼
「哎呀,別急,妳先看看這個。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAE03632kQf0 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAzwvx0BjFrT
8964 copyright protection303PENANAblnKVdU0I7 維尼
夏添將他的手機遞給程寧予。8964 copyright protection303PENANAJM5FqTkfsV 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAtKzbr6WSEH
8964 copyright protection303PENANAl30UZ0dv8i 維尼
螢幕上是一個表格,對比了程寧予國中的同學,以及現在這個學校的學生。8964 copyright protection303PENANAqovfoCFmsz 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAIbByWTl23u
8964 copyright protection303PENANA9pPrkpfQ1X 維尼
「發現什麼了嗎?」8964 copyright protection303PENANAfy7uX5FEUC 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANADfYLXlaPAU
8964 copyright protection303PENANARl1XSxfhIu 維尼
「這⋯⋯不會的⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection303PENANAUmmm9g3GQi 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAP0e5qf9jFV
8964 copyright protection303PENANA6rSfUUdb9A 維尼
表格裡用紅色筆圈起來的名字,分別是國中同學林玄辰,和高中同學林玄雅。8964 copyright protection303PENANAsi0JbP3Pky 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAi8E0w4YLzX
8964 copyright protection303PENANABGFutOIukZ 維尼
「妳想的沒錯,林玄雅和林玄辰是龍鳳胎,這個學校雖然沒有和你同個國中的學生,但林玄雅是知情的。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAm3mPONH7OE 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAz2ftqKJoZ8
8964 copyright protection303PENANAPXflPbFMRc 維尼
「妳的所有事情,林玄辰都知道的一清二楚,他把這些事情全都告訴了林玄雅。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAESQW8Xso9f 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANAoqgzmVsSk0
8964 copyright protection303PENANADdBrlbMKwT 維尼
「可能是妳和妳那幾個姐妹太過囂張,而妳本身又太受男生歡迎,遭人嫉妒了。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAu4qKB9uMeA 維尼
307Please respect copyright.PENANA5NAkqFCXax
8964 copyright protection303PENANAZsDxPuJ0u3 維尼
⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯待續待續,這個篇章沒寫完喔307Please respect copyright.PENANApDbiJuyIYA
8964 copyright protection303PENANALxeaRufXwk 維尼
(我功課做不完,只能先這樣了)8964 copyright protection303PENANAj6A4FvcQYe 維尼
216.73.216.210
ns216.73.216.210da2