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although I know it's wrong I don't care. I love my brother and that's what matters. now, you may be asking right now how loving my brother is wrong. but I don't just love him as a sister should. I want him to be my mate.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiXMz6om5U
I know that most cats hate cats who date each other and are closely related. cousins might get you a little hate. but anything less related than that cats won't care.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MEAsJ3b15
but if two siblings become mates then surely nobody will accept them. I try not to think about my crush but every day it just gets worse and worse.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMTnA7JyOH
after all, who wouldn't love Lionpaw? he's so handsome, strong, and overall just a good apprentice. It's a surprise he isn't a warrior yet.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlDD427B6Y
Lionpaw has golden fur with orange tabby stripes and gleaming amber eyes. he also has a few scars despite only being an apprentice. but just his looks aren't the only thing attractive about him.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMacxNKV3V7
Lionpaw has some anger issues I will admit that. but they aren't that bad and he never snaps at me or our other brother, Jaypaw.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeStlGb7bTg
I know that deep down Lionpaw is a kind and caring cat even if he doesn't always show it to others. but Lionpaw is truly himself around me.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHr0UOYVPX
although at the same time just because Lionpaw acts like a different cat around me doesn't mean he loves me. after all, most cats don't love their siblings in this way and if they do then they keep it to themselves.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUx7zvUb9TC
a part of me hopes that Lionpaw does love me back and that we can become mates. although deep down I know that life isn't that simple and things won't turn out this way.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLliPNe2Zax
maybe it is for the best if Lionpaw doesn't love me back. then none of us will get in trouble. although technically, incest isn't against the warrior code.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwIvnuA1j6
I do follow the warrior code and the rules as closely as I can. but even if Incest isn't in the warrior code it is wrong in many cats eyes. yet I still can't force away these crude thoughts.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR5NPh4hyB
sometimes I wonder if I should just simply give in. after all, what's the worst thing that's going to happen? I shouldn't care how cats think about me. but then I remember my family.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWENbcRmKY
what would Jaypaw, Squrrielflight, and Brambleclaw think? or what would Firestar or Sandstorm think? they are my grandparents after all...140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74sTzhfLBR
sighing softly I flop over in my nest. it is late at night and I shouldn't be thinking. I should be resting and getting prepared for tomorrow's training. but I still can't sleep.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLLNjbFuMK
I move towards Lionpaw's nest, hopefully trying to snuggle up against him. but I feel nothing. I then open my eyes and realize that Lionpaw isn't in his nest.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG57wsKl7G
instantly my heart starts to rapidly beat and I panic. I don't know what to do.... is Lionpaw okay? I try to force away my thoughts and worries though. surely, Lionpaw is fine and I'm just overreacting.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpkoZhKwCZ
after all, Lionpaw is a strong apprentice. stronger than his own mentor, Ashfur, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was stronger than Firestar himself. so he can defend himself.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WVwh0eT5A
there's a chance that he's doing something wrong but I doubt it. Lionpaw is just most likely making dirt.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniaXopkDVf
I decide to wait for a few heartbeats but after a few minutes passed I realize I have to do something. even if Lionpaw is doing nothing wrong there's a chance he's in danger. even if he's strong I still don't want him to get hurt.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd1NtwyquQ
carefully getting up out of the apprentices den I make sure that I didn't wake anybody up before going out the dirtplace tunnel. leaving the camp like this feel wrong. but it is going to be worth it as long as I find Lionpaw.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUHBZMEpIF
I hope that Lionpaw isn't breaking the warrior code. then again sneaking out like this could be considered breaking the code. but at the same time, it is not bad if Lionpaw is just out taking a walk or going on a hunt.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxRmmua202
soon I caught Lionpaw's scent and I realized that it led to the windclan border. my green eyes widened. why was Lionpaw near an enemy clan?140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkXs9prZVq
that made me get even more curious and worried. I began to sneak near the edge of windclan territory. because of my black pelt, it makes it so nobody can see me. so if Lionpaw is getting attacked I can easily defend him.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBniEWi1yA
but what I saw next shocked me. Lionpaw isn't getting attacked by a windclan cat. he's playing with one! from the pelt of the cat I assumed that they were Heatherpaw, a light pink she-cat with purple eyes. she's around Lionpaw's age.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhfVRuDMpv
Lionpaw and Heatherpaw were smiling, leaping onto each other, and giggling. soon Lionpaw was on top of Heatherpaw and he leaned down, licking her face.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRaNPgasc8
"I love you," Lionpaw muttered.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgvcniqDDY
"I love you too," Heatherpaw replied.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GWSmWP8Ie
hearing that made my heart shatter. Lionpaw is breaking the code! but more importantly, Lionpaw doesn't love her. he loves a windclan she-cat.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5ALI2AIUj
suddenly getting angry I leap out of the bushes and glare at the two apprentices.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRiMmDatvK
"What in starclan's name do you think that you are doing?" I demand.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLNc4QW3Fl
instantly Lionpaw's eyes widened and he nuzzled Heatherpaw up and smiled. "go back to the windclan camp. I'll see you soon." 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ5yXRNj3T
Heatherpaw nodded before leaving. "alright." 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwXwe9vP6P
once Heatherpaw was gone Lionpaw then turned to Hollypaw. "Maybe I am mates with her. does that matter?"140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PIHtdUGD6
"of course it does! you are breaking the code." I point out.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdPbTKC6PK
"so? the code doesn't matter. my love is greater than the dumb rules." Lionpaw declared. "why do you care?"140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8UvlLWGTA
"because you are my brother and I love you!" 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6tOHAgEjs
once I said that I know that what I'm going to say is dumb and that I'll regret it in the future. but right now I don't care.140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pMl9p3qo7
"I love you more than that though. I'm bad because I'm jealous and I want to be your mate." I admit. 140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5uFilCy9X
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