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Hollypaw's pov139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu4RiNtRFv
although I know it's wrong I don't care. I love my brother and that's what matters. now, you may be asking right now how loving my brother is wrong. but I don't just love him as a sister should. I want him to be my mate.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0URgAb1tVq
I know that most cats hate cats who date each other and are closely related. cousins might get you a little hate. but anything less related than that cats won't care.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjTG3iND63
but if two siblings become mates then surely nobody will accept them. I try not to think about my crush but every day it just gets worse and worse.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWZolPV1iB
after all, who wouldn't love Lionpaw? he's so handsome, strong, and overall just a good apprentice. It's a surprise he isn't a warrior yet.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dYWxw4Zlf
Lionpaw has golden fur with orange tabby stripes and gleaming amber eyes. he also has a few scars despite only being an apprentice. but just his looks aren't the only thing attractive about him.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLYdgwlrr3
Lionpaw has some anger issues I will admit that. but they aren't that bad and he never snaps at me or our other brother, Jaypaw.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjte7vbK7r
I know that deep down Lionpaw is a kind and caring cat even if he doesn't always show it to others. but Lionpaw is truly himself around me.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBInZJLYx6T
although at the same time just because Lionpaw acts like a different cat around me doesn't mean he loves me. after all, most cats don't love their siblings in this way and if they do then they keep it to themselves.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnFY25LKn8
a part of me hopes that Lionpaw does love me back and that we can become mates. although deep down I know that life isn't that simple and things won't turn out this way.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduo915dcj9
maybe it is for the best if Lionpaw doesn't love me back. then none of us will get in trouble. although technically, incest isn't against the warrior code.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVy6YzI9UT
I do follow the warrior code and the rules as closely as I can. but even if Incest isn't in the warrior code it is wrong in many cats eyes. yet I still can't force away these crude thoughts.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD8YCbV7x7
sometimes I wonder if I should just simply give in. after all, what's the worst thing that's going to happen? I shouldn't care how cats think about me. but then I remember my family.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5rmbBlVQj
what would Jaypaw, Squrrielflight, and Brambleclaw think? or what would Firestar or Sandstorm think? they are my grandparents after all...139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku3QEQ3b97
sighing softly I flop over in my nest. it is late at night and I shouldn't be thinking. I should be resting and getting prepared for tomorrow's training. but I still can't sleep.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMrJ7ycEkO
I move towards Lionpaw's nest, hopefully trying to snuggle up against him. but I feel nothing. I then open my eyes and realize that Lionpaw isn't in his nest.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX2O1bbbIF
instantly my heart starts to rapidly beat and I panic. I don't know what to do.... is Lionpaw okay? I try to force away my thoughts and worries though. surely, Lionpaw is fine and I'm just overreacting.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXemaRsB8q
after all, Lionpaw is a strong apprentice. stronger than his own mentor, Ashfur, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was stronger than Firestar himself. so he can defend himself.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPzgNX3X5K
there's a chance that he's doing something wrong but I doubt it. Lionpaw is just most likely making dirt.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PA82J0G2Q
I decide to wait for a few heartbeats but after a few minutes passed I realize I have to do something. even if Lionpaw is doing nothing wrong there's a chance he's in danger. even if he's strong I still don't want him to get hurt.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBBPZGGzzl
carefully getting up out of the apprentices den I make sure that I didn't wake anybody up before going out the dirtplace tunnel. leaving the camp like this feel wrong. but it is going to be worth it as long as I find Lionpaw.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25aPiCRlx3
I hope that Lionpaw isn't breaking the warrior code. then again sneaking out like this could be considered breaking the code. but at the same time, it is not bad if Lionpaw is just out taking a walk or going on a hunt.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuBc1hv4l6
soon I caught Lionpaw's scent and I realized that it led to the windclan border. my green eyes widened. why was Lionpaw near an enemy clan?139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOorrtocjUE
that made me get even more curious and worried. I began to sneak near the edge of windclan territory. because of my black pelt, it makes it so nobody can see me. so if Lionpaw is getting attacked I can easily defend him.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjWlttTuq8
but what I saw next shocked me. Lionpaw isn't getting attacked by a windclan cat. he's playing with one! from the pelt of the cat I assumed that they were Heatherpaw, a light pink she-cat with purple eyes. she's around Lionpaw's age.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4ohB7YtRi
Lionpaw and Heatherpaw were smiling, leaping onto each other, and giggling. soon Lionpaw was on top of Heatherpaw and he leaned down, licking her face.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDy1lGvfIpN
"I love you," Lionpaw muttered.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVFreoSI6Q
"I love you too," Heatherpaw replied.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJQsBmW09l
hearing that made my heart shatter. Lionpaw is breaking the code! but more importantly, Lionpaw doesn't love her. he loves a windclan she-cat.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eTeyk3cYJ
suddenly getting angry I leap out of the bushes and glare at the two apprentices.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCMUGjg7pI
"What in starclan's name do you think that you are doing?" I demand.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAOiMXt8B8
instantly Lionpaw's eyes widened and he nuzzled Heatherpaw up and smiled. "go back to the windclan camp. I'll see you soon." 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroZnlsqkJn
Heatherpaw nodded before leaving. "alright." 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbjLWqbixK
once Heatherpaw was gone Lionpaw then turned to Hollypaw. "Maybe I am mates with her. does that matter?"139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdo5JnByTh
"of course it does! you are breaking the code." I point out.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0xxNfYqt3
"so? the code doesn't matter. my love is greater than the dumb rules." Lionpaw declared. "why do you care?"139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL380fYW5R
"because you are my brother and I love you!" 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpurGCZOJkD
once I said that I know that what I'm going to say is dumb and that I'll regret it in the future. but right now I don't care.139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO6kXzn9RX
"I love you more than that though. I'm bad because I'm jealous and I want to be your mate." I admit. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWSZmxVwAi
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