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Hollypaw's pov169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRswKfRosy
although I know it's wrong I don't care. I love my brother and that's what matters. now, you may be asking right now how loving my brother is wrong. but I don't just love him as a sister should. I want him to be my mate.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYR7CjkWO4
I know that most cats hate cats who date each other and are closely related. cousins might get you a little hate. but anything less related than that cats won't care.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3BIgKYJFZ
but if two siblings become mates then surely nobody will accept them. I try not to think about my crush but every day it just gets worse and worse.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2BPzbDAcg
after all, who wouldn't love Lionpaw? he's so handsome, strong, and overall just a good apprentice. It's a surprise he isn't a warrior yet.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYyjWz7iuU
Lionpaw has golden fur with orange tabby stripes and gleaming amber eyes. he also has a few scars despite only being an apprentice. but just his looks aren't the only thing attractive about him.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU8X3v4Uga
Lionpaw has some anger issues I will admit that. but they aren't that bad and he never snaps at me or our other brother, Jaypaw.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoX7XYi7XyW
I know that deep down Lionpaw is a kind and caring cat even if he doesn't always show it to others. but Lionpaw is truly himself around me.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX1RA7b8CT
although at the same time just because Lionpaw acts like a different cat around me doesn't mean he loves me. after all, most cats don't love their siblings in this way and if they do then they keep it to themselves.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGGp81fURU
a part of me hopes that Lionpaw does love me back and that we can become mates. although deep down I know that life isn't that simple and things won't turn out this way.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgSmmb8riH
maybe it is for the best if Lionpaw doesn't love me back. then none of us will get in trouble. although technically, incest isn't against the warrior code.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQd8BTu5p0
I do follow the warrior code and the rules as closely as I can. but even if Incest isn't in the warrior code it is wrong in many cats eyes. yet I still can't force away these crude thoughts.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTDzEbpVv9
sometimes I wonder if I should just simply give in. after all, what's the worst thing that's going to happen? I shouldn't care how cats think about me. but then I remember my family.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOvuGPP5kw
what would Jaypaw, Squrrielflight, and Brambleclaw think? or what would Firestar or Sandstorm think? they are my grandparents after all...169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTah4saZvNG
sighing softly I flop over in my nest. it is late at night and I shouldn't be thinking. I should be resting and getting prepared for tomorrow's training. but I still can't sleep.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75KTFBoscW
I move towards Lionpaw's nest, hopefully trying to snuggle up against him. but I feel nothing. I then open my eyes and realize that Lionpaw isn't in his nest.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSn8UbhtHq
instantly my heart starts to rapidly beat and I panic. I don't know what to do.... is Lionpaw okay? I try to force away my thoughts and worries though. surely, Lionpaw is fine and I'm just overreacting.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXucmW2kgF
after all, Lionpaw is a strong apprentice. stronger than his own mentor, Ashfur, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was stronger than Firestar himself. so he can defend himself.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0nwAtbVsZ
there's a chance that he's doing something wrong but I doubt it. Lionpaw is just most likely making dirt.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4qnr5NS7p
I decide to wait for a few heartbeats but after a few minutes passed I realize I have to do something. even if Lionpaw is doing nothing wrong there's a chance he's in danger. even if he's strong I still don't want him to get hurt.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkMlOrSnYm
carefully getting up out of the apprentices den I make sure that I didn't wake anybody up before going out the dirtplace tunnel. leaving the camp like this feel wrong. but it is going to be worth it as long as I find Lionpaw.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmSH4U6lGf
I hope that Lionpaw isn't breaking the warrior code. then again sneaking out like this could be considered breaking the code. but at the same time, it is not bad if Lionpaw is just out taking a walk or going on a hunt.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqdsHxQWPv
soon I caught Lionpaw's scent and I realized that it led to the windclan border. my green eyes widened. why was Lionpaw near an enemy clan?169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsosxruvlJ
that made me get even more curious and worried. I began to sneak near the edge of windclan territory. because of my black pelt, it makes it so nobody can see me. so if Lionpaw is getting attacked I can easily defend him.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iLzN7F9fE
but what I saw next shocked me. Lionpaw isn't getting attacked by a windclan cat. he's playing with one! from the pelt of the cat I assumed that they were Heatherpaw, a light pink she-cat with purple eyes. she's around Lionpaw's age.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rYiNG9FxY
Lionpaw and Heatherpaw were smiling, leaping onto each other, and giggling. soon Lionpaw was on top of Heatherpaw and he leaned down, licking her face.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A8G4MV0FF
"I love you," Lionpaw muttered.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCD43u49CA0
"I love you too," Heatherpaw replied.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULjbir992V
hearing that made my heart shatter. Lionpaw is breaking the code! but more importantly, Lionpaw doesn't love her. he loves a windclan she-cat.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkxTYoGWkG
suddenly getting angry I leap out of the bushes and glare at the two apprentices.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQN6Z8Q4uX
"What in starclan's name do you think that you are doing?" I demand.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YChF4gLn9
instantly Lionpaw's eyes widened and he nuzzled Heatherpaw up and smiled. "go back to the windclan camp. I'll see you soon." 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVmBayCMvL
Heatherpaw nodded before leaving. "alright." 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjAXCHDa5n
once Heatherpaw was gone Lionpaw then turned to Hollypaw. "Maybe I am mates with her. does that matter?"169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtgll2GdkV
"of course it does! you are breaking the code." I point out.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ3GCIVAy8
"so? the code doesn't matter. my love is greater than the dumb rules." Lionpaw declared. "why do you care?"169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkuWeR5MYm
"because you are my brother and I love you!" 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJX0L5QAc6
once I said that I know that what I'm going to say is dumb and that I'll regret it in the future. but right now I don't care.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxryZWM1L9f
"I love you more than that though. I'm bad because I'm jealous and I want to be your mate." I admit. 169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItjDyJPooB
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