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朋友看我的網誌,都說:看了真的會很憂鬱,很想死。396Please respect copyright.PENANAKk4IdCLRPz
直到我長大了,試著去明白很多事情,396Please respect copyright.PENANA2FmRccPVma
理解當時的自己,和對婚姻無能為力的父母,396Please respect copyright.PENANA94P9QhNQDJ
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寫作的經驗和能力,帶給我很多生活與工作上的方便,396Please respect copyright.PENANAwR2qxM84No
在文字上闡明自己的能力,396Please respect copyright.PENANAjG4xXh9cWz
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