我......自從那日有了那個感覺之後，姐姐在旁邊或靠近我的時候那個感覺就會出現163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOqOzUvg5W
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甚至...姐姐跟她朋友一起玩時不論男女，我就會有另一種很不好受的感受163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxzGA5P9E0
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就像是有人拿針刺我一樣，心很痛，還會有像是有人掐住我的脖子一樣，難以呼吸163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAAMVtE2y1
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這種很難受的感覺是從那一天開始的......163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4MLYWYCGF
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姐姐在學校的成績也很優秀，每次考試都會排在班上前三163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ2jHMxEdq
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也有很多崇拜她的人，也有很多朋友，同樣很多的有...喜歡姐姐的人163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLufW47XSuz
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那天因為姐姐是上晚校的，剛剛好那天我不用上晚自習，所以去給姐姐送晚餐163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM20C1W1oL
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卻看到姐姐被表白......姐姐似乎很喜歡那個男生163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZtcd1TsTW
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我突然有一種心很痛胸口悶悶的，很像是心臟被人用刀划了幾下，然後把心整個挖出來163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cqsK3yrmL
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感受到就像撕心裂肺一樣...很痛很痛.....163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWYGcUHN1X
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我努力調整好情緒去給姐姐送晚餐163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SZSdYtyN5
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我說163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStwWObwbdq
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：「姐姐晚餐我給你送來了」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3u1nmbjOZ
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姐姐神色有一瞬看起來是心疼的，不過我沒察覺163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSmff2irio
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姐姐說163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbUwb3Vjd2
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：「你怎麼了！?」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqQVtf7LYu
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：「怎麼帶著哭腔?是不是有誰欺負妳了?」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY439fxgDZs
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我連我有了哭腔都不知道，是姐姐提醒我，我才知道......163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYRADDoJrq
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我說163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyViwMTwxUi
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：「沒有啦，是因為風太大嗆到我了，有點難受...而已」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6OIeAOAVF
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：「現在好很多了，姐你不用坦心我」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGSOMa6tlC
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姐姐隨後說163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4e6YkpK7RQ
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：「喔，是這樣啊」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqodMK4zhX
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：「那就好，有人欺負妳一定要跟姐姐講喔」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwWfLJZiPQ
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：「知道了嗎？」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWavqE4cQO
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我說163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HVFBm4hzk
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：「我知道了，姐」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm238ZSW8JV
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：「姐，你是不是下課時間快沒了?」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzN1ED9fAqy
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：「要不要趕快進去吃飯?」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31yGPy4mxx
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姐姐看了看錶然後說163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZvUgsiq7Z
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：「啊！對诶」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLvRlqooop
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：「我先進去了，你趕快回家，不要讓阿姨跟叔叔擔心」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcyDZ89La3
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：「要小心一點喔！拜拜回家見」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UzHqMPXj1
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我說163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5B8rIyYfjW
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：「嗯，回...家...見」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP62uY2VYsG
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我的聲音越來越小直至消失......163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDw6T0bbrO
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我走在回家的路上，像是不見三魂七魄的人一樣走在路上163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUnarEJdqq
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突然起風了，隨之而來的是我一滴滴掉在人行道的淚水163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNltYA0MYkW
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我不只一次的跟自己講要哭回家再哭......163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZfexr3xot
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那天我還是不知道我為什麼哭了，我也不想管了163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwTDZQIz1t
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可...我在那之後行為變得越來越奇怪163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbUP7mfBr7
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我會看著姐姐傻笑，也會在意她的一舉一動163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq0UCzYqTp
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甚至.....還會在筆記本上面...寫...「芳妤熙我喜歡你」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpDQGvazqM
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我本來不知道我對姐姐這樣是因為...我...喜歡她163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWmaNEIkTJ
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是朋友無意中看到我的筆記本上面寫的字163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn1YbH6Td8
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在她的追問下我把這兩年來所發生的事以及我的感受和作為163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10qIt2qe4N
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全部都跟她講163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFxsqD9Njx
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朋友說163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJgpBhyvh1
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：「你...你這就是喜歡上你姐姐了！」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2vBW7AZDY
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我一瞬間呆住了，我問我自己163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPig5WIeHVb
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：「喜歡......喜歡姐姐嗎...」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPgUviBgJp
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我明白了這就是喜歡，我原來以為喜歡是很甜很甜的...163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbW6gdkFI2
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但...我忘了有一種喜歡叫《暗戀》......163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKykpdvSwPS
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這種喜歡不一定會有好結果，但過程大部分會很痛苦......163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2brozUVHy
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我原本想就這樣一直喜歡著姐姐163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwKvvWvwsf
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遠遠的看她幸福、快樂...這樣就好163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdV7ALnjVE
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但...現實給我潑了一攤冷水...163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0LOpXAiku
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在我高二上學期時163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQ6Mad9sWn
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姐姐發現了我的秘密......她看到了我的筆記本163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiCzF9ddOi
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她看到了我寫著「芳妤熙我喜歡你」.....163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqJcDQ9Rnd
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她跟我說讓她一個人呆一下163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTECxe4oQA
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那天我心很亂...很煩...一直在想如果姐姐覺得我很噁心怎麼辦163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLXRSuUb6d
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那我又該怎麼辦...163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBiRr7CL08
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隔天姐姐對我說163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoFcgjkQhE
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: 「我們都是女生，是不能這樣的，況且叔叔跟阿姨是不會同意的」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Zwp1zUesA
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:「這件事你忘了吧...好好讀書，我也會昨天的事沒發生...」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XCakyjwfQ
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我說:「好...姐謝謝你」我的語氣很平靜，可...或許只有我自己知道其實我已經要崩潰了，表面說著好，但好幾年的感情怎麼能說忘記就忘記163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNd8l2Icav
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我後來想就不要留在她身邊了...163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡactQyCCD3H
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越在她身邊我越控制不住我自己...163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerp5TjjDir
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我考了南下的大學，心想163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tBB0k7WWN
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:「這樣也好，可以名正言順的逃避...」163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbmMKRus0a
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可就在大一下發生了我意想不到的事情......
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