自殺有幾種方法？309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlNNRFHImy
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馬瓊‧埃里米森站在冷冽的路口想著這個問題，他盯著眼前交通路口，車輛從他面前緩緩開過，這速度就連老太婆都能輕易閃過。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3prxX8kBl
幾年前政府大幅修正交通設計後，站在路中央只有被按喇叭的份。所以說，因為車禍而死亡已經是不可能的事。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8ZV78FprN
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他嘆氣，拉了拉防風外套，繼續沿著街道行走。此時的奧斯陸已經進入年末，商家在外頭掛著繽紛的聖誕裝飾，放著令人頭疼的聖誕歌曲。馬瓊不是不喜歡聖誕節。他愛死了。只不過那已經是過去的事。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXhROCjZvu
現在的他，一心只想找個輕鬆方便的手段去死而已。雖然有些國家已經有安樂死的措施，但安樂死還是要花大錢。這不是很蠢嗎？想死還要花錢？這世界還能蠢到什麼地步？309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLSd82qawE
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繞了整個奧斯陸一大圈，本來想找個方便自殺的地方，卻發現這裡生活實在愜意，死亡的意志很快地被輕鬆自在的氛圍給淡化。每一個街區都是一個小型公園，大概這就是挪威人的人情風格。要是他有藝術天分，可能會在路邊擺上畫架，畫出一幅描述愜意的北歐風光的驚世之作。只可惜他沒有，他除了成天胡思亂想以外，就只剩張嘴能說人短處。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l8X1vGugm
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肚子發出沉悶的咕嚕聲，既然都要去死了，何不先來點最後的晚餐？309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOXpdwOghj
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他看上一家看上去衛生及格的餐廳，一進門，濃郁的焦香味撲鼻而來，馬瓊很快地把自殺的念頭拋在腦後。他很快地點了份燻魚和黑咖啡，他飛速地將盤上的食物掃光。滿足了生理需求後，他捧起熱咖啡走到外頭，開始思考他的計畫。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRjOz3xYqJ
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道路的對面就是奧斯陸歌劇院，在它的另外一側則是峽灣，從水路可以直達北海，甚至到大西洋去。那片海洋是古代維京人的掠劫之路，可說是挪威人的起始點，生命之源。從它孕育出了朗納爾、金髮哈拉爾的偉人，直到現在挪威能在北海雄霸一方，在海岸邊矗立一棟現代風格的美術館，讓約會的市民邊看海邊熱吻。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoxkEkrwPl
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而這也是他選擇結束生命的地方。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRApsrmOiY6
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雖然天空灰濛濛一片，也沒有下雪的跡象，但今年的聖誕節特別冷，吹進城市的海風就能把人凍成冰棒。如果現在去跳海，沒幾秒鐘他就會失去意識。奧斯陸歌劇院一直以來都是很受歡迎的觀光景點，死在那邊肯定會上新聞版面。隔天早上他就會被人發現，快的話還能趕上午後新聞。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJIbTWcSxC
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完美，真的是太完美了。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2Y5JFtP5P
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於是他踏著愉快的腳步，沿著道路來到美術館後方的十字路口，那裏有座橋。只要站在橋梁上，閉上雙眼，往下一跳，一切就結束了，他的人生迎來完整的句點……309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNFgRHUjeU
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但寒風之中，他見到一名女子站在橋樑上，一臉哀傷地凝視著河道。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeYWDMgg69
她身穿一件亮麗的寶藍色洋裝，身上披著一件長大衣，在寒冬之中除了參加晚宴的人會這樣穿以外，馬瓊依稀記得皇宮附近有舉辦聖誕晚宴，但從這過去也要一段距離，她何必站在這？難道是在等人？309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvvtI0C81q
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不過此時，馬瓊注意到她光著雙腳，鞋子被踢到一旁去。她光著腳，踩上橋邊的鐵製欄杆，雙手立定在外沿處，現在只要她雙腳一蹬，很快地就會投入橋下那一片黑暗。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiknPINKoX
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馬瓊心中的警鈴作響。他記得沒錯的話，女孩子如果要告別世間，有些人會先做過打扮，才去自殺。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb45tJ6uui6
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這女人打算搶走他的自殺地點。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5AiAQduQ4
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不，他僅存的榮譽感不許這種事情發生。因為只要他和女人一起在同一個地方死去，明早的新聞全都會變調，從悲情男子轉換成殉情的情侶，但他完全不認識這女人，他沒必要分享佔據檯面的空間。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5obLW8X6z
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這地方是屬於他的！309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezfipx9cnN
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但馬瓊得想個辦法，阻止她跳下去。只要這女人一翻過橋梁，他就只能再尋覓其他地點。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQbjYgdHkO
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馬瓊吸口氣，慢慢靠近那名女子，他輕咳幾聲，讓她的注意力轉移開。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtxKqe0Inp
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女子轉過頭看著他，她的臉依舊死氣沉沉。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRidZvCp3R
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一臉厭世的模樣……309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymhjcAYY8N
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但他得繼續說話，讓她打消主意。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX81E0MVyJL
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「呃……聖誕快樂，這天氣待在這會著涼喔。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtMVwE6YYA
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「無所謂。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSq5V9jYry
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糟糕，我自認為自己已經夠厭世了，但這女的每一句話都不給人接話的空間。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzikluKWwpV
馬瓊此時很清楚，這女人可能是憂鬱症，而且是那種重度憂鬱，大概是那種吃了十幾年藥都治不好的那種人。換句話說，死意堅決。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94MQ2H7ROD
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不，她要不要死關我什麼事。這是我先佔到的位置，管妳有沒有憂鬱，都要給我排隊到明天以後。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9LX3NuMXD
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於是他說出了那句話。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMLs7UPwYZ
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「我其實被妳的樣子給吸引到，所以我才來和妳說話。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2lEcAq7HV
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馬瓊瞪大眼睛，他完全沒有想到自己本能上只能說出這句話。但說實在的，這女人身材真的非常標緻。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYdhFsqoO8
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「喔？」女人將身軀轉到馬瓊面前，「你常做這種事嗎？在路上搭訕人？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tnx7GEJhJ
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「當然沒有。」馬瓊深吸氣，好讓自己不會渾身發抖，「該怎麼說？聖誕節不就是團圓的日子嗎？但我人在異鄉，孤零零的在外頭閒晃，希望能找酒吧擺脫鄉愁，想不到我就看到妳出現在我面前，彷彿就是聖母降臨，妳就是我今天的救贖。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcWuOX6IY8
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「你會不會說得太浮誇了？」女人微笑，接著又恢復成原本哀傷的臉龐，「我這人完全不上教會，跟那種地方毫無關聯可言。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYwMECRNZI
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「在我眼裡，妳就很美。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyunDf4pmy
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她咧嘴一笑，「你可真夠直接。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgNnUFjtFn
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很好，她現在不跳河了。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76GjVpFwsO
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但馬瓊很快地遇到下一個困境，就是他幾乎不曾和女人搭訕，腦筋一片空白，他要說什麼？妳是誰？妳住哪？妳的三圍？不對，這些問題不是太失禮，就是太無聊。要是讓她無聊下去，她遲早要從橋上跳下去。他很清楚他沒有時間遲疑，得盡快擠出什麼話，抓住她的注意力才行。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSfPwoy9nK
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「所以妳能告訴我，妳在寒冷的聖誕節一個人待在橋上做什麼嗎？這不是個欣賞風景的好地方。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCfcoriAvn
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「你不喜歡嗎？」她靠在橋邊，「一個人站在這吹著海風，聽著遠處的聖誕歌和人群的喧嘩聲，雖然是在城市裡，但感覺自己就像是待在一個泡泡內，沒人會注意到我的存在，但又能感受他們傳達那種人情的溫暖。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6iH9Pjs0Y
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馬瓊點頭，「我知道那種感覺，我不太喜歡。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ166ErX9x05
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「怎麼說？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIG55sNeuR
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「我做過一次，但卻被路邊的小妹妹笑，她說我是孤僻大妖怪。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWqK5otwjS
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女人突然笑出聲來，「的確，你需要刮點鬍子，衣服的皺褶也太多，也該換了。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sUdFWQrvG
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「真的嗎？」馬瓊拉起衣衫觀看，但他還是覺得沒她說得嚴重。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YkZhfBRXe
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「但你現在在路邊搭訕女孩子，卻沒有整理衣著？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyFhCqOKKw
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馬瓊本能地想要反駁。但看著她的表情，不像是鄙視他，反而像是在戲謔他。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhytcdfhZn
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於是他繼續說：「但看來我今天我很幸運。現在我遇到一個美麗的女孩子，而她正好對衣著有專研，似乎我能和她一起度過這個孤單的聖誕節。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJSZox5zbH
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「喔？但……」她話說到一半，像是把話給吞了進去。接著她說：「好啊，你有什麼打算？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fSin0Tbyq
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太棒了。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTlndwwNOn
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於是馬瓊提議到剛才他去的餐廳，負責接待的大媽一臉狐疑地盯著他瞧，大概是在想這傢伙沒多久前來，怎麼又跑來光顧？但她還是很敬業地替兩人帶位，沒有多問奇怪的問題。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q3DDVr0Qo
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5o7wtKpwZ
他們坐進卡座，雖然馬瓊還吃得下，但他只有點了杯黑咖啡，而女人則是點了瓶啤酒。當下看到女人點啤酒時，馬瓊心底有些後悔，現在這處境是他過去難以想像，阻止人自殺？他可沒這閒工夫。但他得盡可能避免這女人在今晚去自殺，他可不希望他的計畫被打斷。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtST77huXjd
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女人將啤酒一口氣灌了半瓶，接著發出心滿意足的嘆息聲。馬瓊盯著她看，她的外型非常出色，他以前從沒想到自己能夠約到這樣的女人一起吃飯。但重點不是這個，他根本不知道怎麼和女人相處。
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得想辦法讓這女人到隔天早上為止，都不會從那座橋上跳下去。他看著那瓶啤酒，也許它就是個契機。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrzmU1R8jb
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「所以……妳怎麼會來奧斯陸？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Le80EaXfC
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「看海鷗。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8homVsOTZ
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「海鷗？不是到處都有嗎？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADhDEvZcus
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「我原本住的地方比較北邊，看到馴鹿的次數比看到海鷗的次數還要多。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznefwL1c29
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一陣沉默。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rna4v7q7q
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該死，要怎麼接話啊？309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTgUtqI06v
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此時接待大媽正好經過，馬瓊向她伸手要了瓶啤酒。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQQySbTFjy
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「我也要一瓶。」女人跟著說。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCujER4dNcu
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「妳這麼會喝？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xHsqX4Ard
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「還好吧？」她一說完，一口氣把剩下的啤酒給喝光。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZd98DiMWW
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女人一臉愜意，而馬瓊則是瘋狂地抖著腳，回憶起過往曾經看過的影劇，但又不知為何腦筋一片空白。要和她說什麼？雖然是搭訕她了沒錯，但再來呢？其他人又是怎麼做的？而且學校沒人教過怎麼和女人聊天啊！這應該編入教材才對吧！309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipvUfGLiS8
不對！他在內心喝斥自己，我是要阻止她跳海的人，搭訕不是重點，約會也不是重點，只要她不要跳海怎樣都好。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsZIwj7QAx
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啤酒送上桌，女人開心地迎接她下一瓶啤酒。而馬瓊有了一個計畫。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpO5eyji30
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「看妳的樣子，感覺妳比我想像中的還要會喝酒。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhSPSP6F1Y
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2oLaKYBna
「也還好，只不過啤酒我可以喝上一打也沒問題。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsIb5RAJrN
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6baFWvl1I1
「要不要來個比賽？比賽誰最喝酒？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLum6B1a7am
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G8IDDsQWu
「我們不是才剛見面，就要比喝酒？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQirOwvSsUg
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPEHDZskuD
「嗯……妳說的對，抱歉。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlPvR9PX14
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3IwX9JV0q
「不過呢……」女子的臉靠向前，不懷好意地奸笑，「如果你買單，我就陪你比。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7Ts8wE8Sb
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「那有什麼問題！」馬瓊毫不猶豫的喊著。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQeF0ELM2b
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接著女子和大媽要了一大瓶的龍舌蘭，還有兩個小酒杯。大媽雖然沒多說些什麼，但一直用鄙夷的眼光瞪著馬瓊，而馬瓊只能聳肩表示他的清白。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoJPUUxPoN
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ic9MQFVl0
「畢竟這裡只是間餐酒館，就不要玩太激烈的。」女子如此表示。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCg4KnxtjY
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於是馬瓊與他認識不到一個小時的女子玩著猜拳，輸了就把酒杯裡的龍舌蘭給喝了，直到有人倒下為止。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUpf5Csykw
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只不過，馬瓊不會喝酒。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAhTydn6o2
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6i6oemcVz
更正確的說法，馬瓊的酒量很差，雖然啤酒他還承受得住，但烈酒他過去只要兩杯就倒了。而這女人，在短短的半小時內就已經喝光兩瓶啤酒，完全是把啤酒當水喝。但她卻沒有發胖，身材還能保持得很好，難道她是外星人？309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUnecBXOa3
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不行！我是個男人，絕對沒有輸給女人的理由！309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemQknz2IfV
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然而，經過不到半個小時，馬瓊已經趴在桌子上。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl16jwhXAu
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwL9LzCUyC
「欸，你太遜了吧？」女人坐在對面抱怨著，手裡還喝著新拿的啤酒。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxZTq9oSX6
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qt5LTq4Qi
「是妳太強了吧……」馬瓊難過地扶著頭，不敢相信這女人酒量好得跟個中年大叔一樣。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4FUMhHYTR
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「那你要不要招了？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAcQkJ3bAi
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「什麼？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTqojzFmrs
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「你不是想搭訕我吧？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWThzL2p3l
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsijStWG9pR
「妳是偵探嗎？還是福爾摩斯啊？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIPzGsIdUc
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4CtxyKOHN
「哪有女的福爾摩斯？而且這也太明顯，沒人搭訕完就要和女孩子比賽灌酒，自己還不怎麼會喝，就連大媽都在同情你了。你看她在你背後搖頭嘆氣。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxak6hAVCg
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「我才不要讓妳挫敗我的信心。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5lTY6Vc78
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「所以，這位陌生人，你就這樣大發慈悲地請路邊的女孩子喝酒，再怎麼說我也不敢相信這種事。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwwIrIgz5d
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「廢話！」馬瓊口齒不清地說，「這世界爛透了，沒半個好心人。妳也一樣，想喝免費的酒。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaxKTa8l13
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZAjrG34ia
「你啊，以後可別和女孩子喝酒，她們一定會討厭你的。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIC5a579TmP
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHANXX9Cdb
「我跟女人沒有緣分啦，」馬瓊趴在桌子上蠕動，「女人就是賤！說一套做一套，拿錢又騙人我說會在一起，結果到最後我什麼都沒了。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT267MyVFS
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女人沒有對他的話做出回應，只是靜靜地將啤酒一飲而盡。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXTAsOXANi
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「我要走了。」說完，女人從椅子上離開，往門口的地方走去。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMRYUAg6bQ
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「噫……等等。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnb5Ka25TV
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馬瓊連滾帶爬地從椅子上跌下來，但他還沒來得及走出門，大媽擋在他面前，向他伸手。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWJYuTzUxD
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馬瓊發出低吼，將錢包裡的鈔票全塞給她。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLmHSFbWjw
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「給妳，不用找了。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAVO7Zgj9h
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女人頂著寒風往外走，但沒有厚重的衣物，讓她沒辦法走得太快，也讓馬瓊得以追上她。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9ZE7VtnV4
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFE9MKwxsp
「等等，別走！」馬瓊在後面對她喊著。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx5ZYhZWeK
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SSIEzswdz
「我不走要等你羞辱我嗎？」女人邊走邊說。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zd4x7hFD2
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5kOX6gHxX
「妳是不是要回那座橋，不要回去！」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfhdUo7UxX
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「為什麼我不能回去？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R13A1fvJE
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5yStHYFyr
女人停下腳步，瞪著馬瓊看。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTY5xgstda
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「呼……」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1SZiwFArd
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馬瓊喘著氣，要是他還清醒，他大概不會做的這麼徹底。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsoRIcsFJS
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不過他已經醉了，也沒有什麼好羞恥的。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4Dmf9zTLA
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphciw5TOQ0
「那是我選的地方，如果妳要跳水，請妳選其他地方。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e2HYofLKZ
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此時她皺起眉頭，眼神充滿了怒意。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeJWkg8YPl
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「喔？你想跳海啊？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITnOmhVzyS
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「對。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyfAmVuR6j
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「你早就知道我想跳海。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG8oI8qPPU
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「那副表情，還有那副裝扮，就連馴鹿都知道妳想跳下去。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITEhPE76jc
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Dd2YWDa7i
女人輕蔑地哼聲，「你就是那副見不得人好，所以沒人愛你，才要把你的錢都騙走。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvAKZMMliN
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHZ4KsRGSg
「妳懂什麼？」馬瓊靠近女人，準備隨時將她撲倒。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsWUrVDfDT
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「你是個白癡。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALynq1utl0
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女人也知道他在想什麼，於是她衝向前，一腳踹向馬瓊的大腿。要是他沒喝醉，大概這點攻擊對他來說不太影響，不過喝醉的當下，他已經重心不穩，女人隨意的攻擊就將他給擊倒。馬瓊整個人向前撲倒，整張臉撞向水泥地，讓他痛得哀號不止。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K8c2jeO7V
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妳這狐狸精休想阻止我。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGugOVXH0TT
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馬瓊連滾帶爬地起身，用他踉蹌的步伐追趕女人。女人輕鬆地走過好幾個街口，但因為她腳上穿著高跟鞋，速度不會太快，讓馬瓊有機會趕上她。他從一個路燈移到另外一個路燈，宛如在風暴中前行的登山客。他似乎還看到旁邊有個小孩一臉詫異地盯著他看，他的家長則是用手掌遮住他眼睛。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvqW7KGox7
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他們倆人總算抵達了橋梁上，命定之死在等著他。不過這一次卻有個女人擋在他的命運之路上。而那女人已經接近圍籬邊緣，只差一步就跳下去了。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3qWIC0ATy
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妳休想！309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaJ0u3FqNZ
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馬瓊向前撲倒，將女人撲倒在地。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzjkoLyWQM
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIQlhZxqWi
女人趴在地上，放聲尖叫，然後用手肘向後猛擊。馬瓊的側腹連續吃了好幾記肘擊，感覺痛楚在腎臟間炸裂開來。但他仍不肯放手，將女人壓在地上。而人群也漸漸圍觀，其中也有人高喊叫警察來。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPHimOxpis
309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4bNKO1bIG
女人使盡力氣地推著馬瓊，「你給我……放手……」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87FIHsUu5G
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「我才……不放手……」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEKXie5uZe
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正當他們在苦苦掙扎時，警察很快地趕到現場，試圖將他們給分開來。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHAykFwMdE
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然而馬瓊完全沒有意識到警察已經抵達現場，他用手向後方亂揮。在旁人眼中，儘管他的力道不大，但擊中的部位卻讓警察的臉整個變形。
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於是在不到一個小時後，他們倆人都被帶回警局，銬在長椅上等著做筆錄。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULfuC6fXs1
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「真的有夠衰的……」馬瓊低語，手不斷搓揉臉上的瘀青。剛才揮拳惹來警察一頓痛打，直到他完全酒醒為止。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQcprjMjyS
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「我才衰好不好？本來我這個時候已經在大西洋上游泳了，現在卻被銬在這裡，真多虧你啊！」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGFv2DPk52
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「好說好說，如果你選個其他時間，也不會淪落到進警局的結局。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OtY8HxNPm
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「你別再說話了，我聽到你說話我就一肚子氣。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXhlPfpvUO
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「還氣？我他媽的可是救了妳一命。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps7rlxTzW1
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「說得好像我欠你似的。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XYnEcLtCE
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「喂，安靜點！」一旁的警察隊他們倆大喝。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbEcBb6sqo
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兩人一同靠在椅背上，同時間嘆氣。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fqjVYxEde
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他們陷入沉默，馬瓊也沒心情再和這女人吵架。聖誕節的計畫已經泡湯，如今他不能在這神聖的日子沉眠在河道裡，也不能登上隔日的社會頭條。以前他向那個背棄他的女人所下的誓言，也無法實現。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFFgzLCSl1
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你總有天會看到我死在這座城市，全都是因為妳！309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHoqXlAZY2
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聖誕節，象徵團圓的日子，是他和那女人告白的日子，也是和她分開的日子。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5gSyYc7N2
多麼諷刺。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14B0EKQcc1
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還記得當初，她連忙打包行李，說是要和姊妹去義大利度假。後來才知道，她和一名男子在那邊早就訂定了婚約，而馬瓊只不過是她出差途中遇上的豔遇，好讓她能撫慰她在北國寂寞難耐的心。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRPuTWcI3n
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而他現在，卻因為想自殺和陌生女子打架，甚至進了警局。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYh6VRrzs6
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我到底在幹嘛……309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMEkZRohhc
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「欸。」一旁的女子對他輕喚著。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtKnVWlqWw
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「幹嘛？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhKw0NfsnC
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「你為什麼想自殺？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ5WlTxzxp
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「你在尋我開心嗎？」馬瓊不屑地問。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCSKAHEXuM
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「我只是無聊問問而已。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomh3CQQzG8
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「沒誠心的話我也懶得說。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Em90XmJaB
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「是喔。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrr608oJlc
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一陣沉默。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZeBebNdmP
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馬瓊問：「妳又為什麼想自殺？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIDJzdv6b3
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「你不說還要我說？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqesXkPw60
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「你們是幾歲啊？」一旁的警察看不下去，也跟著附和，「你們各自說自己的故事，這樣夠公平了吧。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogcGffCYzN
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「我以為你會以警察的身分阻止我們談這種事。」女人如此回答。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwgD8Ya0v4
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「我明天就要放長假了，你們就算一起跳下去，也輪不到我寫報告。」他指著自己極為暗沉的黑眼圈，「對了，你們說這些我不會記錄，我不想寫太多無關的東西。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmTsWBCUGM
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女人像警察白了一眼，但那名警察則是繼續寫著他的東西，對她的諷刺不理不睬。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv6KsALcfE
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馬瓊嘆氣，「那我先說吧。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BC6x9hrVz
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然後，馬瓊向女人道出他過往一年的經歷。從相識、約會、訂婚等等，雖然沒有太多細節，但大體上故事的概要都有陳述出來。而女人聽完則是托著腮，仔細聽著馬瓊的故事。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1innuOxzi
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她聽完後頻頻搖頭，「這女人真垃圾。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31ViV7s0YC
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「嗯，我一直在想，當初要是沒有認識她，我現在也不會繼續留在奧斯陸，可能就回我老家去了。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE23Bwp6ql
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「不過你也真蠢，她要什麼你就給什麼，也太疼她了吧？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UzQ6McCTi
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「我怎麼知道她只是純粹想找個伴解悶而已，我根本就不知道女人在想什麼。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5mmSxShrc
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「還不就那樣。吃飯、睡覺、打炮，有閒錢就四處玩。說的好像女人都是什麼外星人似的。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgKNchjKUd
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「隨便啦，輪到妳說妳的故事了。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXAigpRrU2
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接下來女人娓娓道來她的故事，從她學生時期，認識了一名來自奧斯陸的男子，到後來她陷入戀情之中，毅然決然地離開學業，打算未來和那名男子度過餘生。就在她發現她懷孕的時候，那名男子突然音訊全無，甚至通訊軟體上也將她給封鎖住。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKD0Es9RIz
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馬瓊聽著她的故事，一臉錯愕。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysCxuYk0Ba
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「怎麼？你想說什麼？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWuRMMKmRG
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「根本就是肥皂劇的劇情……」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYqBK60qvy
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女子狠狠地踹上馬瓊一腳。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJEV0AbJLv
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馬瓊痛得大喊，「喂！這裡是警局！不准動粗！」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX06l5T7Kwh
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「喔，我什麼都沒看到，也都沒聽到喔。」一旁的警察無精打采地附和。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL6FRi849k
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媽的，我一定要投訴你。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rSgsYftXd
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「嘖，好吧，我總算知道妳想自殺的理由了。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguIwaUFjir
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「滿意了嗎？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQqasIDk4J
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馬瓊點頭，「男人就是垃圾。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDADiFy0ep
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「垃圾不分男女吧？」警察抬起頭來插話。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVlxO3RCAD
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「你閉嘴啦。」銬在長凳的兩人同時對著警察破口大罵，不過警察再次趴倒在桌上，不理會他們的抗議。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhteugxho0
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「不過呢，」女人看著馬瓊，他發現女子的眼神不再憤怒或是憂傷，反而有些平靜，「先說聲抱歉，但聽到你的事之後，我心情好很多了。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq72QIeIMHb
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「因為找到同類？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4n5ZdKLFF
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女人點頭。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwfg93WRS8
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「我也是。」馬瓊嘆氣，但這一次比起原本滿身怨氣，現在反而有一種解脫的感覺。「我現在開始覺得，比起去跳海，我更想躺在床上睡到自然醒。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSGtreE3na
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「我也好累……」女人閉上雙眼，「我們也太蠢，為了跳海打架，還被帶來警局，這種事如果上地方新聞我肯定會笑死。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94R5pWXGG1
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「其實我在追妳的時候，還有小朋友看我醉醺醺的樣子，還問他媽說我是不是在跳街舞。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCOaiPnQfH
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女人大笑一聲，「這個梗你得學起來，以後說給你喜歡的女孩子聽，她們一定會很喜歡的。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl9bgjn8BL
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「以後嗎……」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTATlXmtzlZ
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「以後的事再說吧。」趴著的警察突然應話，他起身將他們倆人的手銬給解開，「你們可以走了。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BTnNgE7vL
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馬瓊皺眉，「就這樣？不用偵訊還是什麼嗎？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhdYgsBLEL
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「不用，我不想寫報告。而且被揍的那個人活該，他自己用卵蛋去碰拳頭，給他一點教訓也好。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Empjpgjg8
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馬瓊和女人彼此交換眼神，彼此心裡都覺得這人實在有夠靠不住。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsJoDER1vy
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十分鐘後，他們倆站在警局外。外頭已經開始飄雪，點點的雪花從天而落，天氣還是相當冷颼颼，馬瓊不由自主地顫抖身體，現在他很想回到住處，窩在暖爐邊睡覺。前方的車站發出鈴聲，廣播告知末班車要出發了，看來今天他得繼續待在奧斯陸。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtd7D2U37U
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女人向馬瓊問：「你住哪？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor1U3aINdS
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「火車站的另一頭，靠近宮殿那。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3QUuZhoHQ
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「我住另外一個方向。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WROUunEjM
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「那看來我們就要在此分別了。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu554zFmopz
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「別說的多麼不捨，我們也才認識沒多久。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkzvaE3raM
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「更何況我連妳的名字都還不曉得。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpUruOpV1y
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兩人相視而笑。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37uKVZJXuW
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「那，再會了。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ0GhcS2PZ
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「掰啦。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxXlV3KQ5M
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兩人同時背對離開，往道路的兩端走去。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXn3hUGKHs
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「對了，」女人突然在馬瓊背後喊著，「聖誕快樂，你可別去死啦！」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOxR3QdXZc
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聽起來滿是嘲諷的語句，現在馬瓊耳裡，卻感到一絲溫暖，像是朋友之間打鬧時所說問候語。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULlPhgXlhu
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馬瓊也對著女人大喊，「聖誕快樂，妳別太早死啊！」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAl7e60kos
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路邊的情侶正好聽到馬瓊充滿激情的詛咒，驚恐地凝視著馬瓊，而他只是聳肩回應。畢竟對他來說，這不過是朋友之間的致意。
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「所以呢？最後你和那個女的還有下文嗎？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIgxhJNDUL
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馬瓊和同事靠在吧檯邊，一邊擦拭著吧檯一邊聊著天。從他那天自殺未遂後，已經過了將近一年。如今，他在那家有著大媽接待的餐酒館擔任服務員，薪水普通，但也還算過得去。至少現在和其他女孩子有往來。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbplHFtnYnb
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「我打算下次約她去看電影。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpfikPAFXd
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同事口中女性，是馬瓊在餐酒館遇到的常客。在他放棄自殺後的幾天後，他便去應徵工作，重新回歸日常生活，試圖把過去損失的補回來，像是錢、典當的車子之類的。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASN3sfc0i3
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時間過得越長，他也逐漸放下自殺的念頭，反而覺得那是段荒謬的歷程。不過那名女子他也再也沒有看過，那段時間他不時會去注意那一座橋，心想會不會有一名女子站在欄杆旁，惆悵地凝視著通往大海的河道。所幸他沒有再看到同一幕場景再現，只有留下屬於他自己的回憶。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dBUGaSAi5
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「辛苦你啦。」下班後，女孩滿臉笑意地迎接他。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HbjU5K9Cw
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「還好啦，晚上想吃什麼？」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUg0pmvHo9
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他們一搭一唱，往他的住處前進。此時馬瓊眼角餘光注意到旁邊有人正盯著他瞧。轉頭一看，那個女人牽著另一個男人的手，她的長相似乎有些眼熟，但卻想不起在哪見過……309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9Vx9nG3qx
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馬瓊突然想起了去年的聖誕節。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XzbN5dbcQ
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馬瓊微微地向她點頭問好，而她也以微笑回應。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t7D2FM6CS
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「你怎麼笑得那麼開心？」女孩皺眉，似乎也注意到有個女人在盯著他看。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMrhkmKcZH
「我只想，」馬瓊頓了一下，「活著真好。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3kl44TI7W
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馬瓊將女孩抱在懷中，心裡充滿了暖意。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBvlZXqQiR
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