It was a peaceful Wednesday morning, the birds were chirping, the sun peeking shyly through the white, fluffy clouds, and the wind was refreshing and cold. People were bustling about, leaving from and for work. But they still had their patience intact so early in the morning. They didn’t bother honking loudly even though the traffic was slow. While inside the apartment complex was quiet and serene.
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Suddenly, a psychotic shriek came from one of the apartments. This was Cam. She was by no means crazy but her hobby sure was driving her to the brink of madness. She fell over her chair, tears falling down her cheeks yet her lips pulled up in a smile. The headphones she wore were still connected to her laptop, the wires threatening to tilt the laptop over from the table. She curled up in a ball, slapping the ground.
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“Ha!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!! I can’t do this! The audacity of these authors! I can’t!” she shouted.
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She was a BL author. All in all, she never finished any stories so calling her an author would be pushing it. She was… a writer. One reason she couldn’t finish her stories was that she just couldn’t write any of those scenes most fanfiction authors seem to enjoy writing. Why? Was she bad at it? Was she inexperienced in writing it? No, none of those. Her shame couldn’t handle it. But why, then, does she write BL if her thin face couldn’t even screw up the little courage she has to write the scenes (not) necessary? She doesn’t know either.
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She was listening to a podfic for research purposes. Listening to it was no problem but putting herself in the author’s shoes would suddenly stress her out.
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“I would have to write this someday, right?? Someday, someday, someday, someday…” she repeated over and over again.
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“You okay?” her sister asked, not bothering to look away from the K-drama she was watching as if she asked the question just for the sake of it.
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“I’m okay.” Cam squeaked out.
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She stood up and dusted her clothes, facing the document in front of her. Maybe, this time, she was ready.
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Okay, okay, here we go. She thought.
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Resting her fingers on the keyboard, she wiped away her tears with her sleeves and started.449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnVK8QEMOl
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Liam felt Eli's hot breath press against his– she instantly stopped and drooped to the side.
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“What the ffUUUAAHHHH–! I can’t do this.”
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So, she didn’t. She gave up. And that’s it. That’s the story.
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~The End~449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB6OPOz1uc
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