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咖啡廳的風鈴時常因門的開關而發出清脆的聲音,每位客人總與我打招呼,我也以微笑作為回禮。8964 copyright protection216PENANATV5rXksnBz 維尼
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“我撐不下去了……”8964 copyright protection216PENANAr9ivQ5bEq8 維尼
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每位客人帶著他們的故事而來,我則試圖吸取他們的痛苦作為報酬。8964 copyright protection216PENANALzj56jeE7W 維尼
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沒錯,這裡是專門為聽人們傾訴的咖啡廳。8964 copyright protection216PENANAQTzTsTHYyI 維尼
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而我則是這裡的主人。8964 copyright protection216PENANAj605yWI93L 維尼
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他們時常告訴我,他們的生活、痛苦、問題,而我也會笑著回答、傾聽。8964 copyright protection216PENANAPyBUvthFI7 維尼
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雖然我不是萬能回答機器,但我卻時常傾聽,直到某天我才意識到我的問題,其實也不是這麼說,而是我早已了解我自己有問題但卻假裝不知道。8964 copyright protection216PENANAt2BIKuWm8m 維尼
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那天,我的朋友,也是曾經的客人說8964 copyright protection216PENANAyErykMYIHf 維尼
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“我都不知道你都已經這樣了,卻還能接收那些負面情緒”8964 copyright protection216PENANAu8fQS3XYoz 維尼
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“如果這樣能幫助到他們,我很樂意”我笑著低頭看向咖啡倒映出的自己。8964 copyright protection216PENANAuvnjCYD8Md 維尼
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而在這前幾天,另一位朋友8964 copyright protection216PENANAWSOSUsqYrg 維尼
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“我們是人,而不是神……”當他說完這句,我也依舊笑著。8964 copyright protection216PENANA0gN0SPIz0h 維尼
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遠離?接近?我不知道,我曾經答應一位客人會一直待在他身邊,而在一次事情後,我那個客人的朋友勸我在對方產生依賴時,遠離他,但我搖頭8964 copyright protection216PENANAFieRzDQfSw 維尼
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理由只是一個不確定的原因,我不確定對方是否依賴著我,即使對方說過沒有我活不下去。8964 copyright protection216PENANAp4jwwbiECo 維尼
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而我最近剛好與朋友聊到關於依賴這個問題,我問8964 copyright protection216PENANA1ekP9BE5f0 維尼
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“那怎麼解決呢?”其實我並不是為了遠離那位客人,我是怕我離開後,他撐不下去,當然我不這麼認為,那只是我的一面說詞,我只是以有人還需要我這個藉口去填補我內心的空洞,以此活著,這也是咖啡廳存在的意義。我並不認為我是一棵大樹,相反的,我自認是一株小草。8964 copyright protection216PENANAsXmlHV5yRb 維尼
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很多人會想,這好像一樣吧?8964 copyright protection216PENANAByHu10S40h 維尼
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好矛盾之類的8964 copyright protection216PENANA78MeoL8Adc 維尼
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那位朋友說8964 copyright protection216PENANA5TVmCo2Ejw 維尼
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“理他的時間越來越少,讓他把生活重心放在他自己身上,不然有天你也會撐不住的”8964 copyright protection216PENANAgbJCcu0RVB 維尼
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我笑著點頭,也許吧,其實我也不知道怎麼做,但我內心卻瘋狂拒絕著。8964 copyright protection216PENANAuN01lC2UU3 維尼
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終於,有一次我爆發了,我將所有事情強壓在那位我答應的客人上,告訴他我的事情。8964 copyright protection216PENANA9n386DfZ6Z 維尼
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以往,作為交換時,我會取出一點我的代價作為一種特別的回禮,那便是我的過往。8964 copyright protection216PENANAz7yIbczzvy 維尼
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我並不會告訴他們我所有的事情,因為只要告訴了,哪怕一點點,我都會被反噬掉,不過所幸知道的人不多。8964 copyright protection216PENANANor7AJs2QW 維尼
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而那位客人知道幾乎我的全部,正當我以為這次能沒事時,過沒幾天,巨大的反噬力量壓回來了。那可以算是我本能的不信任與後悔,我瘋狂的告訴自己沒事的,但仍被名為歉意的東西給壓制了。8964 copyright protection216PENANAAvkdxZRsA0 維尼
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我明知道那位客人一定是比我有更悲慘的經歷,我卻還將我的事情告訴他,將我的求生意志壓在他身上,這不是一個傾聽客人該做的事情,可以說是罪孽深重。8964 copyright protection216PENANADMFgolHQL7 維尼
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最後,我決定了,我的情緒我會逐漸收起,直到他們不需要我時,我會消失……8964 copyright protection216PENANAdyWixVe78N 維尼
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