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【注意:此為《禮物 Present》(日記式小說)續作,Season 2 的母親安文莉之路線視角,請先閱讀完本傳後再觀賞此系列,以保證劇情體驗完整,連結在簡介與個版上可找到,謝謝。】
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從今天開始,我要將不能說的一切全紀錄在這。29Please respect copyright.PENANA7xv8Fj7xqY
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2019年10月30日,天氣陰29Please respect copyright.PENANAegtXzzufsM
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感覺……就像在勉強能呼吸的汪洋中慢性自殺一樣。暫時還能苟且住意識、可又於眼淚反重力飆升間恍惚,無法真正清醒、也不想完全沉睡。29Please respect copyright.PENANAo0xPkzNLP8
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「家庭」於我的人生中,概括而論大概便是只能如此抽象講述的存在。29Please respect copyright.PENANAL1MjMW0l3d
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聽起來很……悲慘,但老實說走到目前為止最幸福時刻,卻是還在臺灣原生家庭的幾年光陰。29Please respect copyright.PENANAh19Lvf3XY5
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或許因為網路上常提及的什麼創傷症候群吧,關於深愛自己的父母確切是何時離去、如何離去的……大腦記憶始終模糊不清。29Please respect copyright.PENANAJK36dukvoE
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只記得國中某天在一片雪白醒來;接著又於另一片蒼白中失去一切。兩具棺木焚毀的塵灰裡帶走的不只親人身軀,還有大人們口口聲聲說理應會永遠留存心中的童年回憶。29Please respect copyright.PENANA16ljBdsjP7
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「我全部忘記了。」穿著因半夜夢遊而沾染上泥濘乾涸的碎花洋裝,我端坐在兒童之家院長室的椅子上,只能恍惚說出這句話來應對所有問題。29Please respect copyright.PENANAaPWAhGOF6e
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手裡握著的僅有一個名字,看不見也握不著,待在全然陌生的環境、操控全然陌生的自己,像毫無知覺接受指令的機器;也如新生兒般接受一切的白紙。29Please respect copyright.PENANAExKsR8PRXp
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吃飯、睡覺、學習……我是大人眼裡經常被表揚的優秀孩子,除去喜愛獨自觀察動物的興趣外,皆是可供身旁人自由捏造塑型的完美模板。29Please respect copyright.PENANAddBsAXRNhE
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得以忘記最痛苦的瞬間;用忘記所有快樂曾經來換取,如果有選擇權的話一般人會走向什麼道路呢?29Please respect copyright.PENANAosVgMY5snb
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……如果有選擇權就好了。29Please respect copyright.PENANAxdi1uPUB9x
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升上市立高中那年,我將所有「被迫」接受的過去事物留在兒童之家的窄小房間,並在前往住宿學校的第一天路上刪除了自那場車禍後就不曾再開啟、更新過的;名為「家」的手機相簿。29Please respect copyright.PENANAnhSGvTE3SK
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臨走前,那裡的大人們送給我一台二手的數位相機作為餞別禮物。希望我延續這份在乖巧前提下的小小愛好。29Please respect copyright.PENANAa8fkS7gBQx
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而失去根基的全新人生,自那天才正式開始。29Please respect copyright.PENANA13EaMWROqP
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