*影山 x 日向
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「影山!我喜歡你!」71Please respect copyright.PENANALJSSqaFhYG
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在下午訓練完回家的路上,日向向影山表白了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAh3gzBgl3SD
突然的告白讓影山愣住了,眼中閃過一絲不解,他皺了皺眉,似乎有些困惑。影山皺著眉頭,低聲道。71Please respect copyright.PENANARNW79Q8ZMA
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「你……你到底在說什麼?你說喜歡我?」
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影山停頓了一下,心裡開始混亂,雖然他知道日向是個熱情、直接的人,但這種話從日向口中說出來,他還是感到不知所措。影山試圖冷靜地解釋,但語氣依然有些嚴肅。
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「你不過是把我當隊友,依賴的夥伴而已吧?你不是真的……」
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他心裡有些掙扎,雖然他不完全明白日向的感情,他出自於以往對日向痴呆行為的瞭解,以為日向是出於對隊友的依賴。
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「才不是呢!我是真的喜歡你,想要和你交往的那種喜歡啦!笨蛋山!」
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日向猛向對方解釋,深怕影山誤解了他對影山的心意。71Please respect copyright.PENANANGFatACEgL
影山聽到日向急切的解釋,神情更加困惑,他懊惱的抓了抓瀏海,低下頭思考了片刻,心中充滿了掙扎。影山語氣有些堅定。
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「日向,我知道你是一個很直率的人,但你得冷靜一下。」
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他上前捏住日向的下巴往上抬,讓他們的眼神相遇,眼中帶著一絲複雜的情緒。繼續說道。
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「你喜歡我,但這只是因為你把我當作極度依賴隊友吧?我……並不認為你能對我有那種感情。」
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他內心的矛盾越來越強烈,雖然他不明白日向為何突然有這樣的想法,但他想要把這份誤解澄清,畢竟他不希望日向將自己的感情看作是錯的。71Please respect copyright.PENANAoQ2fpPnJaz
日向自己很清楚自己的感情是不會錯的,見自己說不過影山的笨拙,嘆了口氣,但是自己卻不想放棄這點感情。只見下一秒,他堅定的指著影山,並提出了一個建議。
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「那⋯那你讓我和你交往看看!如果真的像你說的那樣,那我⋯我就主動和你分手,怎麼樣?」
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影山聽到日向如此任性的請求,心頭一陣震動,內心有些動搖,但外表依然顯得冷靜。影山低頭沈思了一會,語氣稍微柔和了一些。
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「你不覺得這樣太……草率了嗎?」
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他看著日向那充滿真誠的眼神,心裡不禁開始反思。自己明明一開始想要拒絕,但為何內心深處卻開始有些動搖。
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「我知道了⋯我可以跟你交往,但是!我可是不會對你有所感情的喔!明白嗎?你也給我好好認清自己啊!笨蛋!」
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日向一聽到影山竟然會答應了這個無釐頭的要求,激動的跳了起來。
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「太好了!那從明天開始影山就是我的男朋友啦對吧!」71Please respect copyright.PENANAy3fVh66MhK
「⋯喔⋯⋯嗯」71Please respect copyright.PENANAIADRKB2nhj
「你等著!我一定會讓你知道我的感情不只是依賴而已!」
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日向指著影山拋下了這一句話,隨後踏著自己的自行車,說了句明天見後就興奮的離開了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAlx5KXNFFG6
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影山看著日向離開的背影,他愣了一下,內心的波動還沒有完全平復。71Please respect copyright.PENANAQLQUEMGOEb
他低頭握住拳頭,感覺到自己的心跳愈發加速,雖然日向看似輕鬆自信,但自己心中卻開始湧現出一種複雜的情緒。71Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7hxgON2PY
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「我竟然就這麼答應了……真的假的……」
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他開始懷疑自己是否準備好迎接這段關係,但也不得不承認,內心深處竟然也有種期待的感覺。71Please respect copyright.PENANAWB7GmAI4kC
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到了隔天,日向將自行車停在學校的停車區,踏著輕快的步伐在去往訓練場的路上。隨後便發現了走在他前面的影山。他逐漸加快這步伐。71Please respect copyright.PENANAPotRLAoMKs
而影山也察覺到了極快的腳步聲逐漸靠近,等他想轉過去查看,日向已經超越過他了。
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「這次是我贏了!影山!」71Please respect copyright.PENANAxk82tk0uBz
「啊?!給我等一下! boke! hinata boke!」
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沒過多久,兩人一同氣喘吁吁的攤倒在休息室門口前,最先站起來的日向舉起雙手道。
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「哈哈!哈⋯⋯哈⋯是我贏了!」71Please respect copyright.PENANAnEhWs4DhbH
「不算!你偷跑了!Boke! 」
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影山也不忘每日一boke 的任務,但是心中卻想著。71Please respect copyright.PENANAlYw7kLwc2Y
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這不是跟以往一樣嗎?71Please respect copyright.PENANAc0tReZJmeh
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沒想到才剛想完,日向就紅著臉朝他撲了過去,蹭了蹭影山的胸口說道。
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「話說今天一大早就遇到影山了!我可真是幸運!」
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影山這才意識到他們兩個現在是如此的靠近,感覺到日向在他胸口磨蹭,陌生的觸感讓他有點不習慣,但內心卻沒有如他所想的那般排斥,反而有些微妙的觸動,臉上也泛起了紅暈。71Please respect copyright.PENANAiL0olskOaN
他伸手將日向的臉推開,雖說語氣有些嫌棄,但是聲線還是下意識的放軟說道。
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「這麼興奮做什麼?這不是一直以來都這樣嗎?而且⋯你離太近了白痴」71Please respect copyright.PENANA1cnEsM1V1s
「這有什麼關係?我們已經在交往了不是嗎?」
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日向看著依舊無動於衷的影山,故作傷心的說。
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「難道你忘記了?!」
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影山瞬間愣住,看到日向那副假裝傷心的樣子,他的心跳不由自主地加快,稍微有些慌亂。71Please respect copyright.PENANAwRlaCP0SFl
他有些無奈地看向日向,試圖整理自己的思緒,心裡卻已經開始有了些微妙的變化。71Please respect copyright.PENANA6C8f0FVVpr
輕咳一聲,試圖讓自己冷靜下來。
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「我沒忘⋯只是別再這樣突然……別人看到了怎麼辦?」
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日向想了想放開了環在影山腰間的手,緩緩站起了身。
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「好吧⋯⋯」
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他不想影山感到不自在,所以主動移開了和影山的距離,即便他們交往了,但是他還是尊重影山的感受的。71Please respect copyright.PENANAgq76yAuuXz
影山看到日向突然變得有些沈默,他的心情也微微動搖了,但他並沒有馬上開口,直到日向主動拉開距離,他還是有些愣住的。接著看著日向撓了撓頭,不好意思的說。
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「不好意思啊⋯我太興奮了,走吧走吧,等等還要練習排球呢!」
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日向說完便自顧自的前去借休息室的鑰匙,語氣還是跟以前一樣充滿元氣。71Please respect copyright.PENANAs3jX67itJd
他注視著日向匆匆離開的背影,心裡忽然產生了一種說不清的情緒,儘管嘴上不說,但心中卻有一股暖流在流淌。
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「真是個笨蛋……」71Please respect copyright.PENANAHdsgvtxYy9
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在上午的自主練習期間,日向獨自坐在角落喝著水休息,他邊看著場上還在練習跳發的影山出了神,忍不住在心中想著。71Please respect copyright.PENANA52guugDv16
雖說是已經交往了,但是他很清楚的知道,是自己的任性才導致的,影山根本不喜歡他吧⋯⋯
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「哎⋯但是還是希望能跟影山待的近一點⋯這樣就好⋯」
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他小聲的自我安慰著,即便他還想要更多,但是現在卻只能這樣了。
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「餵!你怎麼了?不舒服嗎?」
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就在日向捲曲著身子獨自發愁時,不知何時已經練習完的影山來到他的身旁坐下休息,並投來了關心。71Please respect copyright.PENANAPnKwYmUudV
日向看了一眼影山,小聲的嘆了口氣,沒等影山反應過來時他就已經迅速站起身來,衝著影山露出爽朗的笑容說道。
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「沒事沒事,我還在愁著沒人陪我練習呢!影山你應該還有力氣吧?給我托球!」
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看到日向那燦爛的笑容,心裡微微一震。他的目光停留在日向的笑容上,感覺那笑容就像陽光一樣刺眼,卻又讓人不由自主地被吸引。71Please respect copyright.PENANAvmZig6rKwI
他有些低頭,聲音變得稍微沈穩一些。
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「……真是個傻子。」
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他站起身,稍微加快了步伐,跟著日向重新投入練習的狀態。
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他們這個狀態持續了有一個禮拜了,而他們的相處方式也就那些,一起上下學、一起練球,頂多額外加上一起在天台吃午餐這個項目。71Please respect copyright.PENANAK0ZF3cX017
但是日向對此也只是稍微的滿足而已,也正擔心著影山會陪他玩這出家家酒遊 戲到什麼時候,會逐漸厭倦?還是持續的不清楚日向真心的感情?71Please respect copyright.PENANAahLXQit2r3
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日向的心緒完完全全不在課堂上,他望著窗外發愁著。71Please respect copyright.PENANAbIK6TSFyRD
等到中午用餐的鐘聲響起,他整理了思緒提著便當來到影山的班級,想和往常一樣叫影山一起去天台吃飯,但是卻被告知影山被人叫出去了,不在班上,他只好作罷,想著自己一個人先去等影山吧。71Please respect copyright.PENANANwvlajEkwl
但是萬萬沒想到的是,在通往天台的樓梯間,撞見了影山被告白的過程。
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日向蹲在牆後面,手捂住嘴巴驚恐著。誰會這麼幸運遇見了自己喜歡的人被告白的場面?喔⋯是我。71Please respect copyright.PENANA01hEkff7fQ
女生鼓起勇氣,聲音有些顫抖。71Please respect copyright.PENANAlzvoZGC8KZ
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「影山同學……我喜歡你很久了,能不能和我交往?」71Please respect copyright.PENANA24uf8Qb7fS
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影山聽到這話,愣了一下,表情依舊冷淡,但心裡卻不知為何開始有些不安。他低下頭,稍微沈默了一會兒,才開口。
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「抱歉,我現在……不太想談這種事情。」
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他的聲音依然是冷淡的,但眼睛卻不自覺地掃了一眼樓梯口,徬佛在尋找某個人。
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「我明白了,謝謝你。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAqISjQ7akgc
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影山點了點頭看著女生失落的離開後,轉身也準備離開去找日向。突然,他的目光再次落在樓梯間的角落,看到日向蹲在那裡的背影。影山的臉色微微一變,心跳不自覺加速。
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「日向……?」
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而此時的日向還在為那句「我現在不太想談這種事情」想出了神。71Please respect copyright.PENANAFcxulFUDIP
也對⋯影山是強迫著跟我交往的⋯那如果影山真的沒有那個想法⋯⋯那豈不是⋯71Please respect copyright.PENANAuVFSfBkX0p
等聽到影山叫住了自己,他趕緊驚惶的轉換自己的表情,才得以轉過身去對影山說話。
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「啊⋯影山你在這裡啊,我正好要去找你呢!」71Please respect copyright.PENANAAAmW8NozeD
「剛剛的⋯⋯你聽到了?」
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見日向依舊站在那裡不說話,心裡很是慌張。他趕緊解釋。
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「你誤會了!我拒絕了!我沒有那個意思⋯」
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日向一聽到他這麼說,瞬間愣了神,心中的風暴再次襲來。71Please respect copyright.PENANA6y6P6FBnWs
怎麼辦?怎麼辦?影山現在肯定很為難吧?明明不喜歡自己,還要為了我去做他不喜歡的事⋯⋯會不會被討厭啊⋯⋯71Please respect copyright.PENANAZFz3LF1nbM
日向深吸了一口氣,像下定了某種決心。他猛的抬起頭,對影山說道。71Please respect copyright.PENANAWpb03uT0hK
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「影山⋯是我錯了!我發現我對你只是依賴,不是真的喜歡,所以⋯我是主動來和你分手的!」71Please respect copyright.PENANABu7AFCkiej
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即便是違心的話,但他還是強裝鎮定的說道。71Please respect copyright.PENANAiNFnPZwze0
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「所以⋯我們分手吧,你也不用顧及我的感受也沒關係喔⋯⋯」
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日向苦笑著讓自己的感情放掉,在眼淚即將湧出來時迅速轉過身去,想直接逃離這裡。71Please respect copyright.PENANAyldI526Yyv
影山看到日向這樣轉身準備離開,心中一陣劇烈的衝擊。他愣住了,原本的猶豫和緊張瞬間被一種強烈的慌亂取代。沒有經過深思熟慮,他突然抓住了日向的手腕,硬生生把他拉了回來,又硬拉著他來到天台。71Please respect copyright.PENANAP8BhkFRnxg
他深吸一口氣,眼神變得比之前更加認真。影山幾乎是在咬牙切齒地說出這句話。
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「日向,聽我說!你不可以就這樣放棄!」他低下頭,手微微顫抖,但依舊緊緊握住日向的手。71Please respect copyright.PENANAjwXJy71pdT
「我喜歡你,日向。」
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影山抬起頭,眼中充滿了認真與渴望。他知道,如果不說清楚,日向會一直誤解下去。
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「我喜歡你,所以……我們不能就這樣分開。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAROkDNQHCY2
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在這幾天相處下,他深切的感受到日向對他的喜歡,他也清楚的知道,自己原來很享受這幾天的日子,他原來也喜歡著日向,他不願讓這件事停止,也不願讓日向以為這段感情是虛假的。71Please respect copyright.PENANAsKf6TK0AbQ
日向以為自己聽錯了,影山怎麼可能喜歡自己?但是他還是想要確認,怕自己是在強迫他才這麼說的。
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「你不是因為我而這麼說的吧?」71Please respect copyright.PENANACLFGhfyACp
「不是的,日向,我說的是真心話。」
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影山緊了緊握住日向的手,低聲補充道。
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「我知道我誤解了你對我的喜歡,但在這期間,我一直都不明白自己為什麼會對你這樣特別在意,直到現在我才清楚地意識到⋯⋯我喜歡你,不是因為別人逼我,也不是因為你是我的隊友。我只是想,和你在一起。」
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他抬起頭,眼神直接對視著日向,語氣是那麼的堅決。日向聽到他這麼真誠的告白,眼淚瞬間湧了出來。71Please respect copyright.PENANArnJXssepVA
他猛的上前抱住影山哭泣著,哭的連話都說不清了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAyfxvMWgNIm
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「影三⋯偶也希翻你!⋯嗚嗚⋯⋯」71Please respect copyright.PENANA53fW3ogJd9
「哈,哭的好誇張」
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影山苦笑不得的拿出自己的手帕為日向擦去眼淚,調侃著已經哭成花貓的日向,也不忘回抱住那人的身體,將人緊緊的貼住,貪婪著日向身上的氣味。71Please respect copyright.PENANA7wGMoFqUBY
日向緊抓住影山的衣服,雖說是抱怨的話,但是卻有著撒嬌的意味。71Please respect copyright.PENANASW37MArNIa
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「影山你真是難搞⋯笨蛋山!」71Please respect copyright.PENANAsWlm8X3eJP
「我才不是笨蛋⋯boke⋯」71Please respect copyright.PENANAxHBZSK4ZBD
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感受到日向的撒嬌,他心跳不自覺的加速,卻也收緊了環抱住日向的手。71Please respect copyright.PENANAiZTPNXlkNU
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「你這傢伙,記得我說的話!不管怎樣,你都說的搭檔⋯⋯也是我的人!」71Please respect copyright.PENANAv0CByYZ34i
「所以!在未來!不管是十年後,二十年後,不論是在日本的頂端還是全世界!你都要和我站在同一個舞台上!和我一起⋯⋯」71Please respect copyright.PENANAkPZ0O2js9A
「因為我喜歡你!」
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