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No Plagiarism!PA225Eka5gLAQkrukPpxposted on PENANA Dear God,8964 copyright protection21PENANAHI072FwaGk 維尼
I don’t know how to believe.8964 copyright protection21PENANAHLWsrF243g 維尼
I’m tired of pretending I do.8964 copyright protection21PENANAdhtmvs2bRY 維尼
I’ve tried to find You.8964 copyright protection21PENANAYf9Ba289Uc 維尼
I read the Bible. I highlighted every line that felt like it might mean something.8964 copyright protection21PENANAAx02A1AdW8 維尼
I asked questions. I said prayers. I sat in chapel and listened so intently I memorized the words.8964 copyright protection21PENANAMNf4VTdYBr 維尼
And for a second, I really thought I felt You. I really thought You were there.8964 copyright protection21PENANAS8wqfgGPbd 維尼
My heart was pounding. I almost cried.8964 copyright protection21PENANATrIS475n5Z 維尼
Was that You?8964 copyright protection21PENANA8jRsIhiQUl 維尼
Was that just emotion?8964 copyright protection21PENANAfHhiyB8mL7 維尼
Was I lying to myself without realizing it? To cope with myself?8964 copyright protection21PENANAqx2o1yc7vi 維尼
I don’t hate You. I haven’t given up.8964 copyright protection21PENANAKM8xXtgfzS 維尼
But I don’t know how to love You. And I don’t know how to keep going.8964 copyright protection21PENANA1yXWPIugC7 維尼
I want to. I really do.8964 copyright protection21PENANAxrmQPzURdz 維尼
I want to believe.8964 copyright protection21PENANAB7h7IN9yus 維尼
I want to feel something again.8964 copyright protection21PENANAFZMDgzkQGX 維尼
I thought I was doing it all right.8964 copyright protection21PENANAjfPc8jbP20 維尼
So why do I feel nothing?8964 copyright protection21PENANA7JNuPX7NiF 維尼
Why do I feel like I’m standing outside the faith everyone else holds so easily?8964 copyright protection21PENANAOZ5wZieO4s 維尼
Why does their belief come like breathing — and mine feels like drowning?8964 copyright protection21PENANAJmu3fcZ6Mk 維尼
They say it’s simple.8964 copyright protection21PENANA9sWUMzBKMb 維尼
But it’s not.8964 copyright protection21PENANA1W6SeWG59F 維尼
It’s not simple when you’re sitting alone, begging for a voice and getting silence.8964 copyright protection21PENANAEuVrB3UiqM 維尼
It’s not simple when you’re scared you’re making it all up just to feel less alone.8964 copyright protection21PENANAQBO1cJU12U 維尼
I want a reason to stay.8964 copyright protection21PENANAXc7cyyUc1m 維尼
A reason to live.8964 copyright protection21PENANArxpLWVJvnC 維尼
A reason to keep reaching out.8964 copyright protection21PENANAMdeLT9Ok8w 維尼
I want to be held by something real.8964 copyright protection21PENANAk4HXlYJQmV 維尼
I want You to be real.8964 copyright protection21PENANA1C5IDEezMq 維尼
I just need something, God.8964 copyright protection21PENANA8hXvxF0fVR 維尼
Anything.8964 copyright protection21PENANAHVJCuQfDOx 維尼
Because I feel like I’m aimlessly wandering in a dream I’m not sure is a nightmare.8964 copyright protection21PENANABHe5PkzeCK 維尼
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