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No Plagiarism!he8jvQFCb8pSUd4snKAAposted on PENANA Dear God,8964 copyright protection16PENANA5abw36493o 維尼
I don’t know how to believe.8964 copyright protection16PENANAkn2zbGsDnW 維尼
I’m tired of pretending I do.8964 copyright protection16PENANA4ZBMBqijOY 維尼
I’ve tried to find You.8964 copyright protection16PENANAwRvrpHpzoj 維尼
I read the Bible. I highlighted every line that felt like it might mean something.8964 copyright protection16PENANA9g0ouNFCtW 維尼
I asked questions. I said prayers. I sat in chapel and listened so intently I memorized the words.8964 copyright protection16PENANAlQsC9seFt1 維尼
And for a second, I really thought I felt You. I really thought You were there.8964 copyright protection16PENANA2lA9LmdrPA 維尼
My heart was pounding. I almost cried.8964 copyright protection16PENANAzCzEqsGOVt 維尼
Was that You?8964 copyright protection16PENANAkpqyo0Esl1 維尼
Was that just emotion?8964 copyright protection16PENANAGwbj3fd40U 維尼
Was I lying to myself without realizing it? To cope with myself?8964 copyright protection16PENANAPUdTjTRNaj 維尼
I don’t hate You. I haven’t given up.8964 copyright protection16PENANAbS52e0OlHO 維尼
But I don’t know how to love You. And I don’t know how to keep going.8964 copyright protection16PENANAN2L86Fgh6S 維尼
I want to. I really do.8964 copyright protection16PENANAgeAIPKwkuQ 維尼
I want to believe.8964 copyright protection16PENANAk9lVAktgy3 維尼
I want to feel something again.8964 copyright protection16PENANAxtMH6ed7hb 維尼
I thought I was doing it all right.8964 copyright protection16PENANAKp4y7S41dA 維尼
So why do I feel nothing?8964 copyright protection16PENANAmitt0PbFwi 維尼
Why do I feel like I’m standing outside the faith everyone else holds so easily?8964 copyright protection16PENANAfDhFSMhFry 維尼
Why does their belief come like breathing — and mine feels like drowning?8964 copyright protection16PENANAEVB2piQs3y 維尼
They say it’s simple.8964 copyright protection16PENANAKICpI02IGO 維尼
But it’s not.8964 copyright protection16PENANAtyQdcBCwAe 維尼
It’s not simple when you’re sitting alone, begging for a voice and getting silence.8964 copyright protection16PENANAAz71NYeJpo 維尼
It’s not simple when you’re scared you’re making it all up just to feel less alone.8964 copyright protection16PENANAnd8rEru8lj 維尼
I want a reason to stay.8964 copyright protection16PENANAIgfpVBN4TG 維尼
A reason to live.8964 copyright protection16PENANA9GuM88zZwE 維尼
A reason to keep reaching out.8964 copyright protection16PENANAzX2uD6nvSU 維尼
I want to be held by something real.8964 copyright protection16PENANAknc2EBjXNs 維尼
I want You to be real.8964 copyright protection16PENANAbaaLzfgXf3 維尼
I just need something, God.8964 copyright protection16PENANA4tHofqIFei 維尼
Anything.8964 copyright protection16PENANABoFpXd8YuJ 維尼
Because I feel like I’m aimlessly wandering in a dream I’m not sure is a nightmare.8964 copyright protection16PENANAC0BVhn9hUp 維尼
20Please respect copyright.PENANAhKMZIs2ocQ
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