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No Plagiarism!svO21UBd1RSc6FuVc99xposted on PENANA Dear God,8964 copyright protection21PENANAPWldiExIyh 維尼
I don’t know how to believe.8964 copyright protection21PENANAubr1kYuXn8 維尼
I’m tired of pretending I do.8964 copyright protection21PENANA4YyjhjXmo1 維尼
I’ve tried to find You.8964 copyright protection21PENANA1HADeQdwcD 維尼
I read the Bible. I highlighted every line that felt like it might mean something.8964 copyright protection21PENANAKq3gmiT3Eg 維尼
I asked questions. I said prayers. I sat in chapel and listened so intently I memorized the words.8964 copyright protection21PENANA0cOSvel5zl 維尼
And for a second, I really thought I felt You. I really thought You were there.8964 copyright protection21PENANAi6Bx4eBNWN 維尼
My heart was pounding. I almost cried.8964 copyright protection21PENANAsinsCoRRfR 維尼
Was that You?8964 copyright protection21PENANAFsbJKNCSp1 維尼
Was that just emotion?8964 copyright protection21PENANA7rBfYbvoOE 維尼
Was I lying to myself without realizing it? To cope with myself?8964 copyright protection21PENANAMDutPvaout 維尼
I don’t hate You. I haven’t given up.8964 copyright protection21PENANAgaOnu3ayGE 維尼
But I don’t know how to love You. And I don’t know how to keep going.8964 copyright protection21PENANAGSgaQyMptY 維尼
I want to. I really do.8964 copyright protection21PENANAlfAUrbLWNP 維尼
I want to believe.8964 copyright protection21PENANAJ1OImZRAFy 維尼
I want to feel something again.8964 copyright protection21PENANA1se7me5orT 維尼
I thought I was doing it all right.8964 copyright protection21PENANAsaGUgaJ2q8 維尼
So why do I feel nothing?8964 copyright protection21PENANA8QQUUrjbUd 維尼
Why do I feel like I’m standing outside the faith everyone else holds so easily?8964 copyright protection21PENANAQoDTqs5Mic 維尼
Why does their belief come like breathing — and mine feels like drowning?8964 copyright protection21PENANAEw55gpXk2o 維尼
They say it’s simple.8964 copyright protection21PENANA7q98dfTpXs 維尼
But it’s not.8964 copyright protection21PENANATkYZKjzJ9R 維尼
It’s not simple when you’re sitting alone, begging for a voice and getting silence.8964 copyright protection21PENANAHn3OhzQuDR 維尼
It’s not simple when you’re scared you’re making it all up just to feel less alone.8964 copyright protection21PENANADuJMJIaQvb 維尼
I want a reason to stay.8964 copyright protection21PENANATRQdqMfkUx 維尼
A reason to live.8964 copyright protection21PENANA1zQrQCVnQ5 維尼
A reason to keep reaching out.8964 copyright protection21PENANAvY720vymCM 維尼
I want to be held by something real.8964 copyright protection21PENANAZLgNIU1xck 維尼
I want You to be real.8964 copyright protection21PENANAcPgu5jmZ0u 維尼
I just need something, God.8964 copyright protection21PENANA7rDaKL7FAG 維尼
Anything.8964 copyright protection21PENANACGTmBOToKh 維尼
Because I feel like I’m aimlessly wandering in a dream I’m not sure is a nightmare.8964 copyright protection21PENANA0lYrsEkgsB 維尼
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