演奏完最後一首，從舞台上跳下，帥氣。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUqBjTtLB9
全世界都在看著我！我知道的，他們會接住我，就像往常那樣。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKTraYRJvj
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「沒有什麼苦不苦，好友。你聽，這是觀眾們的歡呼聲，這些，全是在為我喝采！」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrRhvqgjDj
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大概是從我七歲開始吧，畢竟這是我有的記憶中最早的片段。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSfjI5yzpJ
當時電視播放著《哆拉a夢》這部卡通的劇場版，演了什麼我沒印象，只知道它裡面的冒險給我帶了很多衝擊。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0metizMJa
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「我要過一個不一樣的人生！」直到高中前，我的第三個生日願望都是這樣，默默的被我許下。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitYsT3r7Hy
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「第三個不能給別人知道，不然就不準了。」大家都是這樣講。不過無所謂，畢竟已經實現了，而且還真徹底。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguRTDGDqDL
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大學畢業，我成為了一名表演者。迎來了第一次公開表演，我的父母也參與了，雖然以失敗收場，但我看到了他們熱淚盈眶。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVTz70G4jR
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於是我發誓，下一次表演要更好、要完美！因為我不想再讓他們失望。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwASrAXfarG
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「我們相遇的時候就是第二場表演。」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7mGnYlIN3
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「啊……我記得，那一場來了不少人呀！歡呼聲之大……」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFxyochFgj
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「大過阿公的噴嚏聲對吧！」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQKdb6cvte
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「這麼會，那都給你講就好了。」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknelEAsne4
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「不過我還是失敗了，父母失望透頂。那段時間真難熬，我還去看了心裡醫生。」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sUAGvimBh
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可能是我有點偏質狂吧，不對，不是可能，我就是偏質狂，我知道的。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGwiqiZdmd
父母對我沒有什麼要求，只要平安長大就好……為什麼？難道我在你們眼中就那麼沒用？322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXJgzNlUD7
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記得有一次去香港學習，阿公出了機票錢，在出發前一天和我說：「好好玩，不要有壓力！」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6wHZkGvLt
拜託！不要說這麼溫柔的話，不然我如果沒學到322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13UaFSVpJf
……我要怎麼面對。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbTPb4tF10
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罵我，跟我說「沒學好就別回來」，用更兇爆的方式好嗎？不然我要怎麼面對，面對沒辨法拿出成積回饋的我呢？322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNE54Q8Q0a
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都是我的錯……。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18WSDvHt0Y
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「所以你……一路走來的過程都不容易是嗎？」醫生這樣說著，並在筆記上抄抄寫寫。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbtlSh0Bpo
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不，太容易了，容易到我不能再失敗，不然那些每天受苦受難的孩子，比起他們，我這種人算什麼？322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ497YWYhQ4o
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「不容易呀，不過休息了一陣子，喘口氣，真是件好事。」我笑著回答，用著那些服務業從早到晚只要看到客人就會拿出來的笑臉。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNT3zCI85b
十點十分的笑容、溫和平靜的語氣，我是個表演者，完美的表演者！322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2AroyYETD
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「好，經過這幾週的觀察，看起來你有好轉了，可以暫時放風，我等等會請你的父母來。」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRyOHqW97H
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最後一次了，我深呼吸，一想到等等要面對的，我的完美笑容差點掉下來被醫生看到。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjflYxQHNJV
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我不想再看到他們的失望了，這輩子都是。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fYVnsPq0k
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「所以這次的表演，我計劃了這麼久的表演，我不會再猶豫了！」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFiU6fadqM
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「嘿！何苦呢？」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvosi4LCChM
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「不苦，因為值得。」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDCM9tJOVj
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最後表演成功了，我笑瞇了眼，看不到其它人的臉。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabTpO46JgT
稍微改一下日本文學作家-太宰治在《人間失格》裡的開頭：生而為人，我很抱歉。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcftoVix8HM
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爸、媽、阿公阿嬤、全世界的所有生物們：322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9sYxSrtQu
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「生而為人，我很感謝。」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMfN60j0dO
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人生自古誰無死，如何死？322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwjm4oCTr2
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10X/6/18 FIrst show322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevRXNFZdts
上吊失敗，因燈管太脆弱，比人還脆弱。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws0nY8kxRP
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10X/8/29 Second show322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkxMsQJB1x
跳樓，三樓似乎太矮了，但是歡呼聲夠了。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVkTVf5qy2
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10X/5/17 The last show322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijHoJBhj0P
跳樓，向全世界宣傳。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkG1hq9va8
19樓，一樓一歲，落地歸零。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9NqjDLPPA
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