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although I know it's wrong I don't care. I love my brother and that's what matters. now, you may be asking right now how loving my brother is wrong. but I don't just love him as a sister should. I want him to be my mate.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iQUaVP7Lu
I know that most cats hate cats who date each other and are closely related. cousins might get you a little hate. but anything less related than that cats won't care.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8qprXDfAT
but if two siblings become mates then surely nobody will accept them. I try not to think about my crush but every day it just gets worse and worse.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHArCxPwg0p
after all, who wouldn't love Lionpaw? he's so handsome, strong, and overall just a good apprentice. It's a surprise he isn't a warrior yet.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAybxUpBYv
Lionpaw has golden fur with orange tabby stripes and gleaming amber eyes. he also has a few scars despite only being an apprentice. but just his looks aren't the only thing attractive about him.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhMNwRhDBL
Lionpaw has some anger issues I will admit that. but they aren't that bad and he never snaps at me or our other brother, Jaypaw.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQERfXLlqFK
I know that deep down Lionpaw is a kind and caring cat even if he doesn't always show it to others. but Lionpaw is truly himself around me.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsUwtVjHcl
although at the same time just because Lionpaw acts like a different cat around me doesn't mean he loves me. after all, most cats don't love their siblings in this way and if they do then they keep it to themselves.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuM5PC99rU
a part of me hopes that Lionpaw does love me back and that we can become mates. although deep down I know that life isn't that simple and things won't turn out this way.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPFvGDV2Ea
maybe it is for the best if Lionpaw doesn't love me back. then none of us will get in trouble. although technically, incest isn't against the warrior code.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw2n8Upccm
I do follow the warrior code and the rules as closely as I can. but even if Incest isn't in the warrior code it is wrong in many cats eyes. yet I still can't force away these crude thoughts.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ5kzDbnlN
sometimes I wonder if I should just simply give in. after all, what's the worst thing that's going to happen? I shouldn't care how cats think about me. but then I remember my family.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfKbkVJ9rV
what would Jaypaw, Squrrielflight, and Brambleclaw think? or what would Firestar or Sandstorm think? they are my grandparents after all...157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo5K3hplEK
sighing softly I flop over in my nest. it is late at night and I shouldn't be thinking. I should be resting and getting prepared for tomorrow's training. but I still can't sleep.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9umy7R9bV
I move towards Lionpaw's nest, hopefully trying to snuggle up against him. but I feel nothing. I then open my eyes and realize that Lionpaw isn't in his nest.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hDWyYgkqb
instantly my heart starts to rapidly beat and I panic. I don't know what to do.... is Lionpaw okay? I try to force away my thoughts and worries though. surely, Lionpaw is fine and I'm just overreacting.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjb65V1tak
after all, Lionpaw is a strong apprentice. stronger than his own mentor, Ashfur, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was stronger than Firestar himself. so he can defend himself.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR53DzoqtI
there's a chance that he's doing something wrong but I doubt it. Lionpaw is just most likely making dirt.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgjRPViQPb
I decide to wait for a few heartbeats but after a few minutes passed I realize I have to do something. even if Lionpaw is doing nothing wrong there's a chance he's in danger. even if he's strong I still don't want him to get hurt.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tNocLk9m9
carefully getting up out of the apprentices den I make sure that I didn't wake anybody up before going out the dirtplace tunnel. leaving the camp like this feel wrong. but it is going to be worth it as long as I find Lionpaw.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpsCsDSjo7
I hope that Lionpaw isn't breaking the warrior code. then again sneaking out like this could be considered breaking the code. but at the same time, it is not bad if Lionpaw is just out taking a walk or going on a hunt.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F42VYd2Rq
soon I caught Lionpaw's scent and I realized that it led to the windclan border. my green eyes widened. why was Lionpaw near an enemy clan?157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV1nMfZinJ
that made me get even more curious and worried. I began to sneak near the edge of windclan territory. because of my black pelt, it makes it so nobody can see me. so if Lionpaw is getting attacked I can easily defend him.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXBZumULdj
but what I saw next shocked me. Lionpaw isn't getting attacked by a windclan cat. he's playing with one! from the pelt of the cat I assumed that they were Heatherpaw, a light pink she-cat with purple eyes. she's around Lionpaw's age.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBTcHz3Hd9
Lionpaw and Heatherpaw were smiling, leaping onto each other, and giggling. soon Lionpaw was on top of Heatherpaw and he leaned down, licking her face.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgDyb2xxhl
"I love you," Lionpaw muttered.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27upPrICTa
"I love you too," Heatherpaw replied.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BWD1jb7F1
hearing that made my heart shatter. Lionpaw is breaking the code! but more importantly, Lionpaw doesn't love her. he loves a windclan she-cat.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkJ5Ow2ob4
suddenly getting angry I leap out of the bushes and glare at the two apprentices.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0nnaMQIzv
"What in starclan's name do you think that you are doing?" I demand.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHf6E8aLjwj
instantly Lionpaw's eyes widened and he nuzzled Heatherpaw up and smiled. "go back to the windclan camp. I'll see you soon." 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxnsIyOYON
Heatherpaw nodded before leaving. "alright." 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcywkwQJra
once Heatherpaw was gone Lionpaw then turned to Hollypaw. "Maybe I am mates with her. does that matter?"157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfZusFeqsA
"of course it does! you are breaking the code." I point out.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6cYs8xEQV
"so? the code doesn't matter. my love is greater than the dumb rules." Lionpaw declared. "why do you care?"157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhRnwBHUSW
"because you are my brother and I love you!" 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUBPkgyFLC
once I said that I know that what I'm going to say is dumb and that I'll regret it in the future. but right now I don't care.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bpnMlRKUB
"I love you more than that though. I'm bad because I'm jealous and I want to be your mate." I admit. 157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKAe4JDMY7
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