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因為殯儀館的氣氛太悲戚,我沒有在那邊待多久,看了妳的遺容鞠了一個躬就離開了。403Please respect copyright.PENANA74D9sM1DyS
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我甚至不太想去翌日的火化儀式。403Please respect copyright.PENANAQfT797EKci
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和妳的家人道別後,我獨自步行下山,思考有沒有避免這件事的方法。403Please respect copyright.PENANAVI7KDhM4GF
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而在途中,我看見了一個身穿白袍的女生站在路中心。403Please respect copyright.PENANA4fEpB3fjDh
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你希望改變過去嗎?403Please respect copyright.PENANAxRRmngRI79
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她說,我自然地回應她,那當然吧。403Please respect copyright.PENANAiKdQSVOFxq
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她莞爾道,那跟我走吧。403Please respect copyright.PENANAMuEm7y7gtj
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唔?為甚麼我會跟一個在路中心出現的女生搭話?然後又跟她走?403Please respect copyright.PENANA67g5GrkbT3
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在我意識到問題的時候,眼前出現了一片濃霧,然後又迅速地消散了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAmdMc43E3ix
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因為眼前的景象沒有變化,我不虞有他,繼續向市區的方向走。403Please respect copyright.PENANAqQkWK1FtKK
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奇怪了,天色突然昏暗了許多。403Please respect copyright.PENANAizIKui1B1t
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我看看天空,黑得好像快要下大雨。403Please respect copyright.PENANA7OaTRpd1BU
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這刻的景象,似曾相識有點印象。403Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ar2RBKggc
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嘛,反正我帶了雨傘,即使下大雨也不用怕吧。403Please respect copyright.PENANA5FjtgAaEsX
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結果三分鐘不到,從毛毛雨演變成傾瀉般的大豪雨。403Please respect copyright.PENANAQdNZnfvpi2
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雖然我有帶雨傘,可是這種大風雨使人寸步難行,因此我只好躲在天橋下等待停雨。403Please respect copyright.PENANAHNCz3c3DOo
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我終於明白是甚麼一回事了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAbJkfWlHR6Z
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這是她自殺的前一天黃昏。403Please respect copyright.PENANA6bU9OC1WOb
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那天晚上雖然下了很大的雨,不過雨勢不持久,一小時左右就停雨了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAr9bOutSSac
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然後在當天深夜,她打了一通電話給我。403Please respect copyright.PENANAUm5RgWsbLY
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其實那通電話沒有甚麼特別的情況可言,只是一般地聊天。403Please respect copyright.PENANAomPOUm20bB
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硬要說的話,就是她說很辛苦。403Please respect copyright.PENANADTj3dYbhzz
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「你不去找她嗎?」403Please respect copyright.PENANA2YlM2MXtcV
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在我思考的時候,一把女聲在我身旁召喚我。403Please respect copyright.PENANAKegXjh9B7C
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那個人是剛剛的白袍女生。403Please respect copyright.PENANAhhSasGzYHB
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「啊……?為甚麼妳跟來了?」403Please respect copyright.PENANAu3tuGBUVQy
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我問她,女生說,你很快就能明白。403Please respect copyright.PENANAGg3jj4p2lg
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她說,她調校了我的手機的設定,我可以打電話給她。403Please respect copyright.PENANAH8esnzULmB
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我捏一下臉龐,痛感沒有一秒的遲緩和減輕,看來是真的。403Please respect copyright.PENANADkeJ5I6nE3
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於是,我拿起手機。可是這一刻,我很猶豫。403Please respect copyright.PENANARcHYa56zm3
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真的需要這樣做嗎?無緣無故登門操訪,這會不會太煩人?403Please respect copyright.PENANAVayQbKmlOL
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我在思考著,橋外的暴雨沒有停止的跡象。403Please respect copyright.PENANAb1i9w0DjdP
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女生沒有說甚麼,只是默默站在一旁看著猶豫不決的我。403Please respect copyright.PENANAzZXfvRsR9X
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「你不會不甘心嗎?」403Please respect copyright.PENANAqQN2YjoVFP
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她冷不防蹦出這句話,不知為何,這一句好耳熟。403Please respect copyright.PENANAAidrg2n3hx
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「人生可不是經常有這樣的機會讓你重來的。」403Please respect copyright.PENANALl2oA2Ho1x
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她說。越發不安的我終於按下了屏幕的電話鍵盤,打了一通電話給妳。403Please respect copyright.PENANAQrjf3YD6HD
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有空嗎?403Please respect copyright.PENANANf8GSAJRPA
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我生硬地問,電話另一端的妳慵懶地問,為甚麼突然打電話來。403Please respect copyright.PENANAigrxDLbm86
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「這可不像你的作風欸,突然打來是有甚麼事嗎?」403Please respect copyright.PENANAHu8eWU3Nes
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妳問,我問妳現在是不是在家。403Please respect copyright.PENANA1S5oglyUdN
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「那當然,不過我現在不太想見人……我明天才找你,好嗎?」403Please respect copyright.PENANARvjCSiOVGe
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妳疲倦地說。要是我這一次像從前般不干涉妳的私事,那麼明天我看見的就是妳的屍體。403Please respect copyright.PENANAUIHzbImJQt
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「……要是今天以後妳不會再見到我呢?」403Please respect copyright.PENANALGtq5AwRSU
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我說,妳立刻害怕地問,是不是之前說錯了甚麼。403Please respect copyright.PENANAoBSABKDePm
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「你在我家附近?那你想上來還是我到樓下接你?」妳問,我說我自行上來就好,妳替我開門就可以了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAX93Yosdno5
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妳隨口說了句好吧就掛線了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAtYVLl0wDcm
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雨稍微減弱了,我就立刻衝上妳的住處找妳。403Please respect copyright.PENANAtjEtqS7mpL
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這段路我一直在想,要是可以重來,我定會珍惜這一次的機會。403Please respect copyright.PENANAyOw8s8g1Oh
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跑了十至十五分鐘終於趕到了,妳披頭散髮迎接我,我沒有一絲介懷,馬上給了妳一個擁抱。403Please respect copyright.PENANAxQSBzWJfAR
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我眼前抱緊的是我最愛的人,是那個讓我經歷各種第一次的女孩子。403Please respect copyright.PENANASZaSrvIU5U
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這個不是夢,是現實!403Please respect copyright.PENANAy6RNVoqDJd
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妳撫摸我的頭安慰我,問我是不是作了甚麼惡夢了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAoRKj8qxJ3F
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我笑笑搖頭,以孩子腔說沒有這樣的事。403Please respect copyright.PENANAiF9TCtcsRs
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溫馨的氣氛在我們重遇的大門口縈繞,我幾乎忘掉過來的目的。403Please respect copyright.PENANAkNztIjoIeI
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然後,妳把我帶到了妳的房間。403Please respect copyright.PENANAQX4nesNWuW
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妳一關上房間就直入主題,問我為甚麼突然那麼緊急地找妳。403Please respect copyright.PENANAzmij42UAtI
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我問妳,跟朋友吵大架的事和好了沒有。403Please respect copyright.PENANASUgwXisVXx
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「我跟她已經決定好重修舊好……不過她男朋友的事就不能提及了……」403Please respect copyright.PENANAYzXxuDRic7
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妳碎碎唸道,真不懂自己在搞甚麼。403Please respect copyright.PENANAgyEcx0hvxp
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好討厭……403Please respect copyright.PENANAc5VI5EkzSl
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妳潸然淚下,整個場景急轉直下。403Please respect copyright.PENANASTJFmDKySK
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「明明已經做好打算這樣一勸朋友也當不成了,要是勸阻不成日後不見還好,現在這種結果卻是那麼四不像,豁出去的勇氣全白費,像個傻瓜一樣……」403Please respect copyright.PENANA7P8xRnLaeR
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「……身邊沒有一個人理解我,我好辛苦……」403Please respect copyright.PENANAFCHcPeuDQ8
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妳哭著說,我不發一言,給了妳一個擁抱。403Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZaMf89Bna
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有我在。我說。我會支持妳的。403Please respect copyright.PENANA2BvpdJyFUB
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然後妳哭得更大聲了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAjh9gocJ97p
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「你真的會與我站在同一陣線?你會支持我?你不會抛下我的對吧?」403Please respect copyright.PENANAEe76t5TFjS
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妳哽咽著說,哭得淒厲的妳說話也不清楚了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAPZF59dHPvI
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「我會,就像現在一樣,我不會再讓妳一個人承受這種痛苦了……」403Please respect copyright.PENANAh0tmtnm4Lw
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答應我,以後有難題就一起面對,不要窩在心裡好嗎?403Please respect copyright.PENANAidf1NdK4XF
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我問,她點點頭答應。403Please respect copyright.PENANAO4tznelPD8
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過了一段時間她才冷靜了下來,然後就直接梳洗睡覺了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAvRnmgzxhgZ
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我陪伴了她一整個晚上。403Please respect copyright.PENANApWZLcMIGN2
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到了凌晨時份,我也沉沉睡去進入夢鄉了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAtICEJH6h4E
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到我醒來的時候,天已經亮了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAwySgehls1c
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睡眼惺忪的我看一眼手機,日期是四月十四日。403Please respect copyright.PENANAVLGGCXbnTo
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也就是我回到現實的時間了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAIXi2oo3xHu
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後面突然一個女生從背後擁抱我叫我早晨,說今天天氣很好。403Please respect copyright.PENANA8qAPoHZdDc
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「不過肚子就不太好了……下輩子得投胎當男人。」403Please respect copyright.PENANANt3awkiFmx
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她搓搓肚子說。403Please respect copyright.PENANAAKmfdh6XPB
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阿咧?時間線不同了?403Please respect copyright.PENANAK3myENrp39
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我狐疑地想,為甚麼整個場景不同了。403Please respect copyright.PENANApYHdaUA1yt
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過來一下。我們到廁所討論。403Please respect copyright.PENANAWG2U0IYZ1X
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一把熟悉的聲音在我的後方響起,原來是送我來的天使女。403Please respect copyright.PENANA7tPBSsRiLl
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「恭喜你,你改變歷史了。」403Please respect copyright.PENANAiGR3fTQKT2
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她問,想不想知道為甚麼我讓你回到過去改寫歷史。403Please respect copyright.PENANAuCwuOYGEb4
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「為甚麼呢?」403Please respect copyright.PENANA3yP7SIh4j5
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我不作任何推測,單刀直入反問她。403Please respect copyright.PENANAryJqtbT9gE
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「這篇文你寫的嗎?」403Please respect copyright.PENANAYDT9HOzKZv
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她把我女朋友忌日那天的日記的一頁拿下來問。403Please respect copyright.PENANA4xRXGzjDfs
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喂不要隨便拿我的日記啊……幸好沒有寫下甚麼具體色色的內容。403Please respect copyright.PENANA0RRRGyq9hw
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我僥倖地想。她說,既然我說自己經一事長一智那就要表現出來,要看到有改變。403Please respect copyright.PENANA0WDv6BHnZs
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「原來是這樣呀……總之謝謝妳了,讓我能力挽狂瀾。」403Please respect copyright.PENANA4kPny0Dup1
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我莞爾著感謝她。403Please respect copyright.PENANANiTaMfk7AL
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不用客氣。她微笑著消失在空氣中。403Please respect copyright.PENANAJaAjs3YJgI
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我握拳暗自發誓,這一次重遇一定要讓我成為一個成熟的男人。