我認識Ｋ的時候，他已經死了很久，既不記得自己的過去，也想不起來自己真正的名字，只知道自己叫Ｋ。Ｋ？不管怎麼看，都更像是一個代號或者假名不是嗎？當我這麼問Ｋ的時候，Ｋ傻傻的笑了很久，什麼也沒說，一雙清亮的眼睛裡，讀不出來任何的情緒。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsurJEx6FL
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於是，從暑假搬進這棟房子開始，我不得不和Ｋ這傢伙同居。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeRyGiw8pu
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嗯。就整體來說，Ｋ是個有趣的傢伙，拿第一天我搬進來的事情來說好了－－535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sYwtHVbnj
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那天我剛提著行李進到了房間就聽到浴室傳來了水聲。於是我放好行李後，想也沒想就扭開了浴室的門踏了進去，而當時的Ｋ正在洗澡，氤氳的霧氣讓他整個人看起來更加的飄渺。很香豔是吧？前提是Ｋ沒有發出那種極度女性化的尖叫和下意識遮著胸口、一副我要侵犯他的動作……535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMUdu6PzF7
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「你在打些什麼？」一邊壓在了我的背上，Ｋ發出了像是貓咪打呼嚕般意味不明的聲音。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0dKS2yKyO
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「打第一天我看到你裸體的那件事。」我一邊敲打著鍵盤，一邊伸手將他幾乎快要貼在我臉上的臉推開。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9FcflLTSi
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「抗議啦，你怎麼可以寫我的糗事。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihKH39Xjp4
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「抗議無效。」我睨了他一眼，將視線挪回了螢幕。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NupKlexAW
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他在旁邊嘟嚷了一會兒，突然發出「嘿嘿嘿」的笑聲，將嘴巴貼在了我的耳邊，小聲的說道：「我不知道你對那天的事這麼念念不忘。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1FGyPrkno
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他的氣息噴在了我的耳朵旁，讓我有點癢，大概近似於有蒼蠅在耳邊飛呀飛的那種怪異感吧。沒多久，他發現我沒什麼反應，便有些賭氣的將我的椅子轉向了他，然後一個人全裸的站在我面前擺出各種Pose，但我老是想到他那天發出的尖叫，所以倒也沒有覺得眼前的景象有多麼香豔。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEfpo6GKvo
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裸體嘛，我看多了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JaqI7WwPr
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「怎麼樣？」擺了一陣子，他轉頭看向我，一雙眼睛期待似的閃爍著亮光。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP6k12ACvS
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「什麼怎麼樣？」我挑起了眉問他。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn3fF5in8r
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「好看嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQaA6fcx4k
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不，你現在看起來就像一隻想要主人讚美、摸摸的大型犬。我暗自在心理翻了一個白眼，頓了一下，將手環於胸前，靠著椅背敷衍的說道：「嗯、嗯，好看。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YGbM0cnoI
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「你騙人。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cB0H4jhqL
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現在又變成倉鼠加上怨婦的綜合體。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErP8b8hRiZ
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「所以？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7zh5JLwHy
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……想捏他的臉。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv5JIQOjv1
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「喜歡嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gyi2cm3fm
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一般會這麼問嗎？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBkmm6nNGt
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我怔了一下，調整好坐姿，看向他，說道：「……我們先來玩一個遊戲，我說什麼話，你就接下去，怎麼樣？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4nSFIgbsO
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他歪頭想了一下。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRgcLOhGgf
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「好。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8q4Zjn85g
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「如果你三百六十五天，餐餐都吃雞腿……」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq4vmxrNIa
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「會膩。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1Ydb6omk6
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「如果你三百六十五天，都看Ａ片………」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVRKKID1xJ
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「會煩。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHy2p98mcT
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「如果……」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4NGKiNYiX
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「等等，為什麼都是三百六十五天？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2Ur0ankcN
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「這是重點嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjmHj64KEe
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「哎，不是。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39vXhQn0Ty
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「好，那我們繼續？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfnCO1PrF9
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「好。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ57uDrdVv
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「如果三百六十五天，你都看同一個人的裸體……」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGdlXP4wPj
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「會看到不想再看。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ssgNrTqFV
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「好，我已經回答你問我的問題了。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ4DX8Z8lS
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「……哎？」他瞪大了雙眼看著我，表情呆到不能再呆。「什麼東西？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAgyTm2p4X
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61UhbeqAPL
「你剛剛不是問我喜不喜歡你的裸體嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdKbXTLPjY
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「對……不對啊，你什麼時候回答我問題了？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzAL2XBFQB
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「重複一下遊戲最後，你說了什麼。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstqOgiDRWh
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「……會看到不想再看？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd5IF2rAte
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「標準答案。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ6zTJOm9V
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「哭杯啦！」發出一聲怪叫，他雙眼泛淚咬著不知道從哪裡來的手帕，連衣服都沒穿上，就衝進浴室，「碰」的一聲將門給關上。於是，我瞅了螢幕一眼，又將視線挪回螢幕上，點開了Google Chrome，在搜尋引擎上鍵入了幾個關鍵字。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDVy7uCs9w
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台北、大學生、死亡、新聞。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBxeCpv0Vf
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844,000筆資料。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyx2XsuUNPd
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我怔了一下，重新在搜尋引擎裡又輸入了幾個關鍵字。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWTKYK0pM7
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Ｋ、吳興街。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrV77t47XZ
51,800筆資料。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRA9Lq2meH
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我怔了一下，拿出筆記本做了一下記錄，將網頁關掉。實際上，在搬進來的幾個月，我和Ｋ比較熟的時候，曾有過一段對話。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggwgzykqP4
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「Ｋ，你難道都對自己不好奇嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ge1FvETmT
「嗯？現在不好嗎？幹嘛這樣問？」他一邊嗑著雞排，一邊嘗試著在房間裡倒立。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpeQR31tWT
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「不，我只是有點好奇。不過現在看來，你這傢伙估計是笨死的。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPI39G8f5a
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「屁啦！」一個翻身，雞排從他嘴裡噴到了角落。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnFJ5oi1Xk
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「根據本草鋼目記載，腦殘沒藥醫。看你那個臉就知道，肯定是腦殘。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9b9awPYvg
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「腦殘有我這麼帥的嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBRcFojDMT
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「哟，納西瑟斯。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk65pQe1cFd
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「幹。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxU23a06bL
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「說正經的，假設你真的死了，你真的打算一直留在這？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPallFdYiWu
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「有什麼不好嗎？」他怔了一下，笑的有些勉強。「反正現在有你，我也對現狀沒什麼不滿，不是挺好的？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYji7cvVbp
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「我不可能一輩子都住在這裡，而且你是狗嗎？對你好一點就跟別人跑。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvqnmAc7eU
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「哼哼，我可以跟你到天涯海角，就算我是狗也是會看人的。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFdDAPF7Wt
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驕傲屁。我對他翻了個大白眼。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZHBHNPwiL
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「不要以為我不知道你在想什麼。」換他朝我翻了一個白眼。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTLh5Bp6C4
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「難得你有聰明的時候。說真的，在我搬進來之前，這間房間換過多少人？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfdggdg16q
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「25人。」一邊說著，一邊盤腿在地上啃著不知道什麼時候被撿回來的雞排。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GA4zKcgwb
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「也太多了吧。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeVuwkq3q7
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「沒辦法，誰叫只有你這個奇葩不怕我。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyaqZ7FL4t
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「你的裸體……嗯，我好像明白了什麼。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUNIr92v5n
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「窗戶在那，慢走不送。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7jyKqemlh
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「噗。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPc5DuYm2c
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「髒死了！」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwtXDlOvD3
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「說正經的，你開始有印象是什麼時候？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVJClBAl5r
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「三、四年前吧，應該啦。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpA5qfvMgo
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「你……」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO82RAkGie
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「幹嘛？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qfu8Okefc
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「沒什麼。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz9lXivDWN
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我自己也不確定這樣做到底對不對，但我想，其實Ｋ並不是真的什麼都不知道，而是不想知道吧。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOy3owK1Ml4
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「叩、叩」伸手輕輕的敲著廁所的門，我靠著塑膠門板清晰的聽到了裡頭傳來了Ｋ悶悶的聲音說著：「……幹嘛？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw370Guekc3
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「我要上廁所。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrlRP6wZ0k
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一陣東西掉落的聲音從裡頭傳來，不一會兒，廁所的門就被打了開來，門後是一張嚴肅的不像是Ｋ的臉，卻確實是Ｋ，冷淡的、疏離的Ｋ。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMV84Zjhsy
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「你……」他楞楞地看著我一會兒，最後什麼也沒說，從裡面走了出來，經過我身旁時，聲音像被什麼悶住一樣，輕聲的說道：「進去吧。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYNHCbMLlf
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「喔，好。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbSr4KwFe0
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我不相信Ｋ不知道我在調查他的那件事，就像我並不相信Ｋ什麼也不知道。這樣真的好嗎？我真的不知道，只是很多的時候，我會覺得Ｋ並不像他表面那樣，是那麼開朗的人，他一定在試圖迴避著什麼，迴避著這一切謎題的真相。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fuktKZIgG
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真相固然傷人，但什麼也不做的話，這個傷就永遠好不了了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvyCA3WCJn
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經過半年之後，我和Ｋ依然住在一起，安靜的、普通的像是往後的日子也如今天一樣沒有過多的變化，那本一直被我放在抽屜裡的筆記本上，只剩下了為數不多的可能。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVi2blz4hr
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也許，打從一開始我就想錯了方向，被Ｋ誤導。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0rjS20xkj
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實際上的Ｋ，並沒有死，但也不能說他活著。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EgPD0xWZu
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點開了Google Chrome，再次在搜尋引擎上鍵入了關鍵字。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9yvYrDa27
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吳興街、學生套房、自殺未遂、新聞。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARk0FdtWjA
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想了一下，我再次打上了幾個關鍵字。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtWDFuD8lA
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2012、2013。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi03o6L59s
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Enter。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGreJB7FAQc
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998筆資料。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyulWQ34uOs
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「那個笨蛋。」將頭靠在了桌子上，螢幕上的頁面，正刺目的寫著「報導／男大生為情所困於租屋處自殺未遂」。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7jOXO5Hyq
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時間，正是三年前。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFRQhmtFo9
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如果過去沒有人陪你面對，是不是如今有我可以陪你一起面對？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAKVYt1IFZ
「我回……唉，你怎麼睡在桌子上啦。」一樣爽朗的笑聲，我幾乎不用抬頭就可以想像現在的Ｋ是怎麼樣的表情。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeQekDxMNL
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「我只是在思考，世界上為什麼會有水母這樣深奧的問題。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCD79EXa6lG
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「你想養？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9Yz5OaAIc
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「不，現場就有一隻會講話的。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8IWpLLznx
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「哭杯啦，為什麼我又變成水母了。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8mZlIkW47
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「軟體、無腦、手有毒，不是你嗎？尤其無腦這點。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFph0RbQUYn
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「抗議！」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOGvRYlPgl
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「抗議駁回。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsqRC8mCCa
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等到他一如往常的靠在我背後的時候，我才感覺得到他的僵硬。於是，我抬起頭看向他，他的臉是蒼白的，比平常是幽靈的他還要蒼白，臉上的笑笑的很勉強。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjAyUbYDMX
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「你……」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcHrorrxTN
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「對，我知道了。就像我知道你今天穿的內褲是小熊三角褲。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSq98QAPiM
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「變態。」他小聲的咒罵著。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK9fJLlu9p
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「整天裸體的大蝴蝶沒資格說我。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSOAA1YL4w
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「大蝴蝶？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKl9GC6tvC
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「蝴蝶的生活史稱為……」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nLyapUrOA
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「……完全變態。」語畢，「咚」的一聲撞在我的肩膀上。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPxt3MHVnz
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有點痛。我嘆了一口氣，伸手摸了摸他的頭。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZouDhWTQP0
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沉默了一會兒，他雙手還在我脖子上，發出了像悶在什麼東西裡那般模糊不清的聲音問道：「你非得這樣不可嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92RgUmOozj
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「沒有，我只是想知道你想怎麼做。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFi7RLISyo
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「什麼怎麼做？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQXiSo236a
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「你想死嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jOx6yUltz
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「怎麼可能。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOydLUcnaw
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「那為什麼……」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuBB13qUVx
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他輕輕的嘆了口氣，鬆開了我的脖子。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjJBtoovpz
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「你哪，真是多管閒事。」他發出小聲的嘟嚷。「現在不是挺好的嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AihX0KWQb
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「任性。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ULEdiYxCo
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「白痴。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoyPa2tlm1
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「你在害怕。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnOamdfhiR
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「沒有。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp3Q8EkJgH
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「你敢說你今天不是穿小熊三角褲？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLl5topR2I
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「呃。」他頓了一下，再度將手還在了我的脖子上，嘆了口氣。「事實上，我不是全部都不記得，遇到你之前我確實是打算就這樣一直過下去，現在也是。所以我不是很明白你為什麼必須要找到我的過去。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt8mEzSvB8
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「……這樣真的好嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVEpsK9EZB
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「什麼意思。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCyZhzjecU
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「字面上的意思。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqI0SanxG4
「……挺好的。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgpt3LldgY
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「……看來，你真的是笨死的。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZV9Kp2j0nJ
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「才怪。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMeijXDD67
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「你不可能一輩子逃下去的。」我看向他，他並沒有將臉看向我，只是沉默著。於是，我打開了抽屜，拿出了一封寫著清秀字跡的信。「總得有要面對的時候。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwLbDMc1Lt
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包括我也是。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIALxAy2P8x
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「這是我朋友五年前寫給我的信，是第一封也是最後一封。」翻過了信封的正面，角落簽著一個小小的名字。「跟你不同，他沒有選擇第二次的機會，所以他自殺了，留下這封信，告訴我他最後的選擇，但實際上裡頭只是一張白紙。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxRZiseMfj
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「起初，我以為他是想告訴我，他無話可說，但實際上真的是如此嗎？」抽出了信紙，我另外從抽屜裡拿出了電子打火機。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2qDoRyrUN
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「喀。」壓下了按鈕，火焰很快就從打火機口冒了出來。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ712tNqiVLf
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「你想幹嘛？」Ｋ忽然有些驚惶的看著我。「喂。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2ifZdDWFL
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事實上，答案一直都很簡單。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFtxafDSki
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我並沒有回答他，只是拿著打火機在信紙上烤了烤，紙上很快就有了褐色的痕跡。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeRUQOFDmO
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對不起，我愛你。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i2UBym5Bw
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整整六個字。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7Khg8Tw17
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僅此而已。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6polq4Xtc
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「……我真的非回去不可？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yqsbWZjp2
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「對。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgUyP7YN1q
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「那……」他猶豫了一下。「……我還可以在回來嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnTxfX92JA
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「我考慮。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOMETCr3Ly
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安靜了一會兒，他靠著我的肩膀，帶有鼻音、小聲的說道：「好吧。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74B0Ecgu9b
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「那……在讓我多靠一下。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2LGs765Kx
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「好。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2BteCGEzU
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「我走了。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V4CDAqT1d
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「慢走不送。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNjvszawQC
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他輕輕的點了點頭，轉過身朝門口走去。最後，我仍忍不住出聲叫住了他。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0vy58q1x0
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「喂。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWv6KCe6AU
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「幹嘛。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0HuaL9IIf
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「記得回來。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KtIZQaBGF
「好。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QUMBQQKcn
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第一次，他笑的很燦爛，燦爛的像他過去照片裡的那樣。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehq7AGowS3
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「還有，別再穿小熊三角褲，很蠢。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCUxFIShgE
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果然崩壞了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUBpB7qgPs
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「欠我的錢記得要還。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXNsGJKL8c
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「幹。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrXjGI4YEJ
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「……你真的很愛罵髒話哎。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKpDKOTVMQ
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「閉嘴！」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeknUupPrXO
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「Ｋ。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1JRiejmI2
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「你到底……」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuon27Cu4E
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「活著回來。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxinxPYARy
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