還記得高中時,我有一個喜歡的人。379Please respect copyright.PENANAKdiqnTNjZB
上午,豔陽高照,熱浪襲向每個新生的身軀,直達心靈,讓每個新生都躁動不已的時刻。379Please respect copyright.PENANAmALK3oNBmJ
而我也在這時遇見了她。379Please respect copyright.PENANAeqbXRH7WpY
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剛一見到她,我便明白我的全部都被她所捕獲,我呆在原地,火辣辣地不知該如何表達我當時的感覺。379Please respect copyright.PENANA0xGyEJ7kMz
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於是,懦弱的我只好杵在原地,並試圖用雙眼好好銘記她的一舉一動,並偷偷幻想未來我和她的可能。379Please respect copyright.PENANAvoiGAuRj1X
直到回家,我想了很多作戰計畫,試圖接近她跟他說上點話、幫上她一點忙。379Please respect copyright.PENANAlbhspsMlKS
我只希望有能跟她互動的機會而已,抱著這小小祈求,我開始展開行動。379Please respect copyright.PENANABBQf85elmU
因此,我意外得知她喜歡看小說,於是我就做了很多嘗試,想著要寫出最棒的小說給她。379Please respect copyright.PENANAzahCVLJbD1
從那一天開始,熬夜讀書、看其他作品、碼字,便成了我每天的例行公事,想著如何要讓故事更流暢,想著如何要讓故事更流暢。379Please respect copyright.PENANA4r9ZsrV9Za
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為了拿出最好給她,因為她值得。379Please respect copyright.PENANAkpDyKfJrIc
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最後我前前後後大概湊滿了三萬字。379Please respect copyright.PENANAv482izXpvJ
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拿給她看後,是有收到不錯的評價,我也在這時沉浸了喜悅中,絲毫沒有察覺到不對勁。379Please respect copyright.PENANAqVbm9gmGLp
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只是時間一久,那不對勁便愈發明顯。379Please respect copyright.PENANAhoIKgPiVVa
直到最後,我被收到的催更也不少,可我更她的關係卻更加冷淡了。379Please respect copyright.PENANAHHLyr26cke
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我想不透事情是為什麼會發生到現在的。379Please respect copyright.PENANAtTJwAzl1y4
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我只覺得,她並不愛我,不是這原本的我,而是寫小說的我自己。379Please respect copyright.PENANAv7ZNV489cD
我很不喜歡這種感覺,自己那些成功期待全都變成夢幻般虛無。379Please respect copyright.PENANAA7JC7oksQt
而現在死攀在她身上的我,在她的眼中又算什麼呢?
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「再這樣下去,一定⋯⋯會被鬧得不歡而散吧?」379Please respect copyright.PENANA97loAu4cSA
或許,她也覺得我很煩了。379Please respect copyright.PENANA7Eg7wCVacf
我不該出現在她面前,在最後我只希望我可以徹底在她面前消失。
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