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『世界上最遙遠的距離』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxF7N9Sp8s
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVI8KaZdr7
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKLXvpPEMH
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx8mQJESfT
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錯過與放棄。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ov902LCSb
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifdRPdp4dE
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE83xPcDzq
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『If……』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtiU5bR86w
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rBwJFykpq
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AFQ0jLljp
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6Xrk7Ykh9
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85chbgjJlz
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcmfCtPw5e
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhlk97Dg7s
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『給十年後未來的你』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWQqkVrT31
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoBWDMeJwg
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTuJp9R2gH
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHseKCRBix
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5mGPxsmPq
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbp81he6r7
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWVQboudST
至今回想卻支離破碎。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3BDNb0NiZ
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DFtubB9ra
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMu812TWfJ
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF42dub06e
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早就……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAHj0Kw8lL
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubNHbgY0zr
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqsqIQd3gB
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN7wgPwE4s
為什麼不能忍耐呢……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oyivmFPfC
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlue0oQhIWl
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『不要哭。』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakfoJ5Sb8o
最後，兄長只是這麼說。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneWAtW6fVs
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwUeoyxcUa
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQmLdYFNXK
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEW8NFXWg6
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到底過了多久呢？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrvmdtVb3o
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL2B1uwssk
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp4wliW5No
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW8BdwUYSx
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlsWQlSaTn
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他拼命的挖土。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvux3oPBds
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyo7wmT6xw
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCLFYcf47r
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBZKithfjZ
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS8G770kkc
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBB2AigXlG
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUBMXDgVve
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQyBGJWTsd
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqdOrvakiI
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看新聞有感。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wt1NTZz62
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRAoZmTRxZ
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「關於雪的聯想」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcb05tvONro
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgMzTRLR7c
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWCCu1kyiY
乾澀的，卻熱和著。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhkUF6VMaC
『你聽』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F1aLUYMoJ
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsJRECN7Tv
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoglEMLC8Zk
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGxGB8sJCT
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『踏雪無聲』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDzOnrUF5I
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乍然寂靜無聲。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT2SmG6Tj0
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTbo8fuUxu
他張大眼，張口不能言。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCSTI22H6Y
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth0LWnb1YT
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnUA80k2fk
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfJzChlG9Y
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnk6U4HvYB
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『請幸福的……』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUctSfGdV0
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHev08EJ0Sh
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lsNP91cMg
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBviG2U2iVk
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIeM74adPB
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN20bFrlRPu
我無法相信話語的真實。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2RNX0GHi5
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我知道，你愛我。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZpFud7fkk
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq564dgIa0z
我當然也從你口裡聽到。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIaN2RnwJb
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18KA3VAPTb
你總是會說：「我愛你。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn3feMxDlk
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是的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRn2JI29PzR
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnk9tfOHxg
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsy0GGeNSu
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1dIQJl2Ku
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqly7f4UNa
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『後日談』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sDuCxM200
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfUqnI7Bsv
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4iuKbR9G7
然後他又重複了一次。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfgku39uYy
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdX6L662kup
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkwUoJy60Q
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgdm3IP1IN
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0vBxUvu3f
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「十年」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuuOq9wKAd
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2Bp1DBV0H
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Gf5vrhZc3
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfFXSQXD0Q
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JnEN8YW4S
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因為太感同身受了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ202ExzyqNW
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VOHVwfIjM
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nmkwRTBkc
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWHYk1wWTV
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaweW6YJ19e
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1hlcXaIYB
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe4qHVRnRB
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUWhRz1NHJ
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZVcWf1hg5
他始終是，一個人。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuTgMCS4QJ
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTsBAAWmoq
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnSFLsiRIW
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他決定要去旅行。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvGRX6TRHF
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknARKTskr1
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路德也許會生氣吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiUwROBrvS
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU32eVMSlJ
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZCpN2BA4Y
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf49GAsupA
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYpR2NWy5k
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSqugm6Vn2
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDd6zwyZej
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGVPBAAVfI
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8xCNBYCw8
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc882Hni9Gs
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEfGTb0lnJ
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvRYIICdgY
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8ZdUI0SiT
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BAZ1p2BC8
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPoJB9qwce
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iqWA9oJO9
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他收起相片，忖思。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOya9trJim3
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrHOaABNYO
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG7ZEXJJII
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dEKsAECQf
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