Chapter 15: The Boy Who Stayed
Clark
I watched her burn the world down with calm hands and fire in her eyes.
And I stayed.
Even when she didn’t ask me to.
Even when she thought she didn’t want me to.
Because loving Mia wasn’t a gentle thing.9Please respect copyright.PENANA1Fd2EGFiLM
It was like loving a storm—sacred, destructive, necessary.
I met her when she was a name on a list.9Please respect copyright.PENANAzAJ4OnKQsT
A blurred screen in a private browser.9Please respect copyright.PENANANXQ7D1ZXiP
A girl you watched, but never really saw.
But the woman I found?9Please respect copyright.PENANA9x5C0uTWhf
She was more than the camera allowed.
After everything—after Solene, after Rafe, after the truths spilled like wine—we disappeared.
We didn't run.
We just… stopped needing an audience.
We found a town that didn’t know her name.
A small house with chipped paint. Salt in the air. A silence that wasn’t hollow.
There, she didn’t wear makeup.9Please respect copyright.PENANAY6jYbXX6Xr
Didn’t flinch when she woke up.
She learned to drink coffee again without fearing it was laced.
And I watched her breathe.9Please respect copyright.PENANAvpBZTjEKmY
Not survive. Not pose. Not fight.
Just… breathe.
Some nights, she still has that look in her eyes.9Please respect copyright.PENANArdszUCFVer
Like she’s standing at the edge of something only she can see.
And I know she’s remembering it all.
The contracts.9Please respect copyright.PENANA4nBTk2mf2H
The coercion.9Please respect copyright.PENANAOL1AAG2Gdw
The girl she had to become to survive.
She doesn’t talk about it often.9Please respect copyright.PENANA2qCYJBcfpp
But she lets me sit beside her in the dark.
And that’s enough.
People always ask—why didn’t I try to save her?
But what they don’t understand is this:
Mia never needed saving.
She needed someone who wouldn’t run when she started the fire.
Someone who would stand by the ashes and still call her home.
I started writing again. Not fiction.9Please respect copyright.PENANAVWdUrFJVtp
Truth.
The real kind.
I don’t name her. I never will.9Please respect copyright.PENANAE3RWQEr3bJ
But I write about the woman who looked into the eyes of her oppressors and didn’t blink.
Who chose vengeance over forgiveness.9Please respect copyright.PENANACPfcLK5dN7
Silence over applause.9Please respect copyright.PENANA6trxBBz88U
Peace over fame.
And every night, when I close my laptop, I look at her—sleeping, breathing, real—and I thank God I stayed.
Because there’s something holy about being trusted by a woman the world tried to break.
She still wakes up at 3AM sometimes.9Please respect copyright.PENANAS2EOX8pvlp
Walks to the porch.9Please respect copyright.PENANAf5NrytwAeE
Lights a cigarette she won’t finish.
And I follow.
We don’t speak.
But sometimes, she whispers, just loud enough for me to hear:
“I don’t know who I am without the war.”
And I always answer:
“You’re still here. That’s enough.”
They called her a pornstar.
A fallen woman.
A lost girl.
But to me?
She was the reckoning.9Please respect copyright.PENANAwPP1CB9ds4
The one who refused to stay quiet.9Please respect copyright.PENANAgoipPYEHc3
The one who taught silence how to scream.
And I will spend every day loving her in ways that don’t make her flinch.
In ways that don’t ask her to be whole.
In ways that let her be.
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