My feelings didn’t last long. They walked out of my life every time someone else did. First the betrayal. Then the sadness, then the disappointment, hope followed, my trust, my anger, and lastly most of my strong emotions. I still feel them all but they’re so faint and distant. They are echos of how I used to be. Reminders that I’m not who I used to be, I’m not the trusting one anymore. I’m the one who always keeps you at arms length while still being the one you can trust to always be there. I keep you at arms length because then it hurts less when you leave.
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