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過了幾天,夏允綸收到了老師傳來的訊息,感謝他在自己出國的時候幫忙帶課。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkY4nATNJC7
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[不會,這是我該做的。]69Please respect copyright.PENANAN0BsdGl3K0
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沒想到老師問夏允綸,是否畢業後要考慮當老師的事,讓他不免再次思考這件事。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkLUZqFc4yM
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[老師,我真的適合這個職業嗎?]69Please respect copyright.PENANAEBTJS3lUNm
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[怎麼會這麼想呢?是有什麼擔心的地方嗎?]69Please respect copyright.PENANA0cpYPGQ7ST
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[我不曉得自己畢業後,能不能夠勝任老師這個職業,想問問老師您的看法。]69Please respect copyright.PENANApkwYfUVJhv
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[我覺得你應該對自己更有自信才行,我觀察過你的教課狀態,認為你是有足夠的資格的,你或許可以把教師列入未來職業的考量。]69Please respect copyright.PENANAWeaqZOceNf
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[當然,如果你有更想去做的工作,那麼就去做吧!要是考慮過後還是覺得自己志不在此,就不要勉強自己,畢竟工作得考慮到自己能不能保持著熱情繼續下去。]69Please respect copyright.PENANAQtD5jBfnWQ
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夏允綸看了訊息深思許久後,才給予回覆。69Please respect copyright.PENANA1x4VWcK8tI
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[謝謝老師給的建議,我會再想看看的。]69Please respect copyright.PENANAnWC4ZWv0iR
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之後夏允綸也用同樣的問題詢問穆景宣的意見,他也對此給予肯定。69Please respect copyright.PENANAc2jNqFCfKI
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「想不到你還會這麼擔心你自己。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAVwFlgVewwz
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「不然…哥你覺得我是怎樣的人?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAddBXXDySPl
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「是會懂得見機行事的人吧,但某些方面還是會猶豫不決。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAo9OwjCns72
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夏允綸聽到回應後感到意外,愣愣地看著穆景宣,並沉默了一會。69Please respect copyright.PENANALjAiRRQpHj
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「既然這些小朋友都很喜歡你的教學方式,那麼你還在意什麼呢?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAQWrdwr2d75
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「我…」69Please respect copyright.PENANAINh5bmD5Mh
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「不要給自己太多壓力,你已經做得很好了。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAqcv7vCecIe
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「那…哥做論文的時候,不也給自己很多壓力嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAjspjaFQtGK
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穆景宣被這麼丟了個提問,也說不上什麼反駁的話。69Please respect copyright.PENANApcHYsQuCVA
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「看來我們都一樣,說完全沒壓力是不可能的。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA4YrBfbjyY7
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「但我現在壓力已經減輕很多了啊,反倒是你所面臨的壓力還不少。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA4hfpDq0b0n
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「…說得也是。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA7pAJqqBO94
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「話說哥你不是之後畢了業想當作家嗎?那麼會考慮哪家出版社?」69Please respect copyright.PENANASbicD4WL8w
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「我啊,倒也沒什麼好擔心的,目前就有收到一些出版社詢問我簽約的意願,不管如何我還是會去考慮綜合條件之下選擇哪一間比較適合。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAvSBWmXXKWJ
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夏允綸聽聞後感到驚訝,原來穆景宣早已不用擔心會遇到「畢業即失業」的危機,還沒畢業工作就陸續主動找上門來了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAPhnf9ia6Xt
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果然是文學獎獲得無數的人啊,怪不得業界會在這時候就開始攬人了,夏允綸這麼想著。69Please respect copyright.PENANANa5sDghX2r
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「你想吧,被你帶的學生們、帶你的老師都肯定你做得好了,就證明你是夠格成為老師的,那麼還有什麼好擔心的呢?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAZd18Fv4oJ4
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夏允綸覺得有些道理,點了點頭表示認同,並決定以後先往這個方向去嘗試。69Please respect copyright.PENANAYK75UoZerF
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後來實習結束後,夏允綸獲得了滿好的實習分數,瞥了一眼旁邊那個之前緊張地不停搓手的同學,問道。69Please respect copyright.PENANAyhui941iNc
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「怎麼樣?實習的成績還好嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANA4vKcGSbIdt
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「呃…算、算是還行吧,至少過了。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA8hR1hwEYVL
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看了一眼他手上拿的實習證明表,是成績滿不錯的,夏允綸不解他有什麼好擔心的,便安慰道。69Please respect copyright.PENANAAO0NrWJ5nh
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「很好啊,恭喜。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA1WTgZYJ4RQ
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同學尷尬地笑了笑,回應道。69Please respect copyright.PENANAn79ZXbC4rw
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「我…覺得我還是不適合當老師。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAksHBbFcR7Y
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「為什麼呢?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAiUIBcrbFBH
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「我面對學生真的會緊張到話講不好。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAsC9UQRxCNa
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夏允綸聽到同學這麼說,頓了頓才應和道。69Please respect copyright.PENANAixvMdFbdEJ
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「其實我也是一樣的,也會看到台下的人感到緊張,但發現到他們都很安靜聽課,並不會因為是不同人教就不配合,頓時就放心了。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAC7MQGhvj4y
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「實習結束後,他們還會對此感到不捨,說希望我能繼續帶他們,聽到他們這樣子的回饋,我更加認為這是件很有成就感的事。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAjSB4FHxWGw
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同學聽完後,想起了老師發證明表時說的話,便表達自己的看法。69Please respect copyright.PENANAeo4rP2ANBy
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「剛剛老師發證明表的時候,稱讚你實習時做得很好,收到了對方不少讚譽,這樣看來你確實是能夠當老師的呢。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAKUwwDq4Okp
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「是嗎?謝謝。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAEKEnUTl12Q
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回到房間的夏允綸,再次看著證明表並整理思緒,心想著自己未來的出路該要怎麼走,甚至還去找了資料、做了職能相關的測驗來檢驗自己。69Please respect copyright.PENANA1W7jfIKw5J
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「唉…總之做了再說吧,沒試怎麼知道自己是不是真的適合呢?」69Please respect copyright.PENANADEChPkISbB
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於是夏允綸最終做出了抉擇,以成為正式教師為目標前進,要是躊躇不前可能機會就會消失不見了。69Please respect copyright.PENANArUaykGfzxw
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時光轉瞬,夏季到來,夏允綸趁著假日空閒獨自一人去植物園,雖然天氣沒有預料中的好,但至少沒下雨,一切挺好的。69Please respect copyright.PENANAcwCKkTAAq0
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這次沒有家人相伴,只是一時興起前往的,特別挑了不是人多的時段去,看著這些綠色植物確實能讓心情放鬆很多,短暫忘卻了煩惱。69Please respect copyright.PENANAU0iWisMP6S
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走著走著,來到了熟悉的那條兩旁種植木槿的步道,花這次開得沒有很茂盛,可能是今年花期還沒到吧,夏允綸猜想著。69Please respect copyright.PENANA61oJw7O6Uy
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當夏允綸走到半路,見到遠方有一個人站在那裡拍攝,定睛一瞧,原來是穆景宣,便走過去和他打了招呼。69Please respect copyright.PENANATDhIgIS1jv
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「沒想到會在這裡碰巧遇到哥。」69Please respect copyright.PENANALAUzt4o74l
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「我也沒料到,看來我們不謀而合呢,我來是因為想起自己很久沒來這裡了,所以挑了個空檔的時間來了…對了,有些話想和你說。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAYEn8felCOE
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「之後你就升上大四了,而我有了工作,我們能見面的時間會變得更少,我畢了業搬離那個房間後沒辦法再隨時陪你了,你自己一個人得好好過,不要讓我擔心,知道嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAj3bPkrQTn7
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「嗯。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAxiSLYPmsdV
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「等你畢業找上工作後,我們再來商量同住的地方吧,如果相隔很遠的話,我會配合你的工作位置去找合適的出版社。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAVhYFYiFadk
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「哥這樣沒問題嗎?要是我工作的地方附近沒出版社──」69Please respect copyright.PENANAoyyVcgQ3KK
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「──不用擔心,總會有辦法的,現階段我們要做的就是順利畢業,工作等我確定了會再告訴你。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAwhJvn2RpxN
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「好。」69Please respect copyright.PENANALEcHhQh8RX
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夏允綸停頓片刻,才接續說道。69Please respect copyright.PENANAZZ24JOm31w
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「其實我也有話想跟你說,我決定要當老師了。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAo9wSp4ITC6
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「這決定很好啊。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA4pYKyBBFST
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聽到預料之外的回答,夏允綸愣了一愣。69Please respect copyright.PENANAMP1aX3kdzB
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「你最後會做這個決定,是在我設想的情況裡的,我真的認為你很適合成為一個老師,也相信你將來能夠做到的。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAMomtQSl1cj
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「為了未來,我們一起努力吧。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAb6Y3GDn83e
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「好!」69Please respect copyright.PENANAQDt0peYn1l
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此刻的夏允綸看著眼前的場景,想起了自己之前做過的夢,和穆景宣漫步在這條步道上的那個夢境。69Please respect copyright.PENANAuYYJq2WAQS
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這一切都過分美好,不管是風景還是眼前的這個人,但願這美好能夠停留久一點就好了。69Please respect copyright.PENANArcfAQi9i9g
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「花開得還滿漂亮的呢。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAT9QO7CuAZY
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「嗯。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA2NLmd8bQJ1
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夏允綸望著穆景宣的側臉,心想機會難得,自己可不想像夢一樣把話藏在心裡,便鼓起勇氣說了出口。69Please respect copyright.PENANAqYKBkzVX52
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「你也是,很漂亮。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAaYPGGwDe4i
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穆景宣聽到夏允綸這般直球攻勢,頓了一會,自己應該沒有聽錯吧?他是會講這種話的人嗎?69Please respect copyright.PENANAXrHTzbscdm
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「…你說…什麼?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAI5MxEwVj6L
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「我說,你也很漂亮。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAm7VWT9FVxx
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此時穆景宣得到確切的回答後,有些無法理解,自己從以前到現在聽到「長得帥」的次數已經多到數不清了,被這樣稱讚外貌還是頭一遭,更何況從一個同性的口中聽到。69Please respect copyright.PENANA52YmPIfnBp
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「『漂亮』?怎麼樣也該是說『帥』吧…」69Please respect copyright.PENANAsYfjIHaoev
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「不行嗎?我就覺得哥很漂亮啊。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAXFFhfjhfaq
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「也不是不行…只是挺意外你會這麼說的。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAHtqJO6Vqkf
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夏允綸笑了出來,用真摯的眼神看著穆景宣說道。69Please respect copyright.PENANApkN9spds33
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「那我就當第一個稱讚哥很漂亮的人吧。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA0mB9G138Ma
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穆景宣頓時間感受到心臟怦怦跳的聲音,真是沒料到眼前這個人會講出如此令人心動的話。69Please respect copyright.PENANAeYd1E2o5VW
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印象中的他是個不懂浪漫的人,講話也不怎麼留情面,看來他修了課後學到不少東西,更懂得與人交際了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAwiCySuslJB
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「我會努力完成目標,不會辜負哥對我的期待的。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAd8QxoWIQTa
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「你只要做的事對得起自己就好,不要在意那麼多。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAeYgcRjcFVq
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「知道了,謝謝哥。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAiRVkqyQPQz
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「我也沒幫到你什麼,就不用說『謝謝』了。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAxX8k5G5R7x
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「不是的,哥是真的幫到我,讓我想明白了。」69Please respect copyright.PENANACyW3oQyGl1
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穆景宣聽了覺得有些不好意思,既然他都這麼說了,自己也沒有推辭的藉口,於是收下這份謝意。69Please respect copyright.PENANAg8ehrpvpaC
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兩人一邊賞花、一邊漫步,閒聊了一陣才離開植物園。69Please respect copyright.PENANAVnh8sGsfuA
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「之前覺得遇上哥總沒好事,現在反而覺得能遇見你真的太好了。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAdFBJCkhxim
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「我也是,能和你在一起確實再好不過了。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAlsG58isght