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蕩與退之間 －喀比427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0aY4BsknS
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既濕且冷，香港的冬天不會下雪，那股濕氣卻彷彿會滲入皮膚，鑽入骨頭每個微不可見的細孔。在下雪的國度也不一定感受得到這種刺骨冰寒。大概三、五、十年後，我這一輩的下代也不太感受到刺骨入寒。畢竟這個冬天也忽冷忽暖了好幾次。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUzWnsbK8V
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在我準備出發到喀比前，天氣準備回暖。但哪怕全球暖化問題和地球每一個人口也息息相關，數小時後這折磨我鼻子的天氣就再與我無關！全因據探子回報——427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsiOCBk3GM
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颱風已去，喀比天朗氣清。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalHnWd3Bg2
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若不是朋友A問我要不要一起去，我也沒留意泰國有喀比這地方。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qN0CzUKlh
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大抵上，喀比和華欣、布吉等地帶一樣，圈一圈重點字眼：陽光、海灘、外島與水上活動。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyF6FLg5W8
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所以當朋友A一把圖發給我時，好水的我自己心動了。畢竟我可是整個夏天沒曬到！！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdQFzuvS8X
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摯友聽見淺笑一下，說我誇張，又提醒我五月不是去了回沖繩嗎？427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQNqxJCvYG
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聽罷，我立馬搖頭，拒絕認同五月去沖繩時是夏天，假像來的！無論泳池水還是海水還冷著！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmZtmpXk2F
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我滿心歡喜將多年前十二月的華欣氣候經驗複製成喀比的想像時，現實總要狠狠拍在你後腦，恥笑你說：想得美！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNATo7LMYD
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與因工作而遲出發的小隊結伴到度假村，搞定補登記手續，一踏入我們的小屋，安頓好行李後，我二話不說坐在池邊，指尖期待不已破開水面，伸進水裡……427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRFsXmpc8a
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啊！冷的。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkw6okYLdK
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還要是很冷那種，據經驗，入夜後氣稍跌，屆時恐怕會更冷。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBjVmSoU8J
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早游一次，晚游一次的美夢瞬間破滅了。但也不阻我的興致，朋友A在介紹行程時，我已經聽不入耳，直躺在池邊，天空一覽無遺：澄清無雲，眼底下夕陽的橘紅已被遠方的白頭浪沖洗掉，白浪漸退後，深海的墨藍漸漸染上頭頂那片天。我單腳悄然沒入池水，一踢一蕩，一踢一蕩，心花蕩漾滿池。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaOj40UgkD
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「你們誰帶了手機走出來？」朋友E笑了出來，指著我說：「你看她高興得，我想把她拍下來。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR4Z8faAG9
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「才不要。」我連聲反對，擋著臉擋住稚氣，扯開話題問：「剛剛經過下面有兩個泳池，可以去嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn76GiKeb2I
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雖然自己有泳池，但那大小我一蹬腳，還未滑行完，腳也不用踢，頭就直撞上了。我需要空間。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQnZWnNoHF
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朋友A答不上我這問題，我也不多勉強，反正早上游水時頭靠在池邊踢腳也可以。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKEfyO3yPK
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退而求其次。以前我總覺得這句話多多少少夾雜幾分無奈與喪氣，但當生活輾過你的軀殼，當靈魂氣若浮絲困在其中，一刻的療癒才是重點。沙漠久渴的孤獨旅人不會在意第一口水，外人給予的那一口水是清水、氣泡水還是酒水，只要能滋潤他乾涸的喉嚨，他什麼都會喝下去！興許有時候，退而求其次並非迫於無奈，而是想抓緊救命稻草的渴望。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUdFrBKTRv
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但有時候，你本人有多渴望、多需要是一回事，現實狠狠摑了你左邊臉，是鐵定不會放過你右邊臉。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTAGCecile
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在團友仍在熟睡時，我已忘我地趴在池邊踢腳曬了好一陣子，淋浴淨身後依然一片靜默。我悄悄拉開出泳池的閘門，坐在屋檐下的圓桌後，一字一字寫下浮在腦內的片語，忽然大腿開始痕癢了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisducPsVq0
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「怎麼了嗎？」我垂頭一看，痕癢泛起紅點，還沒到嚴重的地步，但確實是敏感了「幹！」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWv2zRYWp5
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這一掌摑得夠響。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gUVP89aph
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泳池水遇上紫外線的化學作用一直會讓我皮膚過敏。我很清楚，醫生也很清楚告訴過我：你要游就去游海吧！而最諷刺我是，我小時候可是天天夜夜都池裡練水。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhP940bydd
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是衝著舊日的資本，我沒遵從醫生的告誡，畢竟要是海的水質不好，我也一樣遭殃呀！於是我不斷用身體嘗試底線，十分鐘，十五分鐘，半小時，像走離地萬呎的懸繩一樣，憋住氣，手提長棍，一步步危走。要若狂風刮來，一失平行，即如今日……427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaabaGGdJJ
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我摸著突起的紅點，決定不塗任何精華/乳液下去，讓它先自行冷靜一下。連防曬也不要下，不能冒險，我還要出外島玩水！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRjuD3KxL3
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潛水、浮潛、獨木舟什麼，你能想到的幾乎都有得玩，不然也可以跟滿灘浸在海中浮浮沉沉的外國男女，享受一下。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZFDEjj5rc
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喀比很多歐美客人，這也是我惟一找到它和華欣相處的地方，沒什麼大陸遊客，不擠擁、不喧鬧，和香港截然不同。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3gxoNlLQq
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浪捲起了淺層細沙，拍在腳眼，有時攀到腳肚，抒爽了烈日的灼熱。沙灘長裙早被我扯下塞到袋子深處，泳褲兩側的蝴蝶結自在在腿邊飛舞，腰間上衣下擺一圈小球為它打氣：「加油、加油！到岩穴底就可以坐下來了！」開什麼玩笑坐下來？我來玩水的欸！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn2cNkCYck
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叫囂，再囂張也不過是紙老虎。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HRE1yKheg
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《牧羊少年奇幻之旅》有這麼一個說法：有一不一定有二，有二卻必有三。可想而知，海水水質不夠好，雜質提矛帶槍攻擊入侵的巨人，死士用尖刺的矛為助級級踩出血路！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5PfJx5INE
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在岸上撫著刺痛刺痛的腳踝，團友都下水遠去探洞，而我則管著包包，看著外國女人穿著比堅尼，羨慕她們有前有後的豐滿身材。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nW25jmdzK
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「曬不黑真好呢。」我嘆了一句。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pLD0OibQB
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朋友I笑了，安慰我說：「他們退紅後可會有斑呢！」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerFoKszMPn
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這樣想起來，好像又沒什麼值得比較。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8wt0udcwt
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可以欣賞他人的長處，但不用羨慕別人，不用忘卻自己的喜好優勝處；可以從過去吸收經驗，但不用借此折磨自己。誰都不能回到過去，身體狀態會變，伴遊的人已變，連與孤獨的契合度也變了。人被困在前人打造陳舊的理想，被他人的過去束著頸驅前，仍要繼續鞭撻自己嗎？427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFzYjPnXS4
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我的心思不曾告之朋友I，兩人只安靜盯著一個外國男人攀岩，岩壁上都撲滿他手上的白粉，他始終未能從右方斜斜橫攀向突出的岩角，更別惶論倒吊攀出去。不少沙灘客盯著他看，每每他摔回原點也為之可惜，每每他再度嘗試又為之屏息靜氣。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RuCMy9s0a
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連戰火也未能團結各國人民支持和平，此刻無論不同國籍，亦難得以不同語言一致述說相同心思：他到底會成功嗎？他一定要成功啊！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9ZUiNp0y3
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男人沒讓我們失望，貼著岩壁稍息片刻，他重新出發，終於避過之前的錯誤，登上巔峰。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCyieBQtGN
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「如果有台鈴鐺就好了。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k3VYs2eXt
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台下的觀眾熱情為他鼓掌，他卻不謝台，不鞠躬，撐手在腰後深鎖眉頭。墨鏡下的眼神會是怎樣？不滿自己所錯過的？成功感溢出的？還是他不過平靜回想今日種種？我不知道，這份心情如同我的心思，任旁人再激動也只會留在我們最深處。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55dAlkYK6y
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潮湧，又潮退；人來，又離去。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC3Gqg4Vuv
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攀岩的人最後與伙伴隨浪退出人海，而岸上沒太多人再在意他的去向。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OooJYEe4u
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好了傷疤……不對，傷疤尚未好，我便忽略痛，死心不息告別朋友I，走向沙灘的另一端。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonsUDRSMmG
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轉出岩窟，穿越長灘，海風漸大，長長卷髮吹得亂七八糟。果然電影主角美美走在海灘都是騙人的！我搖搖頭，讓頭髮順風吹到身後，勾走背上胸前暑熱。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnOWjo2u2G
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沙漸漸變得幼細，軟綿綿撫著腳底。它在自己身上留痕，蜿蜒指向大海，誘惑我走近點，再走近些計，嗅嗅母親白髮間的清香，用雙腳為她梳理一下髮尾。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr6pJ8eBsp
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我忍耐著，對它如下蠱媚言塞耳不聞，故意彎身撿下沙粒中半露臉兒的貝殼。缺半的，完整的，大的，小的，「我活過，我走了。」這樣的存在輕輕抵在手心，了無生氣被遺忘裹在我的拳裡。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp4hfGwSwH
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這回，我昂頭走向柔順湧來的浪，驕傲地展現誰都不能命令蠱惑我的氣勢，垂眼看浪扯著不知好歹的細沙離去。我蹲下來，默默盯著它試探性的只湧到兩步距離前，不敢前進，伸出拳頭默默招著它來。終於，幾回試探，它熱情湧來，我亦藉此清洗著拳中貝殼。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieNKsfvrcD
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沙石既退，胭脂紅、橘白相搭、素白泛光，生前死後漂亮依舊。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgyhIrHOUg
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我將貝殼嵌入細沙，大大小小，隨機圍成一大圈。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvxcKliHPu
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浪湧來，又退去；沙沖上，又後退；影子與貝殼圈烙在沙上，最後我仍是望著貝殼跟著他們，來了又離去，不再留下活著的痕跡。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYkNaShahq
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在喀比，我與水注定是一對暗地私會的情侶，在暗處心驚膽跳躲避追殺，就只為了片刻相擁熱吻，綿綿情話無法講盡，天將亮，分別即在眼前。朋友A曾問我：「沒辦法下水，難過嗎？」我笑笑答：「我有下，只是不能長。而且……」晃晃手中酒杯沒把話說盡。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIvX2znfCi
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這趟旅程除了玩水，酒水也是我所在意一環。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ721grI24ez
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我們每晚都在喝，在酒吧回去以後再喝，在餐廳回去以後繼續喝。我和兩個本來會約喝的朋友晚晚圍在池邊圓桌調酒，「這比例後勁有點強……」、「這酒味輕點比較順口。」、「這像果汁一樣失敗了！」類像的對話不斷出現。試想像看看，為了看星我們在泳池會關上所有燈，屋裡的也關掉，三個人圍著圓桌只能開手機的手電筒照明，朋友E偷拍了一張相，恰似巫師施法會一樣。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL28IZ55Kj
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晚上盡慶在杯中弄星把月到三時，人人帶著幾分醉意寫意墜入夢鄉，而我七八時左右準時開眼，酒醒過後全無睡意。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF3oSFrYgU
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真的是酒關係嗎？捫心自問，我清楚這是睡眠問題，與酒無關。但，酒精悉數在血液揮發後，我確是會清醒得可怕。於是換了泳裝，我又去幽會。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYhXycdF6P
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日光和煦，誰能抗拒這種吸引？427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9GqMHOBdh
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我開了音樂，把聲音調低，再三提醒自己只有三首歌的時間。隨之以腳尖試一試水溫，微寒。毫無懸念，不予以心理準備，我插身下水。想在水裡暖和，辦法有二：喝酒或動起久。我選擇後者，伏在池邊緩緩踢腿。水浪輕蕩聲，雞啼，還有……427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptFTqGWKsR
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嗡一聲快速從左方竄過，我回頭一望，什麼都沒有。又嗡一聲由右方閃過頭頂，這回我望見真身。一隻又黑又大又胖的蜜蜂停在柱上，又不甘寂寞閃在池上。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzOl2fV1X4
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該掩耳嗎？427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxs0CIfkr5
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我還未能從踢腿與掩耳之間作出選擇，蜜蜂已駐足在太陽下的柱上。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFKVT9wvJX
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敵不動，我不動，繼續原來動作。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwHgzHsFS9
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一隻飛蟲飄過，怕是昨夜太想不開投河自盡，我連水掬起它，托棺似的將牠送回歸屬處。這念頭讓我想到回程時我一幕。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXNMTl2JWU
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大部分團友抵不過一日攀岩涉水的行程，車廂裡一片寂靜，除了司機播放動感十足的泰文歌，就只有輕輕的呼吸聲。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9sg0vT30p
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忽然，一陣喇叭聲傳來。我往後一瞥，只見車側用鮮花包圍著的棺材車徐徐後來。我不想惹什麼鬼片情節上身，有所避忌掰開視線。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9mXnvTAgw
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未幾坐副駕座的朋友A感慨開口說：「有時我很羨慕泰國人辦喪禮可以熱熱鬧鬧。香港現在連對死亡也匆匆忙忙，沒了這份尊重。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOXWzomxSU
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「香港也有儀式啊！」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwSrOU8nHU
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「是為儀式而做的儀式，並不是為亡者準備的儀式。」朋友A隨之答道，見我還未睡，便百無禁忌聊起來。反正泰國的鬼應該聽不懂廣東話（誤）「你知道嗎？長洲有個地方讓過身我島民暫且安放、辦儀式。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBLPm1Cvs0
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我點點頭，長洲沒多大，去玩時一定經過，我甚至見過船載遺體出入。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmj7KefFrqn
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「以前長洲辦喪用鮮花，會各之全島人，道盡死者一生，記念他。人和人之間、鄰舍關係體現出來，可現在……」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BTwE4H16c
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「只有亞洲人要熱鬧宣之天下這樣去安葬，尤其老一輩。新一代不流行這套，生前被稅項、信用卡貸款、生洛種種搾壓，死後還要被敲一筆嗎？門都沒有。簡單就好了。不少人有這種心態。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrInxS1FqY
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「儀式可以不辦，但總要大家悼念一下……」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgLEeKqGc4
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「如果是我，我倒不用大家悼念，火化後撒海。我生時父母宣告交際圈，結婚要為親朋戚友做足準備，死就讓我痛快一點，也私人一點。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmCs2Hhot6
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「難道你死了就不想大家知道嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6mIL6uPa0
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「立即知道，一年後、甚至十年後才知道也改變不到狀況，亦不會影響到人生活。況且，生時為他人準備種種，到死也不能為自己身後作準備，也要滿足大家悼念我的需要，太可悲了。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLMYkezPm2
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池邊那攤水莫名波動，泛起日光，拉回我心神。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wRsBsBLL2
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只見飛蟲離開了池，背可觸地，馬上掙扎。竟然是未死透。好不容易翻過身，即便飛走。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMAed9xrrV
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意想不到，我忽然想起拳中色彩斑爛的貝殼，潮脹時活過，飄蕩間走了，繼而又在浪退時換個方式存在。有關死亡向來也是人意想不到，不然哪來各派宗教說法。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOcZyVL3Ic
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我決定不再想這老朋友，扔身於水中，背一觸水顯得份外暖和，而我盡情望著蔚藍天空，蕩浮沉。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAICX9g00h
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短短的旅途比三首歌更快略過去。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1IsCkSBpO
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我們選擇了早上飛機班次一同離開喀比，前一晚一樣喝到凌晨，稍睡片刻，大家都起床看日出。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCjgS6bBxQ
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難得我和團友我起床時間都差不多時間，各自坐在沙灘椅看著雲霞慢慢燒紅，漸漸燒著夜幕的下擺。太陽尚未出來，我們也無緣望到它出來就必須到機場，但天邊漸漸變的澄黃。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWjzilCJ0R
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「還有一顆星。」朋友A突然冒了句。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHddMNmQnz
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「嗯。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxurKxfnos
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其後，除了那隻雞，沒人願意再打破安靜。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFt0tEudxX
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那顆星是來送別的吧！好歹我們也徹夜把酒觀星了好些晚上，讚美它們的閃亮，交情算是不錯吧！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsrPYZTKDi
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那顆星眨眨眼，拒絕回應這問題。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgDxSnUcl0
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我沒咄咄逼人的意思，在旅程的尾聲有星相送還苛求什麼？但朋友啊！揮過手就轉身走好了。在蕩與退之間再習慣孤寂也別落單，別獨自守著空蕩蕩的夜空，別忘了回歸到你同伴身邊啊！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyTdUKrRsk
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