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一九九三年，他六歲。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBjRjwYSSn
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRV8mMR93O
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLEmW51pTp
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcA5pAOqch
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看不見，聽得到。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLX6gdvvIvd
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尖叫，呼救。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lN2UHUEfA
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心跳，鼻息。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hwISszElW
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人，車。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfmx2GDaMo
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電車。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnBpaQjr3K
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIumOurDFc3
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAuRtiP1mF
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73jEhZllHN
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBHqHiTzUK
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刻骨銘心。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTLx6at6N6
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6DoncV1Rx
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看得見，聽不到。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbejJYjYK4
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4khULnxJWX
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1VExvP0q0
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyIGwUq6OV
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lvFWaSLAy
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7QqqFIJPf
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4USvVjOvW
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybFZhXtHtX
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMl5GMnB7P
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweg7n9WnCZ
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC2wbHR0GW
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV3EQc1bcx
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叮……317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KYNAY4fIF
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWWPvPBMni
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7XMZNRXbp
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAtwBslDk9
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtVRTvH6kL
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4K7WUeNdBF
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT6s6FjdxE
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihZY51jGd9
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzA6YGuJXB
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPumTqV0c3i
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5Brp3PIsK
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震驚。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqf9fuJcxA
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1EUZHgbnQ
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGQRrjI0EG
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpJhXDOSrJ
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI9rH8fRWN
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他不想再追。很累……317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0WvQ6wuTX
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVPQD9tmjv
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXSW1Q6nu4
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2xR852kLO
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi3DqTg5kG
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdbyiGLCzE
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwOy2knYCF
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFboX7Pb5c
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他接受不了。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtatHcDuH9I
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IETI8wkYq
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1cCSmLY3M
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綠手開始氣化。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpVRXyR2Bd
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSra44WzYQ
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwxJ9A5xxs
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvpr3PKm7q
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCmI4Iaj03
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6y1PCQ0brK
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緣盡。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEzx9iSlfi
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無謂執著。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjLAkkTeX4
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忽爾澄明。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qKIoBYl9M
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGcIoMTDqT
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarIRupZafX
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排隊，付款，上車。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32gHZulA8L
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如同其他乘客。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EEtwnk6CI
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
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