CHAPTER FIVE191Please respect copyright.PENANAWzATMA8Ujk
The bell had rung twice already, but Musa hadn’t moved from the window. His shirt clung damply to his back, sweat from a sleepless night and the kind of fear that doesn't shake off by morning. 191Please respect copyright.PENANArAXKrqZjQf
The compound outside was waking up slowly—boys yelling half-hearted insults across the quad, buckets slamming against concrete at the water taps, the usual mtu ni mechi leo! —indicating a laid-back, carefree bravado bouncing between Form Fours.191Please respect copyright.PENANAmPZ8uFBDiM
But he wasn’t hearing any of it.191Please respect copyright.PENANAg2d83eJW5g
His eyes were fixed on the far wall.191Please respect copyright.PENANA9IFO2F82sL
The one they called dunda.191Please respect copyright.PENANAb3NMkroGEv
Not its real name, of course. But among a few of them—the ones who’d listened more than they talked—it meant something. A place where things crossed. Notes. Looks. Sometimes, people.191Please respect copyright.PENANAeRXjb9Okb5
And last night, they’d crossed it.191Please respect copyright.PENANAb5xM2cMdiJ
He still felt the burn in his arms from pulling himself up and over. Still heard the sharp breath of Otieno behind him, limping on the way back from that forbidden path.191Please respect copyright.PENANApy2KIgcNVN
Musa turned from the window, eyes falling on the side pocket of his school bag.191Please respect copyright.PENANAf1N4KDfgGs
Inside, folded carefully between the cover of a torn CRE exercise book, was the first letter.191Please respect copyright.PENANAEttbHcr3iV
"To the girl with the sunflower hair ribbon..."191Please respect copyright.PENANAfJb5Cv957f
He never got to send it. Someone had beaten him to the wall.191Please respect copyright.PENANAyX7hn14meI
But now it was too late.191Please respect copyright.PENANANgfSm9cP4I
Because last night, something changed. For months now, Musa had crossed it.191Please respect copyright.PENANA7rYlcKZFL8
Quietly. Carefully.191Please respect copyright.PENANAXV92fNlfYi
Never to meet anyone specific. Not at first. It had started with passing notes, coded jokes, half-written lyrics, little trades. Some of the girls would meet them at the vines in the wall during preps or when the bell rang late. Never faces. Just fingers passing folded paper. Voices whispered through leaves.191Please respect copyright.PENANAQ50LUL1Q7J
And sometimes… more. Otieno had someone. Musa had... no one.191Please respect copyright.PENANAylLYRGbUUi
Except the smile.191Please respect copyright.PENANABal5tBIXwe
That one smile. From the Madaraka Day parade a year back. She had stood there, yellow ribbon in her hair, laughing quietly at something her friend whispered. That moment had carved itself into him like a signature on wet cement.191Please respect copyright.PENANAdEl3brPNOL
He had crossed the wall five times since that day. Whispered with at least three different girls. Swapped lines of poetry he barely understood. But never her.191Please respect copyright.PENANAK7TH2si4lK
Never the girl with the sunflower ribbon.191Please respect copyright.PENANAMm7ORJvrww
And as his feet hit the ground, he whispered to himself—barely louder than the wind:191Please respect copyright.PENANAN6lG71xeAw
“I’ll find you. One day.”191Please respect copyright.PENANAtWyCoAU0WU
He didn’t know her name. Never heard her speak. But he remembered her.191Please respect copyright.PENANAqQdqcQQBW1
It had been during the Jamhuri Day inspection the year before, when both schools were assembled on the Jaramogi Oginga Odinga Sports Complex grounds. The sun had been brutal, melting through blazers and brows, the kind of heat that blurred vision and time.191Please respect copyright.PENANAJMBYp5SV2G
Boys stood in lines on one side of the field. Girls on the other. A gulf of baked red earth between them. She had been near the front of the girls’ group—second or third row. Her posture was sharper than the rest. Back straight, eyes forward, the kind of discipline that made a student stand out.191Please respect copyright.PENANAPwPWJAJO4G
But what caught Musa wasn’t how she stood. It was what she wore.191Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZLVIbpyX2
A yellow ribbon, tied around her bun.191Please respect copyright.PENANAvsY6q8xVhF
Not school regulation. Not loud either. But defiant.191Please respect copyright.PENANAiHpcjsmp8q
A silent flare of color in a world that punished difference.191Please respect copyright.PENANAkMedgdFrMg
And then—she laughed.191Please respect copyright.PENANAdBU3omhcE1
Quickly, quietly. Her friend must have whispered something. Her hand flew to her mouth, but the smile broke through. Just for a second. He saw it from across the field and something about it cracked open a window inside him.191Please respect copyright.PENANA5ssS4GDODK
She didn’t look his way. Probably never would.191Please respect copyright.PENANAqeVCHkyxKC
But from that day on, when he walked past the far end of the wall—the part the girls called dunda too—he always slowed his steps.191Please respect copyright.PENANAYfqh33a1JZ
Just a little.191Please respect copyright.PENANAtkxApgVOLV
In case something waited on the other side