幾日後，我終於出院，而出院後我都冇乜點再同茹姐聯絡，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9TBwFpiXs
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38bWKIFLw1
我只覺得我個心好痛，我邊個都唔想見，好多時候我都匿入間房喊，因為我真係唔捨得阿欣，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyl2D8Te7j
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlhQsWOCcv
腦入面不斷浮現我同阿欣以前嘅回憶，我每次諗起都會覺得好痛心，就好似有隻手緊緊握緊我個心臟，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiUHZVXJog
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJsxZh7TSB
雖然我知喊都係無補於事，但我真係控制唔到，阿欣就好似寄生左係我腦入面經常都會跳出佢嘅影子，令我日日都過著消沉嘅日子，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TiVRHZs7z
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3t8lbwH1W
而茹姐呢幾日就不停地炸我機WTS我，佢安慰我、約我、氹我、主動開話題同我傾計，但我都冇理會佢，我已經對周邊嘅任何事、任何人失去樂趣，我邊個都唔想理。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNSmbBbIEf
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4AmcgSYsK
而呢晚我就獨自地出左去海濱，因為始終呢度係我同阿欣第一次約會嘅地方，所以我想黎多次呢度感受一下戀愛的味道，我會好重視呢個地方，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0Vu5p67oA
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKbsMB5jyI
去海濱前我去7仔買定一pat藍妹，我決定今晚不醉冇歸，我要係海濱陪住「阿欣」。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPbeoosKct
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDNyQrm0r7
買完一pat藍妹後，我拎住頹住咁行去海濱，今晚海濱並唔多人，顯得好冷清，正好係一個適合借燒愁嘅地方，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmecrKN32h
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBb81TaWZq
點解?因為我總覺得一個又靜又舒服嘅地方可以令我好好思考，我可以享受一個人獨獨的自由，拋開一切煩惱，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxX4rGAK0s
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4qqlSnR4H
望住漆黑嘅海面，十分寂靜，只有陣陣寒風吹過，而望住一條無窮無盡嘅海濱長廊，我亦只見到我地以往虛無嘅影子，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFL1B6MI7Li
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedZu7aP7EJ
我依家真係好想阿欣再次出現我面前，我好掛住佢，但我依家再掛住佢仲有咩用，已經太遲。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVvFtW26TR
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xOZbGJ3HW
諗到呢度，我就拎起一罐500mL嘅藍妹不停地罐，真係好奇怪，平時飲酒我會覺得好苦好難飲，但我依家再飲我竟然會覺我呢陣苦味好好飲，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEgcxbaDR9
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d5HdZ6A4M
我個心真係好痛，眼淚再次不自覺地流出，我真係恨我自己咁冇用，明明我已經入左去阿欣間病房可以救到佢，但最後我都救唔到，乜都做唔到，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSJj1nCQjg
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizTC78jOCi
我話過要保護佢，但最後點?最後佢死左係我面前，親眼睇住一個人殺佢但我卻無能為力......149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXMqGYcpKl
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABWcbcPDGp
責怪期間，我好快已經將一罐藍妹飲晒，身體開始有啲不受控制、搖搖欲墜，而視線亦慚慚變得模糊且搖晃，然後我坐低左係木板造嘅地下挨住塊玻璃，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWT2UTOkps
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4qI8lcHOn
但我並冇理會，我拎出第二支出黎罐，今晚嘅酒真係特別好飲，我唔想停，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXWY3ul8HR
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX6RfwSOB2
飲係好飲，但我個心依然仲係咁痛，我更痛恨個天點解唔可以俾我回報，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7toiYqyam
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq56IW7lTA
以前我對阿欣做左咁多衰野係我虧待左佢，點解就唔可以俾我回報返佢?點解唔可以俾我將功補過?而係推佢去死，真係好唔公平，最應該要死嘅就唔死，反而要一個受盡苦難嘅去死。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVrWk5pFxk
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53BghPSTrx
我望住坐係度望住漆黑嘅上空，嘴邊喃喃自語，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJYkaJFoaU
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqFIVx2BIr
「阿欣，你係上面過得好唔好?我真係好想黎陪你。」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ4vpQfw5A
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLSFMEAP5C
說罷我開始拎起第三罐酒開始劈，頭腦十分搖晃，我見到漆黑嘅上空竟然識旋轉，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2DSmt1Q2s
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0cuhBBnoj
唔單止上空，周遭嘅事物亦開始旋轉，睇野已經睇唔清。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt6w963Oh8
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIBVR4rUXz
不過呢個時候我忽然見到有個身影行緊過黎，我睇唔清佢個樣、睇唔清佢著咩衫，只略略見到佢一步...兩步...三步咁行緊過黎，越黎越接近我，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtzYpKQD8q
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgoEparSlD
直至佢行到我身邊同我講野我先知佢係邊個，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLooQ3PAXC
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm9ijWdrl7
「阿豪，唔好再飲啦，你已經醉晒。」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAxFTXL0cD
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5iEU9jfBw
原來佢係茹姐，佢拎走支酒唔俾我。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo9MtQstwL
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYK1N6fgYU
「你俾返我，我未醉...我未醉。」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi39oEiFBc
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLyfDckkEI
我伸手想搶返支酒，但我根本搶唔到，周圍都係度旋轉緊，我搶到嘅只有空氣。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXibcqlVvf
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjDodkKMyc
「唐富豪你醒下，阿欣已經死左，呢個係不變嘅事實，你成晚係度飲酒又有咩用，唔通你係度喊苦喊忽佢就會復活返?唔會嫁啦。」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr1xNTiSgS
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoSiLiqdEO
我聽到茹姐正係度大聲罵緊我。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1du7fzEvO
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6W0aLf8ab
「我真係好掛住阿欣...我想去陪佢。」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvQd82N9WY
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILSh67NRuP
「阿欣生前最大嘅遺願就係要你振作，唔好為左佢放棄自己，你睇下你依家點嘅樣，你估下如果阿欣見到你依家咁嘅樣會唔會開心?」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKoK4KuIpf
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8cG1b5vFR
「你唔好理我...我想點就點。」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EQzyVaoDk
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA4UEph0A8
「你日日咁消沉都冇意思，唔通你成世都想為左個死左嘅女仔而愁?你咁樣做就即係唔聽阿欣嘅話，你當佢嘅遺願係耳邊風!!」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2G3CjI7mW
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZO7LVAIH5
「你知唔知?佢俾伯母殺唔只係覺得罪孽深重，仲係想救你，佢情願自己死都唔想再連累到你，因為伯母由始至終最大嘅目的都係要阿欣條命。」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgv9RFjjkL
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGYmgthVrj
「你諗下，佢寧願自己死都唔想你有事，睇得出你條命係好重要，莫非你就咁唔珍惜佢對你嘅死?」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffj3JJVJLq
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkbiSn2DDE
茹姐講完後，我終於頂唔住瞓低左，眼晴慚慚合上，瞓左係茹姐肩膀上，冇再回應佢，149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdUZyWmSTP
149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVv0pui9Fb
呢一晚睇黎就此隨著夜幕結束吧......149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5LbFCh1eM
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