怨恨、憤怒、不甘,所有情緒在心底落地生根,形成一片化不開的黑色泥沼。51Please respect copyright.PENANAkRimpN6NxI
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羅時殷在此刻強烈地感受到,對方做出這種行為所潛藏的含義。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZmxfbXkAP3
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——那些人在挑釁她,嘲笑她的無能為力。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPzUAonnuKu
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又或者,像是在看戲般,看著她失去一切後,會是什麼表情。51Please respect copyright.PENANA0RO4TyRM7l
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經歷這場悲劇之後,羅時殷徹底的徘徊在同一個惡夢當中,以至於在後世,她都承載著怨恨和復仇的心思,度過絕望的每一天。51Please respect copyright.PENANA40wRkWeTWq
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所以也正因為這樣,她不能……繼續白白耗下去了!51Please respect copyright.PENANA8wQSfpkYVh
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「羅時殷,回來我這裡吧。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAmURy5kBnBb
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「如果妳想跳樓的原因是因為父母的死亡,那麼就更不應該繼續待在那個家了,這樣下去只會讓妳的情況越來越糟而已。」傅文桀的話猶如徘徊在耳際,提醒著她該從過去的記憶抽離了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAOw3tTwhD8d
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對於傅文桀所說的提議,她沉默了許久,隱忍似的閉了閉眸,緩緩開口道:「對不起……我做不到。我不想再看到有人因我而死了。」51Please respect copyright.PENANASHGJjB7fwi
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「也很抱歉……接下來要讓你們看到這些。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAblxBKBjnq9
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語畢,少女終於抬眼看向傅文桀,眸底空洞得令人心驚。51Please respect copyright.PENANAv5HLetde1x
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羅時殷那副眼神立刻讓傅文桀察覺到了不對勁,彷彿卸下堅硬的外殼,露出她最真實、且最絕望的姿態。51Please respect copyright.PENANA0TcTC6UryP
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若不是羅時殷平常隱藏之深,傅文桀此刻也不會如此驚訝於她的偽裝,也讓他立刻意識到,或許他,還有傅澄希,他們從來沒有真正了解羅時殷,更別提修復她的內心傷口。51Please respect copyright.PENANAwi2TofR2s2
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正當傅文桀思緒陷入短暫的停滯時,羅時殷突然伸手執起了藏在口袋裡的美工刀,在眾人還未反應過來的時候,迅速地在空中隨意筆劃了一下。51Please respect copyright.PENANAhNlzI5rnjE
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啊……她應該更早死的,在辦公室的時候……51Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZRA4Rnti7
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不。51Please respect copyright.PENANA500Z0GV69l
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應該在得知江和雨死去的當下,她就應該踢開傅澄希,立刻結束自己的性命才對。51Please respect copyright.PENANACe54O6L2lP
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少女如此想著,在眾人錯愕的視線下,握緊手中的美工刀,毫不猶豫的抬手朝自己的頸項劃去——51Please respect copyright.PENANAu2nzugPY4h
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傅文桀還沒來得及阻止,一場由羅時殷主導的血雨,在眾人眼前深刻且令人難忘地……綻放了。51Please respect copyright.PENANACcjRf2VzIq
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陷入黑暗之前,羅時殷似乎聽見了嘶吼、不敢置信的尖叫聲。51Please respect copyright.PENANA2ANw781FW4
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雖然覺得於心不忍,但那些人的反應,都不再是她該關心的事情了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAmdUim6yZk0
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一切會再度回到起點。51Please respect copyright.PENANAnVZ8y2aZPe
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她如此安慰著自己。51Please respect copyright.PENANA2Uyb8a5N4H
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時間過去不久,待她再度睜開眼時,她處在了一個由不規則鏡面所組成的立體世界。51Please respect copyright.PENANAfXrHtYiM0N
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而這些不規則的鏡面,映照著剛經歷死亡的羅時殷。此時,她的面容毫無血色,看上去就彷彿一縷夾縫中艱難生存的幽魂似的。51Please respect copyright.PENANA0yrztUdgwV
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羅時殷的視線緩慢地掃過一圈,對這裡的記憶,隨著時間流逝而變得清晰。51Please respect copyright.PENANAKIBWBrZgKI
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——這裡是她死後的過渡區。自從得到重生的機會後,她有時會記不太清來過這裡多少遍了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAOZhXFCSNah
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嗯……大概第五次?或第六次?
「需要休息一下嗎?」忽然,一道冰冷的女性嗓音響起,打斷了她的思緒。51Please respect copyright.PENANAQrqbnnLvAo
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羅時殷聽見聲音,稍微偏過了頭,下一秒,一陣密密麻麻的刺痛從頸項傳來,疼得她倒抽一口氣。51Please respect copyright.PENANAay6iiUYWUN
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「嘶——」51Please respect copyright.PENANANPRwxDPzgH
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脖子好痛。51Please respect copyright.PENANAwsMBcoeMmy
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羅時殷揉了揉脖子,想起還沒回覆剛剛詢問她的那道聲音,「我有話要問妳。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAkNW8BkYUzi
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「願聞其詳。」聲音平淡的說。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8Y7DsDb05j
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「為什麼江和峯跟江和雨,在這一世會死?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAXXgNiuCjF4
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「因為妳的選擇,影響的不僅僅是妳的命運,還有他人的命運。請謹記這一點。」51Please respect copyright.PENANADosI0aUztz
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也就是說,蝴蝶效應是吧?51Please respect copyright.PENANAkwh0g23WNr
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羅時殷眉頭深鎖,沒想到她的選擇也會改變他人的生死,又問:「那預見死亡的能力,怎麼失效了?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAOR8Ac5YV53
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「妳的能力並沒有問題。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAAopVzqMEBm
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「但我親眼看見江和雨被摔得稀巴爛,沒了呼吸,這怎麼解釋?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAm3OULG9QHP
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聲音頓了頓,說:「親眼所見,不見得真實。」51Please respect copyright.PENANANDUck9QTzr
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「……盡說些讓人無法理解的話。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAXExZstX0p2
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羅時殷煩躁的揉了揉眉間,開始例行整理自己腦內因混亂而失控的思緒。
第一世,她死的不明不白,走在路上被人捅了一刀,一擊斃命。51Please respect copyright.PENANAx0qrkaddRH
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當時她沒能看清楚那個人的臉,心臟傳來的劇痛便宣告了她的死亡。51Please respect copyright.PENANAzjpMWwXezb
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再醒來的時候,她發現身邊並沒有什麼引渡的亡魂,也沒有天堂或者地獄,在她眼前的只有一望無際、四面八方都是不規則鏡面的千面世界。51Please respect copyright.PENANAkH2rtzqw77
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她漫無目的的在這個世界行走,視線掃過一些漂浮在空中的鏡子碎片,並隨時注意腳下崎嶇的路,怕自己踩錯位置,被鏡子割傷了腳……雖然她不知道她還會不會流血就是了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAGGtqLOdZON
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走著走著,她很快失去了耐心,不再走動。51Please respect copyright.PENANAf0vh7MoEX8
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羅時殷這時恰巧發現了一面小平台,然後順勢坐了上去,打算就地休息一會兒。51Please respect copyright.PENANAjxnh3EuCtU
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「妳來了。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAQW68ftIUYA
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不久,一道交疊著不同語調的聲音於四面八方響起,羅時殷被嚇得彈跳了起來,驚愕之際,卻又覺得這些聲音莫名的熟悉。51Please respect copyright.PENANAdd6vd7toqK
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羅時殷古怪地掃過四周,卻發現周圍什麼人也沒有,只有一望無際的鏡面,心底不由恐慌起來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAbiy2vDpbCR
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「別害怕。這裡只是妳的過渡區,前提是妳願意復活的話——」聲音如此說著,一番話下來讓羅時殷陷入了迷茫。51Please respect copyright.PENANAr7or4YTua8
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復活?她這是做夢了嗎?51Please respect copyright.PENANAwmdenUW8Zd
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「這裡不是夢境,也不是妳臆想出來的。」聲音似乎聽見了她心底的困惑,有耐心的解釋著,「這是每一任Orad死去之後,會覺醒的力量。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA9yFufieRmJ
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……Orad?51Please respect copyright.PENANAvFytDlTsdk
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這陌生的詞語對羅時殷來說明明是個生詞,卻在聽見這個字的當下神情恍惚了一會兒,似是若有所感。51Please respect copyright.PENANAq7TE3dMagC
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但她並沒有糾結在這個生詞上,而是詢問那道聲音,「我真的可以復活嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANANAlGB6K9G8
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聲音立刻回答了她的問題:「是的。但因為妳的死亡結局是既定的,在這個情況下妳永遠活不過成年,如果妳不想每次復活都要經歷死亡,唯一的辦法就是改變死亡結局。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAm2x91Yz9X8
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……改變死亡結局?51Please respect copyright.PENANA3NMvo5L1qF
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「妳可以選擇無限次的重生,直到找到改變結局的方法為止。」聲音說到這裡頓了頓,繼續補充的說:「只是,過程可能會有點辛苦,請想好妳的答案再回答,告訴我——妳,是否要復活?」51Please respect copyright.PENANA9joKNfl9ab
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聲音再次丟出了選擇題,羅時殷幾乎是毫不猶豫地點頭,接受了聲音的提議,「好,我要復活。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA1RmD7MKo71
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於是,如同聲音所說的,她真的重生了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAdWZCMJ3YNC
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只是……重生的起點卻是在那一場令她感到十分痛苦的大火當中。51Please respect copyright.PENANAz4mSQVuase
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再次經歷雙親的痛苦,羅時殷仍舊沒有太多實感,她跌跌撞撞走出了熾熱的火焰之中,重新迎接了她的新生。51Please respect copyright.PENANARa4L0cdXFo
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只是她這次活得短暫。51Please respect copyright.PENANAU9XVXQCr78
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因為有了防備意識,羅時殷神經兮兮過頭了,又加上精神狀況每況愈下,等她回過神來,自己已經迎面撞上了貨車。51Please respect copyright.PENANAf3eZTgXPH7
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她在醫院急救沒多久,便死在了病床上。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMk9fCjgDCF
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羅時殷再度在千面世界裡醒來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAXADthIRBSo
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「死得真快。」聲音聽起來有些意外,讓羅時殷不由感到尷尬。51Please respect copyright.PENANAXxo9vRGAKl
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「……再來一次。」羅時殷咬牙切齒的說著,繼續前往下一個輪迴。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7urIv2AkEx
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第三世,她乾脆直接住進了學校宿舍,那裡的管控非常嚴格,閒雜人等是不可能入內的。51Please respect copyright.PENANAYZhyZCsDiG
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可沒想到的是,她最後還是被人從宿舍頂樓一推,什麼都沒能做,啪的一聲死透了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAyrtlj4NvE9
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同樣的,這次她還是沒能看清兇手面容。51Please respect copyright.PENANADzLyuvjeaB
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羅時殷雖然有些灰心,但她仍然不放棄可以復活的機會。51Please respect copyright.PENANA9j2QYzld3c
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第四世,她沒有選擇去學校,而是在養父母過世後,接受社工的安排,待在一間規模頗大的中途之家。51Please respect copyright.PENANAiyjxYy0wee
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裡面的生活很規律,上下學都有人接送,管控同樣嚴格,外牆甚至用上了刀片式的防盜網、指紋式的大門開關,以防一些別有居心的人士進入。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPWXNYCmgka
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但即使羅時殷生活在這麼嚴謹的環境,卻還是在睡夢中遭到了綁架,被人沉浸水底溺死。51Please respect copyright.PENANAWg62NpvgBQ
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羅時殷這時終於意識到了,自己再如何防備,針對她的人永遠都能找到方法殺死她。51Please respect copyright.PENANAO06jLAD2QF
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第五世,她只好把主意打在了身為刑警的傅文桀身上,但這也是她最不想要的選擇。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7oEtiTSVqq
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當初在她的養父母去世以後,傅文桀其實曾提議過她,讓她來傅家住。只不過羅時殷果斷拒絕了,所以前幾世才選擇前往中途之家或者學校宿舍居住。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4QUrn6J9H8
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那時羅時殷深怕自己的事會害到傅文桀,所以才如此抗拒住在他那裡。51Please respect copyright.PENANAE3uFwkEaO6
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但因為後來經歷的事,讓羅時殷在第四次重生之後,不得不排除掉其他選擇,存著僥倖的心態,答應跟傅文桀回家。
可就在她住進傅家沒多久,她便預見了傅文桀的死亡。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8gvwdtP9LV
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鏡子所映照出來的畫面是零碎的,不完整的,甚至連殺死傅文桀的兇手也未能看清,這讓她感到前所未有的恐慌,這種只預見零碎片段的未來,是過去未曾有過的。51Please respect copyright.PENANAYpxPH9AXDA
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自那之後,羅時殷的腦海中總浮現傅文桀的死、傅澄希的悲鳴……她無法忽略那些殘酷的畫面,導致好一陣子夜不能眠,心想著她是否乾脆捨棄這一世,重頭再來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAo3Snj2QI6M
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直到這一世一通電話打來,才讓她燃起了希望。51Please respect copyright.PENANArtPiBgXTRW
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這個來電人,正是她在父母雙亡之前,偶然救出的一名女性,是個叫做魏歆玗的女警。51Please respect copyright.PENANAUAGOTbiYzj
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「妳需要幫忙嗎?」魏歆玗說,語氣帶著不易察覺的小心,「無論是什麼事情,我都會幫妳的,只要妳開口。」51Please respect copyright.PENANANJXzS0bD5w
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羅時殷當時拿著電話的手一頓,思緒猛地清醒。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMFavn82BH3
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還有魏歆玗……她還有魏歆玗這張牌可以使用啊!51Please respect copyright.PENANAoX8ckdkD5E
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羅時殷激動地想著,便想著立刻從傅文桀家中搬出來,好依附在魏歆玗身上,試圖獲取一些情報。51Please respect copyright.PENANAEp6bIO5G8i
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比起改變死亡結局,羅時殷其實更在意的是,自己能不能為養父母復仇。所以魏歆玗的存在,帶給了她一線生機。51Please respect copyright.PENANALGkd4rG4WS
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只要不出差錯,利用得當的話……不僅能避免傅文桀的死,還能多出一位友軍。51Please respect copyright.PENANAfKk02BjT7E
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只是她沒想到的是,江氏兄妹的死訊,徹底打亂了她的計劃,讓她起了重頭再來過、立刻前往千面世界質問那道聲音的心思。51Please respect copyright.PENANAsu19y5Shzx
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可從聲音那裡得到的答案,卻是她的能力沒有失效,那對兄妹根本沒死。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8jJXxun8rg
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思緒回歸。羅時殷呆站在鏡面上沉默許久,抬眸對著存在於空間裡的聲音道:「重新開始吧。」