「揀殷書賢啦。」班上面有個男同學忽然開口講道316Please respect copyright.PENANAzmrKCZM17B
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「又揀佢,要揀下其他人,睇下其他人點答㗎嘛。」阿sir無奈咁講道,因為次次一話要抽同地嘅簿嗰陣,一定有人話揀殷書賢嗰份,「你地唔悶我都悶。」316Please respect copyright.PENANAz2e5uorLA5
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「你悶唔悶?」謝澤謙拍一拍殷書賢無聊咁問一句316Please respect copyright.PENANAzxtmXqHgo5
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「悶。」殷書賢回答,「想做past paper。」316Please respect copyright.PENANANLzNvVyrZi
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「真係好悶喎咁樣⋯」謝澤謙瞬間覺得自己問錯人,正常人都係想快啲食飯、快啲落堂、快啲放學,但殷書賢係想做past paper,「真係多謝晒。」316Please respect copyright.PENANAhLLUQM6qCU
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殷書賢托住下巴望住外面嘅螢幕,深呼吸一口,然後又坐好起嚟繼續聽書316Please respect copyright.PENANAavzAN4YX8O
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有時佢都會覺得咁樣日復日嘅日子好無聊,但似乎學生嘅人生就係咁樣,一直讀書一直讀書,唔理你知唔知自己點解要讀書316Please respect copyright.PENANAdYfA1vlfH3
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「讀書⋯人嘅前半生係讀書,後半生係工作,只有就死嘅時候先可以有機會享樂⋯」殷書賢望住課本嘅時候不禁諗,「免費教育其實同奴隸制度差唔多⋯」316Please respect copyright.PENANAd1GbGLLCkb
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雖然係咁樣諗,但殷書賢唔會放棄讀書,佢習慣咗咁樣嘅日子,讀完一次又一次,然後又讀新嘅嘢316Please respect copyright.PENANAqJzO0RwJTD
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5點嘅學校天台只有兩個人,一個企喺矮牆前托住下巴,一個坐喺長櫈上發呆316Please respect copyright.PENANAHLVDdmvspN
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「佢今日咁靜⋯」坐喺長櫈上嘅殷書賢察覺到邱茗然嘅安靜316Please respect copyright.PENANAcxjKTILOMv
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今日嘅氣氛同平時唔太一樣,今日邱茗然好安靜,完全唔係平時嗰個又跳又笑、主動搵殷書賢講嘢嘅佢316Please respect copyright.PENANAur02iCWr6q
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「你有冇試過反抗⋯?」邱茗然喺好一陣嘅沉默之後忽然間開口問殷書賢316Please respect copyright.PENANA81VGMpdkya
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「反抗?反抗啲咩?」殷書賢不解咁問316Please respect copyright.PENANAy0BBAgl8xz
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「我嗰日⋯第一次喺我媽拎⋯其他人同我做比較嘅時候反駁我媽⋯」邱茗然好似自說自話一樣講道,一個轉身背靠住矮牆316Please respect copyright.PENANAYqlviULmzQ
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邱茗然嘅心仍然記住呢件事,每當人一冷靜安靜落嚟嘅時候,佢就會諗到呢件事,開始諗自己咁樣反駁係唔係錯316Please respect copyright.PENANAQMNg86jv48
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「成日聽住咁樣嘅比較,好煩⋯」邱茗然嘅臉上冇笑容,呢一刻嘅佢睇起嚟好憂鬱,「邊個邊個都做到⋯邊個邊個都可以⋯點解你唔得?邊個講都好,唔多唔少都會打擊到自信⋯」316Please respect copyright.PENANAYbXa5T0Esi
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殷書賢冇出聲,佢聽住邱茗然講,佢嘅媽媽唔會拎佢同其他人比較,只會一直要佢做第一316Please respect copyright.PENANAwrWJXvsVrs
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「嗰日佢拎我同人比較嘅時候,我忍唔住就反駁佢,叫佢唔好再拎我同其他人做比較⋯」邱茗然輕嘆一口氣,「我覺得我冇做錯⋯但一安靜落嚟,我就覺得,好似我有錯⋯」316Please respect copyright.PENANADSM0rpO8xJ
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邱茗然呢幾日其實都有一直反覆咁諗,最近佢同媽媽都冇講嘢,佢就不禁懷疑自己做嘅事係啱定錯316Please respect copyright.PENANAjy8lZQh5Ui
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心入面覺得自己係冇錯,只係佢忍咗好耐,所以佢忍無可忍要反駁;但乖巧嘅自己覺得自己做錯,因為佢應該要尊重媽媽先係,唔應該駁嘴316Please respect copyright.PENANAPaatjp5pbd
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「讀中六係咪一種懲罰?成日都提住成績好攰⋯」邱茗然行到長櫈坐喺另一端,同殷書賢各坐喺櫈嘅兩邊盡頭316Please respect copyright.PENANA4lSmPoY1G9
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「比較唔係最得人驚,最得人驚嘅係你都覺得自己係差啲嗰個啫。」殷書賢淡然咁開口講,「冇咩好比較,用最後成績話佢知你冇比任何人差就得。」316Please respect copyright.PENANAijBdQnt3fQ
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「但係,我媽眼中我就係差嗰個⋯」邱茗然微微低頭,兩隻手放喺大脾上互相扣住,「所以話⋯如果我係你就好⋯考第一就咩都唔洗煩⋯」316Please respect copyright.PENANAlvh9LP88m0
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「你嘅想法太天真啦,考第一先多嘢煩。」殷書賢聽到邱茗然嘅想法後冷冷一笑,「考第二、第三什至中游下游都好,你要比較嘅人係身邊嘅人;但考第一嘅話,你要比較嘅人係你自己。」316Please respect copyright.PENANAV6CY8XtqXI
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殷書賢自己就係同自己比較緊,今次嘅自己同上次嘅自己之間嘅較量,每一次都只可以進步唔可以退步316Please respect copyright.PENANAulraEWckHj
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「冇啱同錯之分,唔洗覺得全部都係自己嘅錯。」殷書賢拎起書包,將書包放到大脾上拉開書包拉鍊,下一秒嘅佢動作一頓,若有所思咁開口:「有時,講出自己嘅想法,都係一種好事⋯」316Please respect copyright.PENANAtUZgGUnQH3
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「唉~唔知呀~」邱茗然一下子靠到櫈背上,「我都好矛盾~但我唔想去道歉⋯我覺得我真係冇錯⋯我都只係講事實⋯」316Please respect copyright.PENANAzK7kj9ijjb
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「嚓—」殷書賢嗰邊發出袋磨擦撕開嘅聲音,邱茗然好快就比聲音所吸引望過去316Please respect copyright.PENANAOkZto5mzOG
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「M&M⋯?」邱茗然訝異咁望住殷書賢手上拎住嘅朱古力,下一秒就不禁露出笑容,「你點解會有朱古力?」316Please respect copyright.PENANAOSmlbuSxC9
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「晏晝買。」殷書賢將打開咗嘅朱古力遞向邱茗然316Please respect copyright.PENANA7LBf2Z758T
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邱茗然稍微瞪大眼,佢有啲意外咁望住遞向自己嘅朱古力,然後抬眼望一望殷書賢316Please respect copyright.PENANAoO3BGyLe3x
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「朱古力唔係可以令人分泌多巴胺咩?」殷書賢淡然咁問邱茗然,邱茗然呆咗一下,佢有啲估唔到殷書賢會將自己講嘅嘢記喺心入面,「我淨係識讀書,唔識講鼓勵人嘅說話。」316Please respect copyright.PENANAYXczeJKLof
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殷書賢有啲似自嘲嘅一句令邱茗然笑起嚟,伴隨住一句柔柔嘅「多謝⋯」邱茗然拎咗一粒朱古力放入口316Please respect copyright.PENANAuMT5GeLodF
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「你都覺得食朱古力呢個方法比較好呢~」邱茗然笑問道,佢望住殷書賢食完一粒又一粒316Please respect copyright.PENANALcmkzE38Eg
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「還好啦。」殷書賢又拎一粒朱古力放入口,然後默默咁再次將朱古力遞比邱茗然316Please respect copyright.PENANAvVikfBRBF9
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殷書賢口係咁講,但其實佢手上面嘅傷痕仍然一直增加緊,佢冇因為一粒朱古力而改變呢個壞習慣316Please respect copyright.PENANAn2MbQx4gZM
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「唔好食咁多,朱古力嘅甜味好容易上癮⋯」邱茗然邊講邊伸手從袋中又拎一粒朱古力放入口316Please respect copyright.PENANAgWztLQACRM
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「嗯,反彈冇回頭。」殷書賢淡然咁點一下頭,以平靜嘅聲線講出唔似會喺佢把口講出嚟嘅說話316Please respect copyright.PENANAsiNNh8C8Vb
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「呀?噗⋯!」邱茗然以難以置信嘅表情望住殷書賢,下一個瞬間就笑起嚟,啱啱嘅愁緒都一掃而光,「原來你都會咁樣講嘢㗎?好搞笑⋯!」316Please respect copyright.PENANAkvhHlrKU12
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殷書賢望住露出同平日一樣開朗嘅笑容嘅邱茗然,有啲沒好氣一樣笑一笑:「有咩搞唔搞笑⋯」316Please respect copyright.PENANApGodLjgUiS
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「叮噹叮噹⋯叮噹叮噹~」學校5點半嘅鐘聲響起,所有喺學校嘅學生都要離開學校316Please respect copyright.PENANArTyhjvs1M7
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「你行未呀?」邱茗然喺長櫈前孭起書包嘅時候望向殷書賢316Please respect copyright.PENANAonq6l1sroJ
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「嗯,行啦。」殷書賢孭起書包,行到門前打開門等邱茗然行出去先316Please respect copyright.PENANAOXFzsgdfpZ
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兩個人一齊搭巴士番屋企,巴士嚟到之後,行喺前面嘅邱茗然先上車,佢行到上層,喺行到位之前回頭望一望殷書賢上到嚟未316Please respect copyright.PENANAgGsdluANMr
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「你行入去先。」邱茗然對殷書賢講道,然後佢讓開比殷書賢先坐入去316Please respect copyright.PENANAQfGTKofUkM
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喺巴士駛到下一個站嘅時候停咗落嚟,邱茗然又開始隨便搵嘢同殷書賢講;許洛霏上車行到上層,當佢踏到上層嘅地面企好嘅時候,一眼就望到坐喺尾二嗰行嘅邱茗然316Please respect copyright.PENANAEqrR38wMI5
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