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過了幾天,夏允綸收到了老師傳來的訊息,感謝他在自己出國的時候幫忙帶課。74Please respect copyright.PENANAroqUDwli4y
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[不會,這是我該做的。]74Please respect copyright.PENANAOB3IjRHFJo
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沒想到老師問夏允綸,是否畢業後要考慮當老師的事,讓他不免再次思考這件事。74Please respect copyright.PENANAQN4D5ppzR8
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[老師,我真的適合這個職業嗎?]74Please respect copyright.PENANAvqEIizXw77
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[怎麼會這麼想呢?是有什麼擔心的地方嗎?]74Please respect copyright.PENANABwaSl4oiqG
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[我不曉得自己畢業後,能不能夠勝任老師這個職業,想問問老師您的看法。]74Please respect copyright.PENANA8A59EBKN8D
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[我覺得你應該對自己更有自信才行,我觀察過你的教課狀態,認為你是有足夠的資格的,你或許可以把教師列入未來職業的考量。]74Please respect copyright.PENANAWv7kjL0XF3
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[當然,如果你有更想去做的工作,那麼就去做吧!要是考慮過後還是覺得自己志不在此,就不要勉強自己,畢竟工作得考慮到自己能不能保持著熱情繼續下去。]74Please respect copyright.PENANA9W6bRSTTvg
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夏允綸看了訊息深思許久後,才給予回覆。74Please respect copyright.PENANAEgONIb8nJH
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[謝謝老師給的建議,我會再想看看的。]74Please respect copyright.PENANAc7Fsx5Cv0F
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之後夏允綸也用同樣的問題詢問穆景宣的意見,他也對此給予肯定。74Please respect copyright.PENANA4Mwa62CCAH
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「想不到你還會這麼擔心你自己。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAeX2esSektR
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「不然…哥你覺得我是怎樣的人?」74Please respect copyright.PENANAlUlU6JCCk2
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「是會懂得見機行事的人吧,但某些方面還是會猶豫不決。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAgYY2Fhd2LN
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夏允綸聽到回應後感到意外,愣愣地看著穆景宣,並沉默了一會。74Please respect copyright.PENANAmjQQG1yfwA
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「既然這些小朋友都很喜歡你的教學方式,那麼你還在意什麼呢?」74Please respect copyright.PENANAyOHNzKPqG8
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「我…」74Please respect copyright.PENANAnA1x7jg7IY
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「不要給自己太多壓力,你已經做得很好了。」74Please respect copyright.PENANArlFT8bgTbZ
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「那…哥做論文的時候,不也給自己很多壓力嗎?」74Please respect copyright.PENANADT524V6aw6
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穆景宣被這麼丟了個提問,也說不上什麼反駁的話。74Please respect copyright.PENANAkJmVIfnY4Z
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「看來我們都一樣,說完全沒壓力是不可能的。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAblI2LuLjJH
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「但我現在壓力已經減輕很多了啊,反倒是你所面臨的壓力還不少。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAi6Y5590oTJ
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「…說得也是。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAG7kzgHZDF1
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「話說哥你不是之後畢了業想當作家嗎?那麼會考慮哪家出版社?」74Please respect copyright.PENANA0LKuKktLV6
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「我啊,倒也沒什麼好擔心的,目前就有收到一些出版社詢問我簽約的意願,不管如何我還是會去考慮綜合條件之下選擇哪一間比較適合。」74Please respect copyright.PENANACBeTpJ1hsS
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夏允綸聽聞後感到驚訝,原來穆景宣早已不用擔心會遇到「畢業即失業」的危機,還沒畢業工作就陸續主動找上門來了。74Please respect copyright.PENANAf5WAkTDhnk
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果然是文學獎獲得無數的人啊,怪不得業界會在這時候就開始攬人了,夏允綸這麼想著。74Please respect copyright.PENANAPLCgbBSyaI
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「你想吧,被你帶的學生們、帶你的老師都肯定你做得好了,就證明你是夠格成為老師的,那麼還有什麼好擔心的呢?」74Please respect copyright.PENANAVpR9ahXslp
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夏允綸覺得有些道理,點了點頭表示認同,並決定以後先往這個方向去嘗試。74Please respect copyright.PENANAj1cFvZhMuf
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後來實習結束後,夏允綸獲得了滿好的實習分數,瞥了一眼旁邊那個之前緊張地不停搓手的同學,問道。74Please respect copyright.PENANA5FTlFRO7FH
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「怎麼樣?實習的成績還好嗎?」74Please respect copyright.PENANA7OFM4I6VQV
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「呃…算、算是還行吧,至少過了。」74Please respect copyright.PENANABROagfvidF
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看了一眼他手上拿的實習證明表,是成績滿不錯的,夏允綸不解他有什麼好擔心的,便安慰道。74Please respect copyright.PENANAL7Yg6CQTsu
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「很好啊,恭喜。」74Please respect copyright.PENANABtxvBVRfw1
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同學尷尬地笑了笑,回應道。74Please respect copyright.PENANAkp0fiWuyhZ
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「我…覺得我還是不適合當老師。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAnASXqnVQss
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「為什麼呢?」74Please respect copyright.PENANAzh6rTz7cph
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「我面對學生真的會緊張到話講不好。」74Please respect copyright.PENANATQpRYiCmm2
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夏允綸聽到同學這麼說,頓了頓才應和道。74Please respect copyright.PENANA9vqHd23oqz
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「其實我也是一樣的,也會看到台下的人感到緊張,但發現到他們都很安靜聽課,並不會因為是不同人教就不配合,頓時就放心了。」74Please respect copyright.PENANABRk50AymbG
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「實習結束後,他們還會對此感到不捨,說希望我能繼續帶他們,聽到他們這樣子的回饋,我更加認為這是件很有成就感的事。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAWPGYKr8g5x
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同學聽完後,想起了老師發證明表時說的話,便表達自己的看法。74Please respect copyright.PENANAxpAmoFf0vY
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「剛剛老師發證明表的時候,稱讚你實習時做得很好,收到了對方不少讚譽,這樣看來你確實是能夠當老師的呢。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAU9YnnfFDDe
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「是嗎?謝謝。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAxdQPOVCGTT
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回到房間的夏允綸,再次看著證明表並整理思緒,心想著自己未來的出路該要怎麼走,甚至還去找了資料、做了職能相關的測驗來檢驗自己。74Please respect copyright.PENANAsiHD5tchMc
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「唉…總之做了再說吧,沒試怎麼知道自己是不是真的適合呢?」74Please respect copyright.PENANA3zF3sZgWL6
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於是夏允綸最終做出了抉擇,以成為正式教師為目標前進,要是躊躇不前可能機會就會消失不見了。74Please respect copyright.PENANAMlrcp71ISU
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時光轉瞬,夏季到來,夏允綸趁著假日空閒獨自一人去植物園,雖然天氣沒有預料中的好,但至少沒下雨,一切挺好的。74Please respect copyright.PENANAg31R46EhH7
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這次沒有家人相伴,只是一時興起前往的,特別挑了不是人多的時段去,看著這些綠色植物確實能讓心情放鬆很多,短暫忘卻了煩惱。74Please respect copyright.PENANAsC1RyC5Ntu
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走著走著,來到了熟悉的那條兩旁種植木槿的步道,花這次開得沒有很茂盛,可能是今年花期還沒到吧,夏允綸猜想著。74Please respect copyright.PENANAN8hoYn8kRn
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當夏允綸走到半路,見到遠方有一個人站在那裡拍攝,定睛一瞧,原來是穆景宣,便走過去和他打了招呼。74Please respect copyright.PENANAjuZUFXrgdW
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「沒想到會在這裡碰巧遇到哥。」74Please respect copyright.PENANA22dDdA8q8i
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「我也沒料到,看來我們不謀而合呢,我來是因為想起自己很久沒來這裡了,所以挑了個空檔的時間來了…對了,有些話想和你說。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAVD8lBV73ZO
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「之後你就升上大四了,而我有了工作,我們能見面的時間會變得更少,我畢了業搬離那個房間後沒辦法再隨時陪你了,你自己一個人得好好過,不要讓我擔心,知道嗎?」74Please respect copyright.PENANApnTHa9I53o
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「嗯。」74Please respect copyright.PENANA6YaOe3tQSi
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「等你畢業找上工作後,我們再來商量同住的地方吧,如果相隔很遠的話,我會配合你的工作位置去找合適的出版社。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAJJoU0lGLkx
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「哥這樣沒問題嗎?要是我工作的地方附近沒出版社──」74Please respect copyright.PENANAsCBrMHXDjW
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「──不用擔心,總會有辦法的,現階段我們要做的就是順利畢業,工作等我確定了會再告訴你。」74Please respect copyright.PENANA2K3VAiJrA3
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「好。」74Please respect copyright.PENANA6it87ztoVd
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夏允綸停頓片刻,才接續說道。74Please respect copyright.PENANARYsRNwYf5t
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「其實我也有話想跟你說,我決定要當老師了。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAWpgOUyVKJ9
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「這決定很好啊。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAetQ5PRt62B
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聽到預料之外的回答,夏允綸愣了一愣。74Please respect copyright.PENANAbz8l3kjJ5i
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「你最後會做這個決定,是在我設想的情況裡的,我真的認為你很適合成為一個老師,也相信你將來能夠做到的。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAfKKzWFQ5cy
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「為了未來,我們一起努力吧。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAdXMKkF7TyO
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「好!」74Please respect copyright.PENANAYlXUCLiryi
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此刻的夏允綸看著眼前的場景,想起了自己之前做過的夢,和穆景宣漫步在這條步道上的那個夢境。74Please respect copyright.PENANAGEmerhlAZK
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這一切都過分美好,不管是風景還是眼前的這個人,但願這美好能夠停留久一點就好了。74Please respect copyright.PENANAcyo0PLlXjO
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「花開得還滿漂亮的呢。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAdN1jMsC1ah
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「嗯。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAME6F9AG9Oe
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夏允綸望著穆景宣的側臉,心想機會難得,自己可不想像夢一樣把話藏在心裡,便鼓起勇氣說了出口。74Please respect copyright.PENANAEDEAHHleqy
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「你也是,很漂亮。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAwsZPbf8YPK
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穆景宣聽到夏允綸這般直球攻勢,頓了一會,自己應該沒有聽錯吧?他是會講這種話的人嗎?74Please respect copyright.PENANAdNMYLzCzST
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「…你說…什麼?」74Please respect copyright.PENANAcSb9YABiUF
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「我說,你也很漂亮。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAueaosNbeTS
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此時穆景宣得到確切的回答後,有些無法理解,自己從以前到現在聽到「長得帥」的次數已經多到數不清了,被這樣稱讚外貌還是頭一遭,更何況從一個同性的口中聽到。74Please respect copyright.PENANAYTL15hfhNM
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「『漂亮』?怎麼樣也該是說『帥』吧…」74Please respect copyright.PENANAtbcyzpqI1P
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「不行嗎?我就覺得哥很漂亮啊。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAZGJKsa7EC2
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「也不是不行…只是挺意外你會這麼說的。」74Please respect copyright.PENANABz2pcdyw9M
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夏允綸笑了出來,用真摯的眼神看著穆景宣說道。74Please respect copyright.PENANAi1iqwGZivG
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「那我就當第一個稱讚哥很漂亮的人吧。」74Please respect copyright.PENANA9tzP9ZFFZN
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穆景宣頓時間感受到心臟怦怦跳的聲音,真是沒料到眼前這個人會講出如此令人心動的話。74Please respect copyright.PENANA92ASwXq7qR
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印象中的他是個不懂浪漫的人,講話也不怎麼留情面,看來他修了課後學到不少東西,更懂得與人交際了。74Please respect copyright.PENANAUjaWyjBr79
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「我會努力完成目標,不會辜負哥對我的期待的。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAvet6V8yQH8
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「你只要做的事對得起自己就好,不要在意那麼多。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAte0KeAiiEL
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「知道了,謝謝哥。」74Please respect copyright.PENANARaIph2yxNA
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「我也沒幫到你什麼,就不用說『謝謝』了。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAzD4eClGwxt
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「不是的,哥是真的幫到我,讓我想明白了。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAbsGqOFA9Bc
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穆景宣聽了覺得有些不好意思,既然他都這麼說了,自己也沒有推辭的藉口,於是收下這份謝意。74Please respect copyright.PENANA7w4zJ9jb8s
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兩人一邊賞花、一邊漫步,閒聊了一陣才離開植物園。74Please respect copyright.PENANAyPJKWmEywh
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「之前覺得遇上哥總沒好事,現在反而覺得能遇見你真的太好了。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAnvanVGdupV
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「我也是,能和你在一起確實再好不過了。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAFlHSpvzENm