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朋友看我的網誌,都說:看了真的會很憂鬱,很想死。473Please respect copyright.PENANAUvFKSihRVO
直到我長大了,試著去明白很多事情,473Please respect copyright.PENANAXI3xusA2rd
理解當時的自己,和對婚姻無能為力的父母,473Please respect copyright.PENANAckDUGj09uW
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寫作的經驗和能力,帶給我很多生活與工作上的方便,473Please respect copyright.PENANANa9SFC1FA1
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一寫幾千字都不在話下。473Please respect copyright.PENANAfXgngzP3jH
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