「返到屋企send個message俾我。」262Please respect copyright.PENANALfvSF4PvVD
下車前,我對坐在旁邊的Tracy說道,她點了點頭,略帶不捨地鬆開纏在一起的指頭。我輕輕摸了摸被柔順棕髮蓋著的頭頂,從座位上站起來。262Please respect copyright.PENANAGPvb9cmZ1x
自從前些日子她在商場勾過我的小指後,這行為漸漸成為我們相處的一部份。最初的時候,對方總是有意無意用手背觸碰我的手背,然後伸出小尾指,扣上這邊最小的指頭。262Please respect copyright.PENANAFwSWpO0VRp
帶著生硬的舉動隨著時間跟次數的累積慢慢變得自然,如呼吸般融入生活。好像今天,我倆並肩坐在巴士上,彼此的指尖雖然疊在一起,但雙方只是各自以空出來的手滑著手機。經指尖傳來的溫度雖然使人怦然心動,但我們並未要求更多,只想靜靜地感受彼此的存在。262Please respect copyright.PENANAKOpO8WcecW
趴在床上,我點開Tracy傳來的自拍照,相片中的她用被子蓋住口和鼻,看著鏡頭的雙眸略顯疲態。我維持趴睡的姿勢,把臉埋在枕頭裡,只露出一邊眼睛,給自己拍了一張自拍。262Please respect copyright.PENANAHy7CLK5toq
我:早抖262Please respect copyright.PENANAlGnQnbN8Qq
我連同簡短的訊息,將剛剛拍的照片傳給對方。不知從何時開始,我們由每天睡前向對方互道晚安,變為睡前向對方互傳自拍。262Please respect copyright.PENANANRV9Yhy7BC
Tracy:我想做你個枕頭262Please respect copyright.PENANA1Wtqgb7JRR
我:諗下好喇262Please respect copyright.PENANAU4sQY9SCkN
Tracy:哼,你成日都對我咁冷淡262Please respect copyright.PENANAe2ELjkm9fZ
我:冷淡就唔會日日臨瞓都同你whatsapp喇262Please respect copyright.PENANAWxoEavKuIj
Tracy:咁我應該用咩報答你?262Please respect copyright.PENANAZDUssZ7j2n
Tracy:做你個枕頭夠唔夠?262Please respect copyright.PENANAV51EKfr47m
我:我唔要262Please respect copyright.PENANAt4UPJlS3G7
Tracy:我都好好枕㗎262Please respect copyright.PENANAVFJDgOqUfG
我:你唔好枕262Please respect copyright.PENANAKCifi11bjt
Tracy:你又知?262Please respect copyright.PENANAKBXQHEIAKM
我:我就係知262Please respect copyright.PENANASeQOxfXHve
Tracy:你要俾個機會我試下先驗證到262Please respect copyright.PENANAWUycZY1lF2
我:你講緊幾多年後嘅事?262Please respect copyright.PENANAvnc5HMLq1E
Tracy:可能好快就實現呢262Please respect copyright.PENANAAZZiLWIIVx
我不禁揚起嘴角,抱著被子,繼續當起嘴硬的角色。262Please respect copyright.PENANA2pHzv9N9qK
我:睇下點262Please respect copyright.PENANAEOvdwrew1U
我:但即使你將來有機會上嚟,你都只可以瞓梳化262Please respect copyright.PENANA9J3LPhGMz6
Tracy:好呀,一齊瞓梳化又可以再親密啲262Please respect copyright.PENANAC5LkRnmRnX
我:你就想!!!262Please respect copyright.PENANAH64KnTFhMs
我:我係指你瞓梳化,我瞓床!262Please respect copyright.PENANAKXnqTy4lDF
對方傳來一張哭臉的貼圖,我沒好氣地搖搖頭,然後給她道了晚安。262Please respect copyright.PENANAyUFYQnU4pv
我:好喇我真係瞓,早抖262Please respect copyright.PENANAoqPVtApQ6i
Tracy:早抖262Please respect copyright.PENANAyWkuxKh6FJ
關掉螢幕,蓋好被子,我這時才發現,彎起的嘴角一直沒有垂下過。262Please respect copyright.PENANAWdiXBE76mu
無論是勾小尾指的行為,還是每天晚上的睡前自拍,都顯然超越「閨密」的界線。我們對彼此的感情,經已膨脹至非「朋友」二字所能承載的重量。262Please respect copyright.PENANAm1eqQIJRWU
那麼,我們現在是什麼關係?262Please respect copyright.PENANAyCebY4JE5x
是人們常掛在嘴邊,「朋友以上,戀人未滿」的關係嗎?我們正處於曖昧狀態嗎?262Please respect copyright.PENANAV7IsFbJn7l
雖然沒有明確的答案,但我想我們是互相喜歡對方……吧。262Please respect copyright.PENANAkdPTOe6ssI
我現在……有多喜歡對方?262Please respect copyright.PENANAZQxzljwQ0B
也許要改變彼此的關係,只需一個小動作……不,或者一個眼神,經已足夠。262Please respect copyright.PENANAbqkdc5qs4J
那即是……很喜歡嗎?262Please respect copyright.PENANAbGrNs5d0k8
「……」我把被子拉過頭,閉上眼睛。262Please respect copyright.PENANAuHJ1ufbq3O
自從那天晚上在碼頭互訴心事後,Tracy那份專一的感情,以及對自己的信任和鼓勵,逐漸吹散盤踞心中的迷惘與不安。262Please respect copyright.PENANACqgSdy2zl9
現在的我想起跟她的關係,已經不會再像當初般只想逃避。取而代之的是,一份快要從心房滿溢出來的期待。理應是無味的感情,散發著一股如花蜜般甜膩的香氣,讓人想要奮不顧身,衝破一切,將箇中滋味據為己有。
262Please respect copyright.PENANAbtaYPjUNk6
「Jane,你今年想食咩蛋糕?」吃過午飯,Susan攤坐在茶水間的椅子上,一副慵懶的模樣。262Please respect copyright.PENANAZGYNPLb0eM
「嗯?咩蛋糕?」262Please respect copyright.PENANAOpajZhi60N
「公司月頭個生日會呀,你下個月生日吖嘛。而家都月尾,揀定蛋糕差唔多。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAcN3CSiWk7P
「咦,係喎。」經她一說,我才想起每月例行生日會的事來。262Please respect copyright.PENANAqC3xqBJrjj
「唔知揀咩可以問我,我可以提供返專業意見!」262Please respect copyright.PENANAqUwcbSTsN5
「你又唔係下個月生日嗰個,我係問,都問有份吹蠟燭嗰幾個先喇!」262Please respect copyright.PENANA7kgBdwU53u
「係嘅係嘅,你哋班每月之星點話點好喇!」語畢,對方彎起一邊嘴角,不懷好意地笑道:「不過今年就算腦細突然話cut咗個生日會,我諗你都唔會在意㗎喇!」262Please respect copyright.PENANAn0Kvics3Vc
「吓?點解咁講?」262Please respect copyright.PENANAWSv6JFAXbU
「你今年將會有個特別嘅人,為你準備一個特別嘅生日會。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAQmurLrJ9dz
對方的暗示跟明示沒兩樣,我不自覺地乾咳了一聲。「……邊有。」262Please respect copyright.PENANACWHimVNbBV
「哎呀,你唔使收收埋埋喎。」262Please respect copyright.PENANA2hkTB50jfJ
「咩收收埋埋,真係無人約我。」262Please respect copyright.PENANA2yLfpY4uxY
「唔係『無』,係『未』啫。心上人生日咁大件事,對方實唔會走甩嘅!」262Please respect copyright.PENANAQQVYt19dc4
被同事這麼一說,本來沒有多想的事突然一湧而上,佔據整個腦海。「……但我哋之間無特別講過邊日生日嗰啲,可能佢根本唔知呢。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAUUYYTPY4Bx
「邊有可能,你哋小學同學嚟㗎喎!我唔信佢咩都無準備!你可以試探下對方口風呀?」262Please respect copyright.PENANAA4jV0E9Br4
「我先無咁得閒。」我故作毫不在意的說道。瞄了一眼放在桌上的手機,我搖了搖頭,提起馬克杯呷了一口黑咖啡。
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