「返到屋企send個message俾我。」264Please respect copyright.PENANAIFVAoh93r8
下車前,我對坐在旁邊的Tracy說道,她點了點頭,略帶不捨地鬆開纏在一起的指頭。我輕輕摸了摸被柔順棕髮蓋著的頭頂,從座位上站起來。264Please respect copyright.PENANAMlziLhatsg
自從前些日子她在商場勾過我的小指後,這行為漸漸成為我們相處的一部份。最初的時候,對方總是有意無意用手背觸碰我的手背,然後伸出小尾指,扣上這邊最小的指頭。264Please respect copyright.PENANA1vEzUfsNdD
帶著生硬的舉動隨著時間跟次數的累積慢慢變得自然,如呼吸般融入生活。好像今天,我倆並肩坐在巴士上,彼此的指尖雖然疊在一起,但雙方只是各自以空出來的手滑著手機。經指尖傳來的溫度雖然使人怦然心動,但我們並未要求更多,只想靜靜地感受彼此的存在。264Please respect copyright.PENANApAcncUYxGE
趴在床上,我點開Tracy傳來的自拍照,相片中的她用被子蓋住口和鼻,看著鏡頭的雙眸略顯疲態。我維持趴睡的姿勢,把臉埋在枕頭裡,只露出一邊眼睛,給自己拍了一張自拍。264Please respect copyright.PENANAdcyfWai3CS
我:早抖264Please respect copyright.PENANA0tXqnRHXWK
我連同簡短的訊息,將剛剛拍的照片傳給對方。不知從何時開始,我們由每天睡前向對方互道晚安,變為睡前向對方互傳自拍。264Please respect copyright.PENANAw4VZaWTatT
Tracy:我想做你個枕頭264Please respect copyright.PENANAzrSt6GDkva
我:諗下好喇264Please respect copyright.PENANAdzqSu2YqQN
Tracy:哼,你成日都對我咁冷淡264Please respect copyright.PENANA1GaStJ9zbD
我:冷淡就唔會日日臨瞓都同你whatsapp喇264Please respect copyright.PENANAmdUEf1UyoY
Tracy:咁我應該用咩報答你?264Please respect copyright.PENANACyEOHfryiC
Tracy:做你個枕頭夠唔夠?264Please respect copyright.PENANA2EESCxT5Qw
我:我唔要264Please respect copyright.PENANAEJ6Bua2G2L
Tracy:我都好好枕㗎264Please respect copyright.PENANAa8NYWT4wTH
我:你唔好枕264Please respect copyright.PENANAxEMkUHnTwi
Tracy:你又知?264Please respect copyright.PENANAJBuDFy7xTM
我:我就係知264Please respect copyright.PENANAzw3aTzla4M
Tracy:你要俾個機會我試下先驗證到264Please respect copyright.PENANA5G9x9aR2hs
我:你講緊幾多年後嘅事?264Please respect copyright.PENANAk8YtmGW6A2
Tracy:可能好快就實現呢264Please respect copyright.PENANAeUXkJTGTOc
我不禁揚起嘴角,抱著被子,繼續當起嘴硬的角色。264Please respect copyright.PENANAHBUM8eLmM5
我:睇下點264Please respect copyright.PENANA38NxJ9CrJq
我:但即使你將來有機會上嚟,你都只可以瞓梳化264Please respect copyright.PENANAGc12WKvV7w
Tracy:好呀,一齊瞓梳化又可以再親密啲264Please respect copyright.PENANA9gCHsenD2Q
我:你就想!!!264Please respect copyright.PENANA7nSLWpV2o5
我:我係指你瞓梳化,我瞓床!264Please respect copyright.PENANAsGZchlPD0L
對方傳來一張哭臉的貼圖,我沒好氣地搖搖頭,然後給她道了晚安。264Please respect copyright.PENANAZGQDvnrNoS
我:好喇我真係瞓,早抖264Please respect copyright.PENANAk8z8oACHnH
Tracy:早抖264Please respect copyright.PENANApEsgEnTayE
關掉螢幕,蓋好被子,我這時才發現,彎起的嘴角一直沒有垂下過。264Please respect copyright.PENANARC5cD8rs1a
無論是勾小尾指的行為,還是每天晚上的睡前自拍,都顯然超越「閨密」的界線。我們對彼此的感情,經已膨脹至非「朋友」二字所能承載的重量。264Please respect copyright.PENANAhc7HfYISy0
那麼,我們現在是什麼關係?264Please respect copyright.PENANAbVm8zeufoe
是人們常掛在嘴邊,「朋友以上,戀人未滿」的關係嗎?我們正處於曖昧狀態嗎?264Please respect copyright.PENANAOBxdLCvfxs
雖然沒有明確的答案,但我想我們是互相喜歡對方……吧。264Please respect copyright.PENANAYmQW1XWJ6o
我現在……有多喜歡對方?264Please respect copyright.PENANAzvoHPNbzTM
也許要改變彼此的關係,只需一個小動作……不,或者一個眼神,經已足夠。264Please respect copyright.PENANAlrH9Pz6rD2
那即是……很喜歡嗎?264Please respect copyright.PENANAL7WQRNjEz6
「……」我把被子拉過頭,閉上眼睛。264Please respect copyright.PENANAiopOSDlTln
自從那天晚上在碼頭互訴心事後,Tracy那份專一的感情,以及對自己的信任和鼓勵,逐漸吹散盤踞心中的迷惘與不安。264Please respect copyright.PENANAZNh3MyYFXb
現在的我想起跟她的關係,已經不會再像當初般只想逃避。取而代之的是,一份快要從心房滿溢出來的期待。理應是無味的感情,散發著一股如花蜜般甜膩的香氣,讓人想要奮不顧身,衝破一切,將箇中滋味據為己有。
264Please respect copyright.PENANAgefMwenRDk
「Jane,你今年想食咩蛋糕?」吃過午飯,Susan攤坐在茶水間的椅子上,一副慵懶的模樣。264Please respect copyright.PENANAZrmW59fpTk
「嗯?咩蛋糕?」264Please respect copyright.PENANAAbUIY4LuMr
「公司月頭個生日會呀,你下個月生日吖嘛。而家都月尾,揀定蛋糕差唔多。」264Please respect copyright.PENANAMDeB7Pbe8H
「咦,係喎。」經她一說,我才想起每月例行生日會的事來。264Please respect copyright.PENANAFDM2Mc6hIl
「唔知揀咩可以問我,我可以提供返專業意見!」264Please respect copyright.PENANAgfThDOFmz6
「你又唔係下個月生日嗰個,我係問,都問有份吹蠟燭嗰幾個先喇!」264Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5nBY0B4yc
「係嘅係嘅,你哋班每月之星點話點好喇!」語畢,對方彎起一邊嘴角,不懷好意地笑道:「不過今年就算腦細突然話cut咗個生日會,我諗你都唔會在意㗎喇!」264Please respect copyright.PENANAhEZAVi8GQ3
「吓?點解咁講?」264Please respect copyright.PENANApvnbNV3UuK
「你今年將會有個特別嘅人,為你準備一個特別嘅生日會。」264Please respect copyright.PENANA8SEAcanU0V
對方的暗示跟明示沒兩樣,我不自覺地乾咳了一聲。「……邊有。」264Please respect copyright.PENANAkY372cS741
「哎呀,你唔使收收埋埋喎。」264Please respect copyright.PENANAiCbD61Jo30
「咩收收埋埋,真係無人約我。」264Please respect copyright.PENANAhkrig3CCXI
「唔係『無』,係『未』啫。心上人生日咁大件事,對方實唔會走甩嘅!」264Please respect copyright.PENANAmoS0789TAm
被同事這麼一說,本來沒有多想的事突然一湧而上,佔據整個腦海。「……但我哋之間無特別講過邊日生日嗰啲,可能佢根本唔知呢。」264Please respect copyright.PENANAImXACCjL1q
「邊有可能,你哋小學同學嚟㗎喎!我唔信佢咩都無準備!你可以試探下對方口風呀?」264Please respect copyright.PENANAc2RwER7oo1
「我先無咁得閒。」我故作毫不在意的說道。瞄了一眼放在桌上的手機,我搖了搖頭,提起馬克杯呷了一口黑咖啡。
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