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#15

［自殘的傷痕］

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Jan 22, 2025 103 2 Mins Read
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自殘的傷痕

有些人當它是榮譽

有些人當它是遊戲

但都有個共同點

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他們從中求得安穩

儘管稍縱即逝

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它對我同樣是個鎮定劑

雖然已經好一陣子不怎麼理想

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藥性愈來愈重

裝滿了我的人生失控

清楚得不能更再的輕輕鬆鬆

痛了又痛 

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不過其實你們知道的

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表層的痛真的微不足道

很可笑 你們嘲笑

但它確實有止血的效果

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你們一輩子大概也不會知道

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刻畫表層的微不足道

是多少無以名狀情感的深邃總和

總是無法得出答案的否

又或者得出了

卻遲遲無法下筆

失去了墨的裹足不前

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時間到

閉氣

空氣在肺裡抽搐

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好像不夠

還需要更多

某個我的某某某說

所以我再劃了

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一次又一次

那該死的天降甘霖X

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我發出一句的憤恨

夾雜著一句的祈禱

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來把當下寄給過去

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寄給那位在彼端的

泰然或者悲慘哭嚎

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可惜藥效還不到

我注視著流血可惜無法再深

否則好想就這麼挖到心臟

用力地掘開一條長長的隧道

就像當初尋找生命的競跑和

衝撞出樣貌的懵懂無知

然後發出一生最冰冷

最炙熱的無病呻吟

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比那時嚎啕大哭還要

響徹心扉且令人作嘔

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你們嘔吐一山冰冷的嘲諷

但我們已經燃燒了

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如果

這是一種無病呻吟

那會擁有痛苦的姓名

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不是病毒或細菌

卻排列得縝密而且邏輯

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模樣千變萬化 

長得無以名狀

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而我

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而我

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在每個偶然的瞬間邂逅了看著它成長成為我的瘋狂這是你們稱作窩囊！

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這是自殘的傷痕

這是你們嘲諷的冰冷

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Table of Contents
#0 Intro
#1 ［年輕的眼睛］
#2 ＜黎明即是死亡＞
#3 ［只有在思緒中築牆］
#4 ＜輪迴＞
#5 ［熱烈換來悲切］
#6 ＜社交恐懼症＞
#7 ＜幸福的精確度＞
#8 ＜擲杯＞
#9 ＜某個阿姨與我＞
#10 ［明目張膽恐懼著］
#11 ＜寫詩療傷＞
#12 ＜愚蠢的天才＞
#13 ＜渴望睡眠我不渴望睡眠＞
#14 ＜一篇自問自答＞
#15 ［自殘的傷痕］
#16 ［包裝袋溜過指尖］
#17 ＜笑＞
#18 ＜風景＞
#19 ＜清明節＞
#20 ＜今夜依然寫不出來＞
#21 ［沒什麼談吐可言］
#22 ＜社會畜生＞
#23 ＜詠時間一首＞
#24 ＜滿江紅＞
#25 ＜見光死＞
#26 ＜雪之雪上加霜＞
#27 ＜解剖＞
#28 ＜出走篇二首之一＞
#29 ＜出走篇二首之二＞
#30 ［為了什麼］
#31 ＜送別＞
#32 ＜昨夜飲酒＞
#33 ＜一張購物清單+註解＞
#34 ＜詩的意義＞
#35 ＜怎樣＞
#36 ＜懶爛＞
#37 ＜你是個適合哽咽的人＞
#38 ＜先知＞
#39 ＜解文學＞
#40 ＜世界之大，哪裡沒有我的容身之處？＞
#41 ＜靈感＞
#42 ＜家裡蹲＞
#43 ＜世界上最壓抑的＞
#44 ＜世界大同＞
#45 ＜屍駭＞
#46 ＜願望＞
#47 ［說書的生活很快就遇到瓶頸］
#48 ＜萬事皆輕而易舉＞
#49 ＜水深火熱＞
#50 ＜故嘗試證明＞
#51 ＜記於某個突然痛苦的夜晚＞
#52 ＜我的世界大概就是如此地完結＞
#53 ［這個世間......］
#54 ＜失衡＞
#55 ＜一種很可能的可能性＞
#56 ［有些存活......］
#57 ［翻開書本......］
#58 ＜床前明月光＞
#59 ［影子與詩］
#60 ＜無題一首＞
#61 ＜短詩二首＞
#62 ＜腳踏實地＞
#63 ＜第一千篇＞
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