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一九九三年，他六歲。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTAVx0oQfS
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5AF73814S
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4plLqh2LNz
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVN1DKC2tlD
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看不見，聽得到。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxjXeTvx0F
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尖叫，呼救。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFioKo0aaD
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心跳，鼻息。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjxQv16QcG
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人，車。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wf1FJEPw2
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電車。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5Pvi77qbj
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叮叮——叮叮——275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGSHD0yULy
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86j5cNtbOz
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgk5bxSEvi
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4Y1DMyq64
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刻骨銘心。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8bEfKiV7n
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叮叮——叮叮——275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cKAEty4hX
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看得見，聽不到。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMaqDf06Ci
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV0UOzzXhe
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kKfh5p93g
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTefZJPAZy
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvXXkYdbgr
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomVk7prBpK
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPZBOaEr66
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4pP1lPZv2
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzfIMsQqLc
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rON3BMS98
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMxbBLyEmC
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叮叮——叮叮——275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOwFTr3D1g
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叮……275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JfZPfIqc2
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMWgTnJ562
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rREvxqMmK
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn7ENv7wC6
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIHPKtnCpn
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBvPvG5HaL
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmCYNeqvjt
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllvJNG8qdg
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI93FO171Y
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W69LiMhpD
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叮叮——叮叮——275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt6wjLiIq7
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震驚。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jl2Nczyec
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSPdHQpuLJ
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叮叮——叮叮——275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FddTHmaUL
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrKrUQVnG3
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0NBZ5WCsE
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHpgynQP0x
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他不想再追。很累……275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19w4J2q6Zy
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叮叮——叮叮——275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPD2yZKQXm
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kMoxvp58e
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljzhxwAotN
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30faH90mZ7
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SKoVL096S
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3x4D9fr7u
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOREJmFx19
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他接受不了。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPdKiKPski
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叮叮——叮叮——275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zXP7Y0gWn
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKWLcOLXJK
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綠手開始氣化。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgv3QoQwND
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXGsl9YaQR
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRGJVS0HZe
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYLRnl5Djl
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叮叮——叮叮——275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5C5o7hPzE
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaMWOpNWUa
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緣盡。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gGEJYJWEw
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無謂執著。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Sod0mq5WK
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忽爾澄明。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JZFnN4X4S
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqIekVfwre
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqczBbFTaEt
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排隊，付款，上車。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7HamfWoOd
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如同其他乘客。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMWddMvaJo
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
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