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一九九三年，他六歲。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0uazaQDbD
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLmresag14
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIvf7IZE58
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqdNinRfHT
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看不見，聽得到。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJslextcyX
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尖叫，呼救。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyQwlSie1C
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心跳，鼻息。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwA73dZBZC
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人，車。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSrSjPLZL0
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電車。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd0nJqifjk
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAsdzYVBvO
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEIdtMN2aX
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKUPyZhx12
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刻骨銘心。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15x3tpaVTb
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WMMZ8kwxN
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看得見，聽不到。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnylZVZRQ1
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKgJszI8Fp
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTOjLDIlKt
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVhshQJjjM
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKlu06pRXv
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclNA8fIlRH
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoX3YeBFJB
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmVaH2YqHy
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTSdTFu1hP
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wK4OiXaJS
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6IwTvcSqW
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OaVU2mr4m
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYzPlVYXgu
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a0M7HNAaS
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgKiUPnh5q
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSPu7VqKZn
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCOUyrTtXi
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohuEbnslJw
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReE1Tf6bEj
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKnAdXCbpQ
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRHhSplQur
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震驚。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6Jfk16CPE
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzU6SGJw1j
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOywImBwPw
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnNeOvzvjF
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fH0RVkAsR
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他不想再追。很累……317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZto1a4ifE7
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP38kEmZkG
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKcvHMZEb0
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggyyMqJhDa
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiwgTBGx0U
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYbxgTKrxf
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLmtypSrZb
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFLGTRJZoa
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他接受不了。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQWhKtJGAU
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjYfWVUVUk
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYjuYlWnaI
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綠手開始氣化。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSyAGzL3EQ
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMOkqYEoT0
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO5Cny4dau
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffeVrbCUc2
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叮叮——叮叮——317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQthQiglHa5
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oJkGaWeVO
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緣盡。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwtqRotjdf
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無謂執著。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7YQFZZa2V
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忽爾澄明。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1Xqj6kiO0
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEY6MeniU4
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOQTQ0BSaF
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排隊，付款，上車。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9FEB48sQa
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如同其他乘客。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyneesVoqI
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
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